She messed with me first

After the college entrance examination, Qi Xi was so idle that she found a part-time job at a dessert shop near her home to pass the time.

The master who took her was Chi Chuanyu, a girl five years older than her.

Two days before going to work, Qi Xi actually always regarded Chi Chuanyu as a boy.

Because she always dresses coolly, has short androgynous hair, and even her voice is a juvenile voice with no obvious gender.

One day after work, Qi Xi was changing clothes in the locker room, when Chi Chuanyu came in suddenly, and Qi Xi, who was only wearing a suspender, screamed in fright.

Chi Chuanyu didn't explain right away, but deliberately walked over slowly, with a playful expression, and then, when Qi Xi was holding her clothes and was about to flee, he grabbed her hand and placed it on his chest.

Qi Xi was stunned, "...Are you a girl??!!"

Chi Chuanyu leaned forward and backward with a smile.

At that time, Qi Xi was also playful and playful. It was rare to meet such an unusual girl, and he quickly became acquainted with her.

The two often chat endlessly.

When "lace" was mentioned once, Chi Chuanyu asked Qi Xi what he thought about it.

Qi Xi thought for a while and said, "It's fine if you like it, the rest doesn't matter."

"Really?" Chi Chuanyu turned to stare at Qi Xi, and said with a smile, "Don't be duplicity, just fool me."

"What good does it do me to coax you?" Qi Xi asked without answering.

Chi Chuanyu, "If I didn't coax me, I would have chased you."

Qi Xi froze in place, her face flushed.

Her personality looks noisy, but she is actually very innocent. Let alone being confessed by a girl in person, even if someone puts a love letter in her exercise book, she would just say hello, and only dare to open it secretly when there is no one else around.

Chi Chuanyu's words were like killing her, she couldn't react at all.

But in Chi Chuanyu's view, being shy means that Qi Xi is also interested in her.

Interesting, she can get closer.

When Jiang Chumei came to look for Qi Xi with her report card, what she saw was Qi Xi leaning against the cashier and Chi Chuanyu kissing her lips.

Actually haven't come across it yet.

In fact, Qi Xi just froze and couldn't react at that time, and didn't agree to kiss Chi Chuanyu at all.

But Jiang Chumei collapsed suddenly, and she had no time to explain.

"For nearly ten years after this, I often refused to let Xixi go home, fearing that she would keep remembering this matter and would not be able to get out, but if she was not allowed to come back, she would desperately send money home, messing up her life. Stumbling." Qi Yongzhi said.

He regretted it when he thought of these things.

Turning his gaze to Meng Qingrang, seeing her pale face, he quickly smiled and said, "Girl, don't be afraid, what uncle said means nothing else. As early as the Chinese New Year, uncle told Xixi that as long as you Not always single, she can like whoever she wants. Uncle told you that these are just biased, and want you to understand how much effort Xixi likes you, so that you will love her so much, and in the future, if there is friction, you will be able to Follow her."

Meng Qingrang couldn't listen, her instincts had already begun to resist the sounds of the outside world, her eyes were white, and her messy memory quickly extracted pictures related to this part-Qi Xi asked her if she had made any mistakes, which made her parents refuse to let her go. She went home; Qi Xi said that her mother was so angry with her; Qi Xi said that liking her is easy, but sometimes it is difficult; Qi Xi said... after drinking at night, she might be acting hypocritical now , and you are not here, it is easy to think wildly, I am afraid that you will change your mind one day, what should I do?

It took Qi Xi nearly ten years to get out of the shadow of homosexuality and walk to her side. She was disturbed by herself, digested by herself, and took the most difficult step by herself.

Now, is she going to push her back with her own hands?

Meng Qingrang, you can't be so cruel.

But if you are not cruel, there will be no peace for this girl you love.

Meng Qing's chaotic rationality was pulled crazily, and the strong dizziness made her feel sick, and the pain in her bone-chilling body became more and more obvious.

"Girl, it's rare that Xixi became lively and smiling again after falling in love with you. Uncle thank you very much." Qi Yongzhi stood up and said solemnly, "Xixi will trouble you in the future, please treat me well. she."

Meng Qingrang dreamed that someone would say these things to herself, and wanted to be affirmed by others, she wished she could nod her head and agree immediately, but she couldn't do it anymore.

"Uncle, I'm sorry." Meng Qingrang whispered with all his strength.

Qi Yongzhi was puzzled, then shocked and angry, and quickly returned to calm as water, "What you said just now, you just treated it as an uncle and didn't say anything. If you agree with each other, you will get together, and if you don't agree, you will separate. Uncle understands."

Meng Qingrang was afraid of the word 'understanding'.

Qi Yongzhi couldn't understand it, and if he understood it, no one would stand up for Qi Xi and beat her up as a heartless person.

"Uncle, don't do this." Meng Qingrang begged.

Qi Yongzhi's tone remained unchanged, "Uncle wants to trouble you with one thing - don't be too harsh when you divide, except for the matter of Xixi's mother, Xixi has always been favored when she was a child, and she has never experienced any difficult things. , Uncle is afraid that she won't be able to bear it, but don't leave her with any thoughts."

Qi Yongzhi turned his head to look at the bloodless Qi Xi on the hospital bed, and his tone was exceptionally calm, "If you don't think about it, Xi Xi will definitely be sad, it's okay, I will take my daughter back and take good care of her, even if it is the same as when I was a child, I will bring her with me in class." It doesn't matter, it will be fine one day, once there is a little room for her, she will be led by the nose, and her heart can no longer be calm. The uncle doesn't want to look at the little daughter who has grown up in the palm of his hand, and become cautious again because of someone , I hope you understand."

Qi Yongzhi knows that he has no intention of forcing his feelings, he doesn't want to blame anyone, he only blames himself for hesitating for a while, and even thought of introducing a boy to Qi Xi, and broke up unhappy, and missed the opportunity to check in on her.

It is her father's responsibility to pay the wrong person now, and he will be responsible to the end.

"Please tell Xixi about this matter when she is in better health. The doctor said that her concussion won't heal for a while, and she can't be stimulated." Qi Yongzhi said.

His rationality and understanding pushed Meng Qingrang into the abyss. She couldn't get out, so she had to flee in a hurry.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" Meng Qingrang staggered out of the ward.

Outside, Meng Zining and the others hadn't left yet. Seeing Meng Qingrang's expression was wrong, he hurried over to help her.

As soon as she touched it, she immediately withdrew her hand as if frightened.

The action was too fast and almost hit Meng Zining.

Zhou Fang quickly pulled his wife to his side, and said in a deep voice, "Rang Rang, wake up."

Meng Qingrang couldn't wake up, his mind was full of Qi Xi, Qi Xi, Qi Xi...

"Don't follow me." Meng Qingrang didn't look back, but she could feel someone following behind her, and she didn't have the energy to deal with anyone now.

Zhou Qi had no choice but to stop, watching Meng Qingrang walking along the corridor without moving.

At the end, break into the safe exit that no one cares about, and climb up the steps.

Climbing until there was no more way to stop, bent over, and hid in a corner without a ray of light.

----

After calming down, Meng Qing still needed to find a way to clean up the mess all over the floor.

She stood up from the dark and cold corner, patted the dirt off her body, straightened her messy hair, and then took out her mobile phone to make a call to Yan Zhiwen and Hai Qiyun respectively.

The former, ask him a favor.

The latter, "I can promise you to get engaged to Xiang Ting, on the premise that I will have the final say on all matters related to design from today on."

After hanging up the phone, Meng Qingren walked down the steps step by step.

Below, Lian Muan, who saw her walking all the way, leaned against the wall and asked calmly, "Have you figured it out?"

Meng Qingrang stopped at that section, "The second Tang Jia had a miscarriage, my ending was already decided."

Lian Mu'an hesitated to speak.

On the one hand, it was the irreversible harm to Qi Xi's best friend. He was afraid that Qi Xi would hate him if he knew about it;

On the one hand, he had to give in a step to ensure that Qixi would not be injured in the future, and on the other hand, he had to conceal the truth to prevent her from standing out for him.

Meng Qingrang's ending is indeed determined-a dilemma, besieged on all sides.

Then, if she wanted to keep the people around her safe, fighting alone was her only choice.

She has thorns all over her body, and the closer she is to anyone, the deeper she will hurt them.

She didn't want to, but the situation was such.

Even with the change, the process is difficult.

"Lian Mu'an, the last 'I'm sorry'." Meng Qingrang looked at her and said, "When your hand hurts, I can realize where the root problem is, but it's just like what you said, I didn't expect that one day To like someone so much, I had no goal at that time, no urge to change, so I wasted six years in vain, and once again made it into today's situation, I did everything on my own. Your explanation, one day, I will definitely give it to you. "

"What about you? What should you do?" Lian Mu'an asked back. Her confession has long been dispensable. Meng Qingrang, who has been inseparable from Qi Xi, has left her. What she wants to do in the future is what she wants the most. knew.

"Meng Qingrang, if you always think about someone, your life will become very long." Lian Mu'an said.

Meng Qing let know, but, "If you don't die, you have to find a way to live well."

This is the price she has to pay for years of ignorance, and it is also the only chance left.

Give to your selfish self.

If she still has the ability to survive until she is 'released after serving her sentence', if there is no one else around Qi Xi at that time.

……

Are there really so many what-ifs in the world?

Lian Muan remained silent.

She has always lived realistically. If someone sows a seed in her heart first, waits for it to bloom and bear fruit, and then uses the most direct and cruel way to gouge out the root, then the empty piece of her heart will never be. There is no more existence of this person.

She doesn't know Qi Xi that well, so she doesn't know if she is the same.

But comparing her heart with her heart, she is sure that no one in this world should wait for someone all the time.

If Qi Xi falls in love with someone else, the better Meng Qingjiang lives for the rest of his life, the more painful it will be.

"Meng Qingrang, do you know how to break up?" Lian Mu'an asked.

Meng Qingrang didn't know, it was the first time for her to even like her, so how could she know how to break up, "Xixi's father said not to be too cruel."

Lian Mu'an, "Don't be procrastinating."

Meng Qingrang, "..."

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