They are different [Rebirth]

Chen Ai lowered her head and said nothing, afraid of being despised by him.

Ji Ran looked at him for a while and asked, "Do you still like me?"

Chen Ai looked up at him in surprise, and after a while she came back to her senses and said, "That's for sure, why would you ask this?"

Ji Ran said, "It's okay to ask."

Chen Ai: "..."

Ji Ran said again: "If you like me, you have to listen to me, otherwise you are not allowed to like me."

Chen Ai: "..."

Ji Ran said: "That's the end of this matter, you are not allowed to think about what you have, if you must think about it, you have no right to like me."

Chen Ai hesitated to speak, and moved her lips a little unconvinced, but did not say it out.

Ji Ran asked him: "Do you agree or not?"

Chen Ai hesitated for a while, then nodded.

Ji Ran said: "Very well, so be it. Do you have anything else to say? No—"

"It's not your fault!" Chen Ai said suddenly, "Ji Ran, don't think about it, it's your father's fault, it's not your fault, don't think about yourself."

Ji Ran looked at him in surprise for a while, then suddenly smiled.But the smile came for a short time and left too fast, like the surface of water wrinkled by the wind, it disappeared in an instant.

"What is wrong is wrong." Ji Ran said.

Chen Ai looked at him blankly.

"No matter what the background reason is, whether you regret it or get forgiveness, the wrong thing itself is wrong. No one forced me to kill someone with a knife. Even if someone did it, I shouldn't do it. Ji Songliang was wrong, but it doesn't mean I should be wrong with him. Because I look down on people like him, so I won't let myself become like him."

For Ji Songliang, whatever he does, the reason is on his side.

Smuggling because of his birth forced him; using his position to steal public funds from the Ji family to speculate in stocks, so that he would not be ridiculed by the rest of the Ji family one day; The domestic violence is because of the pressure of life, and there is no place to vent; the reason to blackmail Chen Ai is because he wants to get back on track and needs this money, and this money is irrelevant to the windfall Chen Ai. .

Ji Ran is not sure how much of Ji Songliang's genes he has inherited, nor can he fully recall whether he has thought about this problem countless times.But these days, he has thought about many things.

People are really strange. Even though they had so much time to think in the past, they never thought of it.Occasionally, all of a sudden, I do not know why, and suddenly I have an epiphany.He doesn't want to be a person like Ji Songliang, and he shouldn't be that kind of person in the first place. He can't be a shadow over his life forever after Ji Songliang is dead.

After Chen Ai heard these words, her face turned pale, her eyes flickered, and she was extremely embarrassed.

Ji Ran was puzzled instead.

Chen Ai licked her lips, swallowed again, and couldn't help but ask, "Are you talking about me?"

"Ah?" Ji Ran was taken aback, "No..."

"I knew that you would never forgive me." Chen Ai was about to cry.

Ji Ran was really dumbfounded all of a sudden, and looked at him blankly: "What are you talking about?"

Chen Aihong stared at him: "I see, what and what did I do to you, you agreed to be with me. Lu Kuo didn't say the whole thing, but did I still take pictures of you? Did I threaten you? is you?"

Ji Ran: "..."

He could probably guess what happened when Chen Ai said "what happened".

If Lu Kuo is crazy, if he must talk too much, he will die if he doesn't say it, can he say it completely?Don't tell the effect!An idiot is an idiot, if you are not rigorous at all, it will add chaos.

Ji Ran was about to be overwhelmed by anger, his face was flushed with anger, and when he looked at Chen Ai opposite, he was about to cry, and his heart was even more congested.

He didn't expect that Lu Kuo would tell Chen Ai about this, and his eyes darkened with anger. It took him a long time to recover, with a sullen face, he interrupted Chen Ai's endless chatter: "Shut up, there are no photos, you Don't trust Lu Kuo."

Chen Ai looked at him sadly and embarrassingly: "There are no photos, but I still did that, didn't I?"

Hearing what Lu Kuo said at the time, Chen Ai was dumbfounded.If it were someone else, he would fight directly.

Of course, in fact, he also beat Lu Kuo.

He even wanted to ask Lu Kuo if he was crazy.But think about it carefully, Tang Tang is dead, Lu Kuo won't be able to get crazy, Tang Yue is still strong, what is Lu Kuo grabbing?

Ji Ran was silent for a while, and said, "That thing hasn't happened now, and it won't happen."

"But it still happened, and I still did it." Chen Ai told him to go into a corner, "I'm sorry, I don't know what I can say, I'm really... sorry."

Ji Ran frowned slightly: "You didn't do it."

Chen Ai said dejectedly: "Lu Kuo said that everyone is everyone, there is no second one, so that me is this me."

Ji Ran: "..."

Why is Lu Kuo talking so much nonsense?

Don't you know that Chen Ai is a fool who has no concept of time and space?

Chen Ai was still muttering, "I'm sorry."

Only then did Ji Ran realize later that what he said about "right and wrong" just now was probably heard by Chen Ai, and he felt that he was pointing fingers and scolding Huai.

In all fairness, Ji Ran really felt that it was Chen Ai's fault.

At that time, he was afraid of embarrassment, so he did not sue Chen Ai after weighing the pros and cons. Anyway, there would be no result if he sued, which made people laugh for nothing.

Later, things gradually went astray, and he gave up on himself for a while, until Ji Songliang's incident hit him head-on, and he gradually regained consciousness.

Chen Ai's fault was Chen Ai's fault, and what happened to Ji Songliang should not have been Chen Ai's fault in the first place.And if he wanted to protect Chen Ai, he could only make that decision.

He used to hate Chen Ai, because the whole thing had a terrible beginning, and it was hard for him to forget that beginning.No matter what Chen Ai did, no matter what Chen Ai did, he would never forget it.

Or, it should be put like this: it is precisely because Chen Ai has done a lot of things, the more Chen Ai pays, the more he remembers that thing clearly.

He even hated Chen Ai more and more - obviously at first, it was just hate and disgust, but later, it became hatred.

He hated Chen Ai that night for ruining the later Chen Ai.

He hated Chen Ai for doing that, which made him unable to love Chen Ai.

Whenever he thinks a little bit more, there will be a voice in his head reminding him sternly: Do you want to forgive Chen Ai?How can you forgive him?It was wrong to forgive him, many things cannot be canceled out.

He had to resist everything about Chen Ai, otherwise it would be like betraying something.

Therefore, Chen Ai owes him, and he owes Chen Ai. This sharp contradiction will exist for a lifetime, and there is no way to solve it. The two of them will spend the rest of their lives together in pain, and it is embarrassing to think about it. .

Ji Ran used to think so.

Until he was reborn.

Life can be started all over again, whether it is his life or Chen Ai's life, they should take this opportunity to untie the chaotic thread that has unintentionally tied into a knot, and then each go on its own parallel line.

Of course, perhaps, speaking strictly, there is such a one-in-a-billion chance, like winning the lottery, that can be applied to his and Chen Ai's shared lives, which are not parallel life lines.

From the bottom of his heart, Ji Ran didn't think he was opening the floodgates, he thought it was a rigorous scientific attitude, so he proposed a lottery bet.This is impossible in itself, he just wants God to give up.

As a result, Chen Ai won the lottery.

Ji Ran felt that the whole world had gone crazy.

There was a moment of silence between the two.

Seeing that they had nothing to say, the prison guard reminded them that the visit could end.Ji Ran got up to leave, but was stopped by Chen Ai: "After you come out, can I chase you again?"

Ji Ran looked back at him a little slowly, with a puzzled look on his face, as if what he said was difficult to understand.

Chen Ai blushed, and said embarrassingly: "I already know about that, and you still say that, you must think I'm shameless, but I really know I'm wrong, can you give me a chance?"

It's not difficult for Ji Ran to understand this matter, what is difficult for him to understand is why Chen Ai is still persisting.

He asked Chen Ai again: "What do you like about me?"

From the beginning to the end, he did not know why Chen Ai was obsessed with himself.There is always a reason to like someone. He has no money, no power, no heart, no enthusiasm, and even the last funny arrogance. So, for Chen Ai, apart from paranoia, what is the reason for this liking? Where is the foothold?

A liking without a foothold is like a dream in the mirror. You don't need to be attached to each other, you just need to see through.

Chen Ai looked at him and said, "I just like you."

Ji Ran was silent for a while: "Wait as you please, wait as you like, wait if you like, and don't wait if you don't wait."

He was silent for a while, and said: "But it's better to wait a while. Then you have to live a better life. I don't want to worry about going out after finishing the prison, so forget it."

Chen Ai sniffed and began to cry.

Ji Rante disliked him like this, and didn't want to put on such a vulgar play, so he took a few more glances, turned and left with the prison guards.

After walking a long distance, Ji Ran seemed to still be able to hear Chen Ai's voice, as if he could still hear Chen Ai choking up and yelling "I'm sorry" and "Thank you".

He thought, maybe between himself and Chen Ai, it is no longer clear who owes whom more.

It was an accident, a mistake, and a muddle between the two of them.

It was Chen Ai who made the mistake first, and he made the mistake as soon as he made the mistake, so it was impossible to recover together.

He originally thought that all mistakes would be corrected by returning to time, but he didn't expect to come to this point in a tortuous way.

Is it caused by the butterfly effect, or people should not have a one-in-a-billion chance of fluke?

He began to doubt.