A thousand years

Chapter 46 I'm Not Your Illusion

Dressed in a dark gold and black jade-inlaid robe, with sword eyebrows and starry eyes, deep and sharp eyes, Gu Huai stood in the middle of the hall, looking at Gu Ruofan from afar.

Gu Ruofan laughed softly, walked down the steps unsteadily, held the wine glass, and walked forward while pouring it into his mouth, until he reached in front of Gu Huai, stretched out his hand, and waved it in front of the man.

"Ah Huai..." Gu Ruofan held his chest, and while laughing, felt tears fall from the corner of his eyes, "It's nice to be drunk, and I can still see you, haha..."

Since it was a hallucination that occurred when he was drunk, there was no need to worry about anything. Gu Ruofan poured himself another glass of wine, poured it into his stomach, and raised his head. His usually clear and clear eyes became a little red and swollen at this moment, almost obsessively watching Looking at that long-lost face.

Stretching out his right hand, he caressed the man's cheek, traced his sharp outline, and whispered in a low voice: "It really is an illusion... How could the lofty Ah Huai stand here and let me be frivolous?"

While talking and laughing foolishly, Gu Ruofan frowned and thought complacently, I have treated Ah Huai lightly...

Holding Gu Huai's hand, wrapping his arms around his waist, buried his face in his chest, talking to himself a little fascinated and a little lost.

"I really want to see you, but I don't dare to see you..." The man's eyes were slightly red, his voice muffled, smelling of alcohol, he raised his head to look at Gu Huai's beautiful chin, and said aggrievedly.

Gu Huai was shocked, and hugged the person he had missed for so long with his backhand, his black eyes burning.

"Why don't you dare to see"

"Well...it's nice to be drunk, and the imaginary Ah Huai will still talk to me..." Gu Ruofan smiled brightly, her voice was soft and waxy, and the ending was slightly drawn out. She hugged Gu Huai like a spoiled child. waist.

"You clearly said that you like me...you clearly said..." Gu Ruofan raised his head to stare at Gu Huai, and smacked his chest, "But why did you let me fall in love with you again after I fell in love with you? Here... it hurts me so much"

Gu Huai's breathing stopped suddenly. Looking at the red-eyed, alcohol-smelling, drowsy man in front of him, a light flashed in his eyes. He hugged Gu Ruofan's body that was about to slip, and held his face , the tone was a little hasty, and asked: "Ruofan, say it again, what did you say?"

Gu Ruofan shook his head in self-concern, grabbed the bottle and was about to pour it into his mouth, Gu Huai grabbed the bottle, hugged the man into his arms, and gently stroked his tear-stained cheeks, feeling a little distressed And a little pity, what Gu Ruofan said just now seemed to be talking to himself, which almost made his heart beat faster and it was hard to hold on.

he said he liked him

Ruo Fan actually likes him too!

Gu Huai's whole body was shocked, his eyes were full of moving brilliance, and he asked again in a hoarse voice: "Ruofan, tell me again, okay?"

Gu Ruofan tilted his head, a little dazed, his eyes flickering in a daze, "What are you talking about?"

It seems to be because of being drunk, Gu Ruofan's gentle and self-sufficient appearance at this moment is more romantic and enchanting than usual, the corners of his eyes are slightly red, and he looks confused. It was stained with wine, and sparkled with water.

Gu Huai's heart was beating extremely fast, and he looked at the man in front of him almost greedily.For nearly a year and a half, he was afraid that Gu Ruofan would not want to see him, so he had to expend a lot of willpower every day to prevent himself from appearing in front of him.He had no choice but to come and leave quietly every night after Gu Ruofan was asleep. For a whole year and a half, he only felt at ease by looking at his sleeping face, but he never dared to show up when the man was awake.

But now, Gu Ruofan was right in front of him, and Gu Huai's heart was beating extremely fast, as if he had been bewitched, he slowly approached, bent down, and kissed his soft, moist lips.

"Say you like me."

Lips and teeth intertwined, Gu Huai almost exhausted all his tenderness, a hot and passionate kiss landed on Gu Ruofan's lips unexpectedly, Gu Huai sucked his lips, biting lightly, but it was full of man's strength With possession, between lips and teeth intertwined, Gu Ruofan squinted his eyes slightly, only feeling that his heart was beating extremely fast, as if his entire soul was being swallowed up in this kiss, sinking continuously.

After a period of lack of oxygen in the brain, Gu Ruofan suddenly pushed Gu Huai away, looked at the person in front of him, with a look of joy and pain, and tears fell down uncontrollably while curling up the corners of his lips.

The man squatted on the ground slowly, frowning and clutching his chest.

"He doesn't like me anymore... What am I still fantasizing about here..."

The man's weak words as if he was talking to himself, and the dim light in his eyes stabbed Gu Huai's eyes almost instantly.

Squatting in front of the man, patted his back lightly, "No, he will always like you, always love you."

With tears streaming down his face, Gu Ruofan raised his hand and caressed Gu Huai's side face in a daze. His handsome face wrinkled and he shook his head.

"You're just my imagination...you're not Ah Huai...you're not him..." Closed eyes slightly, Gu Ruofan fell into Gu Huai's arms, his voice became smaller and smaller, and he actually fell asleep past.

Gently raising his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of the man's eyes, Gu Huai only felt a sore and astringent emotion in his chest, which was extremely strange, but it made him very bored.

In the past year and a half, almost every night, he watched with his own eyes Gu Ruofan tossing and turning, unable to sleep, frowning, as if dreaming was not happy.Gu Huai just thought that he had learned the truth about Gu Yuan's death, which made him uneasy and unable to sleep peacefully due to guilt.

The more guilty, the more afraid to approach.

But today, he unexpectedly discovered today that the person who made Gu Ruofan suffer so much is himself!

Holding the person in his arms tightly, Gu Huai couldn't help but let out a sigh in his heart.

There is only him. In this world, only by holding him can he feel that all the coldness and desolation in his heart are filled with this person, becoming warm and soft.Can no longer let go.

Rubbing his drowsy and swollen head after the hangover, Gu Ruofan slowly opened his eyes. It was rare that he had a good night's sleep last night. It was a rare peaceful sleep for more than a year.

no... where is this

Sitting up abruptly, Gu Ruofan looked around at the surrounding environment, some dilapidated walls, black-gray bricks, and the low bed under him.

Frowning, trying to recall what happened last night, this place is obviously not in the palace, why did he come here as soon as he woke up

While Gu Ruofan was racking his brains and rubbing his painful head, a black figure walked in from outside.

He suffocated for breath, his body stiffened instantly, and he froze on the spot, not knowing what to do.

Gu Huai was wearing ordinary clothes made of coarse cloth, but he couldn't hide his noble and arrogant aura. He walked in with a plate, and when he saw Gu Ruofan woke up, his cold eyes softened instantly.

"Since you're awake, let's drink some porridge for you."

Gu Ruofan, as if he hadn't reacted yet, stared blankly at Gu Huai without saying a word.

In a good mood, Gu Huai stretched out his hand and waved it in front of Gu Ruofan's eyes, sat down, pulled the man into his arms, lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead.

"I am not your hallucination."

As soon as these words came out, Gu Ruofan's mind exploded in an instant, and the bits and pieces of last night's scenes came to his mind extremely clearly. He hugged Gu Huai and said that he liked him over and over again; he buried his face in his chest Said he missed him so much; the way he was crying...

His whole body was shocked, and even the roots of his ears started to turn red.

Gu Huai didn't speak, looking at the man's red ears, a gentle smile flashed in his black eyes, and he wrapped his arms around the man's shoulders.

After being ashamed, Gu Ruofan finally calmed down a little bit, and carefully put her head on his neck. The dependent posture revealed the uneasiness and fear in the man's heart.

This kind of action almost instantly made Gu Huai feel a little distressed, and his eyes became softer.

There is probably only one Gu Ruofan in this world.

A movement, an expression, even an imperceptible sigh, is enough to touch the softest part of Gu Huai's heart.

Perhaps, Gu Huai's indifference and rebelliousness are because, on Gu Ruofan's body, all the tenderness and accommodation in his life have been used up.

"Where is this?" Gu Ruofan, who finally calmed down, remembered this crucial question again, raised his head and asked with some doubts.

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like