A thousand years
chapter 131
Mo Xiangnan squatted in the corridor of the hospital, holding his mobile phone tightly, his eyes were dazed and dull.
He didn't even know how much time had passed, until there was a rush of footsteps coming from far and near, and a pair of valuable crocodile leather shoes appeared in front of his eyes.
He raised his head slowly, before he could see who was coming, he was suddenly hugged into his arms.
Mo Zhixu's voice was filled with relief and tenderness. He hugged Mo Xiangnan's trembling body tightly, and lowered his head to press a kiss on the man's forehead.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Mo Xiangnan stared blankly at Mo Zhixu who appeared in front of him, tears rose from the bottom of his heart to his eyes like a long day.The corners of his eyes are dark red, how can there be a little bit of arrogant and domineering look on weekdays?
It's just a child who is terrified of losing a loved one.
Mo Zhixu patted Mo Xiangnan on the shoulder, took the man's hand and sat down on the bench in the corridor.
Mo Xiangnan raised his head and looked at the red lights in the operating room, took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and said through gritted teeth, "Grandpa took my second uncle's phone and told me to go back, there must be something wrong with me at that time..."
Frowning tightly, Mo Zhixu raised his head and looked at Mo Xiangnan, "What did he do?"
"Photos... He asked someone to spy on you, and then he took photos of us together... When I went back, those photos were on the table of Grandpa." Taking a deep breath, Mo Xiangnan raised his hands to cover his face, My head hurts, as if something exploded inside.
Mo Jian.
Mo Zhixu slightly raised his head and closed his eyes, repeating the name in his heart.
His eyes, which were usually calm, were full of biting hatred and fierceness at this moment.
blood, kinship.
Ridiculous.
Mo Xiangnan looked at the sign that he was undergoing surgery, covered his face, and repeated to himself over and over again, "Grandpa will be fine...he will be fine...he will be fine..."
Straightening the man's shoulders, forcing him to face himself, Mo Zhixu paused every single word, staring at him deeply, "Master Mo will be fine, everything will be fine, Xiang Nan, everything will be fine. "
Mo Xiangnan looked straight into Mo Zhixu's eyes, took a deep breath, and flashed some naked pain.
"Grandpa told me to choose between you and the Mo family, and I told him not to force me... But... Mo Zhixu... What should we do? What should we do?"
Mo Zhixu was silent, unable to say a word.
Ding--
The lights in the operating room went out and the door was pushed open.
Mo Xiangnan's eyes lit up suddenly, he quickly stood up and ran over, grabbed the doctor's arm, and asked incoherently: "Doctor, doctor... how is my grandpa, how is it?"
The doctor shook his head, "The patient is already old, this time I'm afraid he has been greatly stimulated by something, and he was very angry. If it hadn't been delivered in time, he might have..."
"This time it was barely rescued, but we still have to be very careful in the future. If there is any big stimulus, even if Hua Tuo is alive, I'm afraid..." After finishing speaking, the doctor sighed, "The doctor will send the patient to the hospital in a while. Go inside the ward, you will wake up in a while, you can go in and have a look, but remember one thing, don't provoke him any more."
Can no longer be stimulated by anything.
Mo Xiangnan's hands and feet were cold, and he staggered and turned his head to look at Mo Zhixu.
The two looked at each other, Mo Zhixu's eyes were dark, but Mo Xiangnan was a little desperate.
There was a long silence, all speechless.
Ward.
Mo Zhixu stood outside the door, and Mo Xiangnan walked towards Mr. Mo's hospital bed step by step.
Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, and Mo Xiangnan stared deeply at the skinny, gray-haired old man lying on the hospital bed. He was pierced with tubes that looked horrifying at the sight, and blood flowed down the needles on the back of his hands. It seems that only these extremely cold instruments can maintain his life.
For Mo Xiangnan, besides Mo Zhixu, Mr. Mo is his dearest and dearest person, who tolerated all his nonsense, self-willedness, and arrogance, and gave him the capital to run rampant in City A, allowing him to spend his whole life. Can be happy without worry, safe and smooth people.
This is a loved one.
Mo Xiangnan choked with sobs, and tremblingly called out, "Grandpa, take a look at me, look at me, okay..."
Mo Zhixu stood behind, looked at Mo Xiangnan, did not say a word, remained silent, but never took his eyes off Mo Xiangnan for a moment.
Old man Mo slowly opened his eyes, looking at his grandson who stood in front of him, but for just a moment, seemed to be more haggard than this old man who was seriously ill and dying.
"Have you considered?"
Mo Xiangnan shook his head, choked up and couldn't say a word.
Mr. Mo's expression became more and more disappointed and severe, he coughed violently, and slowly calmed down under Mo Xiangnan's frightened eyes, and his eyes fell on Mo Zhixu who was standing at the door.
"Xiang Nan, grandpa will ask you one last time, have you thought about it?"
"Should I spend my whole life with a man and be stabbed in the back by others all my life, or do I want my grandfather to be safe and secure... to be your young master of the Mo family?"
Mo Xiangnan wanted to laugh, what kind of multiple-choice question is this, how can he choose like this?How can it be?One is my relatives, and the other is my lover that I can't let go of, how can I choose this way?
But when he met Mr. Mo's eyes, all Mo Xiangnan's words stuck in his throat, and he shook his head over and over again.
Mr. Mo was extremely disappointed, pointing at Mo Xiangnan, his whole body was a little short of breath, panting violently, and the veins on his forehead bulged.
"Grandpa, grandpa...doctor, doctor!"
Heartbreaking.
A doctor ran in quickly, and a series of first aid measures made Mr. Mo, who was almost in danger just now, recover a little bit of energy.
"How do you manage family members? You said don't let the patient be stimulated, don't let the patient be stimulated, do you not listen to it at all? Get out, let me get out! Come in when the patient is out of danger!"
"Xiang Nan...cough cough cough...Grandpa...Grandpa is not forcing you...he is saving you..."
Mr. Mo spoke like a dilapidated old bellows. He raised his hand and struggled to hold Mo Xiangnan's hand. Before he touched it, he completely lost consciousness and passed out.
"Get out! The patient's heart is very fragile now, can you bear it in case of any accident?"
The doctor shook his head, and drove Mo Xiangnan out with a serious face.
Mo Zhixu came from behind and patted Mo Xiangnan on the shoulder. The man's voice was deep and comforting, "Go out first, let Mr. Mo rest well."
Hearing Mo Zhixu's voice, Mo Xiangnan raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot, staring at him closely.
After looking at each other for a long time, Mo Xiangnan suddenly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.
"Mo Zhixu, I'm so hungry, take me home to eat, okay?"
Mo Xiangnan grabbed Mo Zhixu's arm and looked into his eyes, as if all the negative emotions disappeared in an instant, as usual willful, "Take me home for dinner, okay?"
Mo Zhixu was silent for a moment, met Mo Xiangnan's gaze, raised his hand to wipe off the remaining tears on the man's face, nodded, as if nothing happened, "Okay, I'll cook for you when I go home."
When the car drove to the entrance of the supermarket, Mo Xiangnan stopped suddenly.
"Let's go to the supermarket to buy vegetables together. I want to eat a lot of things, but I don't have any ingredients at home." Mo Xiangnan unbuckled his seat belt, looked at Mo Zhixu and blinked.
Gently looking at the man with a monstrous and delicate face, as accommodating as seven years ago, Mo Zhixu nodded, parked the car on the side of the road, and walked to the supermarket.
Mo Xiangnan took Mo Zhixu's hand, interlocked his fingers cautiously, noticing the sight of Mo Zhixu looking over, Mo Xiangnan smiled brightly, his phoenix eyes were slightly raised, and the stream was shining, "Just hold hands like this and let They all know you're mine, okay?"
Mo Zhixu smiled, okay, how could it be bad?
"I want ribs!"
"Mo Zhixu, I want to eat sweet and sour pork!"
"Mo Zhixu, I want to eat corn!"
Mo Xiangnan was born to be good-looking, and with the addition of Mo Zhixu, it was no surprise that he yelled so loudly in a crowded supermarket and attracted many people's attention.
An aunt carrying a vegetable basket took a look at Mo Xiangnan, then her eyes fell on his interlocking hands with Mo Zhixu's, she frowned, and a trace of disgust flashed in her eyes.
"Immortal!"
The voice was not deliberately lowered, so it reached Mo Xiangnan's ears very clearly. The man paused, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, and then quickly disappeared. He raised his eyebrows and dragged Mo Zhixu to the In front of the aunt, she turned her head and pressed a loud kiss on Mo Zhixu's face.
"My lord, I'm going to lose my morals today, what's the matter?"
The aunt was so angry that her face was flushed, she gave Mo Xiangnan a hard look, then stomped her feet, turned her head and left.
Mo Xiangnan smiled brighter and prouder, and turned his head to look at Mo Zhixu.
"She said that we are immoral, but we just love each other and want to be together, how can we be immoral?"
Mo Zhixu paused. He was about to speak just now, but was interrupted by Mo Xiangnan. The man pointed to the items in the shopping cart, raised his eyebrows, and changed the topic as if nothing had happened, "We're almost done shopping, let's go back Well, this young master is about to starve to death."
Turbulent emotions flashed in the amber eyes, Mo Zhixu looked at the back of Mo Xiangnan who was walking ahead to pay the bill, but finally did not say a word.
It was already very late, Mo Zhixu walked out of the supermarket and wanted to drive, but was stopped by Mo Xiangnan.
With a smile in his eyes, the man looked at Mo Zhixu and pointed to the road ahead, "It's not far anyway, let's walk back together, shall we?"
Before Mo Zhixu could answer, Mo Xiangnan walked forward excitedly.
The warm yellow streetlights hit him, elongating the figure of the man, making him look extraordinarily good-looking.
Mo Zhixu was walking behind Mo Xiangnan with a shopping bag in his hand, quietly watching the lively voice in front of him, his eyes focused, as if his whole world was condensed on the person in front of him.
Mo Xiangnan turned his head and smiled at Mo Zhixu.
The face is exquisite, and the phoenix eyes are shining, reflecting the light of the street lamp above the head, so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off.
"Mo Zhixu!"
"kindness."
"I love you!"
"kindness."
"Master Ben liked you seven years ago, and it's still the same now."
"Mo Zhixu, I love you!"
Mo Xiangnan's voice was loud, as if he was swearing and persuading himself, calling Mo Zhixu's name over and over again on the street, shouting "I love you".
Following behind Mo Xiangnan, Mo Zhixu's eyes were deep, and he took the trouble to agree again and again.
I love you too.
Mo Xiangnan, I love you too.
Back home, Mo Xiangnan sat on the sofa and looked at Mo Zhixu's busy figure in the kitchen. The light from the incandescent lamp hit the man's tall and straight figure, and there was steaming smoke around him. Inexplicably, he watched , the eye sockets became red.
Mo Zhixu's actions were quick, and he didn't keep Mo Xiangnan waiting long before serving the dishes he ordered.
"Come over for dinner."
Mo Xiangnan reacted abruptly, took a deep breath, stood up with a bright smile and walked over.
He lowered his head and smelled the dishes on the table, "Mo Zhixu, your cooking is so good, my young master will never be able to eat other people's food anymore, what should I do?"
Mo Zhixu put the bowl on the table, raised his head and stared deeply at Mo Xiangnan, "Then I will make it for you forever."
lifetime……
Mo Xiangnan trembled all over, the chopsticks in his hand fell to the table with a bang, and he nodded incoherently, "Okay...you will do it for me forever...do it for the rest of your life..."
"If you can't do it for a lifetime, what should you do?"
Mo Zhixu patted Mo Xiangnan's shoulder, lowered his head and pressed a kiss on his face, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on the man's face, "Let's eat. I promised you before, didn't you? Whatever you do wrong, I will forgive you."
The man's meaningful words reached Mo Xiangnan's ears, he took a breath, and raised his head to look at Mo Zhixu.
But at this time, Mo Zhixu seemed to be sitting at the table eating as if nothing had happened.
Mo Xiangnan took a deep breath, as if he had decided on something, he grabbed the chopsticks from Mo Zhixu's hand.
"what happened?"
Mo Xiangnan smiled, straddled Mo Zhixu's lap, lowered his head, hugged the man's neck and kissed him deeply.
With a deep kiss, Mo Zhixu's body reacted quickly.
Touching that high-spirited spot, the corners of Mo Xiangnan's eyes were reddish, smudged with mist, and seemed to be particularly emotional, a kiss was enough to arouse all the desires/desires in the man, "I'm not hungry anymore, now I want you ,OK?"
Mo Zhixu didn't answer Mo Xiangnan, and walked directly to the room with Mo Xiangnan in his arms.
"Come in directly, don't do anything." Mo Xiangnan stopped Mo Zhixu's lubricating movements, stared deeply at Mo Zhixu, and said every word.
At the moment of entering, the dry acupuncture point caused unbearable pain to both of them.
This night, Mo Xiangnan seemed to be extraordinarily crazy, pestering Mo Zhixu to ask for it again and again, moving the bed, the carpet, the balcony, and the sofa in the room.
Everywhere in the room, there are lingering traces of the two being together.
When Mo Zhixu finally reached the top, Mo Xiangnan slowly opened his eyes, looked at Mo Zhixu and spoke.
"let's break up."
The moment these words were uttered, Mo Zhixu spurted out a hot liquid like magma that remained in Mo Xiangnan's body.
Without saying a word, he got up with Mo Xiangnan in his arms, went to the bathroom to wash, until everything was done, put Mo Xiangnan on the bed, covered the quilt, Mo Zhixu stood up, put on his shirt and coat.
With his back facing Mo Xiangnan, the man's back was hidden in the bright or dark light coming in from the window, and no emotion could be seen.
It seems to be smiling in relief, and it seems to be suppressing some emotions.
Mo Xiangnan closed his eyes and didn't look at Mo Zhixu, listening to the sound of the man getting dressed, the sound of him walking step by step to the door of the room, and the sound of his hand touching the doorknob.
Although he didn't see it, Mo Xiangnan could even imagine in his mind Mo Zhixu's expression, movements, and even the slight frowning of the man's brows.
In the end, he heard Mo Zhixu's footsteps stop at the door without looking back.
He said yes.
I promised that no matter what you say or do, no matter how excessive or willful you are, I will tolerate you, accommodate you, and forgive you without any complaints.
It's just to break up, what's so difficult?
Mo Zhixu knew Mo Xiangnan so well, how could he not know how important Mr. Mo was to him.
The more you love, the more you have to let go.
How could he be willing.
How could he be willing to force Mo Xiangnan to make a choice between family affection and love.
Mo Zhixu walked out of this room step by step, passed by the living room, passed by the coffee table, put his key on it, changed his leather shoes, walked out, and closed the door.
Go downstairs and drive to the parking lot.
It wasn't until he stepped on the accelerator and left far away that Mo Zhixu couldn't see any emotion on his face, then suddenly, as if he had finally reacted, he couldn't restrain the deep pain overflowing.
Sitting in the car, the man closed his eyes slightly, and Mo Xiangnan's face appeared in his mind.
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Mo Xiangnan only slowly opened his eyes when he heard the sound of the anti-theft door being locked with a click.
This is the house that Mo Zhixu bought after returning to city a.
Before, Mo Xiangnan disliked the decoration here was too deserted, either black or gray, impersonal.Pulling him, we went to the furniture market to buy a bed, and changed the sofa, wallpaper, and decorations.
Mo Xiangnan sat up slowly, leaned against the wall, and looked at the room, which was completely different from before, completely decorated according to his own aesthetics.
It is obvious that every place here is according to my own wishes, and it is obvious that these are what I like.
Mo Xiangnan bowed his body, covered his face, tears flowed down his fingers, the man coughed violently, and it was difficult to breathe.
Why did he start to miss Mo Zhixu's initial decoration now?
He staggered to his feet, pushed open the door, and walked into the living room. All the dishes prepared by Mo Zhixu on the table were cold.
Pick up chopsticks and sit down.
After taking the first bite, Mo Xiangnan frowned delicately, turned around and yelled in the direction of the kitchen: "Mo Zhixu, let the young master eat cold food, don't you? Tired of life?"
Before he finished speaking, Mo Xiangnan himself fell silent.
One bite at a time, finish the food placed in front of you.
The cold pork ribs condensed into oil, and when I ate them, I felt uncomfortable in my stomach, and felt nauseated one after another.
vomit--
Unable to restrain himself from pulling through the trash can, he began to vomit.
Heart-piercing, dark and dark.
Mo Xiangnan barely straightened up and wiped his mouth.
Hahaha.
Mo Zhixu.
Mo Zhixu.
Mo Zhixu.
Mo Zhixu...
Sitting at the dining table, looking at the cold food, eyes dull, speechless all night.
The next day, I drove to the hospital alone.
"Tell your family members again, you must not let the patient be stimulated in any way, and you must follow him in everything, you know?"
Mo Xiangnan waved his hand, his phoenix eyes slightly raised, and he smiled brightly, "No, I will follow Grandpa in everything... I will never irritate him again."
Ward.
Mo Xiangnan walked in on his own, sat in front of Mr. Mo's hospital bed, raised his hand and tucked the blanket for him.
"Grandpa, Xiangnan came to see you. Don't be angry with me, turn your head and talk to me, just like before, smile at me, or hit me on the head, okay?"
Mo Xiangnan took a deep breath, shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and smiled heartlessly, as if he had returned to the arrogant and domineering devil king who didn't care about anything in an instant.
"I dumped Mo Zhixu."
"What the hell is he, isn't he the illegitimate child kicked out by our Mo family? I used to be confused for a while, but now I'm fine. I dumped him. Grandpa, are you happy?"
Looking up, Mo Xiangnan was still smiling.
"Grandpa, don't be angry, I will listen to you in everything from now on, okay?"
Mr. Mo turned around slowly, sighed, and patted Mo Xiangnan's hand.
"Son, it's good if you figure it out, grandpa, it's for your own good..."
Raising his eyebrows, Mo Xiangnan nodded vigorously, "I know, if you hadn't spoiled me for so many years, I might be bullied by many people now, so don't worry, I will listen to you. Don't be angry, Take good care of your body, okay?"
Looking at the time hanging on the hospital wall, Mo Xiangnan twitched the corners of his mouth and stood up.
"Then what, I'll buy you something to eat and come in."
"Xiangnan..." Mr. Mo looked at Mo Xiangnan's back and wanted to stop him, but was interrupted by Mo Xiangnan.
The man's breathing was a little messy, with a slightly exaggerated smile, his back was facing Mr. Mo, and his voice was as arrogant and careless as usual, "Grandpa, don't worry, I really dumped Mo Zhixu, from now on In the future... who is he, I will never know him again, really."
After finishing speaking, Mo Xiangnan didn't turn his head back, he pushed the door open and walked out of the ward.
Yes.
He really dumped Mo Zhixu.
From now on, the man who promised that no matter how excessive or willful he is, he will not blame him, but will tolerate him and love him forever.
never again.
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Ning Xin's tomb is on a mountain on the outskirts of City A.
A large continuous cemetery, there are not many people coming at this time of year, but it is also a secluded place.
Mo Zhixu was dressed in a black suit, holding a bouquet of lilies, with no expression on his face, he walked up the hill step by step, and didn't stop until he was in front of Ning Xin's grave.
After placing the lily in front of the tomb, Mo Zhixu shifted his gaze to the photo pasted on the tombstone.
Pasted here are photos of Ning Xin when he was young. Probably there was no Mo Zhixu at that time, and Ning Xin was just a young girl who had just walked out of college, fantasized about love and dreamed about the future.
She smiled brightly, as if everything was gloomy and gloomy, and nothing could disturb her.
It's just that Ning Xin at that time, I'm afraid no matter what, he would never have imagined such a bleak and tragic ending.
Mo Zhixu raised his hand to wipe the dust on the photo, his amber eyes were a little dazed.
He still remembered that when his mother was dying, she was less than forty, but she had already been tortured by life and looked extremely emaciated, her eyes were cloudy and she couldn't see any hope. own hatred.
He hated the Mo family, hated Mo Jian, and hated himself.
Mo Zhixu raised his head and looked at the blue sky.
Today's weather is very good, and the sun is the brightest day since this period of time. The person who shines the whole body can't help warming up, and the eyes are a little burning from the sun's sting.
Looking away, Mo Zhixu stood in front of the tombstone, looked at his mother's long-lost smiling face, and spoke slowly.
"Mom, I'm here to see you."
"Are you okay there alone? I... I'm fine. Moxin International, which left you to me, has reached the point where even the Mo family can't be shaken. Are you happy?"
"I don't know if you still remember Mo Xiangnan, that's right, the person who drove me out of Mo's house seven years ago and indirectly caused all the tragedies that followed. I remember when you held my hand and said , Zhixu, you must remember that person firmly in your life, and one day, you will take revenge on him severely, and never have any nostalgia for him again."
Mo Zhixu suddenly wanted to laugh, shook his head, and continued to speak.
"I remember, I remember everything you said. You taught me to hate him, and I hated him. For seven years, there was not a day when I didn't hate him. Before, I always thought, this How could there be such a vicious person in the world? The more beautiful he looks, the more vicious he is. I think that when I see him again, I must take away everything from the Mo family and let him have a taste of it. He has nothing. , the feeling of being stepped into the dust."
"Mom, you hate Mo Jian so much, but why didn't you let me blame him until I died?"
"I didn't understand it before, but now I understand it. Because of love, right? No matter how unworthy he is, he is the only person you have ever truly loved in your life, so even if he made you suffer, After all the insults, you still can't bear to blame him in the end, right?"
"Mom, I can't bear to blame Xiang Nan."
Mo Zhixu stood in front of the tombstone, smiling softly, his eyes seemed to fly far, far away through the mountain in front of him.
"When I saw him for the first time seven years ago, I was thinking that it would be great if I could treat him well. Even if he caused me to be kicked out of Mo's house...I don't blame him, really Don't blame him. If you want to complain...I was just thinking, since you don't love me, why give me hope?"
"Mom, do you think I'm worthless?" Shaking his head, Mo Zhixu sighed.
"Things from that year have passed, and now I know that he also loves me, so everything can be written off, can't it?"
"I promised him that no matter what he does, I will forgive him. Mom, it may not work now, but one day in the future, I will take him to see you together, okay?"
Mo Zhixu raised his head and looked at the distant sky, his voice was low and cold like a metal hard rock.
"I'm leaving, and it may be a long, long time before I come to see you."
"Next time I come, I'll take him with me. Take a good look at him. I think...you will like him as much as I do."
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Five years later.
Mo Xiangnan leaned halfway on the back of the sofa chair, pointing at the extremely expensive-looking meals on the table, making a point of criticizing it.
"Is this the way the ribs are made? The color is too dark, and it looks unappetizing."
"And this sweet and sour pork, look at what you make here, it's so sour, there's no sweetness at all."
"Withdraw, withdraw, give it to my young master, I don't seem to have any appetite at all!"
Gu Ruofan sat on the side and looked at Mo Xiangnan, sighed helplessly, couldn't bear to look at the trembling waiter beside him, and finally opened his mouth: "Brother Xiangnan, I think you did a good job, there is no need to withdraw , besides, I'm hungry..."
Mo Xiangnan glanced at the standing waiter and waved his hand to signal them to go down.
Rubbing Gu Ruofan's hair, shaking his head, Mo Yaolian, who was always arrogant, was in a rare trance at this moment, and sighed, "Xiaofan, it's not that you made things difficult for Brother Nan, it's really..."
Mo Xiangnan was there, not knowing what to say for a while.
The phoenix eyes flashed with a dim streamer, and she smiled slightly, looking a little disappointed.
"There was someone who promised me before that he would cook for me for the rest of my life..." Mo Xiangnan twitched his lips as his eyes fell on this table of extremely expensive home-cooked dishes, "But I drove him away."
"The dishes made here are really unpalatable...there is no taste of his cooking..."
In the past five years, since Mo Zhixu left, he has never appeared again, and in the past five years, the old man of the Mo family has finally fulfilled a wish.An'an has been stable for a while, but her health is poor. Recently, she has become older and older. The doctor told me that it may happen at any time...
There was someone taking care of him in the hospital, and Mo Xiangnan felt more and more panicked, so he found an excuse and asked Gu Ruofan to come out for a meal together.
But why is this meal, the more I eat, the more I panic?
Sighing, he really had no appetite, so Mo Xiangnan simply threw his chopsticks away.
"Xiao Fan, brother Xiang Nan asks you a question, okay?"
As if thinking of something, Mo Xiangnan turned his head to look at Gu Ruofan, paused, and asked, "Gu Huai has been gone for so long, do you miss him?"
Gu Ruofan nodded without hesitation.
A little uncontrollable longing appeared on the handsome young man's face. In Mo Xiangnan's eyes, the man was a little dazed.
"You said that Gu Huai...does he miss you..."
Gu Ruofan smiled and nodded vigorously, "Brother will definitely miss me, I know."
"why?"
"Because I have dreamed about him many times. In my dreams, my brother would tell me to take good care of myself, not to get sick, and to wait for him to come back."
"Dream..." Mo Xiangnan paused, "Why have I never dreamed of him... Does this mean... he has forgotten me?"
As soon as this idea surfaced, Mo Xiangnan laughed to himself.
Mo Xiangnan.
Why do you ask Mo Zhixu to remember you.
At the beginning, you left him without mercy and without looking back, and broke all the promises and vows. Why do you want him to remember you?
Shaking his head, Mo Xiangnan only felt that the food in front of him was tasteless, and his mood became gloomy.
buzzing-
The phone vibrated on the table, and Mo Xiangnan was shocked as his eyes flicked across the screen.
It's a call from the hospital.
"Is it Mr. Mo? Mr. Mo is currently being rescued. Please rush to the hospital quickly. Maybe...you can see him for the last time."
Mo Xiangnan could no longer hear the doctor's words behind him, the man stood up abruptly, and ran out without thinking of saying hello to Gu Ruofan.
The sound of the wind whizzed by.
grandfather.
grandfather.
How can you die?
Absolutely not!
Absolutely not!
When Mo Xiangnan rushed to the hospital, the rescue was over, and there was only a piece of white cloth left, which covered Mr. Mo's body tightly, and he could not see any anger.
"I'm sorry, we've tried our best." Mo Xiangnan couldn't hear the doctor's voice, and he couldn't hear everything.
Walking towards Mr. Mo step by step, Mo Xiangnan was surprisingly sober at the moment.
"Grandpa, wake up and talk to me, okay? I've given up on Mo Zhixu, how could you just die like this? How could you just die like this?"
The man's eyes were red, and he felt the pain of his heart, which he had been holding on for five years as if nothing had happened, at this moment, as if someone had ruthlessly torn it from his chest.
"Mr. Mo Xiangnan?"
Standing in front of Mo Xiangnan, a man in a black suit and a straight tie sighed as he watched him stand unsteadily and in extreme pain, a trace of regret flashed in his eyes.Despite the pity in my heart, I still have my own work to do.
"I am Mr. Mo's lawyer. Before he died, he entrusted me to read this will to you."
Mo Xiangnan wiped away his tears, stood up, and motioned for the lawyer to read it to him.
"Mr. Mo transferred all the movable and real property, stocks, and real estate under his name to your name, but the next head of the Mo family..." Seeing the name on the will, the lawyer paused, as if Embarrassed and somewhat surprised.
"Mr. Mo decided to let Mr. Mo Zhixu be the next head of the Mo family."
Mo Zhixu...?
With a buzzing sound in his head, Mo Xiangnan raised his head in disbelief and looked at the lawyer in front of him, shaking his head, "How is it possible... How is it possible..."
The lawyer smiled, "The will was written by Mr. Mo himself, and even I was only allowed to open it today."
"By the way, there is another letter to you, Mr. Mo. I will come back to talk to you about other things later, so I won't bother you for now."
He took the letter and opened it in a hurry.
southward:
When you read this letter, I am afraid that Grandpa is no longer by your side.You child... Others say that you are a boy and a girl, and you will act recklessly. Sooner or later, you will destroy the century-old foundation of our Mo family.But when your parents crashed in the plane, and I gave off a white-haired person to a black-haired person, when I saw you standing behind the door and looking at me calling grandpa, I was thinking, I will only be such a grandson in this life.
Even if you really will destroy everything in the Mo family, grandpa will spoil you for as long as he can live in this life.
Back then when I forced you to break up with that child Zhixu, you stood in front of me as if nothing had happened and said you dumped him, and you will never contact him again from now on.
Grandpa was thinking at the beginning, he has spoiled you all his life, forcing you to do this once, just to save you.With a man... how can there be happiness?
But when grandpa looks at you these few years, becoming more and more lifeless, more and more walking dead, grandpa feels distressed.
My health has been getting worse and worse over the past few years, and I know it myself.You have been filial in front of me for the past few years, and you are afraid that something will provoke me to get sick again, even grandpa can see it.
But grandpa still likes Mo Xiangnan, who used to make troubles outside and make a lot of trouble.
I often wonder if it forced you too hard, forcing you to give up on yourself just to make grandpa happy.
It's a pity, such a simple truth, but Grandpa only understood it when he was about to die.
That child of Zhixu...he is a good boy, it is not easy to go this far alone.He is better than his father, better than you, better than anyone in our Mo family.
So I decided to hand over the Mo family to him.
Xiangnan, Grandpa will never force you again.
As long as you are well and happy, grandpa will be happy watching you in the sky.
Go get him back, you two are fine, okay?
Grandpa has been confused for five years, tortured you for five years, and now he finally figured it out.It's just that I may never have the chance to tell you in person again.
tick-
tick-
Tears fell on the letter paper, and Mo Xiangnan cried with his head in his arms.
In the past five years, he has not shed a single tear. No matter how painful it is, he always pretends to be indifferent.
But now he finally couldn't bear it anymore.
It hurts.
It hurts.
How to do?
Grandpa... I beg you, Xiang Nan, don't die... don't die, okay?
I can live like this for the rest of my life, I don't want Mo Zhixu, I don't want anything, I just want you to live well.
i just want you to be well
He didn't even know how much time had passed, until there was a rush of footsteps coming from far and near, and a pair of valuable crocodile leather shoes appeared in front of his eyes.
He raised his head slowly, before he could see who was coming, he was suddenly hugged into his arms.
Mo Zhixu's voice was filled with relief and tenderness. He hugged Mo Xiangnan's trembling body tightly, and lowered his head to press a kiss on the man's forehead.
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
Mo Xiangnan stared blankly at Mo Zhixu who appeared in front of him, tears rose from the bottom of his heart to his eyes like a long day.The corners of his eyes are dark red, how can there be a little bit of arrogant and domineering look on weekdays?
It's just a child who is terrified of losing a loved one.
Mo Zhixu patted Mo Xiangnan on the shoulder, took the man's hand and sat down on the bench in the corridor.
Mo Xiangnan raised his head and looked at the red lights in the operating room, took a deep breath, forced himself to calm down, and said through gritted teeth, "Grandpa took my second uncle's phone and told me to go back, there must be something wrong with me at that time..."
Frowning tightly, Mo Zhixu raised his head and looked at Mo Xiangnan, "What did he do?"
"Photos... He asked someone to spy on you, and then he took photos of us together... When I went back, those photos were on the table of Grandpa." Taking a deep breath, Mo Xiangnan raised his hands to cover his face, My head hurts, as if something exploded inside.
Mo Jian.
Mo Zhixu slightly raised his head and closed his eyes, repeating the name in his heart.
His eyes, which were usually calm, were full of biting hatred and fierceness at this moment.
blood, kinship.
Ridiculous.
Mo Xiangnan looked at the sign that he was undergoing surgery, covered his face, and repeated to himself over and over again, "Grandpa will be fine...he will be fine...he will be fine..."
Straightening the man's shoulders, forcing him to face himself, Mo Zhixu paused every single word, staring at him deeply, "Master Mo will be fine, everything will be fine, Xiang Nan, everything will be fine. "
Mo Xiangnan looked straight into Mo Zhixu's eyes, took a deep breath, and flashed some naked pain.
"Grandpa told me to choose between you and the Mo family, and I told him not to force me... But... Mo Zhixu... What should we do? What should we do?"
Mo Zhixu was silent, unable to say a word.
Ding--
The lights in the operating room went out and the door was pushed open.
Mo Xiangnan's eyes lit up suddenly, he quickly stood up and ran over, grabbed the doctor's arm, and asked incoherently: "Doctor, doctor... how is my grandpa, how is it?"
The doctor shook his head, "The patient is already old, this time I'm afraid he has been greatly stimulated by something, and he was very angry. If it hadn't been delivered in time, he might have..."
"This time it was barely rescued, but we still have to be very careful in the future. If there is any big stimulus, even if Hua Tuo is alive, I'm afraid..." After finishing speaking, the doctor sighed, "The doctor will send the patient to the hospital in a while. Go inside the ward, you will wake up in a while, you can go in and have a look, but remember one thing, don't provoke him any more."
Can no longer be stimulated by anything.
Mo Xiangnan's hands and feet were cold, and he staggered and turned his head to look at Mo Zhixu.
The two looked at each other, Mo Zhixu's eyes were dark, but Mo Xiangnan was a little desperate.
There was a long silence, all speechless.
Ward.
Mo Zhixu stood outside the door, and Mo Xiangnan walked towards Mr. Mo's hospital bed step by step.
Tears flowed down the corners of his eyes, and Mo Xiangnan stared deeply at the skinny, gray-haired old man lying on the hospital bed. He was pierced with tubes that looked horrifying at the sight, and blood flowed down the needles on the back of his hands. It seems that only these extremely cold instruments can maintain his life.
For Mo Xiangnan, besides Mo Zhixu, Mr. Mo is his dearest and dearest person, who tolerated all his nonsense, self-willedness, and arrogance, and gave him the capital to run rampant in City A, allowing him to spend his whole life. Can be happy without worry, safe and smooth people.
This is a loved one.
Mo Xiangnan choked with sobs, and tremblingly called out, "Grandpa, take a look at me, look at me, okay..."
Mo Zhixu stood behind, looked at Mo Xiangnan, did not say a word, remained silent, but never took his eyes off Mo Xiangnan for a moment.
Old man Mo slowly opened his eyes, looking at his grandson who stood in front of him, but for just a moment, seemed to be more haggard than this old man who was seriously ill and dying.
"Have you considered?"
Mo Xiangnan shook his head, choked up and couldn't say a word.
Mr. Mo's expression became more and more disappointed and severe, he coughed violently, and slowly calmed down under Mo Xiangnan's frightened eyes, and his eyes fell on Mo Zhixu who was standing at the door.
"Xiang Nan, grandpa will ask you one last time, have you thought about it?"
"Should I spend my whole life with a man and be stabbed in the back by others all my life, or do I want my grandfather to be safe and secure... to be your young master of the Mo family?"
Mo Xiangnan wanted to laugh, what kind of multiple-choice question is this, how can he choose like this?How can it be?One is my relatives, and the other is my lover that I can't let go of, how can I choose this way?
But when he met Mr. Mo's eyes, all Mo Xiangnan's words stuck in his throat, and he shook his head over and over again.
Mr. Mo was extremely disappointed, pointing at Mo Xiangnan, his whole body was a little short of breath, panting violently, and the veins on his forehead bulged.
"Grandpa, grandpa...doctor, doctor!"
Heartbreaking.
A doctor ran in quickly, and a series of first aid measures made Mr. Mo, who was almost in danger just now, recover a little bit of energy.
"How do you manage family members? You said don't let the patient be stimulated, don't let the patient be stimulated, do you not listen to it at all? Get out, let me get out! Come in when the patient is out of danger!"
"Xiang Nan...cough cough cough...Grandpa...Grandpa is not forcing you...he is saving you..."
Mr. Mo spoke like a dilapidated old bellows. He raised his hand and struggled to hold Mo Xiangnan's hand. Before he touched it, he completely lost consciousness and passed out.
"Get out! The patient's heart is very fragile now, can you bear it in case of any accident?"
The doctor shook his head, and drove Mo Xiangnan out with a serious face.
Mo Zhixu came from behind and patted Mo Xiangnan on the shoulder. The man's voice was deep and comforting, "Go out first, let Mr. Mo rest well."
Hearing Mo Zhixu's voice, Mo Xiangnan raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot, staring at him closely.
After looking at each other for a long time, Mo Xiangnan suddenly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled.
"Mo Zhixu, I'm so hungry, take me home to eat, okay?"
Mo Xiangnan grabbed Mo Zhixu's arm and looked into his eyes, as if all the negative emotions disappeared in an instant, as usual willful, "Take me home for dinner, okay?"
Mo Zhixu was silent for a moment, met Mo Xiangnan's gaze, raised his hand to wipe off the remaining tears on the man's face, nodded, as if nothing happened, "Okay, I'll cook for you when I go home."
When the car drove to the entrance of the supermarket, Mo Xiangnan stopped suddenly.
"Let's go to the supermarket to buy vegetables together. I want to eat a lot of things, but I don't have any ingredients at home." Mo Xiangnan unbuckled his seat belt, looked at Mo Zhixu and blinked.
Gently looking at the man with a monstrous and delicate face, as accommodating as seven years ago, Mo Zhixu nodded, parked the car on the side of the road, and walked to the supermarket.
Mo Xiangnan took Mo Zhixu's hand, interlocked his fingers cautiously, noticing the sight of Mo Zhixu looking over, Mo Xiangnan smiled brightly, his phoenix eyes were slightly raised, and the stream was shining, "Just hold hands like this and let They all know you're mine, okay?"
Mo Zhixu smiled, okay, how could it be bad?
"I want ribs!"
"Mo Zhixu, I want to eat sweet and sour pork!"
"Mo Zhixu, I want to eat corn!"
Mo Xiangnan was born to be good-looking, and with the addition of Mo Zhixu, it was no surprise that he yelled so loudly in a crowded supermarket and attracted many people's attention.
An aunt carrying a vegetable basket took a look at Mo Xiangnan, then her eyes fell on his interlocking hands with Mo Zhixu's, she frowned, and a trace of disgust flashed in her eyes.
"Immortal!"
The voice was not deliberately lowered, so it reached Mo Xiangnan's ears very clearly. The man paused, a trace of pain flashed in his eyes, and then quickly disappeared. He raised his eyebrows and dragged Mo Zhixu to the In front of the aunt, she turned her head and pressed a loud kiss on Mo Zhixu's face.
"My lord, I'm going to lose my morals today, what's the matter?"
The aunt was so angry that her face was flushed, she gave Mo Xiangnan a hard look, then stomped her feet, turned her head and left.
Mo Xiangnan smiled brighter and prouder, and turned his head to look at Mo Zhixu.
"She said that we are immoral, but we just love each other and want to be together, how can we be immoral?"
Mo Zhixu paused. He was about to speak just now, but was interrupted by Mo Xiangnan. The man pointed to the items in the shopping cart, raised his eyebrows, and changed the topic as if nothing had happened, "We're almost done shopping, let's go back Well, this young master is about to starve to death."
Turbulent emotions flashed in the amber eyes, Mo Zhixu looked at the back of Mo Xiangnan who was walking ahead to pay the bill, but finally did not say a word.
It was already very late, Mo Zhixu walked out of the supermarket and wanted to drive, but was stopped by Mo Xiangnan.
With a smile in his eyes, the man looked at Mo Zhixu and pointed to the road ahead, "It's not far anyway, let's walk back together, shall we?"
Before Mo Zhixu could answer, Mo Xiangnan walked forward excitedly.
The warm yellow streetlights hit him, elongating the figure of the man, making him look extraordinarily good-looking.
Mo Zhixu was walking behind Mo Xiangnan with a shopping bag in his hand, quietly watching the lively voice in front of him, his eyes focused, as if his whole world was condensed on the person in front of him.
Mo Xiangnan turned his head and smiled at Mo Zhixu.
The face is exquisite, and the phoenix eyes are shining, reflecting the light of the street lamp above the head, so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off.
"Mo Zhixu!"
"kindness."
"I love you!"
"kindness."
"Master Ben liked you seven years ago, and it's still the same now."
"Mo Zhixu, I love you!"
Mo Xiangnan's voice was loud, as if he was swearing and persuading himself, calling Mo Zhixu's name over and over again on the street, shouting "I love you".
Following behind Mo Xiangnan, Mo Zhixu's eyes were deep, and he took the trouble to agree again and again.
I love you too.
Mo Xiangnan, I love you too.
Back home, Mo Xiangnan sat on the sofa and looked at Mo Zhixu's busy figure in the kitchen. The light from the incandescent lamp hit the man's tall and straight figure, and there was steaming smoke around him. Inexplicably, he watched , the eye sockets became red.
Mo Zhixu's actions were quick, and he didn't keep Mo Xiangnan waiting long before serving the dishes he ordered.
"Come over for dinner."
Mo Xiangnan reacted abruptly, took a deep breath, stood up with a bright smile and walked over.
He lowered his head and smelled the dishes on the table, "Mo Zhixu, your cooking is so good, my young master will never be able to eat other people's food anymore, what should I do?"
Mo Zhixu put the bowl on the table, raised his head and stared deeply at Mo Xiangnan, "Then I will make it for you forever."
lifetime……
Mo Xiangnan trembled all over, the chopsticks in his hand fell to the table with a bang, and he nodded incoherently, "Okay...you will do it for me forever...do it for the rest of your life..."
"If you can't do it for a lifetime, what should you do?"
Mo Zhixu patted Mo Xiangnan's shoulder, lowered his head and pressed a kiss on his face, raised his hand to wipe away the tears on the man's face, "Let's eat. I promised you before, didn't you? Whatever you do wrong, I will forgive you."
The man's meaningful words reached Mo Xiangnan's ears, he took a breath, and raised his head to look at Mo Zhixu.
But at this time, Mo Zhixu seemed to be sitting at the table eating as if nothing had happened.
Mo Xiangnan took a deep breath, as if he had decided on something, he grabbed the chopsticks from Mo Zhixu's hand.
"what happened?"
Mo Xiangnan smiled, straddled Mo Zhixu's lap, lowered his head, hugged the man's neck and kissed him deeply.
With a deep kiss, Mo Zhixu's body reacted quickly.
Touching that high-spirited spot, the corners of Mo Xiangnan's eyes were reddish, smudged with mist, and seemed to be particularly emotional, a kiss was enough to arouse all the desires/desires in the man, "I'm not hungry anymore, now I want you ,OK?"
Mo Zhixu didn't answer Mo Xiangnan, and walked directly to the room with Mo Xiangnan in his arms.
"Come in directly, don't do anything." Mo Xiangnan stopped Mo Zhixu's lubricating movements, stared deeply at Mo Zhixu, and said every word.
At the moment of entering, the dry acupuncture point caused unbearable pain to both of them.
This night, Mo Xiangnan seemed to be extraordinarily crazy, pestering Mo Zhixu to ask for it again and again, moving the bed, the carpet, the balcony, and the sofa in the room.
Everywhere in the room, there are lingering traces of the two being together.
When Mo Zhixu finally reached the top, Mo Xiangnan slowly opened his eyes, looked at Mo Zhixu and spoke.
"let's break up."
The moment these words were uttered, Mo Zhixu spurted out a hot liquid like magma that remained in Mo Xiangnan's body.
Without saying a word, he got up with Mo Xiangnan in his arms, went to the bathroom to wash, until everything was done, put Mo Xiangnan on the bed, covered the quilt, Mo Zhixu stood up, put on his shirt and coat.
With his back facing Mo Xiangnan, the man's back was hidden in the bright or dark light coming in from the window, and no emotion could be seen.
It seems to be smiling in relief, and it seems to be suppressing some emotions.
Mo Xiangnan closed his eyes and didn't look at Mo Zhixu, listening to the sound of the man getting dressed, the sound of him walking step by step to the door of the room, and the sound of his hand touching the doorknob.
Although he didn't see it, Mo Xiangnan could even imagine in his mind Mo Zhixu's expression, movements, and even the slight frowning of the man's brows.
In the end, he heard Mo Zhixu's footsteps stop at the door without looking back.
He said yes.
I promised that no matter what you say or do, no matter how excessive or willful you are, I will tolerate you, accommodate you, and forgive you without any complaints.
It's just to break up, what's so difficult?
Mo Zhixu knew Mo Xiangnan so well, how could he not know how important Mr. Mo was to him.
The more you love, the more you have to let go.
How could he be willing.
How could he be willing to force Mo Xiangnan to make a choice between family affection and love.
Mo Zhixu walked out of this room step by step, passed by the living room, passed by the coffee table, put his key on it, changed his leather shoes, walked out, and closed the door.
Go downstairs and drive to the parking lot.
It wasn't until he stepped on the accelerator and left far away that Mo Zhixu couldn't see any emotion on his face, then suddenly, as if he had finally reacted, he couldn't restrain the deep pain overflowing.
Sitting in the car, the man closed his eyes slightly, and Mo Xiangnan's face appeared in his mind.
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Mo Xiangnan only slowly opened his eyes when he heard the sound of the anti-theft door being locked with a click.
This is the house that Mo Zhixu bought after returning to city a.
Before, Mo Xiangnan disliked the decoration here was too deserted, either black or gray, impersonal.Pulling him, we went to the furniture market to buy a bed, and changed the sofa, wallpaper, and decorations.
Mo Xiangnan sat up slowly, leaned against the wall, and looked at the room, which was completely different from before, completely decorated according to his own aesthetics.
It is obvious that every place here is according to my own wishes, and it is obvious that these are what I like.
Mo Xiangnan bowed his body, covered his face, tears flowed down his fingers, the man coughed violently, and it was difficult to breathe.
Why did he start to miss Mo Zhixu's initial decoration now?
He staggered to his feet, pushed open the door, and walked into the living room. All the dishes prepared by Mo Zhixu on the table were cold.
Pick up chopsticks and sit down.
After taking the first bite, Mo Xiangnan frowned delicately, turned around and yelled in the direction of the kitchen: "Mo Zhixu, let the young master eat cold food, don't you? Tired of life?"
Before he finished speaking, Mo Xiangnan himself fell silent.
One bite at a time, finish the food placed in front of you.
The cold pork ribs condensed into oil, and when I ate them, I felt uncomfortable in my stomach, and felt nauseated one after another.
vomit--
Unable to restrain himself from pulling through the trash can, he began to vomit.
Heart-piercing, dark and dark.
Mo Xiangnan barely straightened up and wiped his mouth.
Hahaha.
Mo Zhixu.
Mo Zhixu.
Mo Zhixu.
Mo Zhixu...
Sitting at the dining table, looking at the cold food, eyes dull, speechless all night.
The next day, I drove to the hospital alone.
"Tell your family members again, you must not let the patient be stimulated in any way, and you must follow him in everything, you know?"
Mo Xiangnan waved his hand, his phoenix eyes slightly raised, and he smiled brightly, "No, I will follow Grandpa in everything... I will never irritate him again."
Ward.
Mo Xiangnan walked in on his own, sat in front of Mr. Mo's hospital bed, raised his hand and tucked the blanket for him.
"Grandpa, Xiangnan came to see you. Don't be angry with me, turn your head and talk to me, just like before, smile at me, or hit me on the head, okay?"
Mo Xiangnan took a deep breath, shrugged his shoulders indifferently, and smiled heartlessly, as if he had returned to the arrogant and domineering devil king who didn't care about anything in an instant.
"I dumped Mo Zhixu."
"What the hell is he, isn't he the illegitimate child kicked out by our Mo family? I used to be confused for a while, but now I'm fine. I dumped him. Grandpa, are you happy?"
Looking up, Mo Xiangnan was still smiling.
"Grandpa, don't be angry, I will listen to you in everything from now on, okay?"
Mr. Mo turned around slowly, sighed, and patted Mo Xiangnan's hand.
"Son, it's good if you figure it out, grandpa, it's for your own good..."
Raising his eyebrows, Mo Xiangnan nodded vigorously, "I know, if you hadn't spoiled me for so many years, I might be bullied by many people now, so don't worry, I will listen to you. Don't be angry, Take good care of your body, okay?"
Looking at the time hanging on the hospital wall, Mo Xiangnan twitched the corners of his mouth and stood up.
"Then what, I'll buy you something to eat and come in."
"Xiangnan..." Mr. Mo looked at Mo Xiangnan's back and wanted to stop him, but was interrupted by Mo Xiangnan.
The man's breathing was a little messy, with a slightly exaggerated smile, his back was facing Mr. Mo, and his voice was as arrogant and careless as usual, "Grandpa, don't worry, I really dumped Mo Zhixu, from now on In the future... who is he, I will never know him again, really."
After finishing speaking, Mo Xiangnan didn't turn his head back, he pushed the door open and walked out of the ward.
Yes.
He really dumped Mo Zhixu.
From now on, the man who promised that no matter how excessive or willful he is, he will not blame him, but will tolerate him and love him forever.
never again.
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Ning Xin's tomb is on a mountain on the outskirts of City A.
A large continuous cemetery, there are not many people coming at this time of year, but it is also a secluded place.
Mo Zhixu was dressed in a black suit, holding a bouquet of lilies, with no expression on his face, he walked up the hill step by step, and didn't stop until he was in front of Ning Xin's grave.
After placing the lily in front of the tomb, Mo Zhixu shifted his gaze to the photo pasted on the tombstone.
Pasted here are photos of Ning Xin when he was young. Probably there was no Mo Zhixu at that time, and Ning Xin was just a young girl who had just walked out of college, fantasized about love and dreamed about the future.
She smiled brightly, as if everything was gloomy and gloomy, and nothing could disturb her.
It's just that Ning Xin at that time, I'm afraid no matter what, he would never have imagined such a bleak and tragic ending.
Mo Zhixu raised his hand to wipe the dust on the photo, his amber eyes were a little dazed.
He still remembered that when his mother was dying, she was less than forty, but she had already been tortured by life and looked extremely emaciated, her eyes were cloudy and she couldn't see any hope. own hatred.
He hated the Mo family, hated Mo Jian, and hated himself.
Mo Zhixu raised his head and looked at the blue sky.
Today's weather is very good, and the sun is the brightest day since this period of time. The person who shines the whole body can't help warming up, and the eyes are a little burning from the sun's sting.
Looking away, Mo Zhixu stood in front of the tombstone, looked at his mother's long-lost smiling face, and spoke slowly.
"Mom, I'm here to see you."
"Are you okay there alone? I... I'm fine. Moxin International, which left you to me, has reached the point where even the Mo family can't be shaken. Are you happy?"
"I don't know if you still remember Mo Xiangnan, that's right, the person who drove me out of Mo's house seven years ago and indirectly caused all the tragedies that followed. I remember when you held my hand and said , Zhixu, you must remember that person firmly in your life, and one day, you will take revenge on him severely, and never have any nostalgia for him again."
Mo Zhixu suddenly wanted to laugh, shook his head, and continued to speak.
"I remember, I remember everything you said. You taught me to hate him, and I hated him. For seven years, there was not a day when I didn't hate him. Before, I always thought, this How could there be such a vicious person in the world? The more beautiful he looks, the more vicious he is. I think that when I see him again, I must take away everything from the Mo family and let him have a taste of it. He has nothing. , the feeling of being stepped into the dust."
"Mom, you hate Mo Jian so much, but why didn't you let me blame him until I died?"
"I didn't understand it before, but now I understand it. Because of love, right? No matter how unworthy he is, he is the only person you have ever truly loved in your life, so even if he made you suffer, After all the insults, you still can't bear to blame him in the end, right?"
"Mom, I can't bear to blame Xiang Nan."
Mo Zhixu stood in front of the tombstone, smiling softly, his eyes seemed to fly far, far away through the mountain in front of him.
"When I saw him for the first time seven years ago, I was thinking that it would be great if I could treat him well. Even if he caused me to be kicked out of Mo's house...I don't blame him, really Don't blame him. If you want to complain...I was just thinking, since you don't love me, why give me hope?"
"Mom, do you think I'm worthless?" Shaking his head, Mo Zhixu sighed.
"Things from that year have passed, and now I know that he also loves me, so everything can be written off, can't it?"
"I promised him that no matter what he does, I will forgive him. Mom, it may not work now, but one day in the future, I will take him to see you together, okay?"
Mo Zhixu raised his head and looked at the distant sky, his voice was low and cold like a metal hard rock.
"I'm leaving, and it may be a long, long time before I come to see you."
"Next time I come, I'll take him with me. Take a good look at him. I think...you will like him as much as I do."
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Five years later.
Mo Xiangnan leaned halfway on the back of the sofa chair, pointing at the extremely expensive-looking meals on the table, making a point of criticizing it.
"Is this the way the ribs are made? The color is too dark, and it looks unappetizing."
"And this sweet and sour pork, look at what you make here, it's so sour, there's no sweetness at all."
"Withdraw, withdraw, give it to my young master, I don't seem to have any appetite at all!"
Gu Ruofan sat on the side and looked at Mo Xiangnan, sighed helplessly, couldn't bear to look at the trembling waiter beside him, and finally opened his mouth: "Brother Xiangnan, I think you did a good job, there is no need to withdraw , besides, I'm hungry..."
Mo Xiangnan glanced at the standing waiter and waved his hand to signal them to go down.
Rubbing Gu Ruofan's hair, shaking his head, Mo Yaolian, who was always arrogant, was in a rare trance at this moment, and sighed, "Xiaofan, it's not that you made things difficult for Brother Nan, it's really..."
Mo Xiangnan was there, not knowing what to say for a while.
The phoenix eyes flashed with a dim streamer, and she smiled slightly, looking a little disappointed.
"There was someone who promised me before that he would cook for me for the rest of my life..." Mo Xiangnan twitched his lips as his eyes fell on this table of extremely expensive home-cooked dishes, "But I drove him away."
"The dishes made here are really unpalatable...there is no taste of his cooking..."
In the past five years, since Mo Zhixu left, he has never appeared again, and in the past five years, the old man of the Mo family has finally fulfilled a wish.An'an has been stable for a while, but her health is poor. Recently, she has become older and older. The doctor told me that it may happen at any time...
There was someone taking care of him in the hospital, and Mo Xiangnan felt more and more panicked, so he found an excuse and asked Gu Ruofan to come out for a meal together.
But why is this meal, the more I eat, the more I panic?
Sighing, he really had no appetite, so Mo Xiangnan simply threw his chopsticks away.
"Xiao Fan, brother Xiang Nan asks you a question, okay?"
As if thinking of something, Mo Xiangnan turned his head to look at Gu Ruofan, paused, and asked, "Gu Huai has been gone for so long, do you miss him?"
Gu Ruofan nodded without hesitation.
A little uncontrollable longing appeared on the handsome young man's face. In Mo Xiangnan's eyes, the man was a little dazed.
"You said that Gu Huai...does he miss you..."
Gu Ruofan smiled and nodded vigorously, "Brother will definitely miss me, I know."
"why?"
"Because I have dreamed about him many times. In my dreams, my brother would tell me to take good care of myself, not to get sick, and to wait for him to come back."
"Dream..." Mo Xiangnan paused, "Why have I never dreamed of him... Does this mean... he has forgotten me?"
As soon as this idea surfaced, Mo Xiangnan laughed to himself.
Mo Xiangnan.
Why do you ask Mo Zhixu to remember you.
At the beginning, you left him without mercy and without looking back, and broke all the promises and vows. Why do you want him to remember you?
Shaking his head, Mo Xiangnan only felt that the food in front of him was tasteless, and his mood became gloomy.
buzzing-
The phone vibrated on the table, and Mo Xiangnan was shocked as his eyes flicked across the screen.
It's a call from the hospital.
"Is it Mr. Mo? Mr. Mo is currently being rescued. Please rush to the hospital quickly. Maybe...you can see him for the last time."
Mo Xiangnan could no longer hear the doctor's words behind him, the man stood up abruptly, and ran out without thinking of saying hello to Gu Ruofan.
The sound of the wind whizzed by.
grandfather.
grandfather.
How can you die?
Absolutely not!
Absolutely not!
When Mo Xiangnan rushed to the hospital, the rescue was over, and there was only a piece of white cloth left, which covered Mr. Mo's body tightly, and he could not see any anger.
"I'm sorry, we've tried our best." Mo Xiangnan couldn't hear the doctor's voice, and he couldn't hear everything.
Walking towards Mr. Mo step by step, Mo Xiangnan was surprisingly sober at the moment.
"Grandpa, wake up and talk to me, okay? I've given up on Mo Zhixu, how could you just die like this? How could you just die like this?"
The man's eyes were red, and he felt the pain of his heart, which he had been holding on for five years as if nothing had happened, at this moment, as if someone had ruthlessly torn it from his chest.
"Mr. Mo Xiangnan?"
Standing in front of Mo Xiangnan, a man in a black suit and a straight tie sighed as he watched him stand unsteadily and in extreme pain, a trace of regret flashed in his eyes.Despite the pity in my heart, I still have my own work to do.
"I am Mr. Mo's lawyer. Before he died, he entrusted me to read this will to you."
Mo Xiangnan wiped away his tears, stood up, and motioned for the lawyer to read it to him.
"Mr. Mo transferred all the movable and real property, stocks, and real estate under his name to your name, but the next head of the Mo family..." Seeing the name on the will, the lawyer paused, as if Embarrassed and somewhat surprised.
"Mr. Mo decided to let Mr. Mo Zhixu be the next head of the Mo family."
Mo Zhixu...?
With a buzzing sound in his head, Mo Xiangnan raised his head in disbelief and looked at the lawyer in front of him, shaking his head, "How is it possible... How is it possible..."
The lawyer smiled, "The will was written by Mr. Mo himself, and even I was only allowed to open it today."
"By the way, there is another letter to you, Mr. Mo. I will come back to talk to you about other things later, so I won't bother you for now."
He took the letter and opened it in a hurry.
southward:
When you read this letter, I am afraid that Grandpa is no longer by your side.You child... Others say that you are a boy and a girl, and you will act recklessly. Sooner or later, you will destroy the century-old foundation of our Mo family.But when your parents crashed in the plane, and I gave off a white-haired person to a black-haired person, when I saw you standing behind the door and looking at me calling grandpa, I was thinking, I will only be such a grandson in this life.
Even if you really will destroy everything in the Mo family, grandpa will spoil you for as long as he can live in this life.
Back then when I forced you to break up with that child Zhixu, you stood in front of me as if nothing had happened and said you dumped him, and you will never contact him again from now on.
Grandpa was thinking at the beginning, he has spoiled you all his life, forcing you to do this once, just to save you.With a man... how can there be happiness?
But when grandpa looks at you these few years, becoming more and more lifeless, more and more walking dead, grandpa feels distressed.
My health has been getting worse and worse over the past few years, and I know it myself.You have been filial in front of me for the past few years, and you are afraid that something will provoke me to get sick again, even grandpa can see it.
But grandpa still likes Mo Xiangnan, who used to make troubles outside and make a lot of trouble.
I often wonder if it forced you too hard, forcing you to give up on yourself just to make grandpa happy.
It's a pity, such a simple truth, but Grandpa only understood it when he was about to die.
That child of Zhixu...he is a good boy, it is not easy to go this far alone.He is better than his father, better than you, better than anyone in our Mo family.
So I decided to hand over the Mo family to him.
Xiangnan, Grandpa will never force you again.
As long as you are well and happy, grandpa will be happy watching you in the sky.
Go get him back, you two are fine, okay?
Grandpa has been confused for five years, tortured you for five years, and now he finally figured it out.It's just that I may never have the chance to tell you in person again.
tick-
tick-
Tears fell on the letter paper, and Mo Xiangnan cried with his head in his arms.
In the past five years, he has not shed a single tear. No matter how painful it is, he always pretends to be indifferent.
But now he finally couldn't bear it anymore.
It hurts.
It hurts.
How to do?
Grandpa... I beg you, Xiang Nan, don't die... don't die, okay?
I can live like this for the rest of my life, I don't want Mo Zhixu, I don't want anything, I just want you to live well.
i just want you to be well
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