not brilliant

He Pingyi is still trying to find a way here, Jing Can has already found the familiar electric car in the carport.Seeing that the people behind did not follow, Jing Can turned to look for He Pingyi.

The eyes of the two met, He Pingyi slightly tilted his head, and looked at Jing Can helplessly.

"Aren't you going to drive?" Jing Can asked.

He Pingyi silently walked over and pushed the cart, while Jing Can followed him as usual.Among the crowd, He Pingyi lightly touched Jing Can's arm with his hand.

Jing Can didn't look up, but He Pingyi raised his hand to touch him again.

"what?"

Although he still didn't look up, at least he gave a response.

"I'm sorry," He Pingyi said, "I was helping her repair the car in the last class break. She didn't finish it, and it was almost there. She came to me after class. I thought I would come to you soon after finishing the work." Yes, I didn't expect it to take a long time."

He Pingyi explained to him like this, and Jing Can was not at ease.When school was over, the gate was crowded with people, and he could hear clearly what the people behind him were saying.Jing Can glanced at the back of the head of the person in front, and nodded to He Pingyi.

"Aren't you angry?"

Jing Can couldn't answer this question.Of course he knew he shouldn't be like this, but when he thought about the scene in the carport, Jing Can felt like he was holding back a lot of words.

He really had an impulse at that moment, he wanted to rush over and snatch He Pingyi over.But he knew he couldn't do it.

It happened to be very cold that day, on the way back, the cold wind poured straight into Jing Can's neck.The down jacket was clearly wrapped tightly, but it still seemed unable to withstand the constant pressure from the surrounding cold.

"Jing Can?"

Turning to a slightly less crowded road, He Pingyi called Jing Can tentatively.

"Huh?" Jing Can's voice sounded muffled, as if something blocked her nose.

"Cough," He Pingyi cleared his throat, and continued, "Just now I really didn't turn my head around for a while, because I didn't know Du Weiwei that well, and I didn't have the nerve to refuse when I asked for help. I'm in a hurry, because I'm afraid I won't be able to go to the playground with you after a long delay. I won't be like this in the future."

Hearing He Pingyi's apology again, and looking at the two moving figures on the ground, Jing Can's mouth suddenly curled up after the silence.

He thought that if a person is willing to explain to himself over and over again, then he should still have a very important position in this person's heart.

Slowly leaning his head forward, he caught off guard and rested his forehead on He Pingyi's back.

When I first touched it, the forehead was full of coolness, but after staying in one position for a long time, the temperature gradually rose.

He Pingyi had already noticed Jing Can's movements.In fact, in the past, Jing Can would often sit with her forehead against his back, when she was tired, or when she was thinking about something, she seemed to do this kind of thing.

just today...

He Ping tightened his grip on the handlebar.I don't know if it's because I felt sorry for Jing Can first, but when that forehead came closer, He Pingyi suddenly felt a sense of relief in his heart - it seemed that this approaching gesture represented Jing Can's understanding and goodwill.

The cold air gradually condensed, and the sky seemed to be covered with a heavy snow.

He Pingyi looked up, wondering if today would be the first snow of this year.

"He Pingyi."

"Ok?"

He Pingyi, who was still thinking about the weather, was suddenly called and responded immediately.

"you will not……"

After pondering for a while, Jing Can didn't finish her sentence.

"Nothing?" He Pingyi urged.

The people in the back seat raised their heads and looked at He Pingyi's head that seemed to be steaming.

Jing Can was very hesitant to ask this question.In the end, it was probably encouraged by the quiet environment around him, or maybe it was because it was too cold, which made his timid heart shrink back. He was unconscious, and he didn't know why he opened his mouth.

"You won't, are you going to fall in love early?"

The electric car swayed, and Jing Can immediately hugged He Pingyi's waist in fright.

"What kind of love?" He Pingyi was so confused by Jing Can's question that he didn't know how to answer, "Where should I go to love, I don't know her very well. She came to me for help, a girl, the car broke down If I don’t know how to fix it, I can’t just leave it alone.”

"Oh..." Jing Can recalled that scene, and suddenly felt that the two of them were quite a good match, "That girl is pretty good-looking and can play basketball, so it should be..."

Should be the type you like.

Thinking of this, Jing Can couldn't speak anymore.

He didn't want He Pingyi to like Du Weiwei.

"No," He Pingyi was rendered speechless by this sentence, turned to look at Jing Can desperately, and asked, "What does it have to do with me? Usually we don't speak a few words, and at most we just overlap in our studies. Besides, your class Wen Xiangying is so pretty, didn't I say a few words to her, do I look like the kind of person who sees other girls' beauty and rushes to help her?"

He Pingyi intended to express that he had no interest in puppy love at all, but the words fell into Jing Can's ears, and the flavor changed.

"You also know that Wen Xiangying looks good."

He Pingyi: "..."

He just doesn't care, but he's not blind...

This is really a lot of mistakes, He Pingyi simply turned around, knocked Jing Can's head with one hand: "Stop talking nonsense."

This time, Jing Can woke up as if she had regained her senses, and the soreness in her nose finally dissipated a little.Recalling what she said just now, Jing Can blushed with annoyance.

"Oh." He reluctantly responded, and explained in a superfluous manner, "I'm worried about your academic performance, you can't fall in love early, your grades are not very good, and falling in love early may be even worse... Hey... ..."

Before Jing Can finished speaking, she felt the front of the car turn.The surrounding environment suddenly darkened, the bright street lights disappeared, replaced by a few small orange lights in the quiet and dark alley.

"This...where is this going?"

Jing Can looked at this small alley that he had never walked before, and asked He Ping what he wanted.

He Pingyi didn't answer at first, and after driving a certain distance, he said, "Go and solve the problem thoroughly."

Jing Can watched as He Pingyi took another two turns, the alley became narrower and narrower, and finally stopped at the end of the alley.

"get off."

After the lights of the little electric donkeys were also extinguished, there was only one small orange light hanging on the door of one house, trying to break the overwhelming darkness.

When riding a small electric donkey in winter, He Pingyi took pity on himself and wore cotton gloves.He pulled Jing Can to stand against the wall under the lamp, and stood opposite him, taking off his gloves while analyzing the expression on Jing Can's face.

Jing Can frowned, turned her head to leave: "Don't keep staring at me."

"Hey," He Pingyi dragged the person back and put him in the same position as before, "Let's talk."

"What are you talking about?" Jing Can looked at He Pingyi vigilantly, fearing that he would pry out the secret in her heart.

He Pingyi was amused by his sensitive appearance, but she still held back her laughter and asked him: "Are you really angry because you are worried about my puppy love? Is it really not because you are angry that I let you go because of others?"

The weather was fine that day, and it was rare to see many stars in the sky.

Jing Can doesn't want to lie to Xing Xing.

"All of them." He lowered his head and rubbed a piece of dry grass on the ground with the sole of his shoe.

He Ping nodded silently, then laughed.

Jing Can was a little annoyed at that moment. He didn't intend to tell He Pingyi about many thoughts, but at this moment, he felt that He Pingyi was laughing at his small belly, and he couldn't hold back for a moment.He Pingyi saw it, and hurriedly said: "I just want to tell you, don't worry, I won't fall in love early. And...I'm serious, with me, you are different from others, and I won't treat you badly for anyone. OK

Jing Can never expected such words to be said so frankly by He Pingyi.He didn't know how to respond for a while, so he hurriedly answered "Oh", turned around and was about to leave.

He Pingyi grabbed him again, but this time Jing Can didn't obey him obediently, trying to break free from He Pingyi's hand.Even though Jing Can was not as tall as He Pingyi, he was still a boy in his teens, and if he really tried hard, He Pingyi really couldn't control one hand.

"Hey, hey, don't move," He Pingyi put his gloves into his pocket, wrapped one arm around his arm, and finally pulled Jing Can into his arms from behind, "Why are you running around? I don't mean eat you."

Because of this posture, Jing Can froze there, her heart was beating fast, and she didn't hear what He Pingyi said at all.

Before he could react, He Pingyi turned him 180 degrees and made him face himself.

"You..." Just as he was about to speak, He Pingyi suddenly noticed Jing Can's abnormality, "Why is your face so red, even your neck is red. Are you uncomfortable?"

The lights in the alley were really dim, He Pingyi looked at Jing Can like he was allergic to something, worried in his heart, so he moved closer, and pulled off his collar with one hand, wanting to check.

Being touched by He Pingyi's fingertips on the neck, Jing Can suddenly backed away.As soon as he dodged, the back of his head hit the wall.

"what……"

This was a solid bump, and the pain made Jing Can burst into tears immediately.

"I'll go..." He Pingyi was also taken aback by the sound, and quickly helped Jing Can hold the back of his head, "What are you hiding from all of a sudden?"

Painful and complicated at the same time, Jing Can was confused for a moment, and blurted out the words in her heart: "It's not because of you."

The severe pain in the back of the head caused Jing Can's eyes to overflow with tears, and the tears rolled down his eyes, which made He Pingyi's heart beat a few beats suddenly.

It's winter, and I don't know which family's bird sang.

"Because of me?" He Pingyi asked softly.

"Because of you..." The rest of the words were forced to stop by a pair of eyes, and Jing Can could clearly see herself in He Pingyi's eyes.

Because of him?

Because he didn't go to the playground with him?Because he just happened to look good with that girl?Or is it because, even if he doesn't fall in love early, he will fall in love sooner or later?

It seems to be both, and it seems not to be.Jing Can is very clear in her heart that everything is just because he likes He Pingyi.

He likes He Pingyi, so he has to care about even the things that are justifiable.

Jing Can suddenly thought, it would be nice if time stopped here.He didn't have to move forward, and he didn't have to face anything anymore. He was held in He Pingyi's arms. Their posture was intimate, and the distance between heaven and earth seemed to be the closest to each other.

Snow drifted down at this moment.

The emotions in Jing Can's eyes were constantly changing, and He Pingyi saw every change in his eyes.There is a lot of emotion there, which is something Jing Can doesn't often show.

It was as if he was gently pushed by someone, but an imperceptible force prompted him to approach Jing Can involuntarily.

He Pingyi had never been so nervous in his life.He was so nervous that he didn't know what he was doing, and he was so nervous that he couldn't stop swallowing.

Jing Can felt He Pingyi's approach.But this time, he seemed to have lost the ability to dodge because of his abnormal heartbeat.He seems to have returned to that racetrack, back to the moment when he learned that the prize of the racing competition was a signed tennis ball—a strong longing surged in his heart, knowing that he shouldn’t, but he was still drawn forward by this longing...

Infinitely close, lips touch.

Emotions that were so hard to restrain burst out, Jing Can's head seemed to be hit by some blunt instrument, and at that moment, tears flowed out.

The first snow in winter brought a green and lame kiss.

It was Jing Can who kissed He Pingyi.

No one moved, and the shadows of the two were entangled together for a long time, as if they were embracing.

Until a snowflake fell on her lips, the coolness stimulated Jing Can to wake up suddenly.He retreated again, but this time, he bumped into He Pingyi's hand, and the back of He Pingyi's hand hit the wall hard.

However, He Pingyi didn't seem to be aware of the pain, his lips were tightly pressed together, and his eyes were fixed on Jing Can who was dodging him.

At that moment just now, He Pingyi seemed to have suddenly got the answer to a difficult problem.He still relived the scene when he first met Jing Can in his mind, but this time, unlike usual, the subject of the memory was no longer Jing Can, but himself—he suddenly remembered that he had a thought at that time , if Jing Can was a girl, he would definitely chase her and marry her.

In the silence and darkness, He Pingyi suddenly realized.He dullly understood why he didn't dare to look directly at Jing Can's neck, understood why he didn't want Wang Xiaowei to look at Jing Can, understood what the itchy feeling in his heart always appeared occasionally, understood why he cared so much The "teacher" that Jing Can said——

Jing Can is not a girl.

But he was also moved.

Jing Can didn't dare to think about the consequences of this kiss, and didn't dare to look He Pingyi directly in the eyes.He turned sideways, bent down, and was so flustered that he wanted to escape from He Pingyi's arms, but He Pingyi didn't let him go.He was pushed against the wall again, this time He Pingyi was closer to him, almost pressing him with his whole body.

It was the first time that her mind was completely in a mess like this, Jing Can stubbornly refused to look at He Pingyi, and forced herself to calm down quickly.What would He Pingyi say?Will you fly into a rage and question him?Will ignore him?Still as tolerant as before, calmly questioning him, or explaining something to him...

What he did just now was because he was impulsive, because he didn't control himself well, and was dazzled by the flood of emotions.So Jing Can felt that no matter what reaction He Pingyi would make or the consequences of his actions, he should accept it.

He was waiting for He Pingyi's trial, but unlike what he had guessed, He Pingyi didn't say anything.He just called Jing Can after a long silence.

"Jing Can."

When Jing Can made up her mind and finally raised her head to look at him, Jing Can felt that oppressive feeling approaching again.Immediately afterwards, He Pingyi's magnified face and the cool touch on his lips.

It was the same as when he pressed his forehead against He Pingyi's back. It was cold at the beginning, but after a long time, the small area he touched became hot and scalding hot.

Time seemed to have suddenly moved to another time and space, and Jing Can suddenly felt that everything around her stopped, the snow stopped in the air, and the warm feeling also stayed on her lips.

After an unknown amount of time, He Pingyi pulled his head away a little and returned the oxygen to Jing Can.

Jing Can understood what had happened. His body seemed to be running a fever. He would be cold and hot for a while. He stood there stiffly, staring at He Pingyi blankly, not daring to move.

After a long time, he heard He Pingyi hoarse, asking in his ear: "Are you angry because of this?"