In the same boat with the son

Go west out of Luoyang, walk along Wuguan Pass and Lantian Pass, and leave Hangu Pass on the side. Because I have two children with me, the carriages and horses are traveling slowly and wobbly all the way.But as long as you pass Wuguan, such as Lantian, the road will be much easier.But for children, seeing the steep Shaoxi Mountain, the narrow plank road and the bottomless abyss is more novelty and amazement.It is already early winter, and the sight is full of desolation, which makes it even more strange.

When he traveled to Gaoling in Beidi County in less than a month, Ada's little heart was full of dissatisfaction with the housekeeper, Grandpa Li. There is no yellow sand, long rivers and yen, and there are no beautiful and delicious grapes here.However, this really cannot be blamed on Li Bo, the housekeeper. The county government in the North used to be farther north. Later, because of the Qiang harassing the border, in the sixth year of Yonghe, that is, eight years ago, Ma Xian, the general who conquered the west, was defeated and killed by the Qiang. Ma Xian The fall of a generation of famous generals who made great achievements in battle shocked the whole country, so Beidi County moved from Fuping County (now located in Ningxia) to Gaoling, which is less than a hundred miles away from Chang'an.

In winter, Gaoling City takes on the color of gray tiles, and the whole city is covered with a layer of biting cold air.Looking from a distance, the three archery towers on the city gate stand upright, standing in the vast wilderness, which is somewhat rough.Because Li Wei's letter did not detail Fu Ming's situation, when Fu Ming found Feng Dai's mansion, Feng Dai still didn't know about it.Ah Ru and A Da were already exhausted, A Da dozed off little by little in Fu Ming's arms, and A Ru was dragged by Fu Ming, dragging his steps, his head was biting little by little, wishing he could fall to the ground It's better to fall asleep.

Seeing that it was inconvenient for Fu Ming to take two children with him on weekdays, Li Wei arranged for a young man to help. This time it was a hired carriage, and the young man took the carriage to park and packed his luggage.When Feng Dai heard the butler's report, he was surprised and delighted for a moment. When he ran out, he saw Fu Ming dragging and hugging him. It seemed that he had been waiting for a long time.Feng Dai felt in his heart that this scene was like a husband whose wife took a child from home to go to another place to become an official. He felt very warm for a while, and everything, heart, life, and plot seemed to be complete.But this is just a thought.

Feng Dai is about four years younger than Fu Ming, and has never married. Normally, at this age, he should have married a wife and had children, but Feng Dai is not the eldest son of the family, and he has been away for many years. Just let it go.Feng Dai picked up Ah Ru. Although the child had been bred to be more fleshy and not as thin as before, it was still quite light to hold.Ah Ru opened his eyes and saw that it was Feng Dai, and said hello uncle, feeling very comfortable, and he didn't have to worry about falling, so he simply fell asleep on Feng Dai's shoulder.

Seeing that the two children were asleep, Feng Dai took them to the guest room first.Putting the two children on the bed, Ada rolled into his brother's arms consciously, and Aru also hugged Ada naturally.Fu Ming had to pack some important things first, and let the child sleep for a while.Feng Dai suddenly felt that he had nothing to do, so he lit the candlestick and sat on the couch.One by one oil candles danced with dim flames, reflecting the figure of Fu Ming packing up his things.

Fu Ming's hair was not tied up, but tied up in a bun with a hairpin.On the road, his hair was a little looser, reflecting the candlelight, and following Fu Ming's figure swaying, Feng Dai couldn't say anything, but he thought it was beautiful, that figure, that curve, that swaying figure and the candlelight, The loose strands of hair swayed so heavily that they just wanted people to reach out and hold them. Feng Dai was a little crazy for a while.

After Fu Ming cleaned up, more than half an hour had passed, and seeing Feng Dai still sitting there stupidly, his eyes were a little dazed, and there was an indescribable strange feeling, but if there was something, Fu Ming thought it shouldn't be .After waking up the child, Ada was still so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, so he reached out to hug him, but Fu Ming had no choice but to hug him.Ah Ru was also very sleepy and couldn't get up, but thinking that he was an older brother, he could only struggle on the bed, but before he succeeded, he fell into a thicker and stronger chest. In an instant, what Ah Ru thought of was , It feels good to have parents.

It is a very painful thing for a child to get up without waking up. It feels like the whole world is heavy, unable to open his eyes, and his head seems to be constantly pumping and stirring.This may be the case for not waking up, but the process of not waking up for children is much longer and more painful than that of adults.So the two adults watched the two eating like chickens pecking rice, but Ah Ru was older and better than Ah Ru.

Ada was only a little over two years old, and Fu Ming was used to taking care of him on weekdays, and he never cared about Aru. Feng Dai took care of Ada, picked up vegetables for him, and prevented his face from falling into the bowl.Ah Ru looked like he was about to fall asleep, but in the end he was taken aback, and looked around blankly, seeing Uncle Feng taking care of him, he really woke up for a while.Feeling very embarrassed, he scratched his face, and obediently ate by himself.

Looking at the two children, Feng Dai thought it was fun, and couldn't help asking, "Ah Ru, do you and Ada still want another mother?"

Ah Ru was stunned for a moment when he heard this question, and looked at Feng Dai suspiciously. When A Da heard the word mother, he immediately opened his eyes. Feng Dai thought it was funny seeing A Da's appearance, and asked the question again. again.Ah Ru seemed to be caught in the memory of her mother, and she didn't make a sound for a while, while A Da shook her head and replied flatly, "I don't want another woman to be my mother."

When Feng Dai heard it, his heart turned cold. It seems that children are very repulsed by others to interfere in their lives. Before his heart sank to the bottom, he heard Ada continue to say in that waxy childlike voice, "Abba is our mother. Well, we can find another person to be our daddy. Because if daddy is mommy, we don’t mind if daddy takes the place of mommy. If we find another person to be daddy, daddy can take care of us more, And my father is still there, if I find someone else to be my father, I won't take my father's place."

Feng Dai was stunned by the logic of Ada's godfather for a while!My mother is gone, so I can only allow my father to be my mother, no one can be my mother; because my father is still there, I can find someone to be my father, so that my father can take care of them more!Wasn't this little bastard born under the care of a goblin? !

Fu Ming heard Ada say these words, but he didn't take it to heart. Anyway, this kid is always like this, so it's not surprising.Wipe his mouth carefully, and let him open his mouth to feed again.When Ah Ru heard what his younger brother said, he turned his head for a while, and felt that what his younger brother said was super reasonable, so he agreed, "Yes, there is no need to find someone to be our mother, and find someone to be our mother." Dad can."

Hearing the words of the two children, Feng Dai felt that his heart was going to float for a while, but he should never release his emotions too early in the conversation with Ada, otherwise there would always be a risk of choking to death halfway. De Ada said again, "Uncle Bag, do you want to be our father?"

Fu Ming heard that the youngest son's words were out of line, and lightly scolded, "Ada, don't talk nonsense, your father is always your father, how could you become your father, how could Uncle Feng be your father! Yes, remember not to call him Uncle Bag, but Uncle Feng."

Ah Ru's eyes lit up when he heard his younger brother's question, and he blinked at Feng Dai, as if he was waiting for Feng Dai's affirmative answer, but he didn't take his father's words to heart; After scolding, I was very dissatisfied, but I didn't dare to confront my father, so I could only whisper to myself, "Why would you ask such a question if you don't want to be our father?"

Hearing little Ada's muttering, Feng Dai suddenly felt that he had become an ignorant and transparent person, but suddenly he felt that he couldn't deny it in front of the child, or the child would really think so in his heart. It's hard.If you admit it like a child, after the child thinks it is like this in his heart, it will happen naturally.

Thinking of this, Feng Dai secretly winked at A Ru and nodded. A Ru's eyes lit up a little more when he saw Feng Dai like this, and he acknowledged Feng Dai's status as a prospective father in his heart, thinking If he doesn't want to walk in the future, Feng Dai will hold him, or Feng Dai will buy him food and play, and he can enjoy it all.

After a meal, I can finally pack up and rest, but the two children became more and more excited. Children are always excited by new gadgets, let alone such a great thing in their opinion.But Fu Ming was exhausted all the way, and he had to take care of two children. After he came back, he had to pack his things again.

Seeing Fu Ming like this, Feng Dai suggested that he take the two children with him, let him go to bed first, and bring them back to him when the two children are tired.Hearing this, Fu Ming felt that it was not good to disturb Feng Dai's peace. Feng Dai still has his own business to do with you. The two children seemed to see his doubts. Ada raised his head and obediently responded, " Dad, we will be obedient and won't cause trouble for Uncle Bag."

As soon as Feng Dai heard what Ada said, a bad premonition arose in his heart, but thinking about it, this child who was only over two years old must be up to something, so he reassured himself.Fu Ming heard it, and had no choice but to do so, it was only one night, and nothing would happen.

After Fu Ming packed up and rested, Feng Dai went to the study with a child in his arms. Seeing Feng Dai like this, Ah Ru immediately became more determined to let Feng Dai be his father, because if Feng Dai was his father, even if When there is only one person, Feng Dai can also hug two, instead of ignoring himself because he has to take care of his younger brother.Ah Ru feels that he is here with Feng Dai, and he has once again enjoyed the treatment he once had when his younger brother was not born. Ask for a hug from your father, but don't act like a baby to your father.Once there is such a person who can make him act like a baby, and return to the carefree childhood without pretending to be sensible, Ah Ru feels that there is no better thing for Feng Dai to be his father.

All the way back to the study, the air outside was very cold, the housekeeper had already ordered someone to light candles and take care of the study.Feng Dai put the two children around the stove in front of the desk, and rubbed their frozen red faces.Feng Dai opened some letters that needed to be dealt with, and dealt with some important government affairs.Now that winter has entered, we must always strengthen our precautions. When the winter and spring change, when the green and yellow are not harvested, Qianghu's grain reserves are almost exhausted, so we must be more vigilant.

In fact, after the defeat and death of General Ma Xian in Lian County in the north, as the county government moved inward, most of the Hu Qiang, Xianbei, and Hun tribes have been mixed, and it has become a place for Hu and Qiang to graze. Therefore, it is located in Lingzhou and other places in the south of Lian County. , but we must be more vigilant, and we must not make any mistakes.News came from Luoyang that Empress Dowager Liang's condition was getting worse and worse. Although Liang's arrogance is now in full swing, after Empress Dowager Liang left, her concentration will slow down.Opening the letter again, Li Wei had already returned to Yingchuan, and he didn't know what he would do on weekdays, so it must have been a waste of time.Thinking of Fu Ming's arrival with Li Wei's letter and his unknowing and cautious look, I think it's a little funny and a little distressed at the same time.Li Huang didn't say anything clearly, making himself flustered.

Feeling a little tired, he rubbed his temples, and saw that the two children were really sitting in front of his desk obediently, grasping the edge of the desk with both hands, very quiet, thinking that Fu Ming often took care of them while dealing with business like this, so Make it a habit to be so well-behaved.

Seeing that Feng Dai was resting, Ada asked softly, "Uncle Bag, have you finished your business?"

Seeing his cautious appearance, Feng Dai thought it was cute, and rubbed his head, "It's over, what do you want?"

"Uncle Bag, do you like my dad?"

As soon as Ah Ru heard that Ada asked the key question, his ears seemed to be pricked up. Feng Dai didn't know what to say. Why was this little bastard so direct and so unreasonable, so he nodded.

Ada snorted triumphantly, "I knew it", and rubbed against Aru's chest again, "But my dad likes people who are gentle, soft, and virtuous, like my grandma."

Feng Dai heard it, and suddenly a black line floated across, dare to love this little bastard, it means that you are not my father's favorite type!Ada continued, "My dad is the best in the world. He is gentle, smart, and good-looking. He is the best for me and my brother."

Hearing what Ada said, Ah Ru nodded, and comforted, "Uncle Feng, you're fine too." Faced with a little devil like Ada, Feng Dai suddenly felt that Ah Ru was like a little angel.

When Feng Dai finished handling the matter, it was a bit late, Ada rubbed his eyes, "Uncle Bag, please send me and brother back. If you treat us well in the future, Dad will definitely like you. "

Listening to Feng Dai, he felt that this little devil was a little cunning.But he didn't know that this was little Ada's true thoughts. He remembered that the uncle gave him and his elder brother a purse last time. Although his father didn't say anything, he was very grateful to that uncle.In fact, what Ada said was right, Fu Ming would definitely have a good impression of Fu Ming's two apexes, but I don't know how far this kind of favor is from what Feng Dai wanted.

When the two little children were sent back to the room, Fu Ming was already sound asleep. Feng Dai couldn't bear to wake him up, so he moved lightly, without even lighting the candles, and gently placed the two children beside Fu Ming.The two children couldn't help pecking at the rice on the way back, and fell into a deep sleep as soon as they touched the bed.

Feng Dai looked at Fu Ming's sleepy eyes under the cold white moonlight, they were a little pale, and there was still a little blue in his eyes, he must be exhausted.I couldn't help but stroke Fu Ming's face lightly, and wiped the blue halo under his eyes with my thumb.This look of always smiling gently on weekdays is faintly exhausted, and I don't know how much life has been borne.This person seems to be like a soft and inflexible branch, easily disturbing his heart, but he cannot be easily broken.Feng Dai stole a kiss on the light-colored lips, and then left, but he didn't know that Fu Ming had already woken up.

Single fathers are very sensitive to their children, and they can feel their children when they are around them. At first, they were a little confused. When Feng Dai wiped his eyes with his fingers, Fu Ming woke up.But if he woke up at this time, thinking that the two of them must be embarrassed, they continued to pretend to be asleep, and ended up being kissed secretly.Fu Ming was shocked, but no matter how he thought about it, he couldn't figure out why Feng Dai thought of him this way. He was the father of two children, not young, not beautiful, rich and powerful.But this is already a fact, and it is meaningless to think about why.Fu Ming thought that he absolutely could not accept Feng Dai, it would not last long, and it would not be good for his children, not to mention that he had never thought about it before, for a while, Fu Ming only felt that he was going to toss and turn again, not knowing what to do is good.

The author has something to say:

Why does Feng Dai's character seem to deviate from my pre-set, dizzy. . .