A thousand years

"Ah Huai, why don't you go home and rest first. I'll take care of you here in the hospital. Anyway, the doctor said that as long as Xiaofan rests well now, he should be fine."

Although dissatisfaction is dissatisfaction, An Yarong still couldn't bear it when she saw Gu Huai's bloodshot eyes and the smell of alcohol all over her body.

"Xiaofan, mom will accompany you in the hospital tonight, let your brother go home and have a good rest."

Hearing An Yarong's words, Gu Ruofan paused, looked up at Gu Huai with some hesitation, and hesitated to speak.

Seeing the expression of the young man looking at him wetly, Gu Huai's heart softened, and the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.

"Mom, I'm fine. You can go home. I'll stay here with Xiaofan." After finishing speaking, without waiting for An Yarong to refuse, Gu Huai raised his hand and took the change of clothes in her hand, "Xiaofan is long It's not convenient for you to be here when you grow up, after all, I'm also his elder brother, and I can help take care of anything at night."

Gu Huai's decision has never been questioned, An Yarong frowned, wanted to say something but shook her head, sighed, and patted Gu Huai's arm, "Well, I'll bring you breakfast tomorrow morning. "

It wasn't until seeing An Yarong close the door and walk out of the ward that Gu Ruofan's expression finally relaxed.

His eyes were bright, with sparkling water, he stared at Gu Huai closely, no matter how he looked at him, he was delighted.

The young man's voice was hoarse, and he stared at Gu Huai's side face.

"elder brother..."

Being looked at by the young man like this, almost instantly, Gu Huai's eyes darkened a bit, and his heart seemed to be filled with something, becoming soft and warm.

After closing the door, he walked to Gu Ruofan's window and rubbed the boy's hair. Gu Huai couldn't help but soften his voice, "What's wrong?"

Gu Ruofan stretched out his hand, hugged Gu Huai's waist, put his face on his chest, took a deep breath, and his voice was low and deep, with a bit of surprise and trance that he couldn't believe until now.

"Brother, pinch me to see if I'm dreaming."

The young man's words reached Gu Huai's ears, and his heart ached.The man softened his brows and eyes, his sharpness and unruliness faded from his whole body, his black eyes were burning, as if no matter how prosperous and beautiful the outside world was, his eyes could only pretend to be Gu Ruofan in front of him.

Slow and clumsy tenderness was injected into his heart and eyes, Gu Huai held Gu Ruofan's hand back, bowed his head, and pressed a kiss on the young man's forehead.

"You're not dreaming, it's all real."

Gu Huai's voice was like low-alcohol fine wine, a faint pain flashed in his sea-deep black eyes, and he unconsciously clenched the young man's hand.

When dealing with the child in front of him, he hesitated, flinched, and self-righteously protected him, but made him suffer so long alone.

Gu Huai's words instantly made Gu Ruofan's eyes blush. It seemed that all the waiting, loss, and the burden and grievance of carrying the memories of the previous life alone had been redeemed and forgiven for so long.

Only this person in front of me, as long as he says a word, all my grievances can disappear in smoke, as long as he is there, then everything doesn't matter.

"What are you crying for?"

Wiping away her tears, Gu Ruofan laughed again with red eyes, with a strong nasal voice.

He patted the seat next to him and motioned for Gu Huai to lie down on the bed and sit beside him.

Gu Huai nodded, being careful not to touch Gu Ruofan's left foot, sat on the bed, and held the boy in his arms.

Leaning in Gu Huai's arms, his nostrils were filled with the scent of a man. Gu Ruofan's eyes were clear, as if time would stop at this moment forever, and he would still be satisfied.

"Brother, you don't know how bad you are!" With the nasal voice of crying just now, Gu Ruofan seemed to suddenly remember something, and gave Gu Huai a hard look.

Without waiting for the man to answer, Gu Ruofan spoke on his own.

"On my birthday, you don't know how happy I was when I saw you come back. But not long after, you went to Meiye to find a woman..." Gu Ruofan recalled that day when he saw the woman wrapped in a bath towel give him a hand. When I opened the door, I couldn't help but feel a heartache.

Gu Huai froze suddenly, seeing the young man staring at him with a wrinkled face, he didn't know what to say.

If he remembered correctly, the reason why he went to Meiye to find a woman at the beginning was because the child in front of him unconsciously kissed him the night before, which aroused a long-sleeping, primitive impulse.

Moreover, seeing the way Gu Ruofan looked at him when he was about to leave, how could Gu Huai have the intention to continue?

However, this person who lit the fire and then destroyed him to put it out is still accusing himself with an aggrieved face

Gu Huai shook his head, feeling a little helpless in his heart, but couldn't help but indulge him willingly.

With a good temper, he lowered his head and kissed the boy's eyelids. Gu Huai looked straight at Gu Ruofan and promised earnestly, "That's the only time. Brother assures you, there won't be a second time."

It's strange to say that Gu Ruofan had already shown a strong and obvious desire to possess him at that time, Gu Huai didn't think much about it at the time, he just thought it was because he had been away for too long, Gu Ruofan was too clingy to himself, now thinking about it...

With Gu Huai's promise, Gu Ruofan grinned brightly, raised his head and pressed a kiss on the corner of the man's mouth when he was unprepared. After the successful sneak attack, he was overjoyed like a child who ate candy.

Looking at the young man who looked like a little hamster, Gu Huai's eyes darkened, and he suddenly remembered what Mo Zhixu said in Mei Ye last night.

"Have you ever thought that the comprehensive protection you think is not what Xiaofan wants at all?"

"Maybe he loves you so firmly that he doesn't want to have a consummated relationship, get married and have children, but just want you alone?"

Gu Huai's stiff fingertips gradually softened, and he unconsciously tightened his grip on the boy.

"And last time, when you were drunk, you clearly saw my eyes light up, hugged me and kissed me, why did you push me away in the end, and you didn't even show up when I went to college."

Gu Ruofan wrinkled his delicate face and stared at Gu Huai.For such a long time, he has gone through so much forbearance and suffering, and he has finally achieved the right result. How could he not solve the previous things at once.

Recalling the last kiss, Gu Huai's eyes darkened a little, he raised his hand to smooth the wrinkles between the young man's brows, and sighed slightly.

"I was just scared at the time."

Gu Huai's eyes became very calm and gentle.

"I found out that I actually have feelings for the child I raised with my own hands. I'm afraid that I can't help but possess him, and I can't help but ruin his life, so I'm very scared, Xiaofan, I'm sorry."

Shaking his head vigorously, Gu Ruofan's eyes sparkled.

"You didn't apologize to me, I forced you, I forced you to be with me."

"Brother, I don't want to marry and have children, and it is even more impossible for me to watch who you marry and have children. I love you, and I have loved you since I was sensible. You should love me well, okay? I will never regret it, you Don't regret it, okay?"

Gu Ruofan grabbed Gu Huai's hand very tightly, so tight that he even scratched a few red marks on the back of the man's hand.

Gu Huai didn't seem to feel the pain at all, facing the young man's bright and firm eyes that seemed to be on fire, he slowly raised his thin lips and smiled softly.

"Since I've decided to be with you," Gu Huai looked at Gu Ruofan, his eyes were as deep as the sea, and his voice was calm, but it carried determination and coldness that could not be ignored.

"I can't let go anymore, Xiaofan, even if you beg me to let you go one day in the future, I won't let go."

"From now on, there will be no one else between you and me."

Gu Ruofan's heart warmed up, and he was about to say something, but his stomach grumbled unknowingly.

Well...

After a sudden pause, he raised his head and looked at Gu Huai with some embarrassment. The young man's face quickly turned red, even the roots of his ears were very red.

"hungry"

Gu Huai frowned slightly, raised his hand to touch the boy's stomach, and it was completely deflated, his eyes darkened a bit, and his voice was a little harsh, "Didn't I bring you the chicken soup stewed by Wu Ma, why didn't you drink it?" ?”

"..." Pointing innocently at the thermos that had been left on the bedside table, Gu Ruofan raised his head and blinked at Gu Huai, "You started interrogating me about Mu Yan as soon as you brought it over, how could it be?" Time to drink?"

Gu Huai was dumbfounded.

Coughing in embarrassment, he reached out to take the chicken soup on the cabinet, opened it, looked at the steam coming out, the man took a little out with a spoon, tasted it, and felt that the temperature was just right for drinking, so he just filled it Pass a bowl to Gu Ruofan.

Frowning, he glared at Gu Huai with some displeasure, but didn't reach out to take it.

"what happened?"

"Brother, you used to feed me when I was young..."

Gu Huai heard the aggrieved tone in Gu Huai's ears. He clearly knew that he did this on purpose, but he still couldn't bear to blame him. He shook his head and patted the boy on the head.

"Okay, then I'll feed you."

Quietly blinking his eyes, showing a triumphant smile, Gu Ruofan only felt that since he made everything clear and kept the clouds open to see the moon, even his own mood has become much clearer.

After blowing on the steaming chicken soup and making sure it wouldn't burn his mouth, Gu Huai lifted the spoon and brought it to the boy's mouth.

"No, it's too hot." As if being scalded, Gu Ruofan jumped away, and after taking a bite, his grinning face wrinkled tightly.

Gu Huai frowned, ignoring the bowl in his hand, and reached out to get the warm water again.

"Oh, it's been cold again for a while, it's not good to drink."

"Too hot again..."

Gu Ruofan blinked, and made things difficult for Gu Huai over and over again, but looked at the man in a hurry, but showed no sign of impatience, and smiled and frowned.

"Brother, are you sure you want to keep feeding me soup like this today?"

Gu Huai was a little puzzled.

To be honest, although he is strong enough and independent enough, he has never served anyone except the one in front of him.

It is light to describe him as being in a hurry, and it should be said that he is clumsy, which is true.

Although it can be seen that Gu Ruofan is deliberately making things difficult, Gu Huai, who is soft in his heart at the moment, is willing to be made difficult by him. As long as he is happy, he has no reason to hesitate

He put down the bowl, rubbed Gu Ruofan's hair, and shook his head helplessly.

"It's cold for a while, and it's hot for a while, how do you drink it?"

Reaching out to pick up the bowl, he picked up the spoon and fed Gu Huai a mouthful.

"Brother, don't swallow it."

Gu Huai, who had already swallowed, had a sudden meal, and coughed violently, his handsome face flushed from coughing.

Gu Ruofan couldn't help laughing, picked up the spoon and fed him again.

Sure enough, this time Gu Huai remembered it very clearly, he kept it in his mouth and didn't swallow it.

Gu Ruofan blinked, looking at the man's handsome and sharp face, he didn't know what he thought of, his delicate face was slightly red, and the roots of his ears began to heat up.

Gritting her teeth, she moved closer to Gu Huai, and could even feel the man's scorching breath.

"Brother, I want you to feed me like this."