Not every woman will use her most precious youth to wait.

But the fact is - Gu Huaijin has decided so.

Her heart was mixed, partly because she blamed Lu Lanqing for leaving without saying goodbye, and partly because she still had expectations for her.Like them, she couldn't believe that Lu Lanqing would do such a hurtful thing.

Because of love, I complain, and because of love, I choose to wait.

No matter how compassionate Gu Huaijin is, it can't change the fact that she was indirectly abandoned.She could guess half of Lu Lanqing's thoughts, thinking that she would be fine when she returned to Gu's house.But that's just what Lu Lanqing thinks, not what Gu Huaijin herself wants.

Feelings are not afraid of suffering, but they are afraid of not having the determination to go on together.The oppression of life, the pressure of the family, the burden of the economy... There is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, as long as you trust each other and accompany each other hand in hand, what is there to be afraid of?

Although the idea is good, the reality is cruel.Thinking about it, not everyone can persevere. Those who have gone through eight or ten years of emotional long-distance running have been with each other for so many years, how many of them really walked into the palace hand in hand?

Gu Huaijin didn't want to think about it anymore, but it was just annoyance. When she turned off the light and lay down, she habitually moved a little to the side, trying to leave a space for Lu Lanqing, who was sleeping late.But just after moving, she suddenly realized that Lu Lanqing was no longer by her side.Gu Huaijin gathered the quilt, and the vacant bed was still empty...

The habits accumulated over time in getting along have become a part of life. If you want to get rid of them, it may take double or even triple the time.

After Ding Rushui was sent back, he ran back home without stopping, and before he could take off his shoes, he shouted, "Rurun, I'm late, did you cook something yourself first, are you not hungry?"

"The food is warmed in the rice cooker, you can take it out and eat it yourself."

Looking up at the sound, Ding Rushui saw Ding Rurun standing by the guardrail on the second floor, with one hand casually resting on the guardrail, looking down at himself.

Ding Rurun's eyes dodged slightly, and he smoothed his temple hair to hide his averted eyes, but the sound of hurried footsteps was hard to ignore.Her heart beats like a drum, and Shui Shui's recent behavior has caused her indelible harm. It is precisely because she loves her that she remains indifferent when unable to face her cruelty.

Turning his back, Ding Rurun closed his eyes and waited for her violent attack. Unexpectedly, Ding Rushui's gentle hug greeted her, and the heartstrings that she had finally stabilized were provoked.

"Rurun, if one day you suddenly disappeared from my life, would I still be that me?" Ding Rushui buried her head deep in her neck, and said in a muffled voice, Lu Lanqing left Gu Huaijin, she In one day, they were different, and the brilliance in the past was no longer... She actually wanted to pretend that Lu Lanqing had never appeared before. The appearance of this kind of thought was only realized by how painful Lu Lanqing was hurt?

Ding Rurun stretched out his hands to cover her hands around his waist, but he couldn't complete the movement. He turned his head stiffly, "We will be separated sooner or later. You have your life, and I have mine."

"But I don't want to..."

"When my parents wake up, I will go abroad for further studies. The school has already been contacted. As for the future, it is still unknown." Ding Rurun broke free from Ding Rushui's arms, and passed her side as if nothing had happened, and was very impressed with her. Fright turns a blind eye.

"Do you want me to be the second Gu Huaijin? Lan Qing disappeared without a sound. Do you know how fragile Gu Huaijin has become?" Ding Rushui turned around abruptly and roared at the indifferent back. Indifference is the biggest blow to Ding Rushui.

Ding Rurun gripped her hands tightly where she couldn't see, and felt no pain when her fingers were embedded in her palms, "They are in love, but we are not. The essence is different, how can you become the second Gu Huaijin?"

"You...do you really have no love for me?"

"No."

Ding Rushui's dying struggle received a fatal blow, and Ding Rurun's light answer cut her to pieces, as if she offered her heart with joy, but was discarded and trampled on without pity.

That being the case, should she withdraw rationally?After thinking about it, some things are not so easy to do.

After such an encounter, the relationship between Ding Rurun and Ding Rushui has dropped to freezing point. They live under the same roof but are no different from passers-by, acting as the most familiar strangers.

After Ye Yiran left the Gu family, she used her family connections to cast a net to search for news about Lu Lanqing. I don't know if someone deliberately destroyed the clues and evidence, and the information that was given back to Ye Yiran was useless.

Manpower and financial resources were all spent, but nothing was gained. Lu Lanqing really seemed to have evaporated from the world.

Gu Huaijin even locked herself in her room all day long, her face was getting thinner day by day, how could it be that Ye Yiran didn't feel distressed?

She held an old notebook and kept flipping through it, sliding her fingertips over the writing on the white paper, Gu Huaijin's face was extremely gentle.Lu Lanqing gave Ye Yiran the review materials at the beginning, and then asked her to copy a copy for herself, thinking that she would not know, but Lu Lanqing herself was kept in the dark.What fell into her hands was Lu Lanqing's own handwriting, and Ye Yiran was the one she copied.Yiran is so close to herself, how can she really hide everything from herself, her cleverness has long been seen through by myself.

After flipping through a lot, the notebook became a little loose. Gu Huaijin rummaged through boxes and chests to find glue to re-solidify it, and took care of it like a treasure, for fear that he would accidentally tear even half of the paper.

"Xiao Jin, come out, mom has something to talk to you about."

"Okay, right away." Said "right away", Gu Huaijin glued the notebook in a leisurely manner, took the bookmark and put it in the page he repaired, and then got up and went out after placing it neatly, "Mom .”

"Come and sit." Mother Gu patted the sofa beside her, seeing her daughter's haggardness, her eyes loosened a bit.

"Ah."

"School is about to start, do you have any plans?"

Gu Huaijin said without thinking, "I want to minor in psychology."

"Psychology? I don't think it's suitable for self-medication."

"I know." She didn't want to rule herself, but wanted to know more about Lu Lanqing's situation, so that she could get closer to her, and maybe she could untie the knot she caused in the future?

"I have always had no objection to what you decide." Gu's mother tapped the armrest of the sofa rhythmically with her five fingers, her expression serious, "But do you need to take a break from school? I don't think your condition is suitable for school."

"No, I can."

Gu Huaijin's firmness made Gu's mother no longer insist. Although she is a dictator, she is not stubborn. At this moment, it is the best policy to follow Gu Huaijin's wishes.She was afraid that Gu Huaijin would make other mistakes under her care, she didn't want to get involved with her only precious daughter because of her temper, it wasn't worth it.

"That's nothing else, I'll go back to my room first."

"Ah."

Gu Huaijin is occasionally depressed, and occasionally spends her days immersed in missing Lu Lanqing.Fortunately, Ye Yiran often came to accompany her, so that she would not be isolated from the outside world for too long.Without Gu Huaijin's knowledge, Ye Yiran asked about his relationship with Lu Lanqing, for example: Picking up.But the result is still disappointing.Today she made an appointment with another acquaintance - Jia Tingxi, so after accompanying Gu Huaijin, Ye Yiran rushed to the appointment place impatiently.

Jia Tingxi stood in front of the table for two and waved to Ye Yiran. Since they were acquaintances, they also greeted Ye Yiran without formality, "I ordered double skin milk for you, I remember correctly, right?"

"No, thank you." Ye Yiran sat down and got to the point, "We've known each other for so long, so I'll just say it straight, so as not to waste time by beating around the bush."

"it is good."

"Is there any news about Lu Lanqing?"

Jia Tingxi had already expected that she asked him out because she wanted to get Lu Lanqing's news out of him, so he had planned a countermeasure early on.Jia Tingxi opened his eyes wide and asked in puzzlement, "What's wrong with Lan Qing? I've been busy with my family business recently, so I don't know how to separate myself. Didn't we go well when we met before?"

Another hope was shattered, Ye Yiran's eyes dimmed, "She left without a word, no one knows her whereabouts, we are almost going crazy."

"Don't worry too much, she knows how to measure. Let's find out her whereabouts together. Two people are better than one."

"Thank you, remember to contact me as soon as you have news about her."

"it is good."

Ye Yiran knew that Jia Tingxi was busy, otherwise she wouldn't have come to see her in formal attire, so she didn't intend to delay him for too long, after a brief exchange of greetings, she stood up to say goodbye.But before she could stand still, she was pulled by an external force, and then pulled into a soft embrace. The owner of the embrace asked in a low voice, "Who is he?"

After Lu Gu returned to China, he didn't know that there was such a person as Jia Tingxi. She worked so hard to drive away the flies around Ye Yiran, why was there still one caught?Why does her Xiaoran smile so heartily at him?

"Lu Gu!" Ye Yiran pushed Lu Gu away, turned around and apologized to Jia Tingxi, "I'm sorry, she is my friend, she has no malicious intentions."

"It's okay, she didn't do anything to me, maybe it's just a misunderstanding. You guys talk, I have something urgent, so I'll go first."

"Okay, call next time."

"Ah."

Watching Jia Tingxi leave, Ye Yiran packed up and prepared to leave, but she was pulled back by Lu Gu before she took a few steps. Before she could reprimand Lu Gu for his rudeness, she smiled and said, "I'm still I haven't eaten, can I treat you to dinner?"

"No, no time."

"You have time to eat dessert with him, why don't you have time to eat with me. Let's go, I invite you."

"Lu Gu!" Ye Yiran called her full name again, showing that her patience was exhausted, "I've been very busy recently, so don't make trouble for me."

The raised corners of his mouth remained unchanged, Lu Gu was unmoved by her reprimand, as if nothing had happened, "Then tell me who he is, and I won't pester you anymore, I promise."

"A high school classmate, ask him something."

"Oh."

Ye Yiran is too lazy to continue entangled with her. Now that Lu Lanqing has no whereabouts, she has no time to waste on her. How could she know that as soon as she left Lu Gu, she blatantly followed him, "Didn't you promise me just now?" ?”

Lu Gu brazenly played language games with Ye Yiran, "Yes, I promised not to pester you, but I didn't say I couldn't follow you."

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like