The bright moon does not frighten the sparrow

In the dark night, Lin Bie stood on the roof of the building, held his breath, stopped and sighed, "Am I doing everything right?"

No one responded to him, only the cold and howling wind, the wind blowing, and the long night.

Lin Bie knows that attacking the mind is the most important thing, but his body no longer allows him much time.

"Cough cough cough," when he took out his handkerchief and covered his mouth, he saw the coughed up blood staining the handkerchief, "Looks like I have to hurry up." I really want to accompany you, but you, obviously There is no self in my heart.I have always been deeply in love, but I have a shallow relationship.If time permits, Lin Bie also wants to take it easy and let Que'er fall in love with him slowly, but the illness on his body can't get rid of.

The price of changing one's fate against the sky is naturally that one's life will not last long.

Lin Bie stood at the wind for a long time, the melancholy in his eyes filled his face.With all his efforts and calculations, he is only a 24-year-old boy, but now he is going to step into the gate of hell.Unhappy in the first half of his life, Que'er became his salvation, and for this warmth, he bet his life.In this ungentle world, he treats Que'er extremely tenderly, yearning for the warmth and prosperity of the world.

When the sun was rising and the sun was shining brightly the next day, Lin Bie was fully prepared.Knowing that Mingyue doesn't welcome her, Lin Bie still stands at the gate of Ming's house, silently waiting for Que'er.

"Being my girlfriend for a day, this is my last wish, just as you repay my life-saving grace. After today, I will never bother you again, and we will not owe each other." Lin Bie said firmly. , not mixed with any emotion.

Que'er looked at the man in front of her at the same level, and said, "Okay."

Lin Bie just wanted to take Que'er out, and resisted Mingyue standing beside him, "It's just the two of us, is that okay?"

Que'er looked at him and made one last compromise, "Okay, Ah Yue, wait for me to go home."

Mingyue grabbed his sleeve, "Then,,, will you come back tonight?" He was nervous and his heart was pounding, praying to hear Que'er come back.

Que'er said softly, "Of course I'll be back. What are you thinking? Let's go."

After finishing speaking, Que'er followed Lin Bie into the car without looking back.

Although it was only one day, Mingyue was still very angry, and the more he thought about it, the more angry he became. Que'er has been with him for so many days, day after day, and it will soon be a month, one month or two months, isn't it? one Year!Year after year is about the same as a lifetime! ! !

Mingyue leaned against the door, clutching her sleeves tightly, "Sure enough, I shouldn't be soft." Mingyue's heart has long been hardened after being in business for so long. He is no longer the frail scholar he used to be, what he should do I know what I shouldn't do.Said it was the last time we met, who knew if he would show up out of the blue, thinking of this, Mingyue couldn't help being angry, her face full of unhappiness.

The bright sunshine, the spoiled scorching sun.Que'er was driving the car, turning on the music with one hand, and relaxing and cheerful songs were playing in the car.

Lin Bie, who was sitting in the back seat, covered his heart, and the pain became more and more unbearable. The end is approaching, and my fate is irreversible.

"Where are we going?"

"I want to go to a middle school in the suburbs." Que'er was very surprised by Lin Bie's answer. Isn't that the middle school he used to be there?

The distance is very short, and after a while, the car drove to the gate of the middle school.

"Can we hold hands?" Lin Bie stretched out a pair of big hands involuntarily, Que'er was embarrassed to refuse with a fawning expression.

Finally holding hands, Lin Bie grinned, like a little boy eating candy.The two walked into the gate of the middle school together.The security guard at the gate recognized the two big stars, and after reporting to the upper-level leaders, let them enter the school.

"I used to go to middle school here. It gave me a lot of good memories. It's been a long time since I went back to my alma mater. The changes here are so great that I can hardly recognize them. The teaching building is really different. It's big and grand." Que'er walked and watched, and the school's buildings and facilities had a brand new look, and the students were wearing uniforms.

Lin Bie stopped in his tracks, "I used to go to school here too."

"You?" Que'er tried hard to recall, her mind went blank, but she couldn't remember Lin Bie's memory.

Lin Bie looked at Que'er affectionately, "We are not in the same class, I am a class younger than you."

"I have been dependent on my mother since I was a child. Later, my mother had a serious illness when I was in junior high school, and I had to drop out of school. After the school heard my story, it raised funds for me. But the students always pity me in their mouths. It's a sad story to hear."

"Except for you, I remember that night, you were the one who went to the hospital and paid my mother's surgery fee. You were also the one who paid the rent for me for three years. It was you who warmed my heart on that cold night."

"Since then, I have been studying hard. But I am too inferior, so I can only pay attention to you silently in the corner. I just want to become a particularly good person, good enough to be worthy of you."

Facing his kind and generous confession, Que'er was a little moved, but she already had Mingyue, "Sorry, I already have Mingyue in my heart, so I can't accommodate another person."

"Obviously I met you first, and I saved your life," Lin Bie said with a tear of regret and unwillingness in his eyes, "However, since you have met your beloved, I wish you well."

"Sit with me in the classroom, okay?" Lin Bie's lips were already turning white.

Que'er said, "Okay!"

"I still remember that cold night, you held my hand and told me: don't be afraid. It was you who warmed my heart and brought hope to my bleak life." Lin don't look at Que'er explain.

Que'er said grandly: "Ham, that's all in the past and it's not worth mentioning. The teacher taught me to help others. I didn't think much about it at the time, and I didn't expect to be rewarded."

Que'er let go of his hand and put his hands in his pockets, looking chic.

Lin Bie and Que'er sat in the empty classroom, feeling full in their hearts.The students all attend classes in the newly built teacher's building, which used to be an old classroom, dimly lit, no one has stepped foot in it for a long time, and the walls are covered with cobwebs and dust.

Lin Bie asked, "Que'er, what type of person do you like?"

Que'er said softly, "I like Mingyue."

Lin Bie was sad and lost, "Then if you haven't met Mingyue, what kind of person do you want to meet in your heart to be your boyfriend and accompany you for the rest of your life?"

Que'er didn't think about it, "An optimistic and cheerful handsome man."

Lin Bie was filled with tears, and tried his best not to let the tears flow down. He lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Okay, if there is no Mingyue, would you choose me?"

Que'er said softly: "No if, Mingyue is mine now."

Lin Bie turned his head away, stretched out his hand to cover the tears that were falling from the corners of his eyes, and his inner monologue was indeed: The "if" I said refers to the next life, after I meet you in my whole life, I will immediately guard you closely, so that I don't hide from you and you. Others are happy together.

"I want to go out for a walk alone, you go back first." Lin Bie's hands were trembling uncontrollably, he wanted to escape from Que'er's eyes.He was afraid that if he died in front of Que'er, he would feel guilty all his life.

Que'er wondered, "Didn't you want me to be your girlfriend for a day?"

The smile on Lin Bie's face froze. It was not just for one day. What he wanted was his whole life, the rest of his life. With his painfully distorted face and decrepit appearance, he didn't want to make Que'er feel guilty.

Que'er said softly, "Then I'll wait for you in the car?"

Lin Bie's heart beat violently, waiting for him to bid farewell was running out, "No, you drive back, I want to leave decently."

Que'er turned her head three times a step at a time, "What kind of decent way to go? Isn't it good to go back by car?"

Lin Bie's clothes were already wet with cold sweat, "I just want to be alone, you go back, don't worry about me, I'm fine. By the way, don't look for me in the future, I think you are annoying. Our friendship is also broken, It's back to the relationship with strangers." With the harsh words in his mouth, his heart seemed to throb with pain.

"You,,, well, I'll listen to you. If you don't want to see me again, then I'll go. Take care of your health and see you again." Que'er still obeyed his words and walked farther and farther as he wanted .

Going against the sky and changing one's fate is a violation of the laws of nature.Lin Bie once naively thought that with the grace of saving his life, he would have enough time to make Que'er fall in love with him.However, his increasingly thin body and haggard face told him that there was not so much time left.

It's just a little reconciled, not reconciled to the person beside Que'er's pillow who is not me, not reconciled to my silent and selfless dedication, not reconciled to having so few memories of getting along.

Instead of getting entangled step by step, it is better to let go.

Lin Bie was the same as before, hiding in the corner, silently watching Que'er's far away back, "If we can't be together in this life, then let's do it in the next life. I always want to be with you, and in the next life I won't feel inferior and hide away , I want to pester you openly."

He struggled, turned on the phone with all his strength, and deleted all the ways to contact Que'er.In this world, Lin Bie has no relatives, no nostalgia.

He murmured, his whole body was like an old man with all his strength drained, and he collapsed to the ground.Fortunately, at this time, Que'er had already driven away, and did not see his downcast side, allowing him to leave with dignity.

"This world is really not gentle. I have worked hard for so many years, and finally I am good enough to prove that I am worthy of Que'er, but I was taken by others first." Lin Bie opened and closed his eyes in a daze, "But please, please forgive me. Queer be gentle."

The corner where he hid was too secretive, until the patrolling security guards found him three hours later, his already cold body.