Please don't bully plush toys

, let him hold his hand, but felt that his hand was still as strong as before.

Fan Qingzhi was sitting on the sofa downstairs watching TV, and when he saw us going downstairs holding hands, he smiled slightly: "Are you reconciled?"

Huo Ying also smiled: "Yes. Let's talk over there." I don't know what they talked about, and finally Huo Ying untied a necklace from his neck with a shiny silver object hanging on it. Give it to Fan Qingzhi, and then walk towards me.Fan Qingzhi seemed a little stunned, and then he chased after a few steps: "This thing is too precious, I can't take it." Huo Ying held my hand with one hand, held the gray parrot under his arm with the other, and shook his head : "You are obedient and keep it. But only for yourself to use it properly. You must not let other people in the Fan family see it, especially your uncle and your brother. Such things will easily bring disaster to them." He finally still That's how he pulled me out.

After getting in the car, I repeatedly asked him to drive safely and slowly.In the past, if I said these things naggingly, he would have waved them away impatiently, but now he just listened to me quietly, and replied in a good voice: "Well, I still want to live to protect my lover and beauty. What?" He packed a box lunch for takeaway on the way.The place he took me to was the apartment where we used to live together.

I haven't been back for several months, and the room looks a little deserted.I watched him heat up the takeaway in the microwave, then went to the kitchen to get the plate and started to eat, my eyes were sore.When he needed someone to take care of him the most, I couldn't do anything but watch him take care of himself.If I were still alive, I would definitely go to the supermarket to buy some good things and come back, make delicious and nutritious meals for him, and cook some pickles and fried walnuts for him to supplement.He doesn't need to make food by himself, I will definitely serve him directly on the bed and serve him to eat.After dinner, he texted someone to come and take the two coins away, and then he started watching TV as usual, and tapped his laptop twice on the sofa.Mr. Gray Parrot and I sat on the carpet and watched TV with him.Because he came back a little late, after waiting for two hours, it was almost ten o'clock, and he was still replying to emails.I went to the edge of the sofa and hugged his legs, telling him to go to bed and rest quickly, he can't sleep less than a minute now!

Huo Ying struggled a bit, but gave in and agreed to take a bath.As usual, I helped him get pajamas and new towels and put them in the bathroom, and turned on the faucet to turn on the hot water.Originally, I would also help him squeeze the toothpaste, but now such delicate work is too difficult for me, and I can't reach the height of the sink.He came out of the shower by himself, and the fleece cap had been taken off. I was surprised to find that his original black and lush hair had been shaved off, revealing his white scalp.Thinking that he was going to have surgery soon, I felt very uncomfortable.

After he lay down, he hugged me under the quilt, and said: "We will fly to City B the morning after tomorrow. Let's go out and have fun together tomorrow. How about going to the amusement park?" He never took me with him. I went out to play, and I knew he wanted to make it up to me, but I couldn't agree.His body just needs a rest, going out and playing will tire him out.

I said, "If you are free tomorrow, just give me a bath. It's been a long time since I took a bath." This time, I must be by his side. He must pay attention to cleanliness after the operation, so as not to be infected with any germs.I have been touched by many people and rolled in many places so dirty, and it is not good for his wound to be with him often after his operation.He said with some disappointment: "I'd be happy to give you a bath, but now you are the same naked or naked. It's nothing to watch. How can I raise my interest again?"

I vomited blood and said, "Why are you still thinking about this? Then I will be like this from now on. Do you want to reconsider whether to marry me?"

He laughed and said, "I can live a long life with a clean heart and few desires. After the operation, I can just cultivate my body and mind." He was silent for a while, and murmured: "There are many, many things I want to do. We have never traveled together before. After my surgery is done, I will take a one-month vacation to go to the European Mediterranean with you, and I will buy you an English travel conversation, and you must work hard to learn foreign languages ​​and memorize vocabulary from now on."

Seeing that he was a little sleepy, I hurriedly said, "Okay, go to sleep. We'll talk about it tomorrow morning."

But he was still talking brokenly: "I'll buy you a whole set of marker pens and watercolor pens. You can draw a lot of pictures when you go to Europe. I didn't take you out to eat, watch movies, or go shopping. , we will go together when I recover. Also, I will never allow you to associate with other people. It will not be like this in the future. After my operation is completed, we will move back together. You can invite your friends to come to play at home, no matter who it is It's okay..." He said a lot, after a while his voice gradually sank, and finally he fell asleep in a daze.I lay in his arms with a heavy heart, staring at his sleeping face intently.Huo Ying has never said such flattering and gentle words to me, which is not in line with his usual style, but he said so many beans tonight, which made me uneasy.He is not a nasty person, and it would be nice to have a few decent words of praise, not to mention some words of love.He behaved like this, as if he would never have the chance to tell me again, so he couldn't keep his words in his heart anymore, and had to vent them out.The words he said the most were "wait for me to recover", but he concealed his illness to such an extent, can he really be cured with a simple operation?

When it was still dark, I occasionally woke up from my sleep and saw a bluish fluorescent light in the room, and he was already leaning against the bed and looking at his laptop.I took a look at the alarm clock next to the bed, it was just 04:30!When did Huo Ying wake up?I angrily stopped him from looking at the computer, why is this person so ignorant of recuperation?It's almost surgery, why are you still working so hard?He held up the notebook so that I couldn't reach it: "Don't become more and more presumptuous and affect my work."

Work matters?I flapped my wings and jumped up and down on the bed to prevent him from continuing to play on the computer.He holds me down and pulls the other comforter on the bed, wrapping me up like a chicken wrap so I can't move, then folds the bottom half of the comforter and traps me completely in the comforter , thrown aside.He stayed on the computer until dawn, then used the coffee machine to go to the kitchen to get water, boiled some water to drink, and then let me go.I looked at this man angrily, he reached out and touched my head, I turned around decisively and walked away.Although he has shown that he likes me, he has long been used to standing high in front of me, and he still will not allow me to challenge his authority and do things against his will.

I went to the bathroom by myself and poured shower gel in the bathtub, then turned on the hot water switch, intending to bathe myself.Then I heard him close the bedroom door with a bang outside the bathroom, and I knew he was angry again.I soaked myself in the water, which was weird because the hot water penetrated directly into my body.I sat in the bathtub depressed and annoyed, why should I quarrel with him?In fact, I feel that most of it is my fault. After all, Huo Ying is used to the young master. I usually obey him like a subservient man. Now that he resists, he naturally feels uncomfortable.What's more, he is still sick, and he is inevitably irritable. I should obey him more.I thought that when I got out after washing, I would quickly apologize to him and subdue him, and make a small fuss to curry favor with him.

Not long after, I heard the sound of Huo Ying opening the bedroom door.I wanted to quickly get up from the bathtub to find him, but I tried hard and failed to stand up, but my waist suddenly jumped heavily, and I slid back into the water with a "plop".To make matters worse, I fell into the water face down. I had no way to climb out of the water, so I could only spread my wings and flap the water to struggle.Huo Ying heard the sound and asked strangely: "What's wrong with you?" He pushed open the door of the bathroom, saw me struggling, and came over to help me up from the water.As he approached me I could smell the strong smell of cigarettes in his mouth, he had just smoked.

When I got out of the water, I instinctively swung the water, but Huo Ying was splashed all over with water, I could only look at him apologetically.Then I saw what he had hastily put aside the tub when he came in: a box of sewing, a reddish-brown plush cloth, and a large piece of cotton batting.Seeing me looking at those things, he said, "That burnt spot behind you needs to be repaired. I just found it in the locker. Do you mind if I fix it for you?" His tone was sharp. Calm, I feel like a place in my heart has collapsed.His physical condition is so bad, but he is not thinking about himself, but thinking about me everywhere.I felt that I had gone too far just now, so I said blankly: "I'm sorry. I always mess around, trouble you, and I'm not considerate. I... I won't make you angry again in the future."

He shook his head: "I was really angry just now, but I was angry with myself. I obviously want to treat you better now, but I can't change it. I did it without thinking. Did I often Hands to you?"

I thought about it, when I first followed him for half a year, he was very harsh on me, thinking that I did not put things in the way he was used to, and beat me with a wire, although only some red marks were left.He was also very rude to me in bed, often making me unable to get up the next day.But I still stayed, because when he brought me into the apartment on the first day, I saw that the slippers, toothbrush cups, and bowls and chopsticks he bought were all in pairs.I'm happy to be able to use a pair with him.But he has a tendency to intensify.His most egregious moments came late that summer, when his Amazon parrot was still alive and undergoing a seasonal moult.He found a large parrot tail feather, tied my hand to the head of the bed, and inserted it into me.Although he was careful not to hurt me, I couldn't bear such humiliation.I really like him so I want to be with him, and I am desperate now.The next morning I got up early to make breakfast for him. I couldn’t stop crying while I was cooking. I regretted that I agreed to live with him so cheaply. I don’t know if it’s too late to regret it now.Since he doesn't like me so much, if I beg him after breakfast today, maybe he will let me go easily.When I turned around with the porridge in my hand, I found that he was leaning against the kitchen door and looking at me at some point. bowl.I wanted to serve him a new bowl, but he quickly took the bowl of porridge from my hand, and quickly ate all the breakfast on the table as if he didn't see it.

He wiped his mouth.Just as I was about to speak, his eyes froze and he said firmly to me, "No!" Then he went to work with his briefcase.He never mentioned it again after that.It's just that after that time, he didn't put any props in my body, and he didn't beat me anymore.For the next three-and-a-half years, his behavior was more similar to what he does now, and if there was something about me that upset him, he would go out of his way to make me miserable.It's just that during those six months, his power has grown so strong that I have been conscientiously daring not to resist him. No matter what he says, I will follow him.It wasn't until recently that I became a plush toy and lived outside alone for several months that I gradually learned to insist on my own ideas, not just obeying his words like before.

Seeing that I hesitated to answer, Huo Ying already got the answer in his heart.There was a deep sadness in his eyes, which made me not know how to comfort this person who hurt me.He turned around mechanically and wanted to go out, his back was thin and lonely, I didn't want him to blame himself like this.I quickly picked up a handful of water with my wings and splashed it on him. He turned to look at me, and I stretched out two wings to him, as if begging him to hug me.

He stood for a while, and finally came over slowly, and slowly reached out to hug me."It's heavy," he said.

I am now a plush toy, and my body is full of cotton. After absorbing water, it will inevitably become deformed and soft, and I feel weak all over my body.And because my body was full of water, it was extremely heavy, and I couldn't stand upright by myself.That's why I almost drowned in the bathtub just now.He looked at me, sighed and said, "Let me wash it for you."

He poured some shower gel on his hands, and gently rubbed the plush all over my body, and the snow-white foam swelled up, and soon I was rubbed into a snowball by him.Seeing that he hadn't spoken all the time, and that there was a thin frost-like sadness in his brows, I couldn't stop making him happy, so I dipped a big ball of foam with my wings and smeared it on his face.He also knew that I was deliberately teasing him, so he finally smiled.He said, "Tell me what you don't like about me in the future."

He washed me with foam three times before deciding to rinse me off with clean water.I soaked in the clear water pool for a long time before I was dragged out of the bathtub by him.I was lying on the ground with a big towel, my stomach was full of clear water, and I was still as immobile as a fat man.He pressed and pressed hard on me, and pinched my wings vigorously.He looked at my poopy face and asked, "Is it uncomfortable for you?" Of course it wasn't!Although I don't feel pain, but——

"You are lighter, you will be crushed by you."

"If you don't squeeze the water out, it will lose its shape when it dries."

He finally treated me to the point where I couldn't wring out the water. He smiled with satisfaction: "Now I'm going to put you outside to dry." After a while, when I was just half-dried in the sun--

Pa-pa-pa-he took a bamboo duster and slapped me, and asked me if I felt better?

"Don't hit me again."

"If you don't hit you, how can you stay soft?"

That's what I don't like about him.It doesn't matter what I want, he can do whatever he thinks is good.I said it was useless.His habit must be changed.But...but let’s forget it now, he is very happy now, and he is concentrating on "taking care of" me. I really can’t say anything to spoil his good interest. Let’s wait until later, and then slowly educate him when he recovers.Well, when he gets better...

Because I was basking outside on the balcony, he went to change my wet clothes and cheerfully moved a recliner to accompany me on the balcony, and talked to me: "Tell me, you like me where?"

I thought about it, what do I like about him?I complimented him sweetly and said, "I saw you look very handsome playing golf."

He nodded: "What else?" I continued to list his strengths: "When scolding others, he is majestic, he seems to know everything and can do everything, he can speak well in public, he can speak English well, he has watched many movies, I can also write programs."

He said, "I want to know what's good about me as a person and character?"

I said: "You are very good to your relatives and friends, and you will definitely do what you promised. In terms of character...in character..." He has a P advantage in his character, and his temper is extremely bad!I was thinking about how to dig out a little sesame-sized shining point. He lay on the rocking chair and looked at the sky and said, "Xiaofan, what if one day all the advantages of my ability are gone? At that time, you will still like me." Is it? What you just said about my human advantages are for others, not for you. I really treat you badly. My character is also very bad. Then what else can you like about me?" He For the first time, such an unconfident expression appeared on his face.

Zhou Wencheng once said that there are many sequelae of brain surgery, and the risk of surgery has a lot to do with the area of ​​the brain that is being operated on. There are many examples of some dangerous operations causing patients to lose their ability to move, speak, and remember. Countless.He was worried that he would get worse after surgery.Actually, I don't even know what I like about him.Maybe I was attracted by some of his advantages at the beginning, but now, what I like is just him.As long as he is alive, no matter what he becomes, I will always remember his best moments, and feel that he is as good as I saw him at the beginning.I said, "You will always be that way in my heart." He stopped talking and just continued to look at the sky.

He took me into the room as the sun started to set.My body is warm and soft, I turned around many times, it's so good, there is no deformation at all!Huo Ying's three meals are all takeaways on the phone, because the place has not been occupied for several months, and there is nothing to eat in the refrigerator.I have also seen that he is not physically strong enough to stand for a long time, and he cannot do any cooking work.I was walking back and forth in the room to move my limbs. After dinner, Huo Ying called me over and took out the needlework and plush cloth just now.I know he wants to sew me a tail, but I'm terrified of things like needles since the last time he pricked them with them, especially now that he's holding them!

I walked over bravely, closed my eyes, and lay on his lap.He had just torn off the medical tape while I was still soaking wet, exposing the charred cotton inside.He poked it with his hand curiously, and I said "ah", covered it with my wings, and stared at him angrily.He said: "I won't poke it anymore, I'll mend it for you now." He really didn't play with my butt any more, and seriously tore off a small amount of burnt cotton inside me, and stuffed some new cotton into it.He carefully cut off the scorched cloth on my place with scissors, then made gestures with a new plush cloth, and began to sew thinly.Although he is a man, his craftsmanship is really good. I feel that his stitches are delicate and even.He gradually closed the end of my tail and sewed up the tip of my tail.He moved on me for a long time before I heard him say, "Okay, see for yourself, does it look good?"

I got up, jumped on the ground, and turned a few more times, trying to look at my tail.The brown-red fluffy tail suits me very well, and the shape he made is also beautiful, dragging on the ground like a gorgeous skirt, which immediately gave me a bit of elegant temperament.I nodded and said I liked it very much.He didn't answer.I turned around and saw that he was holding his temples with his hands, and he was sitting on the sofa with his eyes closed and rubbing him gently.That complexion is very bad.I immediately forgot about the new tail, and went over to his calf and hugged him tightly, praying that he would be fine.

After a while he recovered, and said softly: "It's okay. Just now I stared at things for too long, I was a little dizzy. Just take a rest and take some medicine." He said so but didn't stand up, his face Looking at the clock on the wall, I asked me: "What time is it?" I waved my wings in front of his eyes worriedly. As if he didn't respond, I asked him: "Can your eyes see things?" ?” He shook his head: “It’s often like this now, and your eyes will blur when you feel dizzy. Just wait until the dizziness stops. What time is it now?”

"06:30." I replied, and then leaned into his arms, unable to say anything.He couldn't sleep at dawn, but now he was sleepy, and gradually he breathed evenly, and fell asleep on the sofa.I went to the bedroom and covered him with a thin quilt, wondering if he would feel better when he woke up?But he had just slept for half an hour when his damn cell phone rang a text message.He also bounced off the sofa with a quick reaction to answer the text message.I'm going crazy, I have to ask his phone unlock code, and he will be set to silent mode when he sleeps.

Then the doorbell rang, and Huo Ying went to open the door. When he walked back to the living room, he took a small beautiful velvet box and opened it to me. Inside was a pair of rings. Smooth and simple, engraved with the letters of our surnames.It turned out that he had been waiting for the ring that these two coins melted into today.He picked out the ring with my surname letter "L" engraved on the front and said to me: "You wear this first. When I recover from illness, we will go to Europe to buy a pair of diamonds." Then he put it on himself He picked up the ring with the "H" on the front, and looked at it happily for a while.I took the ring to look at my wings, and silently took it away and put it in my messenger bag.

Huo Ying looked at the ring on his finger over and over for a while, and said, "Now we are a real couple. By the way, I posted our wedding photo online three hours ago."

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☆、His mind is hard to guess

Fifteen hours later, Huo Ying was lying on a hospital bed in City B, and I was sitting on the bed beating his legs.At seven o'clock this morning, he took me and the gray parrot to City B by plane.My first flight experience was spent in the checked hold of an airplane.After the plane arrived in City B, a group of people around Huo Ying greeted the plane and carried us to the hospital.After arriving at the hospital, Huo Ying's condition suddenly deteriorated, and he kept shouting for pain and distress.

"Xiaofan, my calf seems to be cramping. It hurts so bad." Although he has a brain disease, it is wrong to treat his head and feet if he has a headache. He may also feel uncomfortable in other places. I quickly massaged him. his calf.

"Xiaofan, my waist seems to be a little twisted, it's very sore." I quickly rubbed his waist carefully.

"Xiaofan, now I feel that both legs are a little numb, so uncomfortable." I beat his legs quickly, from the thigh to the little ankle, and then from the little ankle to the thigh, back and forth repeatedly.After a while, I asked, "Are you feeling better?"

He lay there, nodded weakly, looked at me expectantly and said, "Now my legs feel much better. But why do I feel that my chest is also very stuffy, if only you could rub it."

Why does he have problems everywhere?I said, "You have been feeling unwell, call the doctor to check you carefully."

"Didn't the doctor just check it half an hour ago? There is no problem. I may have been lying down for too long. Let's try a massage first."

"Then you can call the professional nurse you invited in to give you a massage. I pressed it for a long time and you still haven't recovered."

He looked at me with sad eyes: "Do you dislike me now? Before I asked you to do anything, you would do your best for me. But now I ask you to press it a little, and you will be gone in a while." Impatient. I knew that you continued to be with me because you sympathized with me, and you don’t like me anymore.” I felt deeply guilty when he saw me, and I suggested this for the sake of his body .How can I not want to give him a massage, as long as his illness can get better, I am willing to do anything.People who are seriously ill are inevitably a little suspicious, and I can't have the same knowledge as him.So I moved my butt so that it was next to his chest and started rubbing his chest.

Huo Ying's eyes narrowed like a cat's. His eyes were originally beautiful almond eyes, but when he showed a very comfortable expression, his shape became more attractive. "A little bit more up, uh, now a little bit down, uh, nice." He directs me bluntly, swirling the tips of my wings around an area on his chest.I saw his bad intentions, so I pressed down hard on the little particle, and he let out a scream with a bit of panting, and finally stopped making trouble.

His current sleep is extremely irregular and messy. When he is tired, he closes his eyes and sleeps, sometimes only for ten minutes.Seeing that he had dozed off, I jumped off the bed, went to the cushion on the other side of the room and turned on the phone Zhou Wencheng gave me.Huo Ying just infused some suspending fluid to adjust his body today, and tomorrow he will be transferred to the observation room with sophisticated instruments for preoperative observation, so he cannot use his mobile phone from tomorrow on.I searched for the word "Huo Ying", and the screen was full of news headlines such as "Huo Ying, a wealthy man in C City, announced that he was gay, died in a car accident and still clings to love four months later".After Huo Ying posted the photo on his Weibo, it was retweeted nearly [-] times within three hours.He had the foresight to change the SIM card of the mobile phone in advance, otherwise his phone would have been blown up.

The photo that Huo Ying posted was obviously carefully PSed by him, using a photo of me that he secretly took at some time.We are wearing the same black suit and dress in the photo, leaning close to each other.Although some masters in the Weibo reply pointed out that the photo was PS, but this photo was posted by Huo Ying's own Weibo, and it was still reposted overwhelmingly.Just when this news spread wildly, Huo Ying and I got into a taxi and went straight to the airport to catch the earliest flight.In fact, I don't want to come out with him, because it will affect his company and his external image to some extent.I don't know how much behind-the-scenes efforts Huo Ying has made, but in short, the wording of the online reports is relatively polite and objective.

Since I won't be able to turn on my phone tomorrow, I want to call Zhou Wencheng today to report his safety.I dialed the number he had entered in the phone, and the notification tone beeped twice, and Fan Qingzhi's voice unexpectedly came from the other end: "Hello, hello. Who is this?"

I quickly replied: "It's me, Xiaofan." Fan Qingzhi continued to feed him twice, and hung up directly.It turns out that living people cannot hear my voice through the phone.I had no choice but to send a text message to Zhou Wencheng's cell phone instead: "I'm Xiaofan. I can't make a sound on the phone."

Fan Qingzhi replied: "So it was you. How are you doing now?"

I poked at the keypad of my phone: "Very good. When I enter the observation room tomorrow, I won't be able to use my phone anymore. Why are you using Zhou Wencheng's phone? Have you already confessed your love to him and he accepted you?"

"Well, this, confession is confession. He... he should be considered to accept me. It's just that the current development is not the same as I expected. Let's talk about it when you come back." I made a smiley face on the phone, Then I sent Huo Ying the photo of yesterday's dinner with barbecued pork and eel rice: "There is such a big bowl, a certain patient eats without any crumbs left, and he is in good health. Don't read it."

Five minutes later, the doctor made a ward round and brought in a nurse to examine and give Huo Ying an injection.In order to be alone with me, Huo Ying said that he needed absolute peace and quiet, and blocked all the bodyguards, assistants, and professional nursing staff he hired outside the ward.When the doctor asked him what he felt uncomfortable about, he shook his head all of a sudden, and he was in a very good state.It was the same when the doctors and nurses were there in the morning. He didn’t have a headache at all. As soon as the doctors and nurses left, he started to hum: “Xiaofan, I’m thirsty. And there’s an autumn mosquito in this room. Turn here, you can fan it quickly."

After the doctor finished the examination, he put a transparent plastic file bag on his bedside: "We have copied all your relevant medical records, and the originals will be kept by you. Mr. Huo, you really don't have any relatives in your operation. Can I sign your name? To be honest, your surgery is inherently risky. The location of the lesion dictates that the craniotomy must be performed, and some nerves must be cut to prevent deterioration. You should know that the success rate of this type of surgery is generally It’s about 60%, and it’s hard to say if there are any serious sequelae after the operation.” The doctor paused, carefully considering his words: “Your condition has also shown signs of rapid deterioration in the near future, and you should have surgery in June or July. The time for the best treatment has been missed now. Although you have already signed the guarantee with a friend, but in view of the high risk of this operation, we still want to ask you to notarize the entrusted guarantee relationship with the signatory. Please understand the difficulties of the hospital. "

Huo Ying nodded and said, "Then I'll invite a lawyer to notarize it this afternoon."

After the doctor left, Huo Ying lay on the bed and looked up at the ceiling with his eyes open, wondering what he was thinking.The success rate of general surgery is only 60%, and his condition is classified as particularly bad by the doctor. He must be very scared now.He suddenly spoke: "Xiaofan, why did you die? I didn't have anything to worry about at first. I broke up with you and left you property, and arranged your future life well. I don’t need to worry about you anymore. But what should I do now? You have become like this, if I die, who will take care of you in the future? How long can I take care of you? Where will you live in the future?” He prepared a passbook and Real estate, as well as the unfeeling breakup letter, in order to let me stop thinking about him.I lay quietly on his bedside, and put his hand on my cheek: "So you must live. Otherwise, I will have a miserable life in the future."

He went to the examination department at noon for the last brain CT before the operation.I sat on his hospital bed and played with my mobile phone, hehe, there is a scientific basis for Huo Ying's bad temper.Irritability and moodiness are all personality problems that brain disease may bring, so his attitude towards me is not too bad.I stretched, and occasionally glanced at the transparent file bag on the bedside table.I found that the top medical record in the file bag had a line of distorted symbols under each line of Chinese characters.This is Tibetan!The Chinese characters on that medical record read "Public Hospital of Chaya County, Tibetan Autonomous Region".My eyes suddenly widened.The time Huo Ying went to the hospital in Tibet ten years ago was to drive back to find me when there was a hailstorm. Later, the nurse in the hospital said that he was fine, so I was relieved.But what is the connection between that accident and his current illness?Why should it be submitted to the hospital where the operation is performed now?Could it be...?

I opened his medical record bag, poured out all the medical records and spread them on the bed to read one by one.That medical record in Tibetan is the earliest one.His symptoms in the car accident back then were only mild head injury and venous bleeding in the head. He was hospitalized for a month, but he recovered very well, and he was able to leave the hospital alive and kicking soon.But four months later, he often felt dizzy and nauseous. At first he thought it was just a cold or bad food. Later, he went to the hospital for examination and found that the brain had shown signs of brain atrophy.He has no such family medical history, it cannot be genetic, and the development of brain atrophy is also very consistent with the time of the car accident four months ago, so he was diagnosed as brain atrophy caused by the car accident.Since then, he has taken medicines to control his disease for nine years and has regular check-ups, but his disease still tends to develop slowly, until his disease deteriorated rapidly nearly a year ago.

When he returned to the ward after the examination, he saw a bed of medical records and a plush toy sitting in a daze.He sat down next to me and put his arms around me.He said: "It was you who caused me misfortune, so you have to pay me for the rest of your life. You can't refund or exchange it. You don't even think about leaving me or breaking up. Did you hear that?"

I circled myself, didn't look at him, just looked at the opposite wall, and took a deep breath: "So when you proposed to be with me, you actually wanted to take revenge on me, right? That's why you often treat me again." Beating and scolding, never gave me a good face."

He leaned over and put his cheek on my stomach: "May I apologize to you? Please listen to what I have to say. Part of the reason is true. If you didn't have to get out of the car, would I be worth going back to you? I did it voluntarily, and you saved me later, it wasn't your fault, but I can't help but blame you in my heart. I liked you when I picked you up, and no one is as stupid as you Yes, I obviously just took your money away and locked your bag in a cabinet that cannot be opened, but you didn't guard against me at all, and chirped happily like a bird along the way, and you believed what I said , peeling pineapple for me to eat, and stupidly fell asleep in my car.