A thousand years

Gu Huai pursed his lips slightly, not knowing exactly what feeling he was feeling in his heart. The man's black eyes were burning, and he stared at Gu Ruofan closely, not wanting to miss any subtle, fleeting expression on his face.

Gu Ruofan was wearing a dark blue sweater with a light gray shirt underneath, the hem of the shirt protruding from the sweater.Simple and casual, the young man has fair skin and stands there with a clean and gentle demeanor.Such a person, after hearing Gu Huai's question, turned pale instantly.

She raised her head slightly, turned her face away, not to look at Gu Ruofan.

Gu Huai heard the sound of his heart beating violently, and there was a dull pain in his chest that seemed to be tearing, but the man clenched his fist tightly, and there was still no wave on his face.

Cursing his thin lips, Gu Huai repeated again.

"You keep saying, I'm sorry, Ah Huai, I'm sorry, Ah Huai..." Gu Huai finally lowered his head, seeing Gu Ruofan's somewhat terrified expression, his heart softened for a moment. anger.

"I guessed right, the person you called is not me, right?"

Gu Ruofan, however, was speechless and could only shake his head desperately. Looking at Gu Huai, the boy's eyes turned red almost instantly.

No, no.

Ah Huai is you, and brother is also you.

……

Gu Ruofan's silence was, to Gu Huai, an acquiescence.

The man closed his eyes slightly, pinched his fingertips into his palm fiercely, and the pain was transmitted to his brain through his palm.Looking at Gu Ruofan, Gu Huai suddenly felt a dull pain in his chest, a ridiculous and sad, extremely strange embarrassment and pain passed to his heart.

After a long silence, Gu Huai finally heard his own voice.

"Who is he?"

"I want to know who he is?" Taking a deep breath, Gu Huai pointed at himself, "Sometimes I always feel that when you look at me, it's like looking at someone else..." Shaking his head and smiling bitterly, he stared at Gu Ruofan closely. , the man's voice was low, and he hit Gu Ruofan's heart one by one.

"Back then you cried and said that you loved me and wanted to be with me...Did you tell that Ah Huai?" After a pause, Gu Huai curled his thin lips with a bit of sarcasm, "Or...for so long? , I'm just a substitute that you imagined in your heart?"

Gu Ruofan lowered his head and didn't make a sound.

This performance made Gu Huai more and more furious.Taking a deep breath, he suppressed all the turbulent emotions that were about to burst out of his heart. Gu Huai only felt that his whole body, even his fingertips, were trembling uncontrollably.

"Look up, look at me, talk."

Every word was paused, and it was clearly conveyed to Gu Ruofan's ears.

The young man trembled all over, staring at him blankly, a heat quickly grew in his eye sockets, gradually blurring his vision.

He habitually raised his hand and grabbed Gu Huai's sleeve, looked up at him and shook his head desperately.

"No, it's not...you're not right..."

Gu Ruofan's denial made Gu Huai feel hopeful. The man suddenly lowered his head, stared at Gu Ruofan tightly, and lowered his voice, "Then tell me, who is the Ah Huai you call every night? It's me. ...or someone else?"

Taking two steps back, Gu Ruofan felt pain in his heart, countless words stuck in his throat and he could only shake his head, shake his head, shake his head.

boom!

Gu Huai punched directly on the wall beside him, blood flowed from the back of his hand immediately, and his flesh was mutilated.

Gu Ruofan looked up in shock.

Looking at the pain, pain, grievance, contradiction, and a series of entangled and complicated emotions in the young man's eyes, Gu Huai ignored the wound on the back of his hand and hugged Gu Ruofan. The suppressed love tortured Gu Huai, who was about to go crazy.

He needs to vent.

Kissing Gu Ruofan's lips fiercely, biting and sucking crazily almost without any pity, one hand swam on the boy's body, and pulled off the sweater on him, in Gu Ruofan's scream of pain, , Gu Huai frowned tightly, his eyes dark red, "Tell me, tell me, who is the person you dream of every night?"

"Has he ever kissed you like this?!"

"Has he ever hugged you like this?!"

Gu Huai seemed to have lost his mind, and firmly fixed Gu Ruofan's hands, leaving marks one after another on his neck, lips, and cheeks.

……

tears...?

Until he kissed Gu Ruofan's eyelids, the young man's salty tears flowed down the corners of his eyes into Gu Huai's mouth, and the man instantly regained his senses.

Weakly let go of Gu Ruofan, stood up, looked at the boy lying on the bed, his clothes ripped into a mess, half of his body exposed, full of ambiguous hickey marks, Gu Huai struggled to look away.

wry smile.

He raised his hand, rubbed his sore temples, and punched the wall again.

The man slowly hooked his thin lips, and a painful and ironic smile flashed in his eyes.

what the hell am i doing

What the hell am I doing!

Raising his head and closing his eyes slightly, Gu Huai picked up the clothes that had fallen on the floor, stepped forward with his long legs, stopped looking at Gu Ruofan, and was about to go out.

Grabbing Gu Huai's arm, Gu Ruofan stood up suddenly as if he had just realized it just now, raised his head, and looked at Gu Huai's sharp and sharp side face.

The boy's voice was very small, as if he was talking to himself.

"Don't go, don't go...I told you...don't go..."

He stopped and bowed his head.

It was Gu Ruofan's hand grabbing his arm that caught Gu Huai's sight unexpectedly.

"Xiaofan, what do you think you want? What do you want me to do?"

Simply locking the door completely, throwing the coat casually on the sofa next to him, Gu Huai took a deep breath, turned around, faced Gu Ruofan, and sat on the bed holding the boy's hand.

At this moment, Gu Huai, who had collected his mood, could no longer see any waves on his face, calmly as if nothing had happened.

"Go ahead."

Clenching his fists, Gu Ruofan lowered his head, not looking at Gu Huai.

"Brother, do you believe in past lives?"

Gu Ruofan's current mood is hard to describe.

In fact, he has prepared for his whole life, as long as he remembers his previous life, Gu Huai doesn't need to prepare for it.

He doesn't need to remember the harm he did to him in his previous life, and he doesn't need to remember the pain of spending the rest of his life alone after his death.

But how much he hoped that the Gu Huai in front of him could be complete, without any shortcomings or regrets.

When Gu Huai saw him for the first time, he said that his heart ached when he cried.

For no reason, I just want to be nice to him, and I naturally resist playing chess.

Love yourself unreservedly and with all your might.

Gu Huai is Gu Huai.No matter past life or present life, whether he has memory or not, his love is always there, just like instinct,

Before Gu Huai could answer, Gu Ruofan lowered his head and continued talking on his own.

"You believe it, right? I remember when I met you when I was seven years old, you told me that maybe we were destined to be in a previous life, so when you see me, you can't help but want to be nice to me, and you can't help feeling distressed ,right?"

Gu Huai paused slightly, and the extremely distant memories of that year resurfaced in the man's mind.

Indeed, he had wondered countless times why he would be Gu Ruofan looking back at home. This child seemed to be sent by God to poke his heart.Even a person like Gu Huai who is cold-blooded and ruthless, who doesn't believe in heaven and fate, once had some doubts. Maybe in his previous life, he really owed him, so in this life, Gu Ruofan came to collect debts?

So... Gu Huai raised his hand, fixed the boy's face, and let him face himself, "Does this have anything to do with what you want to explain to me?"

Meeting Gu Huai's gaze, Gu Ruofan's eyes flashed in a daze.

The boy smiled slightly.

"Brother, do you still remember, the day I played chess with Huo Qingyu, I told you a story?"

Gu Ruofan's voice was clear and clear, but it seemed to be covered in a mist that had passed through thousands of years, making it slow and heavy.

"In the story, there is a young emperor who fell in love with his younger brother." Gu Ruofan stared into Gu Huai's eyes, as if he wanted to look deeply into his heart.

"For him, the young emperor left the harem empty, and even offended the princess of the enemy country who asked for peace. In the end, the already precarious relationship between the two countries began to completely break down, and they fought each other."

Looking at Gu Huai, Gu Ruofan asked in a low voice, "Brother, you can avoid a war by marrying the princess of the enemy country. You said that emperor...why is he so stupid...just for a man..."

Gu Huai felt a strange feeling in his heart. It was clearly an illusory story that had nothing to do with the question he asked, but Gu Huai could hear the seriousness of the young man from Gu Ruofan's words.

His throat was a little dry, Gu Huai paused.

"Maybe it's because... the emperor felt that since there is bound to be a war between the two countries, it's better to resolve it as soon as possible." His eyes fell on Gu Ruofan's face, and Gu Huai's eyes were a little dazed.

"What's more... When a person is capable, he will never be willing to let the person he likes be wronged, right?"

Gu Ruofan trembled when he heard the words.

This is Gu Huai's thinking.

He once said that he is the emperor, sharing thousands of miles of rivers and mountains with him, the world is peaceful, as long as he is alive, he will not let himself be wronged in the slightest.

Love, to love upright, aboveboard love.

Throughout his life, Gu Huai was never afraid of others' slander, arrogant and indifferent.

Taking a deep breath and pausing for half a second, Gu Ruofan raised his head and met Gu Huai's eyes, "Brother, what if I said that I was the one in the story who was liked by the emperor and made him lonely all his life?"

silence.

A suffocating silence.

Gu Huai frowned, looked at Gu Ruofan in disbelief, shook his head, and smiled wryly.

"Do you want to tell me that you were reborn with memories, and now you haven't forgotten the man you loved in your previous life?"

Gu Ruofan's answer was completely different from what Gu Huai expected, but it was even more ridiculous and unacceptable.

"I'm not kidding you, Xiaofan..."

Gu Huai hadn't finished speaking when he was interrupted by Gu Ruofan.

"Brother, I didn't lie to you."

"You are 15 years old, and I am seven years old. I recognized you the first time we met in the orphanage. They are exactly the same, have the same name, and look the same. I know you are him."

Seeing that Gu Huai didn't believe it, Gu Ruofan explained incoherently.He finally felt that he was carrying the memory of his previous life alone, while the other person didn't know the slightest sense of powerlessness.

"Ah Huai is you...just you..."

The sudden shock made Gu Huai unable to react. He froze on the spot, staring at Gu Ruofan closely, frowning tightly.

The heart is in a mess and the waves are turbulent.

After being silent for a long time, Gu Huai only felt a deep sorrow that choked his throat fiercely.

The man's eyes widened, and he looked at Gu Ruofan in disbelief and slowly shook his head.

"You want to tell me... from the very beginning when we met, it's just because of my face, this appearance is exactly the same as the Gu Huai in your dream?"

Gu Huai took a deep breath, raised his head slightly and closed his eyes, he didn't even want to look at Gu Ruofan, every word he said was as difficult as a blade cutting his throat.

"Do you know... For the first time, I was so happy to hear that you were called Ah Huai in your dream." Gu Huai's voice was very low and somewhat hoarse, but the man's lips curled up and he smiled bitterly.

"But later, when I gradually realized that when you saw me, you would be distracted and in a daze, and the name you called in the dream seemed to have nothing to do with me..." Gu Huai shook his head and slowly opened his eyes , staring deeply at Gu Ruofan.

"Today Xiangnan went to find me, and he told me that if two people want to go on well, they must learn to communicate and explain everything clearly."

A flash of deep sorrow and helpless pain flashed in Gu Huai's eyes. The man raised his hand to caress Gu Ruofan's face. Seeing the young man as pale as paper, he smiled with a slightly distressed expression, "Xiaofan, do you know?"

"When I knew that I had other thoughts about my younger brother, I was so scared that you would hate me. It's ridiculous, the word fear also appeared in Gu Huai's life."

Blocking Gu Ruofan's movement to speak, Gu Huai signaled him to listen to himself.

"When you told me that you wanted to be with me, I was shocked on the one hand, and couldn't help being delighted on the other hand, Xiaofan, you don't know that when I can really hug you and kiss you, I have How happy."

Gu Huai has been tempered since he was a child to have a body of steel and iron, a cold heart, good at calculating, and even for flesh and blood, he is more indifferent than eager.

Gu Ruofan was the only person he met in his long life, whom he desperately wanted to cherish, even put it in his heart, and was not willing to hurt him.

Standing up, Gu Huai looked at Gu Ruofan's eyes, from shock, to disbelief, to tingling pain, to bitterness, and finally indifference.

"But I never expected..."

"Xiaofan, brother believes in you."

Gu Huai lowered his voice, looked at Gu Ruofan and repeated: "I have believed in you for so many years, I believe everything you say, past life and present life right?"

Gu Huai smiled, but his eyes were colder than ever before.

"I believe you."

"But..." Gu Huai only felt a burning pain in his chest, which was suppressed and throbbing, making it hard to suppress the throbbing pain, but his heart was unusually calm.

He raised his hand and pointed to his face, "I look exactly like Ah Huai in your previous life, right?"

Gu Ruofan stood up in a panic and tried to hold Gu Huai's hand. The indifference in the man's eyes was too strange, and his tone was so calm that Gu Ruofan couldn't help but feel flustered.

The boy shook his head desperately.

"No, brother, it's really not what you think..."

Choked up, tears blurring his vision, Gu Ruofan tightly held Gu Huai's arm, repeating over and over again, "It's really not what you think...Ah Huai was you in the last life, and you are still you in this life... It's not because you look exactly the same ...I really know it...I really know it..."

Pull out your arm.

Gu Huai raised his head slightly, and poured back the soreness in his eyes, his face remained calm, but when he opened his mouth to speak again, the man found that his voice was a little choked and hoarse.

Smiling wryly, looking at Gu Ruofan, a trace of disappointment and sadness flashed through his eyes.

"Do you recognize?"

"11 years, 11 years of love, what you see in your dreams day and night, what you call in your mouth is Ah Huai, not brother."

Gu Huai only felt that he was exhausted from head to toe.

I was so exhausted that I didn't even have the strength to speak or breathe.

He didn't want to find out whether Gu Ruofan's so-called past and present lives, which were so unimaginable and beyond his attempts, were true or false.

He just feels tired.

With all my heart and soul, I gave him everything, even the slightest bit of grievance, I was reluctant to give it to him, and loved him so much.

And he, from the beginning to the end, the so-called liking and love are all because of his face that is exactly the same as the imagined character

Gu Huai has always been proud.

"Don't cry." He raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears on the boy's face, "Why are you crying?"

"There was an emperor in the previous life, who would love you even if he risked his life..." Gu Huai shook his head and nodded again, the man's eyes were red and bloodshot, "It's normal for you to remember him so much..."

"Yes, it's normal..."

"Why don't you want to believe me...? Why can't you trust me..."

With a hoarse voice, Gu Ruofan looked up at Gu Huai.

Not exactly the same appearance, you are not a substitute for others, you are Gu Huai, even if you are reincarnated thousands of times, lost hundreds of times, how could I not know that you were you in the previous life, and you are also you in this life.

I really just love you...

He raised his hand to cover Gu Ruofan's eyes.

Gu Huai forced himself not to look at it.

"Don't look at me like that, it will hurt here." Raising his hand, pointing to the position of his heart, Gu Huai looked at Gu Ruofan and smiled.

In the past, looking at these eyes, they were all about themselves, no matter how hard-hearted and angry Gu Huai was, he could instantly soften his heart.

But now, as long as he thinks about it, every time Gu Ruofan looks at himself, he is looking at others through himself.

Close your eyes slightly.

Admit it.

He almost wants to destroy everything, crazy jealous.

In the end, Gu Huai couldn't even remember how he got out of the room and got into the car.

In his mind, Gu Ruofan explained time and time again, denied time and time again, and the boy's descriptions of his past and present life time and time again reverberated in Gu Huai's mind as if they were about to explode, deafening.

His forehead was aching.

He doesn't believe it.

How can he believe it?

How ridiculous, how ridiculous!

But when what Gu Ruofan kept saying about the previous life began to appear in his heart involuntarily, Gu Huai found almost desperately that he really believed in this explanation that completely violated science.

Or, Gu Huai never cared about past and present lives.

From the beginning to the end, what he cared about was Gu Ruofan's so-called love, whether it was for himself or Gu Huai from the previous life.

buzzing.

The phone rang and vibrated countless times in the passenger seat, Gu Huai just turned around in a daze, rubbed his temples, picked up the phone and connected it.

"Boss, there is a problem in France. The people in the branch said that the problem seems to be a little tricky. We need to send someone here to solve it." Li Xin's voice came from the phone, but Gu Huai hadn't heard it for a long time. respond.

"Boss? Boss...? Are you listening?"

"kindness."

"So I'm going to fly to France tonight to deal with it, and I'll be back in about five days." Li Xin called to explain to Gu Huai.

The man looked out the car window, unable to see his expression clearly. Gu Huai clenched the phone tightly, closed his eyes slightly, and leaned back a little.

"You stay, I'm going to France. Book me the nearest flight, and I'll be at the airport right away."

Stunned, Li Xin froze for two seconds, then quickly adjusted, "Okay."

France.

Although it was afternoon in City A when we set off, it was still daytime when we arrived in France.It was too late for jet lag, so Gu Huai got into the car sent by Gu's branch, and directly picked up the documents and materials over there to study.

Although what Li Xin said was a small problem, the person in charge here couldn't solve it. The small problem that required Li Xin to fly over here... I'm afraid it's not that simple.

really.

It was only after Gu Huai got the specific information that he discovered that the sales channels of the branch in France were preempted by others, and the sales market was seized in advance, coupled with malicious lawsuits and government difficulties, all the problems came together... Obviously Someone is deliberately targeting the Gu's branch in France!

"President...how about we send you back to the hotel to rest?"

The man accompanying him tentatively spoke. After all, Gu Huai's eyes were bloodshot, and his condition was indeed not very good.

Shaking his head, Gu Huai signaled the driver in front to go directly to the company headquarters.

What he needs now is not to rest, but to be busy.

After the emergency meeting, Gu Huai rubbed his temples and walked out of the office.

"President, do you want to inspect our office here?" The man in a neat suit asked tentatively, following behind Gu Huai tremblingly.

After a moment of silence, he nodded.

Although the Gu's branch in Paris is a branch, the scale of development has reached a considerable level.Otherwise, Gu Huai and Li Xin wouldn't be alarmed when encountering problems.

The entire office building is under the Gu family, Gu Huai looked around the office environment and working atmosphere under the introduction of the person in charge here.

All the staff expressed a strong interest in the sudden appearance of Gu Huai, a handsome and mysterious Oriental, young and outstanding, even the president of the entire Gu Group.That's right, the moment they saw Gu Huai, all the French girls were moved.

"H?" The blond girl saw Gu Huai from a distance, a hint of surprise flashed in her eyes, she came over and asked tentatively.

"It's marvelousican't believe youismy boss!" exclaimed, a light of surprise flashed in the woman's eyes, the oriental man she accidentally saw, even after he left, she never forgot, he was really amazing degree.

The president of Gu's Group - young and handsome, it's a pity...

Facing the blonde who suddenly appeared, Gu Huai frowned slightly, but his eyes didn't stay on her for long, and he started to walk forward with his long legs.

"'tgoaway!" The woman raised her eyebrows and called Gu Huai to stop, "getherwith!"

After saying a word, Gu Huai's footsteps suddenly stopped, he turned around, his black eyes were sharp, he stared closely at the strange blonde in front of him, and there was a biting coldness in his cold eyes.

Seeing the change in Gu Huai's expression, the woman took a step back a little shyly, and asked tentatively, "Did you breakup?"

Looking at this blonde girl, some impressions finally emerged in Gu Huai's mind.The last time he was in France, he was checking in and watching the young man talking to this woman from a distance.

But back then... Gu Huai remembered it clearly. At that time, he didn't even realize that what he had for Gu Ruofan was not brotherhood, but love.

How can we break up?

Seeing Gu Huai's silence for a long time, the woman shrugged regretfully, "whatapity! thattheloveyouverymuch..."

Gu Huai finally opened his mouth, an extremely complicated light flashed in his eyes, and he called the woman, "Why do you say that?"

"'heismybeloved'," the blond girl recalled Gu Ruofan's expression when she said this to herself, spread her hands, looked at Gu Huai and said with a smile: "ithink he love you very much."