not brilliant

Panting, Jing Can looked at him without answering, then raised her head and kissed him on the chin again.

She rubbed her head and offered kisses, plus the blinking eyes now, no matter how you looked at it, it seemed that she was afraid that he would get angry and wanted to please him in advance.

He Pingyi saw it through at a glance, and asked him: "What's the bad idea?"

"No..." Jing Can moved her eyes away and said in a low voice, "I want to discuss something with you."

"Say."

Jing Can dawdled and hugged him and changed several positions, finally buried her head in He Pingyi's neck, took a deep breath of the fragrance of the shower gel, and said: "You have to go back to school. You will soon The college entrance examination is over, and you have been delayed for too long... I plan to go back to Beijing with my parents tomorrow, so that you can prepare for the exam with peace of mind, okay?"

This was probably the longest sentence Jing Can said these days. When he said this, both his expression and tone were very calm, and it seemed no different from when he told He Pingyi to study hard.

"No way," He Pingyi frowned and rejected his request after listening, "You don't go anywhere, just stay here. I can study at home, don't worry about it."

Jing Can shook her head, how could studying at home and school be the same.Besides, He Ping wanted to be at home, so he had to spend a lot of time with him and take care of his mood.Who doesn't race against the clock before the college entrance examination, others can't wait to review without sleeping, but He Pingyi has been doing things that have nothing to do with studying here.If this continues, He Pingyi really doesn't need to take the college entrance examination.

"No." Jing Can whispered.

"Okay, I don't worry about you going back, you just stay under my nose."

The attitudes of the two were very firm, as if there was no room for negotiation.Jing Can knew that he would be rejected by He Pingyi for a long time, so he didn't panic at this time. He was silent for a while, and suddenly whispered: "Actually, I can always see them recently..."

After that day, He Pingyi actually didn't talk about his illness with Jing Can, and if Jing Can didn't take the initiative to tell, he didn't ask.He Pingyi is willing to give Jing Can time to adjust himself slowly, until he is willing to completely accept himself and enter his other world.

Now that Jing Can spoke, He Pingyi breathed a sigh of relief. He retracted his arms and asked, "What are they looking for you for?"

"Don't do anything, just say a few words like old friends. I don't want to talk to them, but sometimes I can't control myself." Jing Can sighed and said, "He Pingyi, I think I'm wayward. These few days are enough. You don’t go to school because of me, and my parents stay here and don’t go to work because of me. I’m under too much pressure. All these seem to tell me that you are sick and everyone is worried. You have to get better soon. But... I can't do it, you understand?"

Jing Can could clearly feel that anxiety and guilt were making his mental state worse and worse.Sometimes the development of things is like this, the more urgent you want to achieve a goal, the more another force will pull you in the opposite direction.Under the strong psychological suggestion and longing, he began to be drawn into another world by those hallucinations.It's too dangerous.

"You don't need to do anything," He Pingyi said quickly, "You didn't force us to do anything. Whether I go to school or not is my own choice, and I will be responsible for my choice."

Jing Can was bored for a while, then argued: "Then I can choose, I want to go back."

"Xiao Can..." He Pingyi knew very well how much Jing Can believed in death, and at this moment, he had some headaches thinking about how to persuade Jing Can not to feel guilty because others accompanied him.

"As I said, I can't get better right away, and I don't know when I'll get better, and you can't stay by my side every day in the future."

In his teens, he shouldn't have so many worries.He Pingyi quickly said: "Nothing is impossible."

He has thought about this since he found out that Jing Can was ill. Anyway, he didn't have any definite goals in life before, but now he is thinking, after taking the college entrance examination and studying psychology, he will work wherever Jing Can goes. That's it.

Jing Can looked at him, pursing her lips tightly.Seeing his tense look, He Pingyi raised his hand with a smile, and tapped the corner of his lips: "Relax, other than life and death, it's not a big deal."

This is the truth, he never felt that Jing Can's illness would have any impact on the relationship between the two of them, he just felt sorry for Jing Can and regretted that he could not help him share any pain.

Jing Can didn't answer, and made a gesture to get up.He Ping thought that he was upset, so he quickly grabbed his hand and asked, "Where are you going?"

"take things."

Jing Can broke free from He Pingyi and went to the desk drawer to get a stack of papers.He spread out those nights when they fought together in front of He Pingyi, and said to him: "Look, we have worked hard for so long, and there should be a good result."

He Ping didn't speak, raised his hand and flipped through the papers.The handwriting on each paper is very neat, and there are two names written on each paper.

Seeing that he kept his head down and remained silent, Jing Can took his arm and shook it again, and then said: "I was just a little stimulated that day, and I was not calm. After you stay with me for a few days, I will be fine. .Besides, my illness is not a day or two. I used to suffer from it like this. It’s really not that hypocritical. More than a month has passed in the blink of an eye. If you concentrate on studying, I will call you every day and wait for you I'll come to you after the exam, okay?"

After Jing Can said so much, he listed all the reasons he could think of.

In fact, He Pingyi didn't need Jing Can to explain these reasons at all, why didn't he understand these reasons?Today Lu Qiu asked him to go back, and he was also talking about this matter with him. After what happened with his brother, Lu Qiu and He Li had no demands on him. They didn't dare to put any pressure on He Pingyi, lest He Pingyi would not be able to bear it.But Lu Qiu still expressed the hope that he would at least prepare for the college entrance examination in the last period of time. They didn't ask He Pingyi to be admitted to a good university, but at least hoped that he could do his best to avoid regrets in the future.

But so what, he doesn't want to do this...

Originally, he knew that after Jing Can fell ill, he was powerless enough. He couldn't cure Jing Can, and he couldn't share anything for him. Apart from staying by his side and accompanying him, He Pingyi couldn't think of anything better. Method.Now that Jing Can wants to leave, how can He Pingyi bear it.

He pulled Jing Can over and hugged him, and asked him, "To be honest, are you willing to bear me?"

Just now the reasoning was sloppy, but now Jing Can froze, and didn't say a word for a long time.

In fact, Jing Can didn't answer, but He Pingyi could understand.He sighed softly and said, "I can't bear it."

As the clock on the wall was ticking, Jing Can leaned his head towards He Pingyi again, and after a long time, he whispered, "I can't bear it."

"Then don't leave." He Pingyi said quickly.

Jing Can shook her head.

Reluctant, but must be willing.Jing Can didn't want to affect He Pingyi's future because of his or their feelings, and he didn't hope that one day in the future, when he or He Pingyi thought about it, he would regret the arrangement for this period of time.Feelings cannot be a burden for one party to the other. They are still so young, and there is no end in sight for the road ahead. Only when two people stand together, can they go far together.

Jing Can raised her head and looked at He Pingyi.

"Reluctant, but want to endure."

Jing Can returned to Beijing the next afternoon. He Pingyi, with his schoolbag on his back, watched Jing Can get into the car at the gate of Jing Can's house. Jing Can lowered the window and waved goodbye to him.

He Pingyi reluctantly walked to the car door and bent down.

Song Yinan and Jing Zaixing were watching from the sidelines. He Ping didn't feel comfortable doing anything else, so he just touched Jing Can's head and said, "Remember the video."

Jing Can smiled and nodded.

The two looked at each other for a while, before He Pingyi straightened up, raised his hand, and waved it towards Jing Can.

The car finally started, and even though it had been prepared all night, the parting still seemed caught off guard.Although he didn't chase the car like in the TV series, He Pingyi unconsciously took two steps in the direction the car was leaving.

Jing Can sat in the car and kept turning her head to look back.Seeing him like this, Song Yinan said with some distress, "Since you don't want to leave, you can stay here. I'll stay here with you."

Song Yinan could tell that Jing Can trusted and relied on that child named He Pingyi very much.

Before the car turned the corner, Jing Can took another look at it with nostalgia, and then shook her head.

"No, he has his own things to do."

The speed of gossip has always spread very fast. That day, many people saw the scene outside the window. In addition, I don’t know who did it. I searched Jing Can’s name, and found out that he had already finished his studies at University A and was studying in a famous foreign school. Research, all of a sudden, it attracted more people with a curiosity-seeking mentality.

He Pingyi knew very well why he came back to school, so he endured these private discussions all the time.According to what he agreed with Jing Can, he focused on doing the questions well and reviewing well, but the more he wanted to be quiet, but there were all kinds of things that wanted to yell and come to his side.

On this day's exercise, He Pingyi was standing in the team against the sun, when he suddenly heard a loud argument on the relatively quiet playground, followed by exclamations.Someone in the team said, "There's a fight over there."

He Pingyi was stunned for a moment, then quickly ran to Class [-].He had an intuition that the chaos had something to do with Jing Can, and seeing Zhou Zhe being pressed to the ground by a boy confirmed his guess.

He Pingyi knew the boy who beat others, and he was notoriously not easy to mess with. This guy usually hangs out with a group of people from other schools, fights frequently, and has to report to the Discipline Office every now and then.

Zhou Zhe Wenwen was weak, not his opponent at all. The people around him probably didn't expect that Zhou Zhe would dare to fight this person. It seemed that he didn't realize it for a while, and no one stepped forward to fight.

He Pingyi saw the blood on Zhou Zhe's face at a glance. Before the boys from Class [-] stepped forward, He Pingyi took the first step, grabbed the boy by the shoulders, and pulled him away from Zhou Zhe.

"What the hell are you?" The boy squinted his eyes at He Pingyi and sneered, "Oh, aren't you the one who stays with Jing Can every day... He Pingyi, I know you , Sports are particularly awesome."

These words convinced He Pingyi that Zhou Zhe's fight was for Jing Can.Then it really can't be ignored.

He Pingyi ignored him, squatted down, and looked at Zhou Zhe's injury.

What was more serious was the face. The glasses were broken. I don't know whether it was the lens or the bracket that scratched the position below Zhou Zhe's left eye.But fortunately, the wound doesn't look deep, it should only be a skin trauma, not hurting the eyeball.

"Can you stand up?"

Zhou Zhe nodded, and stood up with He Pingyi's support.

"What are you doing?" The teacher who arrived first was Su Yan. After seeing Zhou Zhe's appearance, he immediately scolded, "There is still a fight? Go to the infirmary to deal with it first, and come to me when it's done. Let's break up, and the sports committees of each class will form a team, and if you have nothing to do, you can run two more laps."

As the crowd dispersed, He Pingyi bent down and picked up Zhou Zhe's broken glasses.

"Thank you."

Zhou Zhe's condition didn't look good, He Pingyi raised his head and said, "Let's go, I'll accompany you to the infirmary."

Zhou Zhe walked slowly all the way because he lost his glasses and couldn't see the road ahead clearly.When he arrived at the infirmary, the blood from the wound had already flowed half his face, which shocked the school doctor.

"What's going on here?"

Zhou Zhe didn't make a sound, but He Pingyi showed the broken glasses in his hand, and said, "The glasses are pierced."

The school doctor took care of the wound quickly, and told Zhou Zhe not to touch the water, because the wound is close to the eyes, so be careful not to get infected.

When the school doctor left, only He Pingyi and Zhou Zhe were left in the room, and He Pingyi asked, "Why did you fight with him?"

Zhou Zhe said slowly, "He said Jing Can."

In fact, Zhou Zhe didn't expect that he would dare to fight first. He had never fought before.But when he heard that person speak harsh words without restraint, he didn't think about it at all, and was completely dominated by anger, so he rushed towards that person.

He Pingyi lowered his head and was silent for a moment, then said to Zhou Zhe, "You don't know how to fight, you will only suffer if you fight with them."

"I know I don't know how to fight." Zhou Zhe showed a forbearance on his face. He cast his blurred eyes on He Pingyi, and the ups and downs of his emotions were directly reflected in his words.His tone became a lot higher, and he spoke in a hurry: "But what he said was so ugly that I couldn't listen to it."

He Pingyi stared at Zhou Zhe's expression for a few seconds, and asked, "What did you say?"

"Say..." Zhou Zhe couldn't even repeat those ugly words fluently, "Say Jing Can... is a lunatic, and also say that Jing Can looks fair and clean, maybe he is crazy."

The room was silent for a long time, neither of them spoke again.

Zhou Zhe couldn't see clearly, so naturally he didn't notice He Pingyi's tightly clenched fists hanging by his side.

"I see. Don't worry about this matter. I'll take care of it." After a pause, He Pingyi said again, "You can just tell me if you encounter such a thing in the future."

Zhou Zhe pondered for a long time before he understood the meaning of He Pingyi's last sentence - in the future, if anyone slanders Jing Can behind his back, he will tell him.

Zhou Zhe didn't know how He Pingyi would deal with this matter, but he felt that with such a good relationship between He Pingyi and Jing Can, He Pingyi would definitely punish that person.

So he didn't say anything more, just asked what he cared most about: "Will Jing Can come to school again?"

He Pingyi shook his head.

Zhou Zhe had expected this result, so he asked: "Then can I go and see him later? After my injury is healed."

He Pingyi nodded: "Of course, as long as he is willing."

Coming out of the infirmary, He Pingyi's mood was extremely bad.To be honest, the days after Jing Can's departure were quite difficult for He Pingyi.When he wakes up in the morning, sometimes when he gets distracted by riding, he will suddenly find that he has ridden to Jing Can's house again at some point.However, this time there was no one who was carrying a schoolbag and was waiting there early.

The back seat of the small tram has become empty, and there is no longer a restless head poking out from under the arm.

The weather has long since warmed up, but he hasn't asked Jing Can to sit in the backseat with a glass of water.

Passing by the carport, He Pingyi stopped and looked in that direction.

Zhou Zhe guessed that He Ping would punish that person.But he didn't expect He Pingyi to take action so quickly.

Before the self-study that night, Class [-] was overwhelmed.Wen Xiangying handed the phone to Zhou Zhe for a look, raised the corner of his mouth and said, "Evil is rewarded with evil, and heaven has eyes."

Zhou Zhe scanned the news in the group with his scarred eyes.The man who fought with him was tied to a chair, so embarrassed.

"It is said that it was discovered by the teacher on the sixth floor of the next building who caught the violation of discipline."

The sixth floor of the next building was originally an art classroom and a music classroom, but obviously the third year of senior high school has nothing to do with these classrooms.So no one is using it anymore.

"The key is that he didn't say anything when the teacher asked him, he didn't say who was beaten, and he didn't say why, and the school teacher checked the surveillance and found a couple who went to the sixth floor to have dinner together, and he , I didn’t see anyone else enter the sixth floor. Do you think it’s miraculous?” Wen Xiangying approached Zhou Zhe and asked, “Do you know who did it?”

Zhou Zhe collected himself and shook his head.

Wen Xiangying smiled, and took back the phone: "That's right."