[pivot zero] pain

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"When I became the head of Mizuki, he died." Zhui Shengling suddenly turned his head to look at him.

However, Ryoji Piaomu laughed, and for the first time he didn't put on an indecent mask, "So we can't be together. Forever."

"What exactly do you want?" Mizuki Ryoji looked at Aisheng Ling who was silently hanging his head on the spot, maintaining the curvature of his mouth.

long silence.

"return……"

"What?" Mizuki Ryoji opened his eyes slightly in surprise.

"When you come back, you must tell me this story in more detail. It's an agreement like this!" Zhui Shengling raised his head suddenly, and the smile on his always cold face was quite wanton and relaxed, like the feeling of melting ice and snow, bringing Come the vitality of the tender green buds.

"Ahh..." Ryoji Piaomu looked at the direction where Ai Shengling left, and smiled self-deprecatingly after a long time, shook his head, and his voice disappeared in the empty corridor, "What a detailed story. Isn't it already finished?" ? Death is the end, right?"

"As long as you're alive, you can change the ending." Ryoji Mizuki leaned against the wall, put his hands in his pockets, and looked up at the white birds flying outside the window, "Really, it's so irritating."

……

The person who has been accompanying me in my dreams must be him.It doesn't matter if it isn't.This hateful liar must be punished.

Don't bother with everything else.Just like these scenery passing by in a hurry, they are not the kind of things that can be stopped.

Apart from that love, I have nothing else I can have.That is the most cherished thing that can never be discarded.

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chapter. Sixteen

Chapter.Sixteen World が End わ る Night に 【The Night of the End of the World】

Loving someone may be painful, but the happiness he gives me is also the greatest happiness in the world.

——Zhang Xiaoxian

In this world, the warmest thing is meeting you.

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"You obviously didn't remember anything, so you just ran over to save me. You know that you have lost your identity as a hunter forever, because you saved the most vicious vampire in history, killed a large number of fellow hunters, and destroyed the European branch. Department. Will be hunted down by all hunters.

Always so reckless. "

"Isn't it just restoring my memory? Those strange dreams are actually all memories. He keeps saying that he doesn't love him or not, but secretly does the exact opposite. Senior Jiulan is always so duplicity."

"That's not it. Except this time, I've never lied to you." Jiu Lanshu sat down against the tree, his face was pale but he smiled warmly, "The attribute of being tired from rubbing (meaning Tsundere) is not me. Yes. This time I will be the one to suffer, and it will be evened."

"What nonsense." Zhui Shengling squatted down and looked directly at Jiu Lanshu, "You were so injured that blood seeped out of your clothes, so why are you laughing. Is it so fun to be brave?"

"Anyway, you will bandage me." Jiu Lanshu smiled triumphantly.

Zhui Shengling rolled his eyes, impatiently but gently began to treat the wound, and continued to say, "Who will bandage you, you don't lack hands."

Jiu Lanshu didn't speak, just looked at Zhuo Shengling with a gentle smile.

"Nah Jiu Lanshu," the movement of his hands slowed down, Zhui Shengling said slowly, "Restore my memory."

"...Why?" The smile froze on his face, "Isn't it good that there is no pain like now?"

"If you knew, the ending would be different again." Jiu Lanshu lowered his eyes, held the bandaged hands on his body, put them on his lips, and felt the warm breath on the back of his hands, "And that unknown ending, It's starting to scare me."

"I... I swore that if I fall in love with you, I will never recover." Jiu Lanshu suddenly raised his head and looked at him in astonishment.

"Now, I am beyond redemption." Cone Shengling gently leaned forward, letting their foreheads touch, "So I thought, since I have to bear the eternal loneliness, then other punishments, too. There's nothing to be afraid of." The hands holding her suddenly tightened.

"zero……"

"No matter what kind of pain that memory will bring, I will not struggle anymore." Zhui Shengling stopped Jiu Lanshu's words, but his eyes never met him, "I don't want to give up anymore. In the end, I don't want to be alone anymore."

"The pain and joy of that memory, let me share it with you, Shu."

"...I won't leave you alone again." Snowflakes fell from the sky, feeling fluffy.Through the snow-covered pine tree branches, they can be seen embracing each other. "I'm just afraid to see your pain."

"Since when have you, who are always fearless, started to be afraid of this?" Occasionally, there was the sound of branches being broken by the snow, but everything was silent in this snow-capped forest.

"I'm afraid that my lover will suffer, and I'm afraid that he won't be able to love me. Why is this kind of ordinary, worrying about gain and loss in love, so strange?" Jiu Lanshu let go of his hand, and stroked Cone Shengling's face.

"That's a coincidence," Zhui Shengling smiled softly and beautifully, "I'm also afraid that after getting the memory, it will make the person I love suffer even more."

"Really?" Jiu Lanshu looked at Zhui Shengling obsessively, and smiled softly, "Then why persist?"

"Because in that way, even if the person I love is in pain, I can feel the same pain. I can feel that I can finally understand my lover. This will make me feel very happy." Zhuo Sheng zero tilted his head Touching and touching his hands, he always smiled gently, "I don't want any vows that have nothing to do with the happiness with you."

"Let me stay with you."

"...Heh..." Jiu Lanshu finally chuckled without hesitation, "With the blood that Miomu gave you, we can already change our destiny. Zero, what kind of ending do you want?"

"Drink these seven kinds of blood, and then live forever with endless regrets and sins; or let You Ji become an ordinary person and continue her happiness?" Zhui Shengling hugged Jiu Lanshu's neck and pulled it closer, laughing , "You've already made your choice, haven't you?"

"I like that place you like. Until the end, let's leave with our guilt. I want to be like this until the end."

"As you wish." Jiu Lanshu cupped Cone Shengling's face and pressed a kiss lightly, "Before the memory recovers, please answer me one more question."

"What?" Zhui Shengling closed his eyes and asked with a smile.

"Zui Shengling, are you willing to stay with me until the end?" Jiu Lanshu knelt on one knee, the blood was not wiped off, his clothes were draped over his shoulders, and cotton-like snow fell on him.he asked with a very serious and earnest expression.

"..." Zhui Shengling chuckled, closed his eyes and hugged Jiu Lanshu, groping to kiss him, "I love you."

"I love you."

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Cone Health Zero's body was depleted faster than imagined.Slowly, he could no longer run wildly with him in the forest, walk side by side on the grassland with him, and couldn't get up again.

At this time, Jiu Lanshu would gently wrap him in a blanket, hold him and sit under the newly planted apricot tree, and whisper to him that the two huskies made the rabbit tremble with fright again. The silver-blue fish fry they stocked in the middle of the day have now become a huge family, and he built a small bridge on the hillside they frequent, so that foxes can cross when spring comes, and such trivial things.

Cone Shengling often listens with a smile and does not speak.Later, he became more and more lethargic.The waking hours of the day become minimal.Jiu Lanshu still hugged him, and sometimes said those little things softly, but more often he just hugged him and sat silently under the eaves for an afternoon.

When the thick snow finally began to melt, the cherry blossoms gradually showed signs of budding.Zhui Shengling suddenly became energetic, hooked Jiu Lanshu's little finger, smiled and said that he wanted to listen to the song he played to him that year.

Jiu Lanshu picked him up, let him sit on the piano chair in front of the window, and then sat beside him, and began to play very seriously.Cone Shengling closed his eyes and listened very carefully, with a smile on his lips.

"I don't know why, but I suddenly couldn't sleep." Zhui Shengling leaned his head on Jiu Lanshu's shoulder, his voice was low and hoarse, "I'm afraid that tomorrow I won't be able to see you again. I'm so scared."

"Hey, Shu, have we lived happily these years? Have we loved each other well like lovers?"

"Yeah." Jiu Lanshu nodded earnestly, tears accumulated in the corners of his eyes, but never fell, "We have worked hard to love each other. We have also worked hard to achieve happiness. So...don't be afraid anymore It's gone. You and I don't have to be afraid of tomorrow anymore."

"Hey...that's great." Coni Shengling smiled with emotion, "Do you know why I used to be so attached to Yuki?"

"It's not because she's cute and strong. It's just because she was the first to tell me that she wanted to protect me. It's not a weak thread, nor is it the lovely Yuuki. Said to protect."

"Want to be loved. Even if it's just one person, give a small part. Want to be loved."

"I'm such a humble person."

"Shu, it's great to be in love with you."

Cone Shengling raised his head and smiled slightly at him.More and more smiles, the smiles that only bloom in front of Jiu Lanshu, are clean and beautiful, like drops of water that bloom under the warm sun when the ice and snow melt,

"I have never regretted the things I did to you, zero, and I have never been afraid of the future where I fell in love with you but could never stay together. That day, the day I played the piano, the day I fell in love with you, was my In a long life with no one to accompany, the most memorable happiness." Very slowly, he said to his lover softly.

"I love you, Zero."

"So, even if the sun can't rise again tomorrow, I will never let you be alone. I will not let the punishment of eternal loneliness come true."

"No matter where and when, I will love you. So, don't be alone anymore."

Zhui Shengling stretched out a little finger to hook Jiu Lanshu's little finger, and said with a smile, "That's the agreement, those who haven't finished will swallow a thousand needles."

"Yes," Jiu Lanshu agreed with a smile, but tears fell down.

"zero."

"what?"

"zero."

"……Um?"

"zero."

"..."

No more reply.

Really, there is no need to see tomorrow anymore.If so, would you still be afraid?

Sleep peacefully.I hope that after waking up again, no matter what kind of life you and I will have, we will still meet and then fall in love.

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