In the same boat with the son

Young master Zhu has been clinging to the witch doctor for a while, and the witch doctor was bored and even a little irritable at the beginning, but now he can ignore it.In fact, the witch doctor also thought about rejecting him at first, especially when Young Master Zhu was ignorant of picking up vegetables for him, picking up his clothes, playing with his pen, ink, and talismans, the witch doctor couldn't understand this kind of unreasonable behavior. matter.

The witch doctor said that this was a serious violation of his personal space and freedom, but when he wanted to have an attack, or Young Master Zhu would look at him with a pair of dark eyes, and his appearance was very innocent, as if he was Said, actually I didn’t do anything, it’s natural, it’s not a big deal, it’s just your nervousness; or when the witch doctor questioned him, he would never be able to connect to the violent brain circuit of the witch doctor, he would just act like he was normal, and then Never see the real emotions and intentions in your expressions and words, just accept the most direct and simple things.

The witch doctor knew it was just a kind of pure kindness, a very simple show of favor, and let him have a real attack, but he couldn't bear it or felt it was unnecessary, especially when facing those innocent and dark eyes, so he became It has become the current default brown sugar mode.

So it was like this, and it was time for Lin Xiujiao to confess.

That night, Young Master Zhu quietly watched the witch doctor concocting cinnabar and grinding it carefully, and felt that the witch doctor's posture was very beautiful and gentle.After the cinnabar was adjusted, the witch doctor made talisman seals there, and the incomprehensible characters and symbols were carefully written on it with cinnabar. With each stroke, red and yellow colors overlapped there, and the witch doctor's slender Fingers and unexposed wrists were flowing there, and the dim candlelight smudged all of these beautifully. For a moment, Young Master Zhu was fascinated by it again.

Uncle Zhu has seen the appearance of Young Master Zhu too much, he either despises it or ignores it; but when making talisman seals, he has to be careful, so he just ignores it.When it was about the same time, it was already late at night, and the night outside the window was very dark and thick.

When Shudu put away his things, he took it as a sign to drive someone away.But Young Master Zhu was still motionless, sitting there in a daze.Shudu tapped his knuckles on the case and said impatiently, "Hey, I said you idiot, you should go back to sleep."

Young master Zhu seemed to wake up from his own wandering mind, but a suspicious blush slowly appeared on his face.Seeing his appearance, Shudu must be Sichun again, but contacting his recent posture, thinking that the object of Sichun might be himself, he couldn't help but want to roll him up like a rag and throw him into the tenth place. Thousands of miles away.

Young Master Zhu twisted his fingers, hesitated for a while, as if he had finally summoned up his courage, he raised his head, exuding an awe-inspiring aura of immortality, "Witch doctor, I like you, you and me, okay! After finishing speaking, his face turned redder as if lack of oxygen.

The witch doctor sneered slightly, "I said, little idiot, did I express any intention to you?" The witch doctor suddenly felt very ashamed and annoyed, and didn't want to say anything, shook his sleeves, and left first .Only Young Master Zhu was left sitting there stunned. He hadn't recovered yet, as if he was very sad, and his heart was as heavy as a boulder, but he also seemed to take it for granted. The witch doctor had never expressed it to himself. It's the kind of meaning that tends to favor a little bit.

Young master Zhu felt that he didn't want to say a word to anyone right now, so he staggered and ignored the servant who was still guarding outside, and went straight back to his room, covered himself with a quilt and rested.But I couldn’t fall asleep anyway, and looked at the dark night with my eyes open, as if I was going to reflect on something for the first time because of the frustrations and frustrations of life, and it seemed that I couldn’t think about anything, my head was like a ball, It just hangs there heavily.

Young master Zhu didn't know when he fell asleep, but when he woke up, the sun was high and his head was still groggy, and he didn't have breakfast with Lin Xiu and the others.Lin Xiu knew this from Zhu Dana who was guarding the door last night, so he came over to see if Young Master Zhu was okay after he woke up.

After young master Zhu saw Lin Xiu, he didn't express much expression, neither sad nor angry, "Ah Xiu, I confessed my love to the witch doctor last night, and the witch doctor said he didn't mean anything to me. Actually I also know that the witch doctor doesn't like me, I know it all, but when I hear it, I don't know why my heart is still so heavy."

Lin Xiu touched Young Master Zhu's head, feeling very guilty in his heart, thinking about what to say to make Young Master Zhu give up, it's not irreversible now, in the future Mrs Zhu will find him a beautiful woman, get married and have children, I think he should will also be very satisfied.But I didn't think about what to say, so I just heard Young Master Zhu say, "Ah Xiu, you're right, the witch doctor might like me, maybe he wouldn't like me. Now that the witch doctor says he doesn't like me, I have to work harder and do better than before, it’s only such a short time, and I can’t give up because of this expected small setback.”

Lin Xiu's hands paused, and he looked at him in surprise, as if it was the first time he had seen him face up to difficulties, and wanted to say that the level of the evildoer was too high, you can't handle it, but there was something in his words In the heavy dark eyes, he couldn't speak anymore, so he had to answer in an obscure voice.

For the rest of the days, Young Master Zhu became more dutiful and quiet when facing the witch doctor, carefully doing all the trivial things he could do, and never making noises whenever he had the chance, and was very calm all the time. Quiet.Until the night when the witch doctor finished the ceremony for Lin Xiu, young master Zhu found the witch doctor and said weakly, "Witch doctor, you helped Lin Xiu finish the ceremony, maybe we are leaving."

The witch doctor snorted softly, "Leave, is there anyone who wants to keep you!"

"you you..."

"What's wrong with me?" Uncle Du frivolously picked up Young Master Zhu's chin, "Don't you still expect me to keep you with me? I've done this to you, don't you give up?!" He laughed mockingly .

Suddenly, Young Master Zhu felt very hurt. He gave such sincerity, but it was worthless, and he was insulted like this. He opened Shudu's hand angrily, "Really?! You already wish I could leave sooner. is it?"

Young master Zhu fixed his eyes on the witch doctor, as if he had exhausted all the cruelty in his life, and seemed to be filled with unspeakable grievances and resentment, hating himself for being treated like this, "I know I'm not smart enough, and I'm not pretty enough, you all think I'm an idiot! So what if I like you?! Can you laugh at me like this if you like you? Who made you look so beautiful, and you need to look so beautiful? Come out to show off! It has hooked my heart, and I just feel disgusted!"

"I think I have seen through you. Your heart is made of that cold and hard stone, and you can't even cover it. I will leave today, and I will leave now! From now on, I will only stay far away from you. I don’t want to get in your way! Just treat it as my fate, and meeting you is just my destiny!” After finishing speaking, Young Master Zhu quickly ran out of the small courtyard, facing the night outside without thinking. to run.

I think it was because of the hopeless sense of hopelessness after leaving and the enthusiasm of not responding at all, which made young master Zhu vent suddenly.

Zhu Da stood guard outside, almost dying of anxiety, and quickly asked Zhu Er to inform Lin Xiu that he would go after the young master Zhu himself.If something goes wrong, Mrs. Zhu can eat them raw!Lin Xiu was shocked and regretful when he learned about it. He thought that he didn't hate him so much. If he insisted on seducing Ah Ran, he wouldn't make it like this. He thought he had never been so sad and intense.

Lin Xiu asked Lu Qiu and Zhu Er to put away their things quickly, and said goodbye to Shudu. Shudu seemed a little surprised and dazed, but he didn't say much in the end.The two said their goodbyes, and Zhu Er learned from some other servants who lived elsewhere that Zhu Da persuaded Young Master Zhu to stop him, and now the gate of the city has been closed, so he rested at the servants' place.

There is also a separate courtyard rented by Zhu Da, it is not very big, but it is not too difficult to make do for one night.Lin Xiu found Aran, and saw that the lights in the room had been turned off, and it was pitch black. Lu Qiu lit a thin candle, and the faint light only illuminated a small circle.

Seeing the quilt bulging into a ball, Lin Xiu patted the quilt lightly, and called out, "Aran?" Young Master Zhu lifted the quilt, and the bed was already wet.Staring at the red eyes, he threw himself on Lin Xiu and burst into tears.Lin Xiu didn't know what to comfort, so he could only pat Young Master Zhu, and he didn't know if it would be useful to comfort him casually.After spending the whole night with Young Master Zhu like this, the two of them fell asleep indiscriminately at some point.

On the second day, Lin Xiu and Young Master Zhu were sitting in the same carriage. Both of them didn't sleep well, and they were a little tired.Lin Xiu was still racking his brains, thinking about what to say.After thinking about it, he said some of the most insipid words, "Aran, when I go back, I will find a beautiful and virtuous woman to marry and have children, and I will be very happy. Marriage cannot be forced, even if you are as honorable as the emperor, you can't be satisfied. Even if you are a commoner, you may spend your whole life with your sweetheart. Moreover, the witch doctor rejected you, which means that he is not the one you were destined for. Why bother to dwell on the wrong past. The world is so big, the person who should go Always go, there will always be people who should come.”

Young Master Zhu lifted his drooping head slightly and looked at Lin Xiu, "Ah Xiu, don't comfort me. I think I should understand that such an outstanding person as Huang Shudu must look down on me. Without knowledge, without Courage, no family background, not beautiful enough, but more secular copper smell. I know I am delusional. But I still can't help being sad, why do you think I am so stupid, why do I want to mess with this kind of person What? It’s just to make people sad.”

"But I still can't control myself. I wonder if a worldly person like me will be easily obsessed with such an unremarkable person? It doesn't matter if he is a goblin or a fairy, he has no scruples about using himself as a sacrifice." , but it only provokes disgust. I would do anything for him, but he doesn't need it."

"What if you meet someone else again? With an empty heart, if you meet anyone, you will be who you are, but once you put it on, it will be difficult to fill it up again. If you have to force someone else , this heart must be broken."

Lin Xiu couldn't help being a little stunned, and he couldn't help being infected with this unspeakable sourness. He listened quietly to what Aran said for a long, long time, as if there were a lot of words in it, and it seemed like Very quiet, so quiet that the heart is empty.