In the same boat with the son

Maybe many things, just because they can't see through, cowardice and avoidance, they toss and turn in the world of mortals, entangled in thousands of intestines, and finally end up with a sigh or full of resentment.When you are in an environment that doesn't belong to you, and you don't have enough courage, wisdom and capital, how can you be brave and choose? If fate is tossing only ordinary people, then who can escape?

It is said that when Zhang Rang went to look for Emperor Huan after returning to the palace, it was already dark, and there were no people in the corridors of the palace. It was very quiet, and the whole night palace was slightly depressed.Arriving at the gate of the palace, there was no servant guarding the gate, Zhang Rangben imagined going straight in as usual, but he couldn't help hesitating when he thought of something.This time, I heard a panting female voice coming from inside, and Zhang Rang was a little dazed for a while, although this is normal, I can't be so stupid as to imagine what an emperor would do because he was an eunuch, but he was bumped into a live erotic palace by himself, bitter , Resigned to fate, I don't know what emotions are still in my heart, but it is constantly boiling, and it feels like my head is a little bit stuck.

I don't know how long I was in a daze, and when I came back to my senses and wanted to leave, I just turned around, but when I heard the heavy creaking sound when the door opened, I couldn't help turning my head, and it was Deng Guiren and the close woman beside him who came out. serve.Deng Guiren's clothes and hair were still in a messy bun, and his face was still flushed, which was very dazzling, and even more heart-piercing.Zhang Rang quickly retreated to the side and bowed to salute.I only heard a female voice sneering, "Hey, I know who this is, it turns out to be Eunuch Zhang, I don't know what kind of corner you are guarding here, this is really embarrassing for Bengong——"

Zhang Rang lowered his head even lower, "I dare not!"

"Hmph, there are things you dare not do in this palace!" After speaking, he spat bitterly and left, and the maid beside him gave Zhang Rang a hard look, and then left bitterly.Zhang Rang only felt that his head was even more confused, and he didn't want to stay here for a moment, and he left and returned to his own residence, but he even forgot why he found this place.

In fact, Zhang Rang should be clear in his heart, that person needs to win over Deng Guiren, raise one up, step down one, and the Liang family can't get angry; women's jealousy is terrible, Queen Liang is not an ordinary person, how can she tolerate it? Under Deng Guiren's arrogance, she is the real sister of the Queen Mother Liang and Liang Ji-such a quiet method can achieve the greatest differentiation effect, isn't it the method of that person!Zhang Rang thought that he should understand, but he didn't understand, some things are the same regardless of men and women, how could only women have that terrible jealousy!Because of this, he didn't understand the bitterness in his heart, so he just thought it was unreasonable to come, and he had to force himself to suppress the bitter bubble.

And Zhang Shuo's hawk-like lackeys followed him much less than usual, and there was only the slightly chubby little fat man left on weekdays.The little fat man's name is Huang Shan, and he is the grandson of Huang Xiang's concubine. Huang Qiong, the great farmer, is his uncle. Others wink and live.

Generally, scholars from famous families are unwilling to associate with eunuchs, thinking that their identity is humiliated, but Zhang Shuo is the younger brother of Zhang Rang, a famous man in front of the Holy Majesty. Zhong was so aggrieved that he didn't care about anyone with shame, so he sent the most unpopular bastard to Zhang Shuo and asked him to make friends with him.Huang Shan's father's idea is very naughty, if it is good, Huang Shan is also a member of Huang's family, he wants to get some convenience, if it is bad, or is ridiculed by others, it can be said that Huang Shan is just a grandson of a concubine , It is not considered to insult the identity of the direct descendant.

Huang Shan was still young at that time and didn't know much about it, but he knew that although Zhang Shuo sometimes had a bad temper, he actually treated him very well.Maybe Huang Shan was born in a famous family, even though he is only a bastard, maybe Huang Shan is really simple and has no evil intentions, Zhang Shuo regards him as his own, and takes him with him for food, drink and entertainment , although sometimes fierce, but also treat him sincerely, will not look down on him, despise him.And Huang Shan is really that kind of innocent and one-sided kid, although he is a little cowardly, but after he believes that Zhang Shuo treats him well, he will reciprocate the sincerity he got.

Recently, Zhang Shuo was in a bad mood, and he kept hanging around some wineries and buildings. The little fat man tried to persuade him, but he couldn't persuade him at all. I couldn't say a few words.Although the little fat man didn't like to go to those places, he couldn't leave Zhang Shuo there alone, so he could just stay there quietly and accompany him quietly. The little fat man felt stupid.

On this day, Zhang Shuo went to Chunqiufang to find wine and food, and then took the little fat man to the Chunhua Pavilion at Liuxiang, Huajie. The whole atmosphere is full of indulgence and indulgence.The little fat man still couldn't bear this kind of atmosphere, and he couldn't help tensing up every time he came, as if he would be eaten, although every time the two of them just listened to ditties and flirted with girls.

This time Zhang Shuo was even more irritable than before, he was so drunk that the servants around him couldn't control him, so the little fat man had no choice but to send Zhang Shuo back to the mansion.Zhang Shuo's father was in his hometown in Yingchuan, so he sent Zhang Shuo to the capital, hoping that Zhang Rang would look up to him and hope that he would be better off than at home.Zhang Rang usually takes care of Zhang Shuo when he has time, but when he was favored by Emperor Huan, Emperor Huan didn't have much time to let him come back. Can't enter and leave the palace at will, and Zhang Shuo is left unattended most of the time.

The Zhang mansion was much sparser than before, with fewer people walking around, and there were no elders and hostesses, so the mansion was very quiet for a while.Except for the flickering yellowish wind lanterns hanging on the edge of the corridor, the surroundings were stained a little black.The little fat man helped Zhang Shuo back to his room and tidied up for him, but Zhang Shuo was still talking nonsense and moving around, as if awake for a while and drunk for a while.The little fat man is a little tired, his head is empty and dizzy. It is true that he does not pay attention to exercise, is gluttonous and weak, which is why his physical fitness is so bad.

Looking at Shuo's face under the lamp, the drunken look seemed to lose some of the usual gloominess and more of the innocence of a pampered child.Zhang Shuo's appearance was also good-looking, Zhang Rang was born so beautiful, and his younger brother was not bad-looking, but he was usually a bit arrogant and arrogant, which made people ignore him.

But the little fat man is different from ordinary people. He found out that Zhang Shuo is good-looking early in the morning, and he also thinks that Zhang Shuo is very gentle. Although he looks fierce, he is still very kind to him. Also not really angry with myself.

Thinking of so many things at once, the little fat man couldn't help being a little crazy. Although Zhang Shuo didn't say anything, he knew that he must be worried about his brother.He said before that his family sent his brother to the palace because of poor conditions. No matter how others laughed at him from behind, pointed at his back and made irresponsible remarks, his brother always treated him very well. What qualifications do people have to say about his brother!

The little fat man felt a lot of worry and distress in his heart, and couldn't help touching Zhang Shuo's face with his hand.Just when he was about to take his hand away, Zhang Shuo grabbed it. There was a gleam of light in his eyes, and the little fat man felt weak and guilty for a moment.Zhang Shuo is like a person who has drunk too much, his hands are quite strong, the corners of his mouth are curved into an upward arc, his eyes are shining brightly, as if he is very awake, but it is different from usual, "Little fat man, are you Do you like me?" The little fat man seemed to be stunned when he heard Zhang Shuo's question, he didn't know how to react, he just looked at Zhang Shuo foolishly.

As soon as Zhang Shuo pushed the little fat man down on the bed, he pressed down on his body, raised his chin with his hand, and asked impatiently, "Ah?!"

The little fat man seemed to be stunned, unable to think of anything, but nodded instinctively.Zhang Shuo snorted both happily and contemptuously. He lowered his body and sucked the little fat man's soft lips. The little fat man felt his head was more muddled and dizzy.

Zhang Shuo pulled the little fat man's hand and put it under his own. The little fat man only felt that the thing was already very hard. He was ashamed and surprised at the same time. Thinking of the fragrance of love in the Chunhua Pavilion, Zhang Shuo drank a lot for a while. Alcohol is normal.Zhang Shuo pulled open his shirt and brought in the little fat man's hand. The little fat man's hand was fleshy and soft. It was very comfortable for a while, and he couldn't help rubbing it, but he was still very dissatisfied.Turning over, hugging the little fat man in his arms, wiped the little fat man's mouth with his finger, leaned into the little fat man's ear and coaxed, "Can you use this to get it out for me?!"

Although the little fat man has never done this for others, but he hangs out with that group of people on weekdays, has never eaten pork and seen pigs running, so he knows what's going on.Zhang Shuo didn't think there was anything wrong with making such a request, but when he thought of how he would touch Zhang Shuo's place with his mouth, his face immediately flushed with crimson blush, which seemed a bit cute.Zhang Shuo rubbed the little fat man again, and rubbed his mouth against the side of the fat man's face and ears, as if begging.The little fat man suddenly softened his heart, and couldn't help but want to answer Zhang Shuo's request, but he was a little shy.In the end, I slowly rubbed down to the bottom, covered it with my mouth, and licked like I knew it, but it was a bit out of order and very random.

Zhang Shuo looked at the little fat man's white and slightly chubby face, the pink tongue, and the wet touch, and was very emotional for a moment, feeling a little more affection for the little fat man in his heart.But for some reason, I suddenly thought that my elder brother served other men like this, and a lot of resentment and resentment surged in my heart. I somehow felt that the little fat man was actually the son of a dignified and dignified family, and gave birth to some The thrill of a weird revenge.But even though there were a lot of emotions in his heart, the body's reaction was very direct and simple. Although the little fat man's skills were not very good, looking at the little fat man's appearance, Zhang Shuo himself didn't think much about why he was so excited.It leaked out shortly after.As soon as the emotional tide receded, without the grinding impatience, my body and mood quickly fell to the bottom, as if I was very tired, so I sent the little fat man back home, and even said a word of personal or physical contact Not even a second glance.

The little fat man's excitement was instantly as if he had been splashed with a ladle of ice water. He felt a little lost and sad, but he didn't know why he was sad. Obviously nothing happened to hurt him.But he still covered Zhang Shuo with a quilt carefully, put out the candle and closed the door, and left in the night.