Pear Blossoms Are Blooming Again GL

I don’t really like western food on weekdays, but tonight’s steak is fragrant and tender enough, and the potato bacon soup is delicious and rich. Great satisfaction.

"I didn't expect you to cook, and it's so delicious."

This compliment was sincere and from the bottom of my heart, and a faint smile appeared on Joss Yu's mouth: "Have you heard such a sentence, everyone who has studied abroad must be a qualified chef."

"Did you often cook at that time?"

"Well, when I lived in an apartment in college, I basically cooked for myself."

I was a little curious: "You live alone?"

The knife and fork in her hand stopped, and she glanced at me: "No, I live with my roommate."

"How many people live together?"

She didn't answer, took a bowl and filled me with some soup, and suddenly asked: "How old are you this year? Are you 25?"

Under the premise of an intimate relationship, it would be a bit ridiculous for us to have this kind of conversation again, but at this moment, the lights are so warm, and the atmosphere of the dinner is so beautiful and warm, what happened before has obviously become a kind of taboo, we There is a tacit understanding that no one mentions it.I smiled unnaturally: "Actually, I'm 27 this year."

She put the napkin aside and held her chin in one hand: "It's nice to be young."

I frowned slightly: "I'm not young anymore."

"For me it is."

"You are only a few years older than me, and you are at the most beautiful and attractive age for women, but..."

She looked at me curiously: "Just what?"

I couldn't help regretting my quick talk, but under her gaze, I could only say: "It's just a bit cold as ice, and as gorgeous as peaches and plums."

My tone was a bit self-deprecating, Joss Yu looked at me for a while, and a nice smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Although it sounds a bit complaining, but it is very useful."

Seeing that she seemed to be in a good mood, I took the opportunity to ask: "There should be a lot of people chasing you, right?"

"It's actually not much."

Seeing my surprised expression, she added: "Maybe there are quite a few people who want to chase after me, but not many actually come to chase after me." Ask: "You... how many relationships have you had?"

"Is that what you really want to ask?"

I raised my eyes to look at her, and saw that she was looking at me with a smile that was not a smile. I felt embarrassed that someone had seen through something, and I couldn't help but blushed slightly, but I heard her say: "Two paragraphs."

"Male or female?"

"one of each."

Hearing this, I was a little jealous. I didn't know what I was jealous of. So far, I haven't talked about a relationship with her. What's more, for a woman like her, at her age, two relationships can be said to be Nothing could be more normal.But I felt uncomfortable in my heart, an indescribably uncomfortable feeling, and then my brain began to lose control, and I asked a stupid question: "Then how many people like me are not in love?"

As soon as this sentence was said, the atmosphere in the restaurant completely changed.Qiao Siyu didn't speak, she just looked at me like this, there was no warmth in her beautiful eyes, she had never looked at me with such eyes, I was a little chilled by her, even my heart felt a little cold , It's over, the relationship between me and her is over, thinking about it this way, I don't know whether I should despair or feel relieved, but the feeling of loss is getting stronger and stronger, my heart is falling to an invisible place, and it keeps falling. . . . . .

"Eat, I'll go back to my room and sleep first, good night."

Joss Yu got up gracefully, said goodnight politely, and then walked past me without turning her eyes. Her expression seemed like nothing happened, but I felt like I was rejected by others thousands of miles away. I closed my eyes and put down the knife and fork.

To my surprise, Joss Rain didn't get angry and left.

I silently tidied up the dining table and cleaned the cups and plates. I did these things meticulously, giving myself enough time to think, and when the kitchen and dining room looked brand new again, as if they hadn’t been used, I walked over , knocked on Joss Yu's door.

"Come in."

There was a cold voice in the room, I closed the door behind my back and walked in, Joss Yu was already lying on the bed, reading a book like a fashion magazine in his hand, without looking up: "What's the matter?"

"I don't mean that."

"what?"

I explained with a guilty conscience: "I mean, the sentence I said before has no other meaning."

"I understand what you mean." She put down the book, with a cold smile on her face: "I'm already in my thirties, I'm not bad-looking, and I've been abroad in an open country, so it's natural that I have a lot of love experience. , seeing countless people in bed, one-night stand or something, should be commonplace, isn't it?"

What she said was just a little straightforward, but it was exactly the same as what I was thinking in my heart. I had nothing to say, but my heart felt inexplicably hurt.

Joss Rain's tone was unusually cold: "Then, you should treat it as a one-night stand."

"I don't want it to be just a one-night stand!"

I suddenly lost control and couldn't help crying out. Joss Yu looked at me calmly. I bit my lip and held back my tears: "That's a self-abuse question. I know I'm asking a stupid question. I I just want to hear the answer I want, I just want you to tell me that there is only one person like me!"

Joss Yu didn't make a sound, but his face seemed to soften a little.

The pain in my heart did not ease at all, and I sniffed slightly: "I thought I was just grateful for you, thank you for being kind to me, and thank you for providing me with a place of residence in a kind and respectful way --- - I knew the house was yours, I guessed it later."

I paused, and continued: "No matter how much I don't want to admit it, I really like you. You are beautiful and dazzling, and it is natural to like you. If I misunderstand you, you can be loved by me. What I like is only your appearance, or I like you just because of your appearance, then, during this period of time, your disappearance and your lack of news have caused me torment, I will take it as blindness to me, and my love for you. superficial punishment."

"If you are the person I think, the person who looks indifferent on the outside, but is actually kind and soft on the inside, and the softness is touched by me, if there were ever a few seconds, you lay in my arms and regarded my arms as You can rely on the harbor, if I have given you a little bit of warmth, please make me more firm in my opinion. Joss Rain, I never thought of doubting you, but I can't control the random guessing, that kind of guessing It was a deep torture for me too. I just...just wanted to get to know you, to tell me something from your own mouth, about yourself."

Qiao Siyu looked into my eyes: "If I'm not the person you think, if I can be liked by you only for my appearance, what will you do?"

I took a deep breath: "I can only stay away from you, I can't play with feelings."

"Xiao Yinuo." Her expression became serious, and she said slowly: "I only said these words once, I have only been in love with two people, and you are the second person I have slept with. I Knowing what I did to you will make you misunderstand. This is the first time in my life that I have done such absurd behavior, but I don’t want to explain it now. Don’t make random guesses in the future, at least, the scale of guessing should not be so large. "

I stood there blankly, carefully chewing the meaning of every word in her words. Although she didn't say anything like liking me, waves of joy still flooded into me like a tide. In her heart, she looked at me for a while, and let out an inaudible sigh, but her eyes were as bright as stars in the night sky: "If you want to understand me, you will have time and opportunity in the future."