She messed with me first

Qi Xi clenched her clothes tightly, and her breathing gradually became short of breath.

After coming back, all kinds of contacts with Meng Qingrang flashed through my mind like a marquee - her silent tolerance after being beaten, her sister, the care she took for the glutinous rice balls, the skirt she gave , all her actions that made her irritable and repeated, all turned into surprises at this moment.

Qi Xi couldn't hold back her emotional turmoil, and thought excitedly: Maybe her obsession for the past two years isn't all about being cheap?Maybe Meng Qingrang still has feelings for her?

But if you want to, why break up?

Qi Xi didn't understand, she wanted to go up to Meng Qingrang immediately and ask her what these words meant, but she was afraid that her impermanent emotions might cause auditory hallucinations, so she turned her steps carefully and raised her feet carefully.

"Think about how to tell Qi Xi first. In this relationship, she should be the closest to you, and she is the one who really cares for you, but you made the whole world know the truth, and you only deceived her." The worst." Qi Xi heard Xiang Ting talking, and when he paused, he seemed to sigh, "Even if you did all this for her own good, it can't offset the fact that you made her sad. Two years If it's not two days, she may not be able to accept it."

Qi Xi's feet fell back, and the shoelaces were worn and torn, which hurt more than before.

For her good?

When she was in love, she seemed to forget to tell Meng Qingrang that she hated people telling her that it was good for her the most in her life.

For her own good, Qi Yongzhi forbade her to go home for so many years.

Uncle is good for her and wants to introduce a man to her so that she can live a 'normal' life.

Lao Li always did her best, gave her life-saving money, and then used a contract to tie her up in Youshang, a place with no future in sight, for eight years.

Even the teachers at the school took it easy for her, calling her into an empty meeting room, and earnestly reminding her not to compete with the vice principal's daughter for the exchange student spot, otherwise the national scholarship for that semester might be gone.

There are really many people who are good for her, but she is not the kind of person with outstanding IQ, so she can't really see what the good things are.

On the contrary, mediocre people prefer to run after the south wall. They have only one muscle, and they don't know how to opportunistically. The road may be clumsy, but they are at ease in the end.

She seemed to have really forgotten to tell Meng Qingrang about these things.

……

Qi Xi's heart, which was beating more violently than thousands of rabbits, slowly calmed down, with a smile on his lips, he walked out from behind the wall step by step, his expression changed from surprise to surprise, and finally panic Meng Qingrang approached her, and asked her with a smile, "Meng Qingrang, what did you lie to me?"

Meng Qingrang opened his mouth, but couldn't utter a single syllable, so he could only grab Qi Xi's arm hanging by his side in a hurry, and she avoided it as if frightened, stood far away from her, and asked persistently He said, "Rang Rang, what did you lie to me?"

After the address was changed, Meng Qing's face turned pale, and she saw Qi Xi standing there alone, pinching his joints with his fingernails, dazed and at a loss.

At that moment, Meng Qingrang suddenly realized that she really made Qi Xi sad again.

She has imagined thousands of ways to reunite, all of which are because Qi Xi has hated herself to the core, and chasing her again is about as difficult as climbing to the sky. This is the path she chose, she admits it, and she is ready.

Qi Xi never forgot that she was unexpected, no... At that time, she was unable to admit that it was reasonable.

So, he stubbornly drove her away and let her be sad. Now, it is meaningless to belittle her sincerity that has been struggling in conflicts for two years.

Meng Qingrang wanted to apologize, wanted to hug Qi Xi, looked up and saw her red eyes, dared to stand where she was, and called her in a low voice, "Xi Xi."

Qi Xi seemed to understand something, she lowered her head and laughed, then immediately raised her head again, forcing back the things in her eyes that shouldn't be seen, then turned and left without looking back.

"Sister Qi Xi didn't say a word when she turned around, and she didn't shed a tear, but I don't know why, but I just feel sad."

Two years ago, the day Qi Xi left, Zhou Qi's words suddenly entered his mind.

Meng Qingrang panicked, she seemed to have seen that scene.

Meng Qing felt so uncomfortable in his stomach that he wanted to bend down, and even more wanted to chase Qi Xi, but in the end he could only walk a short distance, and before turning the corner, Xiang Ting grabbed his arm tightly and reminded her urgently , "Meng Qingrang, your mother is back!"

Meng Qing fixed her flustered gaze, her eyes were sore from the bright white light above her head, but she did not close her eyes, she stared motionlessly at the corner that Qi Xi left, until the world turned into a ball with no end in sight. white.

"What are you doing standing here? The test results came out?" Hai Qiyun asked the two people who were facing away from her displeasedly.

Xiang Ting glanced at Meng Qingrang quickly, wanting to explain for her, but before he could speak, he saw her slowly move away from him, turned around, and calmly said to Hai Qiyun, "I can't die."

Hai Qiyun's eyes suddenly darkened, which was a sign of her anger.

Before his anger was fully aroused, he suddenly closed his eyes with a headache.

Xiao Jiang, who followed from afar, hurried forward to support Hai Qiyun, and asked worriedly: "Boss Hai, how are you doing?"

Hai Qiyun's breath was confused, "Send me back, immediately!"

Xiao Jiang didn't dare to delay for a moment, and within 2 minutes, she helped Hai Qiyun disappear completely.

Meng Qingrang immediately turned around and left.

Xiang Ting followed behind, "Where are you going?"

Meng Qingrang, "Look for her."

"Your stomach hurts so much that you can't straighten your waist. How can you find me?" Xiang Ting grabbed Meng Qingrang's arm to prevent her from going any further. "Meng Qingrang, be more rational! What will happen!"

Meng Qingrang looked up at Xiang Ting, and only said two words, "Let go."

Xiang Ting had never seen such a cold expression on Meng Qingrang.

After hesitating for a few seconds, he let go of his hand, seeing Meng Qingrang, who was unable to walk steadily, stumbled and ran out.

It was bitterly cold outside.

Meng Qingrang kept looking forward in one direction, turned back when he found the end, and started again by changing another road.

Repeatedly, tirelessly.

In the end, I finally ran out of strength, and stood on the steps of the exit, looking around aimlessly.

The city is so big, as far as she can see, there is no Qi Xi anywhere.

Xiang Ting stood not far away, watching the woman in front of her panting, and slowly bent over, as if she was finally unable to hold on under the weight of her shoulders.

Seeing him, I felt tired, so I took out my mobile phone and called Tang Jia, "Please contact Qi Xi, she heard my conversation with Meng Qingrang..."

----

After hanging up the phone, Tang Jia quickly got up from Lian Muan and called Qi Xi.

I called more than a dozen times in a row, but no one answered.

Seeing that Tang Jia's face was getting more and more ugly, Lian Mu'an lost the will to do anything, so he picked up his clothes and put them on, and asked Tang Jia, "What happened?"

Tang Jia's voice was deep, "Xixi knows that Boss Meng lied to her about the breakup."

"I'll go out for a while!" Tang Jia said.

Lian Muan, "I'm with you."

The two quickly left the community, Lian Muan drove, and Tang Jia continued to call Qi Xi.

After hitting No.30 five times, it was finally no longer a mechanical voice prompt.

"Xixi, where are you?!" Tang Jia asked anxiously.

Qi Xi was silent for a while, and when she spoke, the cold wind poured into her throat, blowing the excessively light voice in her throat to pieces, "Relic Park."

Tang Jia, "I'll go there right away!"

After hanging up the phone, Lian Muan had already checked the line.

There is a distance from here, and it will take 10 to [-] minutes at the fastest to get there.

"Seeing Qi Xi, what do you plan to say?" Lian Mu'an asked.

Tang Jia was upset, "Now I can only tell the truth."

"But you also have a part in deceiving her. If you don't agree, you two will have to break up your relationship."

"Then what do you think I should do?" Tang Jia scratched her hair irritably, regretting too much, "I shouldn't have believed Meng Qing's nonsense of 'I will beg her to come back', get rid of myself first! , it hasn't been easy for her these two years, and she has put a lot of thought into Xixi behind her back, but every penny counts, she just dumped Xixi and even lied to her!"

"Jiajia." Lian Muan stroked Tang Jia's hair soothingly with one hand, and said, "This is the end of the matter, you must stabilize first, if you collapse, the matter between the two of them will really be over. Now you are the only one who can talk to Qi Xi."

Tang Jia must know this, "I'm just afraid that I won't say it well."

On one side is her best friend, she has seen her cry heart-piercingly, on the other side is her boss who has been with her for two years, no one knows better than her what Meng Qingrang has paid for today, even Zhou Mai, who knows her itinerary like the back of his hand, only sees the surface, and the hidden and unknown guards are really difficult.

So she was afraid, afraid that if she couldn't say a word well, those feelings that could obviously make everyone envious would be scattered like this.

"Lian Mu'an, I can't do it." Tang Jia's voice was already crying.

Lian Muan pulled over and stopped the car, quickly unfastened the seat belt with one hand and turned sideways, hooked Tang Jia's shoulder with the other hand, hugged her tightly, and said firmly: "Jiajia, you must do it!"

----

Tang Jia and Lian Muan found Qi Xi nearly an hour later.

The two have found the six roads all the way.

There were few people on the road, Qi Xi sat on a bench by the side of the road with his head down, as if he was looking at the mottled light and shadow on the ground, or just staring at a place in a daze.

On a November day, she only had a tube top dress on her body.

The coiled hair was about to come loose, hanging loosely behind his head, letting the wind blow.The shoes were not worn, and they were neatly put aside. When you get closer, you can see that the lacing has been stained with blood so that the original color cannot be seen.

……

Tang Jia covered her mouth desperately but still couldn't control the turbulent tears. She strode up to Qi Xi, took off her coat and wrapped it around her body, hugged her, rubbed her back hard to keep warm, felt her shivering from the cold, Angrily and urgently, he hit her with his fist and shouted: "Qi Xi, who are you torturing?!"

Qi Xi stared blankly at a crack in the bricks on the ground, and after a long time, as if she had come to her senses, she said with difficulty, "Jiajia, you lie to me with her."

Tang Jia didn't dare to listen to the trembling voice for a second time, and carefully explained the reasons for the breakup, Meng Qingrang's situation since she was a child, and her hard work in the past two years in order to be able to lift Hai Qiyun as soon as possible. , told Qi Xi all about it, and finally told her, "Xi Xi, although Meng Qingrang made mistakes, all her starting points are for your own good."

for you.

These three words again.

Qi Xi is very strange, she is not a sweet pastry that everyone loves, why everyone wants to be good for her?

Is it okay if she doesn't want it?

Or, they don't really know what's behind the 'for her'?

All right, she told them.

"I cry for no reason every day; I can wake up with a start in less than 10 minutes of nap; I know she is already with someone else, but I can't help but go online to find her information, look at her photos, and see if she is fat or thin. Whether I am in a good mood or not; in order to catch up with her, I work hard every day, rushing forward desperately, until I fall asleep in the room and cannot wake up, so scared that the landlord thinks I am dead; when encountering mandatory holidays, I go to her alone The place where she used to stay for a whole day, guessing which direction she might come from like a crazy person..."

"Jiajia, do you know what day it is?" Qi Xi asked Tang Jia with a smile, "What is it about you that treats me well?"

Tang Jia choked up, "I'm sorry Xixi, she, she is just afraid that someone around you will be hurt because of her, afraid that you will be hurt again, she can't help it."

"Then don't say anything, just let me go?" Qi Xi couldn't understand, "Jiajia, do you know how helpless it is to go to find her after waking up, but to find people around you you don't know?"

"Lianzhou said that I was very pitiful at that time, and it seems to be what she said." Qi Xi's tone was calm, "Jiajia, where was Lianzhou when she said that I was pitiful? Tell me, what did she do to me? good?"

Tang Jia only heard the loud thunder, which shook her so much that she couldn't make a sound.

Qi Xi took the opportunity to smile, "Do you all think she is great and not easy?"

Tang Jia, "..."

"But I'm just an ordinary person, I don't need such a great love." Qi Xi laughed and burst into tears, "Her heart is made of flesh, in case something happens to me, my heart is reinforced concrete, let her say no." Just don't, just reconcile if you come back and say it? Can any of you think about it for me?"

Qi Xi's voice lowered, with a strong nasal voice, "I like her so much, and I will feel sorry for her. If she can't hold on alone, do you want me to die?"

"..."

Qi Xi couldn't continue.

His vision was repeatedly clear and blurred, and there was no warmth in his body.

At eleven o'clock, the lights on both sides of the road were turned off.

As soon as the light dimmed, the coolness began to wreak havoc.

Qi Xi heard a sound of slow footsteps from far to near, stopped in front of her, stood for a long time, and then said to her: "Xi Xi, I'm sorry."

Qi Xi raised her head, her eyes were red with a smile, "Meng Qingrang, let me show you something fun."

Meng Qingrang knew that this fun thing must not be fun, so she still wanted to watch it, "Okay."

Qi Xi picked up the phone with a smile, logged in to ins over the wall, and handed it to Meng Qingrang with a cold and stiff movement, saying: "I have an ins account that no one knows about. You didn't want me to register later, but inside All the things I wrote are related to you. None of these things are talking about you. "

Meng Qing let out an 'um', and at that moment, she could hardly see any anger on her body.

Meng Qingrang took the phone over and scrolled down one by one.

A total of 37, not many.

Each post is a place she has been to—maybe for study, maybe just because of work.

Each post carries a photo and four tags—when did she get there, what age was she, what did she do there, and what was the result.

One of the photos was taken at the exhibition venue where her eye was accidentally injured. Qi Xi whispered to this place on ins: [I don’t like this place because her eye was injured here. 】