cold lover

"Jizhong, I'm leaving." Xiao Nuo raised the corners of his lips lightly, although he was tired, he still maintained the most beautiful demeanor.

Tan Jizhong was slightly startled by this familiar scene, and it coincided with the dream that had terrified him some time ago...

"Xiao Nuo!" Tan Jizhong whispered in panic, and hurried to his side.

Xiao Nuo stopped changing shoes, looked up at him, with doubts in his eyes.

His expression... There was no great sadness or pain, Tan Jizhong heaved a sigh of relief, no, it was different from the dream.

Tan Jizhong couldn't help laughing, what's wrong with him, how could Xiao Nuo leave, it really is the sequelae caused by the reluctance to separate during the sweet period...

"Jizhong?" Xiao Nuo whispered, wondering why Tan Jizhong's expression switched back and forth between tension and relaxation.

Tan Jizhong came back to his senses, suppressed the aftermath of shock in his heart, and smiled softly at him, "It's nothing..."

Xiao Nuo looked at him for a while, his eyes finally showed reluctance mixed with sadness, but he quickly covered it up.

Xiao Nuo inhaled slightly, raised the corners of his lips lightly, stepped forward to straighten his collar, lowered his head slightly and trembled uncontrollably, "...take good care of yourself." If you can't come back, you have to take good care of yourself. take care.

Tan Jizhong's brows were deeply locked, and his heart felt strange. For some reason, there was always a faint uneasiness in the vagueness, as if Xiao Nuo would really disappear in front of his eyes.

I can't help but take his hand and pull him into my arms, "Xiao Nuo...Xiao Nuo, I can't seem to leave you for a day..."

The corners of Xiao Nuo's lips trembled slightly, his knuckles had already turned white, and he... couldn't do without...

but…

Xiao Nuo forced a natural teasing laugh into his arms, "My man can't be so fragile, it doesn't matter if I'm around or not."

Tan Jizhong hugged him even tighter, as if he wanted to embed him into his own flesh and blood, and buried him in his hair to resist, "No, I can't do it anymore, I have a weakness because of you."

Xiao Nuo bit his lips lightly, resisting his trembling body, "Cum in...I will wait for you to come back, huh?"

Tan Jizhong closed his eyes, he didn't know what he was afraid of, but the extreme panic that Xiao Nuo had experienced before leaving was surging in his heart again and again...

After a long time, Tan Jizhong let go of his hand, looked down into his eyes, "wait for me to come back?"

"En." Xiao Nuo smiled softly and nodded, he will definitely come back and wait for him.

......

After dusk, the sky was covered with dark clouds, and the sky became darker and darker. With the sudden cold wind, the whole city of B was shrouded in a hazy haze.

Pedestrians on the road rushed past with their shoulders wrapped to avoid the cold.

Xiao Nuo inhaled lightly, his lungs were filled with a strange and cold breath, and the sense of emptiness and emptiness that had passed by time became more and more intense.

He returned to the place he cared most about, even though he had sealed all his pains to the bottom of his heart as early as that night ten years ago.

It's just that this time, for the sake of their lifelong commitment to each other, he chose to open it once, even if the severe pain would burn his mind again, he would not regret it.

Xiao Nuo looked gradually at the two big men in straight suits who were approaching him, taking a deep breath, as long as he passed through this baptism of determination, he would be able to give him eternal happiness...

.........

There was silence in the cemetery, and the birds and beasts that usually sing mournfully all hid in the dark because of the coming cold wave.Only a tall black figure walked silently among the ice-sinking and orderly tombstones.

Xiao Nuo stepped into the cemetery, and the two big men retreated to wait.

In the dim sky, Xiao Nuo couldn't see his face clearly except for recognizing the other party's inherent sinister aura.The memories surging in his mind turned into a heavy oppression, tightening in his heart.That period of life that he had to lose carried all the friendship between them, and it was already a pain that he dared not touch...

Yin Shaotian put down a glass of red wine in front of the last tombstone, got up and stroked the body of the tombstone for a long time, then turned around and looked at Xiao Nuo with gloomy eyes, "Here we come."

The deep, hard voice hit his heart like a lead stone, Xiao Nuo clenched his fists tightly and looked back.

Yin Shaotian snorted coldly, raised a glass of red wine, "Brothers said, we'll have a carnival when it's over."

Xiao Nuo's Adam's apple twitched slightly, and the hilarious smiling faces of that night flashed in his mind again, coupled with the clear and long-lasting voice that pierced his heart again and again.

Carnival... Indeed, he promised to carnival with the brothers...

Yin Shaotian walked out from between the tombstones and stood in front of him with a stern expression, "Will you disrespect my brothers?"

Xiao Nuo's breathing gradually became chaotic, and the sealed memory rushed out of his confinement bit by bit, but he couldn't suppress it no matter what.Watching the red wine he handed over, he took it and drank it in one gulp.

He owed his brothers more than just this glass of wine...

Yin Shaotian's eyes were gloomy, and he also drank a cup silently.

"Their deaths are because of me." Xiao Nuo looked at him, accusing himself of guilt in a trembling voice.

Still giving the same answer as ten years ago, Yin Shaotian folded his arms and looked at him with a sneer, "Why is it because of you?"

Xiao Nuo's body trembled uncontrollably, "Please...please accept this result."

Don't ask him about the process, it's scary...

"Accept?" Yin Shaotian snorted and asked back, then grabbed him by the collar, took a few steps forward, and threw him towards the tombstone, knocking over the red wine in front of the monument.

Due to the violent impact on the shoulder and back, Xiao Nuo coughed, but the pain in his body was far worse than his heart.

Yin Shaotian walked up to him, looking down at him with gloomy eyes, "Don't you want to give an explanation to the brothers?"

Xiao Nuo looked up at him, at this moment sharp lightning flashed through the sky, and the dark night sky instantly shattered like the friendship between them.

Xiao Nuo forced himself to stand up, "No matter who is involved in it, it's all my fault in the end."

In this unbalanced contest between family and friendship, he chose to seal his heart to bear everything and abandon both feelings at the same time.

Yin Shaotian looked at him and snorted and sneered, then he clenched his fists to his left cheek.Xiao Nuo's body fell down again, his waist bumped against the corner of the tomb, and the fishy sweetness in his throat came out of his mouth.

After several lightning strikes in succession, majestic heavy rain fell, and the coldness penetrated from the skin surface to their hearts.

Accompanied by the severe pain, Xiao Nuo's consciousness was a little dizzy, and he still couldn't stand up after struggling for a long time.

Yin Shaotian leaned over and pulled his hair, making him face the tombstone in front of him, Xiao Nuo half-raised his head and opened his eyes, and when he saw the name clearly, his heart ached infinitely.

"Do you still remember Xiao Wu?" Yin Shaotian squatted next to his ear and asked, "Hmph, let me tell you, it's not him lying here. I can't fucking recognize any of the brothers' corpses!"

Yin Shaotian threw down his half-lifted body in resentment, and roared, "Brothers are like this, do you want to continue to escape, Xu Hannuo?"

Xiao Nuo curled up and trembled, the piercing rain had already soaked his clothes, but he couldn't feel it at all.The memories that had been sealed for ten years spewed out at this moment, dazzling bright red, strong blood, and miserable wailing all impacted his senses.That night, he watched helplessly as his brothers fell beside him one by one, leaving him feeling endless emptiness.

"Xu Hannuo, you have escaped for ten years, today you must remember how your brothers died protecting you!"

Yin Shaotian stared angrily, his facial muscles twitched, "Your life was bought by them, look at how you have ruined it in the past ten years!"

Xiao Nuo closed his eyes tightly, his face was twisted, his fingers had already dug into the ground.

Not enough pain, not enough pain, not enough to replace the pain of that night!

"Remember, it's painful?" Yin Shaotian snorted amidst the muffled thunder, "You have to bear the pain!"

Xiao Nuo roared like a trapped beast and hammered the ground, his long wet hair shook violently with his movements, like the heart-wrenching pain that couldn't be shaken off no matter how much it surged...

Xiao Nuo fell down on the ground and let the tears of remorse fall down until his hands were bloody and numb.

In the past ten years, he has indeed... made mistakes again and again... blindly magnified his pain, but did not pay attention to the expectations of his brothers and mother...

Seeing Xiao Nuo who had returned to calm, Yin Shaotian's expression changed, and finally he lowered his eyes, "Xu Hannuo, I won't kill you for my brother's sake, and you have to live like a human being for my brother's sake! If you trample on yourself again, I will not touch you, I will destroy Tan Jizhong!"

Yin Shaotian didn't look at him again, and strode away from the cemetery with no expression on his face. The entanglement between the brothers and him that had dragged on for more than ten years finally came to an end at this moment.

The rain became heavier, breaking away the large bloodstains shed by Xiao Nuo in a moment, and dissipated among the tombstones in a lingering dizzy time.

Xiao Nuo knelt for a long time before turning over and laying down on his back. With his eyes slightly open, he let the cold rain hit his body. From this moment on, he was truly reborn, for the sake of his dead brother, mother and the person he loves deeply now ...

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