gentle captain zheng

Jiang Mingchen fidgeted in the lounge, occasionally peeking at Shen Yue.

Shen Yue stood in front of the window, wearing earphones, and seemed to be talking to the person on the other end of the phone, but he didn't speak, just listening in silence.

At the end, Shen Yue pressed the phone, and suddenly asked: "Are you a little timid?"

Jiang Mingchen originally thought he was talking to the person on the phone, but he looked at him and was stunned for a moment: "Are you asking me?"

"Ah."

Jiang Mingchen didn't know why he suddenly asked this, and said with some embarrassment, "It's okay."

Shen Yue looked at him for a while and said, "I'm not very courageous."

Jiang Mingchen: "...It's, it's okay."

what does it mean?Jiang Mingchen was a little puzzled.

Shen Yue went on to say: "Zheng Xuan is different from me, you don't have to worry that he will collapse like me."

Only then did Jiang Mingchen realize that Shen Yue was comforting himself, his heart felt a little warmer, and he sympathized with Shen Yue even more. After thinking for a while, he said, "Thank you. However, it may be that I don't have a backache when I stand and talk, but it's been so many years, you , You also want to open up a little bit."

"Such a personality, it's hard to change." Shen Yue smiled lightly.

Someone feeds him chicken soup every day, there are all kinds of chickens, such as "Look at you, you are living much better than those guys now, they are so miserable, why do you continue to struggle", or "It's all like this It has been many years, what happened in the past has passed, what happened in the past has happened, and the days to come will still be lived, and one more day trapped inside is one more day of loss.”

Almost everyone understands these truths, and Shen Yue herself understands them very well, but understanding does not mean that she can forget and be relieved.

He resented those people and regretted himself.He hated those people for killing him, and he also hated himself for jumping into a pit when he was young and frivolous.Over the years, he recalled that incident over and over again, thinking over and over again, if he could go back to that time again, he would definitely not offend this person, he would definitely not offend that person, he must be aware of current affairs, and he would be able to take action on more things. A more tactful and better way to deal with it.

After thinking about it, he became more and more convinced of the saying that character determines destiny.

Jiang Mingchen watched his words and expressions, and tried his best to answer the topic: "It's, it's okay, your personality is very good."

Shen Yue looked at him twice more, then smiled again.I don't know why, but I think Jiang Mingchen is very kind, maybe because he can see the corners and corners of Jiang Mingchen and Zheng Xuan, even with Ai Wu and Wu, he is not as quiet and indifferent in front of others, but he wants to talk: "I have a low EQ."

Jiang Mingchen: "..."

How can I answer this?I can't follow this line, do I want to continue rainbow fart?

It can be seen from the fact that she can easily chat to death that Shen Yue's EQ is indeed not too high.

Shen Dashen, who had a low EQ, continued: "I know a friend who has experienced many bad things, but he won't get up when he collapses like me."

Jiang Mingchen hesitated and said, "Maybe it's because it's not as miserable as you."

Shen Yue paused and said, "He was framed and served ten years in prison."

Jiang Mingchen: "..."

Do miserable people appear in groups?

"I often think that if I were him, I would be even worse than I am now, and maybe I would completely destroy myself or commit suicide." Shen Yue said, "He said that it was only a loss of ten years. In this way, it would be a loss." 50 years."

Jiang Mingchen: "...ah."

So why all of a sudden?

Shen Yue sighed, and said: "Zheng Xuan and him are the same type of people, they will not always be entangled in the mud pit they fell in the past, they will feel that life is always moving forward, what has happened has already happened, If you can remedy it, you can remedy it, and if you can’t remedy it, you will be treated as a loss and gain a wisdom, and you will never reach the point of complete despair. Trapping yourself in the embarrassment of the past is the real trap for bad people to frame you."

"..." Jiang Mingchen said ignorantly, "Yes."

Still don't know why I'm saying this all of a sudden.

After Shen Yue finished speaking, she fell silent again, standing there looking at the scenery outside the window.

After a long time, the door of the lounge was opened, Zheng Xuan stood at the door and said with a smile: "It's time, I invite you to dinner."

Jiang Mingchen got up from the sofa in a hurry, and ran towards Zheng Xuan like a swallow in his arms, but stopped the car when he reached in front of him, barely remembering that it was in a public place.

Zheng Xuan took his hand naturally, rubbed his hair, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, they're still arguing in the conference room."

It was nothing more than Zhao Liao pretending to speak for Zheng Xuan. Zheng Xuan looked impatiently, and found an excuse to leave first, and came to take the two of them to dinner.

Zheng Xuan comforted his little boyfriend who had been worrying and losing weight for the past two days, then looked over him at Shen Yue, and said, "We're discussing public relations."

Shen Yue hesitated to speak: "Let's go eat."

He got goose bumps all over his body when he stayed in the organizing committee building.

Zheng Xuan, who was in the center of the vortex, was indeed in a good state of mind. He didn't seem to be bothered by his innocent disaster this time. There was no worry on his brows, and he was as gentle as usual. Get the address of an old word-of-mouth store that is not well-known in the local area.

Shen Yue thought of the young man again, after the young man was hospitalized, he was still able to post a photo of him braiding Xiang Nan who was asleep on his stomach, it was indeed - the heart was racing.

Shen Yue is very envious of people like them and wants to be such a person.

Jiang Mingchen was afraid that his boyfriend was forcing a smile on his face, so he felt distressed when he thought about it. When he entered the restaurant, he saw Shen Yue sitting on the seat playing with his mobile phone, so he lied about going to choose dishes with Zheng Xuan, and found a small corner to hurt him when he dragged him. Pain: "Are you really okay?"

Zheng Xuan smiled and said: "It's really okay, this is also an experience in life."

"..." I almost believed your evil!Jiang Mingchen was dissatisfied, "What kind of experience is this, it's unlucky."

"It's not unlucky because everyone can live for more than 80 years at most, so it's a wealth of experience." Zheng Xuan patted him, "I know you are worried, but the boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge. If it must not be straight, then you give yourself It's still bent when you're sick, and it's still going to be on your body when it's over."

Jiang Mingchen: "..."

"Soldiers are coming to cover up the water and the soil. Now that we are fine, we should do the things in front of us first. We have to eat on time, eat well, and eat delicious food. Do you think this makes sense?" Zheng Xuan asked him.

Jiang Mingchen struggled and said, "Well—" the long ending sound expressed his secret disapproval.

Zheng Xuan was amused by him, and poked his face: "This is all skinny."

"I was too fat some time ago." Said Jiang Mingchen, who had not been continuously brainwashed by Team Zheng these days, so he had a little bit of a clear understanding of his fatness.

Team Zheng started a new round of brainwashing: "No way, you weren't fat a while ago, it was because you were too thin a while ago, it's not good to be too thin, and if you're too thin, just—" Pause, and come to Jiang Mingchen He whispered something in his ear, and Jiang Mingchen's face turned red, so angry that he lifted his foot and knelt against his butt viciously.

Zheng Xuan was about to die of joy: "Go, order food, eat more, for me."

Jiang Mingchen was so angry that he chased him all the way, grabbed the hoodie and kicked him hard behind him.

Who is this hentai now? !Return the gentleman Captain Zheng!

The two were fighting like big boys, but the people in the restaurant didn't take it seriously.

The three of them finished their meal lively.

Mainly because Zheng Xuan was lively.

Zheng Xuan repeatedly praised the uncle driver for being honest, and the recommendation was really good, while the other two looked at him with mysterious little eyes.

How can I have this mentality?Shen Yue fell into a new round of melancholy.

So handsome, so great, so powerful.Jiang Mingchen opened his eyes and blew wildly.

Captain Zheng is seriously brainwashing people today (x)

After dinner, Zheng Xuan led them to open a room in the hotel to rest. Shen Yue was settled first, and then Zheng Xuan and Jiang Mingchen went to open their own room. As soon as they entered, Zheng Xuan had just closed the door when Jiang Mingchen suddenly attacked him from behind. , with the previous drill in the hotel, Jiang Mingchen was already proficient in grabbing his sweater and hat, dragging him and pushing him against the wall!

Zheng Xuan leaned against the wall, before he could speak, Jiang Mingchen kissed him.

All right, kiss first.

After the kiss, Jiang Mingchen panted lightly, and looked straight into his eyes.

Zheng Xuan was not in a hurry to speak anymore, and gently rubbed Jiang Mingchen's earlobe.

Jiang Mingchen's earlobes are a bit thick and soft, and in terms of physiognomy, he is blessed.Of course, if you believe in physiognomy, you can believe it or not. Compared with this, what is more real is that Zheng Xuan thinks it is really fun to pinch.

It took Jiang Mingchen a long time to speak in a low voice: "Shen Yue and I talked a lot today."

"Huh?" Zheng Xuan asked softly.

"After thinking about it for a long time, I felt that he was talking about me." Jiang Mingchen said.

Zheng Xuan asked: "What did he say?"

Jiang Mingchen said: "He said that what happened in the past has passed, and people should not be stuck in the embarrassment of the past, because this is the real embarrassment. Once we get out, those embarrassments will no longer be so embarrassing. Embarrassing."

Zheng Xuan thought for a while, but didn't speak.

He actually knew that it was very likely that Shen Yue said these words not to Jiang Mingchen, but to Shen Yue herself.Shen Yue is feeding herself chicken soup, saying this to herself repeatedly, trying to achieve the effect of brainwashing herself.

But the more this happened, the more it showed that Shen Yue was deeply involved.In a sense, it's like Mrs. Xianglin.

Zheng Xuan was angry with Zhao Liao before, precisely because he knew that Shen Yue had been living in such pain these years, and everything Zhao Liao did was making Shen Yue more painful.

Zheng Xuan also felt guilty for this, after all, it was because of himself that Zhao Liao involved Shen Yue.

But there was no need to tell Jiang Mingchen these things.

Jiang Mingchen was still talking there.

Jiang Mingchen said, "I don't think I'm afraid anymore."

Zheng Xuan raised his eyebrows slightly.

Jiang Mingchen was a little nervous, but calmer than before. He hugged Zheng Xuan's neck and whispered, "Actually, I'm seeing a psychiatrist."

Zheng Xuan: "..."

When Jiang Mingchen went to see a psychiatrist for the first time, he walked around the hospital for many times but didn't dare to go in, feeling ashamed.When I think about telling those things, it is even more embarrassing, and I can't wait to find a crack in the ground and get in.

Finally went in.

It was not as embarrassing as I imagined, the doctor was very nice and professional.

Jiang Mingchen said in a low voice, "I also want to take the initiative a little bit."

Not wanting to keep huddling up in the narrow security circle and hugging his knees to deceive himself and others, he gradually wants to come out and see the vast world where Zheng Xuan lives.

You can't just rely on Zheng Xuan to move a step, you should take the initiative to exert the driving force.

Jiang Mingchen thought so.

"You have given me courage, so I should be brave." Jiang Mingchen said.

Zheng Xuan laughed again, and slowly rubbed his fingers from Jiang Mingchen's earlobes to his cheeks, his eyes were so gentle that Jiang Mingchen's face became hot.He said: "You have always been brave and proactive, not coaxing you."

it is true.

Even though he disagreed with Zhao Liao a lot, Zheng Xuan had to admit that Zhao Liao was a huge temptation.Although there is indeed a very big problem with character, other aspects are really far behind.

And although Jiang Mingchen had various weaknesses, he was still able to persist in struggling precisely because of Jiang Mingchen's weakness in character.

Jiang Mingchen has encountered many bad things, but he is still able to face the sun, still able to look at the world with clear and kind eyes, and still able to not give up pursuing the happiness he wants. Zheng Xuan thinks that he is very brave and special like this. cute.

The two looked at each other for a while, Jiang Mingchen kissed Zheng Xuan's lips again, and this time they did not separate after a longer period of time. From the entrance to the room, light and shadow were entangled and skin to skin.