In the same boat with the son

Lin Xiu put on his clothes, put on a thick cloak, and closed the door. No matter how the temperature in the room is always higher than outside, it will not be like cooling down in the ice and snow when he comes back.Walking to the window of Zhao Jin's room and taking a peek, Zhao Su was hanging around Zhao Jin like an octopus. After thinking about it, he still didn't ask Zhao Jin to accompany him. If nothing happened, wouldn't it disturb their good sleep.

Squeaking open the courtyard door, a chill hit, mixed with a faint cold fragrance, it was hard to smell after getting used to it, probably because of the initial convection of the temperature to capture the subtle smell in the air.A thick layer of snow has fallen, and the sky is still floating quietly. The snow reflects light, and the sky is not so dark.

A black shadow fell on the side of the road outside the courtyard, motionless, Lin Xiu wanted to turn back to the house, but felt that he had come out again, but letting himself go there felt too scary and weird, who knew what it was; turning back Pulling the latch, the snorting sound of the horse suddenly became more intense. If there is a horse, it may be a person. If this person is left alone, he will definitely freeze to death in the snow.If it is a matter of life, perhaps many other emotions, such as fear, fatigue, and disgust, are far from being established.

Lin Xiu still walked over, stepping on the snow layer, there was a wonderful slight depression, and then it condensed and became firm again, making a slight squeezing sound.It must be because of fear, that's why Lin Xiu felt his heart beating so fast, and wanted to turn back at the next step; but that subtle obsession gently hooked his heart, and he felt that he was sure I had a fever, so I did such unreasonable things in the middle of the night.

When you are afraid or repelled, you always think that the road is so long and things are so difficult. When you look back and find that it is actually very simple and worthwhile, then this must be something you are worth doing or should do; when You look back and feel so worthless and empty. Maybe next time, you should ask yourself whether you still want to do such boring things.

However, many times, we are all led by a subtle obsession, knowing that what we are waiting for is the result of emptiness, but we still cannot help such monotonous repetition, as if falling into an addiction, just to prove our fragility, Unbearable hours of not being able to justify yourself, and then repeatedly falling into the chase of a little bit of lust and excitement, and then just withering.

This time, when he saw the people on the ground, Lin Xiu was sure that he should be excited, but the distance was actually so short that he couldn't help laughing at his timidity.The man on the ground had pale and dry lips, closed eyes, frowning, slightly disheveled hair, still stained with snow; his frowning expression was like frowning his own emotions, frowning his own pain, fear, cowardice, etc. All the emotions that I don’t want to have, and then I think that the tight expression can increase the density of the face or body, so that it is solid enough, solid enough to bear all the sufferings of life or fate like a boulder.

As if for the first time, Lin Xiu felt so clearly that he was already in a different world; in this world, some people need to sell their bodies, some can be playboys, and some can live in seclusion and seek what they get for themselves; but all people, In this world, you need to constantly tighten yourself, tighten your body, tighten your personality, and tighten your existence, so that you can increase the density of your existence and be able to bear the burden of this life and the world. blow.

As for Lin Xiu, it was the first time he realized his foreign body sensation, he was loose, like a soft piece, wherever time, space and fate threw him, crawling on his corner was enough for him to wriggle complacently.You don’t need to think about food, clothing, and ways out, you only need to think about learning all the time, and personality, if you think it exists, it will protect your consciousness safely, if it doesn’t exist, you just need to roll it up and store it .

Maybe there is a person, when you meet him, you will feel that your time is stretched, and then your thoughts and consciousness, like the snowflakes in this winter, pour into this heart chaotically, as simple as there are only right and wrong in the world .Lin Xiu thought, this is a person who makes him feel that time has been stretched. This person is very handsome, very hard, wearing armor, oozing blood, and then fell from his horse in front of his house.Although it may not be possible to understand what such a person means.

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Oozing blood? !Lin Xiu was speechless at his flash, and when he came back to his senses, his arm had already passed under the man's body, and he wanted to help him up.The feeling was too heavy, but when I turned around, I found that the man had already woken up after being flipped. He opened his eyes and stared at Lin Xiu like a falcon; I fainted, and my body seemed to become sticky and heavy, and I couldn't throw it away.

After finally dragging the man to his room, he still called Zhao Jin cruelly from the warm bed.When Zhao Jin saw the man, his eyes flickered, and he pretended to be nonchalant.He helped boil the hot water and unarmed the man.Lin Xiu looked at Zhao Jin's familiarity with the car, and felt that Zhao Jin was not easy, but he also felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't figure out why.

Zhao Jin carefully instructed that the hot water should be left after use, and if you want to bring a quilt, where Lin Xiu is going to sleep at night; presumably, he didn't want to show more flaws, so he deliberately stimulated Lin Xiu to send him away, Lin Xiu That's what he wanted.He picked up the towel and wiped the man's face and hands. The wound had stopped bleeding, so he didn't move. Lin Xiu thought he wouldn't know how to deal with it.After a lot of tossing, the drowsiness was already raging, Lin Xiu lay down next to the man in his clothes and quickly fell asleep.

The next day the man woke up early, looking at the face covered with strands of black hair; in retrospect, it should be the man he saw last night, the hair was like a hair, without a bun, against the color of snow, ignorant of the night light, his body The shape is like a chip, and the steps are shaky, which is indescribably moving.Maybe beautiful things are always easy for people to get close to or let go of their guard, so there is such a scene of strangers sleeping together on the couch, which is not very scientific; but things that are originally related to people cannot be judged scientifically, let alone mixed. It is mixed with emotions, brain waves or hormones that people are not aware of.

When Lin Xiu woke up, there was nothing around him; Lin Xiu couldn't help feeling suddenly, could it be that it was really an adventure on a snowy night; but seeing the traces of the mess that was cleaned up last night, he couldn't help wondering, it couldn't be, it was clearly a living person, so it was nothing Supernatural events, besides, supernatural events are usually beautiful women; when I wake up, I can't help but get angry, who is this, and ran away without a sound, I really thought I was a gust of wind, and disappeared without a trace .In fact, it should be said objectively, maybe others will be in a hurry, or there are many possibilities, but Lin Xiu is indeed arrogant about the emotions he can't put in.

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In the first year of Jiankang, Emperor Shun died, and Emperor Shun's son succeeded him as Emperor Chong; more than half a year later, in the first year of Yongxi, Emperor Chong died before he was three years old.When Lin Xiu graduated in three years, Qu Boyan asked about his aspirations. Lin Xiu respectfully replied: "The country is in turmoil at this time, and students can't do it alone, but even a leaf in the turbulent sea can't help the people of the world. We just try to do what we can."

Qu Boyan sighed, "As a teacher, I also know your nature; Yi said, heaven and earth are closed, and sages hide themselves. Although they are not as good as the great sages of ancient times, they also understand that things in the world cannot be forced. Then what are your plans in the future?"

Lin Xiu hesitated and said, "The student didn't think about it well, but his thinking and experience are still shallow, and what he learned is only on paper, so he has to travel around to sharpen himself; I hope you can teach me."

Qu Boyan caressed his white beard slowly, "I'm more than a hundred years old now, and I have serious internal worries. Foreign relatives dominate the power, eunuchs are in power, and the royal family is sidelined. This will inevitably lead to conquests from all directions, and the power will grow and decline. If this is the case, internal friction will be serious. It is really worrying to be ready for a hundred years. In the past, Emperor Wu tried to keep our family safe and stable for hundreds of years, but he also relieved the worries of the bustling people seeking fame and fortune. Personal fate can only be counted. It cannot be forced, and it is difficult to find the fate of the world, but it can only be obeyed. The world is dark and yellow, the universe is prehistoric, and all things have prosperity and decline, ups and downs, and there is no need to be too sad. The world is like white clouds and dogs, only suffering All the people and common people drifting with the tide. As a teacher, I only hope that you have a heart of kindness, and do not do anything against your will within your reach."

Lin Xiu admired him from the bottom of his heart, and was amazed by his deep thinking, and sighed at his helplessness and open-mindedness in the troubled times.The situation in his family is getting better day by day, and the Guo family no longer brews wine by himself on weekdays.Now Lin Xiu bids farewell to his teacher, and the Guo family has personally brewed a lot of wine of various colors, asking Lin Xiu to respect his teacher.When parting, Qu Boyan took out a greeting card, "Mr. Li Huang, the prefect of Shu County, has some friendship with me now; Li Huang is a man of fortitude and determination, who can rule the Qingming, can guard the border with martial arts, and can rule the people with civility. Please hold this obeisance." Post, I think it can look at me a little bit." Lin Xiu thanked his teacher.

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Lin Xiu bid farewell to his teacher, returned home, and discussed with his mother about traveling and paying homage to him, fearing that Mrs. Guo would not let him go, and worrying about his mother's well-being.Mrs. Guo sternly said: "Mr. Qu's kindness to you is as high as a mountain, and he has shown you a way to help the common people. My mother also believes that you can make a difference. My mother is now in good health. , you don’t need to worry too much, after you feel stable again, you can also take your mother to your side. If you ignore the virtues of heaven for your mother, your mother will feel even more disturbed.”

Lin Xiu thought over and over again that Shu County has been a safe place to live in since ancient times, but now living in a corner of Jiexiu is not a long-term plan; first, he went to Shu County to seek development, and some of his husbands paid homage to him. County is also a good strategy.Knowing that Lin Xiu is going to Shu County, Young Master Zhu is eager to follow, but Lin Xiu's return date is not yet fixed, Young Master Zhu's parents naturally do not allow him to mess around.Lin Xiu comforted Young Master Zhu and said, "You stay in Jiexiu, I still need your help with something very important."

Young Master Zhu was very happy. When asked what was the matter, Lin Xiu discussed that when he left Jiexiu, Zhao Jin and his brothers would also follow him. Although they added a few more people later, they were not at ease.Now the newly opened shop in the family, although it is not large in scale, has a bright future. I hope that young master Zhu can jointly manage the remaining wine selling business and share the profits equally.Young Master Zhu doesn’t care much about money, but Lin Xiu especially emphasized that this is a major matter entrusted to him, and he very much hopes that he can help, and that he can often communicate with each other. Young Master Zhu thinks that his parents will not allow him to travel far away. He also accepted that he could contact Lin Xiu.

Although Young Master Zhu is favored at home, he is not the eldest son after all, he has several elder brothers, so he does not need to inherit and manage the family business.The parents were quite pleased when they saw that their youngest son was able to do something, even though they were making small troubles; they were also very satisfied with Lin Xiu, and hoped that their son would befriend him; therefore, they were also very helpful and helpful to Young Master Zhu. give pointers.

In the twinkling of an eye, it was March of peach blossoms, and Lin Xiu brought Zhao Jin and Zhao Su to Shu County, which is famous for Dujiangyan and known as the land of abundance.