cold lover

The picture freezes in the scene where Xiao Nuo is hugging a student with a scar on his face. Tan Jizhong sits on the sofa and leans back, looking at the screen with his arms around his chest, feeling a sore pain in his heart.

He hasn't touched Xiao Nuo for more than a month...

"Tsk tsk, it's still hard to see, playing self-torture." Ji Shangwei, who was originally at work, came over and teased.

Tan Jizhong gave a wry smile and didn't respond. He also wanted to be happy, but a bunch of internal and external reasons simply couldn't allow him to be happy.

This is the follow-up video of Xiao Nuo's student brawl last time.At that time, Ji Shangwei told Wang Jiaotong that the line was blocked because he wanted to keep it for himself.

Tan Jizhong has watched it several times since he came here. It is very difficult for him to see Xiao Nuo now. It would be nice if he could see him in the video, but he is still somewhat concerned about Xiao Nuo's intimate contact with other people.

"It's also thanks to your patience. You've only come here for so long, so you're not afraid that people will forget you?" Ji Shangwei sat down beside him, and deliberately picked out some things to say.

"No, I know him better than you." If he could be forgotten in this way, how could Xiao Nuo suffer for more than ten years.

"Tsk tsk," Ji Shangwei crossed his legs and half spread it on the sofa, "it's really not ordinary to make people jealous."

Tan Jizhong tilted his head with warning eyes, "Ji Shangwei."

Ji Shangwei inhaled slightly, looked at him with a faint smile, "Just kidding."

Tan Jizhong got up and walked to the window, distanced himself from him.

Ji Shangwei has always been used to being casual, and sometimes Tan Jizhong really thinks that he is a dangerous person.

"You and I are friends. There are many things that don't need to be emphasized again and again." Tan Jizhong looked at the laughing students in the square in the distance, and said softly.

If Ji Shangwei still has a purpose for himself, then he can no longer forgive.Because he doesn't allow any human affairs that will destroy the relationship between him and Xiao Nuo, even if it is his friend for more than ten years, even if Xiao Nuo no longer recognizes their relationship...

Ji Shangwei caressed the edge of the computer continuously, with a slight smile on his lips. When he regained their friendship in the coffee shop that day, he had already decided to let go. Today... will be his last habit for many years, from now on , he will quit completely.

After a moment of silence, Ji Shangwei lay back on the sofa, tilted his head and smiled cynically, "You didn't come here to see the scenery, right? I'm very busy right now. If you have anything you want to know, hurry up and ask."

Tan Jizhong was still facing the window, but he smiled unconsciously. Ji Shangwei deserved to be his friend.

Tan Jizhong turned around and chuckled, "It's all about Xiao Nuo."

Ji Shangwei laughed, "How about I call you Lover in the future?"

Tan Jizhong shook his head, he can't be a lover, because he has been expecting Xiao Nuo to respond to his efforts.If he doesn't get Xiao Nuo in this life, he can't say the so-called no regrets.

Ji Shangwei snorted, "Xiao Nuo has been very busy since he came back, with Professor Lin, his own studies, and the new class he taught."

Tan Jizhong frowned, he was reluctant, extremely reluctant!

Ji Shangwei sighed helplessly, "If you really are a fan of the authorities, Mr. Tan, please think about your current state, isn't it because you have tossed yourself in the dark to be more comfortable?"

Tan Jizhong suddenly looked up at him.

"You, think of him, and he also thinks of you. And, to a similar degree." Ji Shangwei rarely took it seriously once.

Tan Jizhong paused for a moment before laughing, his eyes sparkled, "Understood, thank you."

Ji Shangwei gave him a white look, "Hmph, thank you for accepting this sentence."

"Hmm! What happened to his file when I told you last time?" Ji Shangwei suddenly remembered that Old Man Lin's letter of recommendation had already arrived at the Provincial Education Bureau. If it was found out, it would have a great impact on the school. Small.

Tan Jizhong nodded, "He is only Xiao Nuo now." Qin Haoyun had already informed him, and seemed to have completed Xiao Nuo's existing files, "However, Tan Yucheng still has a comprehensive file of Xiao Nuo in his hand."

"Oh~" Ji Shangwei snorted, "That's why I let you have a better relationship with him."

Tan Jizhong pursed his lips, and looked out of the window again. If he had known that he would meet Xiao Nuo, maybe he would have given it a try.

.

"Tan Yucheng is fine, you can ask Xiaochen to help. But," Ji Shangwei coughed lightly, "Mr. Tan...didn't let go?"

Tan Jizhong frowned and nodded slightly, which is why he restrained himself from coming to school often.Although Tan Yucheng hasn't told the old man Xiao Nuo's identity yet, it doesn't mean he won't say anything in the future. He doesn't want Xiao Nuo to be disturbed until he and Xiao Nuo are stable.Another point is that Xiao Nuo hasn't adjusted himself well, so it's useless to see more.

"Oh, you are so miserable, should I express my sympathy?" Ji Shangwei looked at him bitterly, unable to tell the truth from the fake.

Tan Jizhong snorted softly, "Then help me take good care of Xiao Nuo, secretly."

"Cut!" Ji Shangwei couldn't take it anymore, and squinted at him, "I said Tan Jizhong, you were willing to reconcile with me at the beginning, wasn't it just for now?"

Tan Jizhong looked at him with slightly raised eyebrows, and did not deny it.

"Damn, I was taken advantage of by you." Ji Shangwei sat up, made a harsh voice, and then laughed again.

Tan Jizhong also laughed lightly, it was rare in a lifetime to have such a tacit friend, fortunately, there was no need to lose it.

"Xiao Nuo." Professor Lin shouted as he looked at the dazed person across the way.

Xiao Nuo didn't respond, but still lowered his head in a daze.

"Xiao Nuo!" Professor Lin knocked on the table and shouted again.

Xiao Nuo heard the sound, recovered his senses and stood up, "Professor Lin."

Professor Lin frowned, "It's getting late, go back earlier."

I don't know what's wrong with this child, but his mind has wandered a lot in recent days.

"En." Xiao Nuo nodded, seeing the completely blank test paper on the table again, he couldn't help frowning, "Go back first."

Professor Lin walked up to him and glanced at him. Surprise flashed across his face. He had never seen him procrastinating on research work. This time...

It seems that the child has something on his mind.

Professor Lin calmed down, "These are just preliminary test questions, don't worry, take your time."

Xiao Nuo frowned slightly and was speechless, it was he who had neglected his duty.

"Okay, don't think too much, go back quickly."

Professor Lin frowned and urged, Xiao Nuo always kept things in his heart, and it will be so obvious these days, obviously the impact is not small.

Xiao Nuo nodded slightly.

"Well, pack up quickly, I'm leaving first."

Professor Lin glanced at him again, walked back to the desk, picked up the old-fashioned shoulder bag and walked out.

When approaching the door, he stopped again, hesitated and finally turned around and asked, "Xiao Nuo, do you have a girlfriend?"

Xiao Nuo was slightly taken aback, and looked up at Professor Lin.

Professor Lin coughed lightly, "Don't blame my old man for being troublesome, you...you can find someone."

At Xiao Nuo's age and background, finding someone to form a new family so that he has a sense of belonging will be good for his future development in all aspects.

Xiao Nuo pursed his lips, looked away slightly, Tan Jizhong's soft smiling face flashed in his mind over and over again, so it turned out that a single sentence could arouse thousands of thoughts in him...

"You should take care of this matter yourself." Seeing that he didn't respond, Professor Lin added a sentence, then opened the door and went out.

Xiao Nuo stood for a long time before sitting down, he didn't hear what Professor Lin said later, he only knew that his thoughts were always around the same person and became chaotic.

Ever since he came back to City A, he didn't dare to let his thoughts slack off at all. He was afraid of that pervasive longing, like drowning, the more he struggled to break through, the more he sank...

When he kept forcing himself to focus on other things until he thought he had suppressed a little, he saw Tan Jizhong and Ji Shangwei walking together talking and laughing. He still remembers how he fled back to the library in a panic that day. When looking at their intimate backs, he allowed a dull feeling of pain to slowly spread from the bottom of his heart, and finally pulled every nerve of him, tearing painfully.

Xiao Nuo half clenched his fists and covered his nose, and closed his eyes tiredly, he didn't know how to control this madly growing care and longing.

After a long time, Xiao Nuo opened his eyes, pulled out a piece of plastic white paper that was pressed on the side of the book, ignored the cold and smiling face outlined by the smooth and neat lines, and his eyes fell directly on the vigorous signature, Let those three words be deeply engraved into his own blood and bones again.

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