Please don't bully plush toys

It's a nightmare, no matter how I shake you, you won't wake up.I was scared to death, afraid that something might happen to you.How should I explain to Huo Ying in the future? "

As soon as he mentioned Huo Ying, I immediately put Hui Hui to the back of my mind: "What about Huo Ying? How is his operation going? Is he still in the hospital?"

Zhou Wencheng turned my body from left to right, examined it carefully, and said, "I don't know, you have to be mentally prepared. I just received a call from Mr. Liu over there, saying that his condition has temporarily stabilized. Although there was an accident during the operation, the situation at that time was really dangerous, but fortunately, the chief surgeon had similar experience before and handled it better. However, the hospital once felt that the situation was not optimistic, and even issued a critical illness notice. The operation Since then, he has been closely observing in the ICU ward. Mr. Liu said that the brain waves and heart rate fluctuated severely just now, and the hospital issued another critical illness notice. Minister Wang, who was in charge of signing the guarantee for the operation, was frightened to death. No matter, the hospital will continue to rescue Minister Wang directly. Originally, the hospital advocated another operation for rescue, but after a while, Huo Ying's vital signs stabilized on his own, so now the hospital decided to recommend continuing to observe. In short, his condition is not Great, you have to be strong."

At least he's alive now, I breathed a sigh of relief.When I heard that Huo Ying's situation was so dangerous, my heart was in a mess. He must be fine.I walked around the room a few times, feeling myself shaking uncontrollably.I subconsciously grabbed the belt on my body, and suddenly sat down to see the ring that Huo Ying gave me.I opened the bag, and the phone and the coins Zhou Wencheng gave were still in the bag.But what about the ring?Why is the ring missing? !

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For those who don't understand, the author can explain this paragraph of brain hole.Maybe the author's expression is not very good.

Xiao Gong's illness was originally caused by a car accident ten years ago, and this knot has always been there.Therefore, it is reasonable for Xiao Shou to go back to the dream scene ten years ago to save Xiao Gong.

Hui Hui is the incarnation of Xiao Gong in the dream, this should be obvious.Of course, Hui Hui is an unconscious little Gong, he doesn't remember Xiao Shou.

Xiaoshou insisted on getting out of the car and left Xiaogong back then, which corresponds to Xiaoshou's death and leaving Xiaogong now.

Xiao Gong drove back to find Xiao Shou back then, and now Xiao Gong delayed the operation and wanted to die with Xiao Shou.

Xiao Gong encounters danger during the operation, corresponding to Xiao Gong encountering a car accident in the dream.

Huihui makes Xiaoshou forget that Xiaogong is with her because Huihui's subconscious mind thinks that Xiaogong is a human being and she is Xiaogong after death, so she makes Xiaoshou forget that Xiaogong is alive, Anxin and Xiaogong after death Gong lives in the world after death.

The terminus of the bus, of course, is death.Huihui originally wanted to take Xiaoshou to the terminal.But he didn't expect that the little red fox would show up and break his plan.

The little red fox showed Xiaoshou the way and helped him escape death with Xiaogong.In the future, the little red fox will ask them to repay the favor in reality.But the little red fox didn't appear in that world because of a dying state, so its way to the real world is different from the way Xiaogong and Shou go back.

Zhou Wencheng appeared in the dream in the form of voice, because he awakened the little shou in the dream in reality, so in the dream it was reflected in the dream to help the little shou point the last way.But Zhou Wencheng's favor does not need to be repaid in the future. Zhou Wencheng's help to Xiaoshou is what he should be, and there is a cause and effect, which will be discussed in the next chapter.

☆, amnesia

It's not that I don't remember that I gave the ring to the little red fox in my dream.But that was just a dream, how could it be real?Seeing that I kept looking through things with my small bag, Zhou Wencheng asked, "Did you lose something?" I nodded, "My ring is gone." Zhou Wencheng also helped me look through it, but still couldn't find it.He apologized: "Actually, when I went to the hospital to pick you up, you couldn't wake up. You didn't respond, and Huo Ying was dying. I was also very panicked. I accidentally dropped you to the ground. At that time, you Some coins fell out of the bag, so I just picked up a few and put them back. I didn’t know there was a ring in your bag, maybe I didn’t see it when it fell out. I’ll call the hospital to find it. If you can't find it, can I compensate you?"

I shook my head, because I think I gave it to someone else in a dream and lost it now, Zhou Wencheng cannot be blamed.I asked, "Can you take me back to the hospital? I want to be with him."

Zhou Wencheng was silent for a while, and he patted my head: "People from the Huo family at the hospital will contact me at any time to tell me the latest situation. If Huo Ying wakes up, he will definitely call me as soon as possible. Yours. Huo Ying was worried that if there was a problem with his operation, the situation in the hospital would become more chaotic, so he called me the day before the operation and asked me to bring you back." This wait is four days, but I am still very happy , because news came every day that Huo Ying's vital signs were stable and gradually getting stronger, and the electroencephalogram also showed that his brain function was normal.Of course, the real situation will not be determined until he himself wakes up.

I thought everything was going in the right direction.On the fifth day, after Zhou Wencheng had dinner, the phone rang at home.When Zhou Wencheng looked at the caller ID, he said excitedly, "It's Huo Ying's phone!" He pressed the speakerphone.Huo Ying finally woke up, I don't know what to say.As long as he wakes up, I only waited for a few days, but it felt like centuries.I quickly rushed to the phone. Although I couldn't talk on the phone, it was good to hear Huo Ying's voice.

Huo Ying's voice was still weak: "Hey, Wencheng. They just told me that you came to the hospital to see me, thank you."

Zhou Wencheng seemed to feel that Huo Ying's words were not quite right, his brows were a little wrinkled, and his expression was a little strange: "Well, of course I should visit you. Well, Xiaofan is here with me. Now he is fine, don't worry about it." .”

"I will miss him? Which green onion is he! If it weren't for him, I would have an operation?! Fortunately, my operation was successful and I am fine now, otherwise I would want him to be buried with him. Also, why did he come to you if he didn't stay at home? , I'm not bothering you. Tell him to come over and answer the phone. "

It was as if I was struck by lightning in an instant, why did Huo Ying speak like that?Who was the person who begged my forgiveness in bed the other day? !It's only been two days since he's gone back to his old ways? !Zhou Wencheng was also choked by him and almost speechless: "Well, Xiaofan can't talk on the phone. You, don't you remember that you called me to take him home and take care of him?"

"I called to ask you to take Xiaofan to your home to take care of?! Actually, alas...Wen Cheng, I have known you and Mo Yi since junior high school, so I don't want to hide my situation from you. I already did it when I woke up. After the examination, the doctor said that I have amnesia, that I don’t remember anything in the past few years. I don’t remember that I called you. But there is absolutely no way I said this! Wait, did I say that? What I want you to take him home is to give him a shot and send him to accompany me in case my operation fails?"

Zhou Wencheng rolled his eyes: "That's really not the case. Then what do you still remember about Xiaofan?"

"Isn't it just that I lived with him last month? Oh, I mean now I remember it was last month."

"Then do you still remember that Xiao Fan died in a car accident?"

"Please, I had brain surgery, but I'm not mentally retarded. You said just now that he was fine at your house, but you answered a phone call and he just died in a car accident?"

Zhou Wencheng was about to burst into tears: "Master Huo, you have amnesia now, I can't tell you clearly! How is your health now? Do you know when you can be discharged from the hospital?"

"I should be transferred back to City C as soon as possible. I don't remember many people and things now. You need to help me with the company's affairs. I have a large group of people standing around me every day, but I don't know who is good for them. Who is bad, I don’t know many people.”

"I will help you. Ask Qingzhi to visit you in City B tomorrow. You must have a trustworthy person by your side in this situation. Although I also want to visit you, I still have a daughter to take care of, and my family can't nobody."

Huo Ying made a surprised voice: "You have a daughter?! When was it born? Did I give you a meeting gift..."

I have no memory of what they said afterwards.Huo Ying is fine, but he has forgotten his feelings for me.He still remembers that there is a person like me, but he no longer remembers that he loved me deeply.

The days passed quickly, and the winter solstice was coming soon.The garden outside the Huo family's main house is already a chilling scene. Although there are many winter landscape plants in the garden, there is still a big difference between the unique frost color in winter and the fresh greenery in spring and summer.Under the cold moonlight, I was curled up in the quilt on the double bed alone, as if the body temperature of my lover still remained inside.He is currently entertaining guests in the hall, there are faint sounds of dance music and mixed voices, and it is estimated that he will not be able to come back to rest until very late.Seeing that Huo Ying has no tendency to recover his memory at all, he even has very little memory of me when he was alive, Zhou Wencheng and Fan Qingzhi really don't know how to explain my current situation to him.So I begged Zhou Wencheng to treat me as an ordinary plush toy and give it to Huo Ying. I can stay still and not talk for a while, as long as I stay by his side.I promised to stay with him forever, and I kept my promise like this.Huo Ying was very happy when he received me. He said: "It just so happens that this one can be with my gray parrot." So I saw the gray parrot again, and it turned out that Huo Ying brought it back from the hospital.But Huo Ying still liked me more, and put me on the bedside to sleep together.I flipped and jumped in his room to exercise during the day, and waited quietly for him to come back at night.

Huo Ying sleeps very late every day, and seeing him go out early and return late, my heart hurts like hell.Hearing that Huo Ying only stayed in the hospital for a week after the operation, he hurried back to the Huo family's main house to recover from his illness, and refused to live in the original apartment in the city center.He has not recovered from his illness, and he is accompanied by a large group of medical staff, and the apartment is too crowded.Secondly, he lost his memory for up to three years, and it is more at ease to return to a more familiar living environment.What's more, after he lost his memory, many people didn't remember many things. It was inevitable that some people would take the opportunity to fool him. As the master of the Huo family, it would be more appropriate for him to return to his family and sit in town.A lot of things in the company have also accumulated, although Zhou Wencheng, Mo Yi and Fan Qingzhi almost tried their best to help him, but after all, they can only play the drums, and he has managed to stabilize everything recently.News of his surgery has been blocked before, and the outside world will inevitably have some speculation and rumors about his physical condition.Therefore, he wanted to take advantage of the winter solstice to hold a dinner and invite celebrities from all walks of life to show off his good health and quell all kinds of rumors.

His body has not fully recovered, and he has lost his memory. He can't do anything with half the effort. He sleeps late every day, and he looks a little haggard.I hope he doesn't stay in the wee hours of the morning today, it's better to come back to sleep early.I also thought about finding an opportunity to speak in front of him and recognize him, but Huo Ying is really busy recently, and I really don't want to bother him with my own affairs.I figured, wait for a while before he gets familiar with the current affairs and then talk to him slowly.

The electronic clock had already indicated that it was one o'clock in the morning, and Huo Ying hadn't returned to the bedroom yet, so he should still be socializing downstairs.I couldn't sleep either, I just felt more and more distressed.The door of the bedroom opened suddenly, and I was just happy that Huo Ying finally came back, but the person who came in only opened the door with a narrow gap to get in, and then quickly closed the door.After he came in, he didn't turn on the light, but groped all the way to the bed, and actually lay down on the bed.I know he is definitely not Huo Ying, what is he trying to do?

Huo Ying came back after two o'clock. As soon as he opened the door, he noticed that there were other people in the dark room, and asked, "Is my bedroom so attractive to visit?" The lights were on overhead.Only then did I realize that the man who came in just now was already half undressed, and fell helplessly on the bed, looking at Huo Ying with watery eyes.I really feel sorry for him, but this person is too familiar!This is not a dream, is it?Why does this person look exactly the same as before I died?This is clearly me!Where did the goblin come from, and it turned into me? !

Huo Ying squinted his eyes and looked at him for a while: "Now the plastic surgery technology is getting better and better, it's exactly the same as him. What's your name?" Seeing that Huo Ying didn't dislike him, the man went up to meet him directly, and used With dexterity and lightness, she drew circles on his chest through the thin shirt, and untied his tie: "It's fine if you like it. If you like, you can call me Xiaofan. I just want to follow you."

My lover obediently held his white hand and let him move. With an indescribable satisfaction on his face, he smiled and said, "Xiaofan, you are so kind." I stomped my feet angrily when I saw it. Fairy here, I don't care if you want to seduce Huo Ying and climb onto his bed, but please don't do these embarrassing things in my face, can you?The most important thing is that Huo Ying has just recovered from his physical recovery, and his body is still weak, so someone throws himself into his bed and hugs him. Is this trying to kill him?This man who doesn't know how to love himself doesn't know how to say no!

I watched furiously as they got better there.I saw Huo Ying inspecting his body line with one hand, stroking his face with the other hand, looked at him for a while, and said, "Wait for me a moment." He let the man go, turned around and walked out. Know what to do.After a while, Huo Ying came in again, holding a large steaming bowl with a fragrant smell in his hand.Huo Ying pulled the man to the edge of the desk, pulled the chair for him to sit down, and pushed the big bowl in front of him, with a very gentle look on his brows and eyes: "Hurry up and eat, I just made supper. Use beef , tofu, and a simple soup made of soybean sprouts." The man was obviously flattered and didn't know how to react.He came to have sex with Huo Ying, not to eat and drink soup, not to mention that it was the soup cooked by Master Jin.Seeing Huo Ying looking at him expectantly, he had no choice but to pick up the spoon and take a sip of the soup.Huo Ying asked him, "Is it good?"

What else could the man do other than nod?I cooked for Huo Ying for four years, but he never cooked me anything.I didn't do this anymore, and I brought the supper to the bedroom to watch me eat.I don't know what Huo Ying was thinking, why he made food for this person who he clearly knew that the first time we met, the purpose was not pure.The man ate the supper, and then began to praise Huo Ying's ingenuity with sweet words.Huo Ying nodded slightly, and after listening to him finish speaking, he smiled and said, "You just said you wanted me to call you Xiaofan? And you made yourself like this, do you really want to be him?"

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☆, interrogation

That person also heard that what Huo Ying said was very wrong.People who can spend time on plastic surgery to look like me naturally know my basic information, how could they not know that I am dead?The man's expression changed slightly.Huo applied his hand to lift his chin: "You have a pretty good figure, but what's wrong with your brain, you think my taste is so bad, you would like someone with a face like this?" grayed out.I'm also stiff, what's wrong with my face?Am I so sorry for you?At the beginning, you often hugged me and said that I was pretty.Don't like the way I look, why sleep with me?

Huo Ying clapped his hands twice, and three stout men in suits pushed open the door and came in, grabbing the man.Huo Ying looked out the window: "Take him away and deal with him as usual tomorrow. What's wrong with Liang Shufan? There are always people who want to imitate him and provoke me. If you want to imitate him, I can send you to meet him for free and have a good time with him face to face. Learn." The man was dragged out of the room before he could react.It wasn't until he walked outside the room that he realized he was crying loudly, and then he seemed to be gagged and lost his voice.I stared blankly at all this.Huo Ying's face was clearly defined by the orange light. Before the operation, he was so gentle and loving to me, thinking about me everywhere, I almost forgot that this was his real character, moody and ruthless.

Another man in a suit stayed in Huo Ying's bedroom and asked, "Mr. Huo, you don't need to ask him, who is the mastermind behind him?" The person behind it is so clever. What I'm interested in is how he got in. You go and check layer by layer to find out who is responsible for the problem in the area. It seems that I can't sleep tonight .Since I lost my memory, some people always want to step on the front line, thinking that I can't manage this family anymore. I used to think that now is the time to employ people, sometimes people are dishonest and I haven't really pursued them seriously, but now they I have become more and more daring, colluding with outsiders to let people in. I don’t know how much I was charged. Today I just clean it up and clean up all the mice in the house.”

The man backed out, Huo Ying closed his eyes for a while on the leather seat, turned the chair around, and turned on the desktop computer, wondering what he was still reading at such a late hour.The light blue screen light reflected on his face, and he kept his face expressionless.After a while, there was a knock on the door, and the man in the suit pushed the door in and said, "Mr. Huo, we have checked all the surveillance videos. That person entered the villa with a small developer. The developer has brought a Invitation card. But after entering the villa, that person entered the third floor from the stairs in the south annex, and then walked through the landscape corridor to the master bedroom. The two people in charge of the south annex and the corridor have admitted that they should not have accepted money."

Huo Ying sneered and said: "Huo's house is a zoo, just visit it casually? There are so many places to pass by. There are only two people in charge who gave him the green light? Are all the people gathered in the hall?" The man in the suit replied: " It's all set." Huo Ying nodded and led him out of the bedroom.When he went out, he locked the bedroom door with a rare click.I wanted to wait for him to come back, but I have always been lazy and sleepy, so I couldn't control my sleepiness, so I fell asleep on the bed.I don't know how Huo Ying handled this matter.In my sleep, I vaguely felt that someone's palm touched the plush on my body.

The next day, with my drowsy nature, I naturally slept comfortably until the sun was high, and when I opened my eyes, I saw the sunlight filling the room.The sun in winter is low, and it is easy to shine into the room, which makes people feel very happy.I glanced at the bed, the quilt was a bit messy but Huo Ying was not lying on it now, he must have left after taking a nap.I habitually turned over and planned to take another nap, but suddenly found that I couldn't move.When I took a closer look, I was actually tied up with a rope.Who did this?I struggled a few times, but it was tied so tightly that I couldn't break free at all.

Huo Ying's voice came from the side: "It seems that I delayed you from getting up and exercising today."

I was startled when I saw him sitting on the computer chair refreshed and looking at me with interest.He turned the computer screen to face me, and the screen was showing me doing morning exercises yesterday morning.I am standing on one foot with my right foot and leaning to the right, once, twice, try to bend down and come back again, straighten my wings, once, twice, pounce!I hit so hard I fell to the right and onto the carpet.What a shame.Fortunately, the carpet in Huo Ying's bedroom was thick and soft enough, so I quickly got up and started doing the balance beam pose in yoga.Huo Ying laughed unscrupulously.

"I've checked you, and the plush toys are [-]% correct! How did you move?"

He stretched out his hand, caressed my head and back casually and comfortably, and looked at me clumsily dodging left and right with a smile: "Yesterday, I originally wanted to turn over the video of the night to see if that person was still moving. Other things in the room. Who knows that dragging the mouse too fast, I saw you doing morning exercises in the room during the day. It’s really cute and stupid. What kind of monster are you? I should have dealt with you too, But you are so cute, how can I bear it? But if you don't tell me the truth and tell me your origin, I will clamp you with screw clamps."

As he said that, he really didn't know when he had an extra pair of screw pliers.Woohoo, don't pinch me.There was no camera in Huo Ying's previous apartment. I lived for a long time, and I forgot that there was a camera in the main house of the Huo family.Although the camera in the master bedroom can only be turned on by Huo Ying's own computer.I frightened him and said, "Don't you think I can move, it's scary? What if I'm some kind of monster? I can eat you."

He continued to stroke my fur: "What's so scary? I saw your stupid way of moving around in the video, and I knew that you have no lethality, you're just cute." I don't know how to be cute, Beating my back and legs, scrubbing the stains with brushes and cleaners, making some coffee and serving simple treats with tinned cookies, I still do.I covered my tiara to prevent him from touching it, found a pen and paper in the room, and tried my best to write on the paper in a tied position: "I am Xiaofan!"

He looked at my ugly words: "Oh, do you also want to learn from that person yesterday? His ending is not very good."

I argued, "I'm really Xiaofan. If you don't believe me, you can ask Zhou Wencheng, he knows."

"I forgot you were given to me by him. Surely he will speak for you, won't he?"

"You clearly said that no matter whether I am a human being or a plush toy, I will...will..."

"Everything?" He turned the screwdriver in his hand.Will love me.But I really can't say such passionate words.

"Did you bring back your things in the hospital? There is a box with a CD in it. You took pictures of me for three years. We slept together for several years. And the passbook you gave me And the real estate certificate. You should also have a ring with our initials engraved on it. It was originally a pair. You, you said before you lost your memory that you would not, you would not hurt me again, and you would take good care of me. Can you Take that pliers farther away. Whoa~~~" He purposely gesticulated twice with the screw clamp on my body.

"Who knows who took the photo, and the name of the person who took the photo was not written on it. Aren't the passbook and real estate certificate the breakup fee I gave? There are only two letters on the ring, can you guarantee that it is your first and last name? Is there another ring in the pair?"

"I accidentally lost my ring." I said with my head down.Huo Ying immediately clamped me hard with screw pliers.Although I didn't hurt, I was very scared.He said: "You lost the thing I gave you?!" I looked at him with wide eyes: "You, you remember the original thing! You, you haven't forgotten me!"

He threw away the screwdriver, picked me up and gave me a good kiss: "I really forgot. But when I saw your damn exercise video last night, I remembered a lot of things. You are really stupid, He's so fat, and he still does morning exercises, it's really embarrassing, if you post it on Youku, it will definitely get over [-] hits." Huo Ying~~~ I was so excited, I also wanted to hug him.Oh no!He still tied me up!

I hurriedly jumped on the ground, and said to him wordlessly with my eyes: "Release me quickly. Why did you tie me up?"

He slowly grabbed the end of the rope on my body: "Do you think that you have been here for so many days and haven't told me anything, so I shouldn't punish you slightly?"

"It shouldn't be, it shouldn't be at all. You lost your memory. I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept the way I am now, so I didn't tell you. This is not to deceive you." His eyes flashed dangerously: "Then you Do you know how regretful I am when I hear that you are dead again. When I think that I have done nothing for you, how uncomfortable it is. Are you embarrassed to see me sad for so many days? And the last account has not yet Forget it, I told you not to leave in the hospital, the time you jumped out of the window and escaped. I was ill before and didn't have the energy to argue with you. Now it's different, and the two accounts are settled together. "

How can you show a little bit of sadness?When did that account come about? I thought he had treated me so well later on, and I had long since forgotten it.I was led by him with a rope, and I was pushed down on the bed in the room again.His eyes blurred, he pressed my head and kissed me desperately, he breathed out a hot breath, rubbed his hands along my fluffy body, then took the pillow towel on the bed and covered me: " It's been a long time since I've touched anyone. Let me be satisfied today? I'll be careful not to get you dirty."

I said speechlessly, "I've become a plush toy, so you can do it too?"

He smiled and unbuttoned his shirt: "Why can't it work? If I treat you as a sex toy, it will be over? I have to learn to adapt to the current life, otherwise we will have decades in the future, you let me How do you live alone, right? Be good, cooperate a little bit. I know you will definitely not agree, and you will resist psychologically, so I tied you up."

He was absolutely right, I don't want it!This XXOO is so strange.Although I don't know how to solve Huo Ying's normal needs in the next few decades, but this is definitely not possible.Too BT!Let go of me now.

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☆、How much do you know about bed

It's a pity that I was tied with a rope and couldn't struggle at all, but in the end I let him succeed.He barely slept last night and is now sound asleep with his arms around me.What happened just now really made me feel ashamed and angry. I have been with him for four years and have done everything, but only this time really made me feel ashamed and don't want to see people.I am fat and round, and I am not suitable for doing that kind of thing anywhere. He insisted that the part above the middle of my two short legs is very soft. I used to desperately ask for it to be opened, but now I desperately ask for it... Forget it, mention it When I woke up, I wanted to cover my head.He put me on the bed, put his arms around me and sat on my back, raised my tail, and poked into my soft belly from behind, saying that this posture was exactly the same as the traditional bridal method of a parrot.Whenever I didn't cooperate, he said viciously: "You can do it if you don't want to. Tomorrow I will cut off your tail and put something in it. The effect will definitely be much better than now!" In order to protect my intact hair With the appearance of a plush toy, I can only accept my fate obediently.Besides, Huo Ying is indeed quite pitiful. He dragged me to toss for a whole morning and didn't feel much. He just solved it twice on the towel that was placed on it.Later, he couldn't bear the fatigue of not sleeping all night, he didn't bother to move anymore, and fell asleep lying on my body.

I watched him fall asleep, but I couldn't help feeling a little sour in my heart.I don't know if it's a good thing that he regained his memory?Or was it better for him not to remember me?Huo Ying is a talented person, will he have to live like this in the future?I don't even have the pleasure of making love now, he is tossing there alone, I can't share any feelings with him, and I can't integrate deeply.How much I want to be able to experience the sensations he gives my body, whether it is pain or happiness, as before.Thinking like this, I lay in his arms in a messy state of mind, many pictures and clips flashed in my mind, and gradually became confused, as if I was falling asleep on the bed, and felt as if I was in a very dark place.

I knelt on the tiled floor facing the wall, feeling sore and sore all over my body.On the tiles is a gold-rimmed pattern of three rabbits around the moon.A gust of cold water rushed between my legs, and a sharp pain came from behind, and I had to grit my teeth and groan in pain.I saw thick dark red blood streaks and even blood clots mixed with the water flowing from the floor tiles under me, and my two thighs were bruised and purple.I knew from that painful feeling that I might have just had sex with someone.In nearly ten years of life, except for Huo Ying, I have never been touched by anyone else, let alone such a waste.Where am I?Is this the hell after death?Someone grabbed my hair and forced me to look up, the person's face blurred in the darkness.Someone pinched my mouth open again, and they seemed to put something in my mouth, making it impossible for me to close my mouth.A person said sarcastically: "You refused to drink when I asked you to drink, now I can only feed you like this." A bag of cotton pads was thrown on the ground in front of me. A piece of cotton, he moistened it with alcohol in front of me, and then someone came over with a lighted lighter, and the ball of cotton burned.I knew instinctively that he was going to cruelly hurt me next, and I wanted to back down, but my hair was grabbed tightly, my hands were tied behind my back with a rope and I was struggling, and someone was cursing and sitting on my back hold me down.I watched helplessly as he pinched my jaw and tossed the wad of lit cotton into my mouth.I felt like my entire mouth and upper trachea were being ignited, my eyes turned black from the pain, and it was as if I was holding a pile of flames in my mouth. It was burning so hard that I couldn’t even breathe, and I could only let out heart-piercing screams crazily. screams.When the fire finally burned and extinguished in my mouth, I couldn't feel my mouth anymore. My face was stepped on the cold floor tiles, and a pile of black and yellow blood flowed from my mouth that I couldn't close. My mouth flowed to the ground, and my eyes instinctively shed a lot of tears, making me unable to see clearly what was in front of me.Just as I lost my mind due to the severe pain, I felt that my body was pulled up from the ground by them again, something was wrapped around my waist, and my legs were tightened vigorously, driving the wound there, and there was another burst of pain, and then I heard the sound of locking.No, no, what are they doing to me?Huo Ying, where are you?Why let others do this to me?I have never been treated like this even in a bar.My throat was already unable to utter a sound because of the burning, and I could only raise my hair up like a helpless beast and let out waves of mournful cries: Huo Ying, come and save me, I really can't stand the pain.

"Xiao Fan! Xiao Fan!" Huo Ying hugged me while shaking me.When I came back to my senses, I found that I was held in his arms, and the sharp pain in my mouth disappeared, and the surrounding was very bright, it was two or three o'clock in the afternoon.There were two charming bird calls outside the window. A little sparrow found a broken biscuit from nowhere and held it in its mouth. Several of its companions also jumped around it, hoping to get a share. Joyfully chasing each other on the tree outside the window.I was lying on the bed in the Huo family's main house with Huo Ying, how could I have such a dream?But that painful feeling of heart palpitations still lingers in my heart for a long time, and I can't shake it off.Huo Ying patted my back lightly, and kissed the top of my head a few times: "What's wrong with you? You patted and slapped me just now. Do stuffed toys also have nightmares?"

I looked into his eyes, very bright in the afternoon sun.I said: "You won't abandon me, won't you let me be played by others." He was stunned for a moment, and then hugged me: "Why do you think so, as long as I am still alive, there will be no such thing It's something." It's strange to say that I didn't have that dream again, but I always felt that this dream was very ominous, and occasionally when I thought of this dream, I always worried for no reason that Huo Ying and I would be separated again one day.Huo Ying is still busy with work, and his memory seems to have not fully recovered.For example, one day, I looked through the things he brought back from the hospital, and I found the little picture book I drew, which contained pictures of the things I hoped Huo Ying would do after he recovered. He also promised that I would be satisfied.