stay in my room

He sent Xiao Ruan the news that Qin Lan had woken up, and everyone rushed to the corridor of the ward.

When he came up, he saw Cheng Juan standing alone outside the ward, his fingertips curled up against the wall, blue blood vessels gliding under the skin, struggling and enduring.

The pink curly hair is placed on the white headband as always, and the hair depicts a sorrow through the light.

They walked slowly to the glass. Qin Lan's mother held Qin Lan's hand with red eyes inside, and her ears were pressed against Qin Lan's lips.

She raised her hand to touch Qin Lan's temples, but the bandage wrapped around her head made her unable to do so.

Her shoulders were still trembling in the enduring enduring, the weak part of her throat trembled up and down, and the mother and child spoke choked words.

The doctor was observing the situation. It didn't take long for Qin Lan to feel tired, and his eyes rolled down wearily.

He struggled to realize, "Mom, are you tired?" His voice was powerless to be swallowed by the air, and he hooked her hand with his fingertips anxiously.

She held it down with one palm, and said softly, "He's fine, he's fine, I'll ask him to come in."

After saying this, Qin Lan's tense mood slowed down, his brows raised, and his eyes moved out of the window.

His eyesight temporarily seemed to be damaged, he could see people but not clearly, and couldn't put Cheng Juan in front of his eyes.

The harder he tried, the more he found that he couldn't do it. His shoulder blades became tense and he wanted to sit up.

It wasn't until Qin's mother communicated with the doctor to relax for a few minutes to visit, and she didn't go out until she got the doctor's permission.

Before going out, she rubbed the corners of her eyes with a handkerchief, then simply hooked her temples and walked straight to Cheng Juan.

When Cheng Juan saw her, he straightened his shoulders politely, and faced her politely.

"Qin Lan wants to see you, are you going to see him? But he's a little tired, maybe it won't be too long." Qin's mother's tone was discussion and respect, so that Cheng Juan could not choose to enter.

There is longing in his eyes, all hoping that Cheng Juan can go in and see Qin Lan.

Both Qin Lan and his mother respect him first.

Cheng Juan bowed his shoulders instantly, "Thank you." Then, like the wind, he crossed her body.

Carefully pushing the door open and going in, trying not to panic under his feet, but still unable to hold back, he trotted over.

When he got to the bed, Cheng Juan stiffened, and the corners of his eyes turned red for a second.

Before he could speak, Qin Lan raised the corners of his lips wearily, and raised his hand to pinch Cheng Juan's fingertips, "It's good that you're fine." The voice was frighteningly soft, as if floating in Cheng Juan's ear.

He hasn't heard Qin Lan's voice for almost 24 hours. Now he is going to recall Qin Lan's last sentence, which is so long that it is almost blurred.

The corners of Cheng Juan's mouth trembled so that he could not speak, his throat was stuffed with balls of cotton.

Before Qin Lan's fingertips touched his skin, Cheng Juan gripped Qin Lan's fingertips tightly with one hand. There was a thin layer of warmth in his palm, and his shoulders completely slumped.

"Are you okay?" All four words were slurred.

The heart and liver are hanging in the air, it's not a taste at all.

Qin Lan wanted to respond with a smile to tell Cheng Juan that he was fine, but his body function prevented him from recalling the previous arc, and the smile faded when it stretched halfway.

"I'll be fine if I can wake up, don't worry." This sentence was short enough to reassure Cheng Juan, and then Qin Lan continued, "I can't do it this time if I don't take over. I can't compete without me, can you?"

Cheng Juan: ...

He leaned his shoulders and put his forehead on the back of Qin Lan's hand, trembling slightly.

——I don't want to take over.

Qin Lan closed his eyes tiredly, and it seemed that he needed extra strong willpower to open them again, so he just squinted them open.

The doctor said next to him: "The patient needs to rest. Please ask the family members to go out for the time being. The patient will be transferred to the general ward when his condition is stable."

Cheng Juan tightened his fingertips and said firmly, "I can do without you." I can carry the team for you.

Looking up, Qin Lan's bloodless and pale face magnified, and his heart sank.

He put Qin Lan into his heart with his eyes, "you have a good rest, I'll see you later, I'm always here."

His throat was so dry that he couldn't make a sound, but he felt that he had to say something to finish.

The doctor adjusted the infusion and left the ward with Cheng Juan.

The reluctant steps under his feet were driven out, and the sound of Qin Lan's breathing was pulled away.With nothing in his ear, Cheng Juan suddenly turned around in fright.

In the golden light of the afternoon, Qin Lan was so quiet that it made people's heart ache.

The doctor arrived outside the door, unfolded the medical records and told everyone about Qin Lan's condition. Fortunately, Qin Lan was only bleeding seriously. If the situation is good after two nights of observation, he can be transferred to the general ward.

The car accident was a near miss, and the internal organs and bones were not injured, but the bleeding was excessive and the adult was very weak.

After the doctor left, Xiao Ruan and Ye Chang looked at Cheng Juan very complicatedly.

Cheng Juan looked at the ward soberly, choked with cold air in his throat, "Go back to resume training, there is a game tomorrow."

Today's results are well known to everyone, and now the scolding and doubts should be sweeping the entire Internet, and if you don't read it, it doesn't mean you don't know.

Cheng Juan suddenly let out a sigh of relief, and looked in again.

Qin Lan, do you still accept my mobile phone?Someone scolded your boyfriend again.

Cheng Juan's realization made Xiao Ruan want to cry, this love talk was too big-picture.

Ye Chang thought for a while and said, "When Qin Lan transfers to the general ward, I'll bring a computer over here, and you can train here."

The young couple is passionately in love, and it would be hell if they could separate.

It's useless to focus on training, it's better to let Cheng Juan move here later.It’s just that this operation is a bit unprecedented. Is the hospital ready?

Cheng Juan's eyes lighted up slightly, "Thank you coach."

He bid farewell to Qin's mother, "The game is not over. I have to carry the team up for Qin Lan, so I have to go back first. Take care of your health. I made an appointment for the hotel next to the hospital yesterday. If you are tired, just check in. "

Cheng Juan hid the gold-painted booklet in his hand behind his back.

The bright colors set off his fingertips, and the round nails are tightly fastened to the edge of the booklet, with an extraordinary degree of attention.

Qin's mother's eyes were bloodshot, she was flushed, and she looked a little unwell.

It's a bit overwhelming to experience such a big emotion after sitting on a plane for more than ten hours without jet lag.

It will be the end of the battle any longer, and I am afraid that it will not be long before I will feel unwell.

In the end, Xiao Ruan and Qin's mother were left behind in the hospital, and they went back by car.

Lin Mei cried again, her eyes were red and straight.Feng Ji stopped playing mobile games, and was so silent that he was at a loss what to do.Old E touched the phone for a while, then stuffed it back into his pocket depressedly.

Ye Chang didn't have much mood when he looked at the resumption schedule, and he couldn't help but read it. He suppressed his disturbed mood and made plans while watching.

When going back to replay, Ye Chang said that he missed several places. In short, everyone's state was affected in a mess, and no one could really adjust their mentality.

Head training until the evening, and watching the evening BC games during dinner, all IF members were ashamed.

Because of their total points in the two-day mid-week competition, they ranked 32th among the 17 teams in the four groups.

Tomorrow is the last mid-week match of the second week. If you don't get any points, you may be kicked out of the weekend finals of the second week.

If they can't make it to the top 16, the 28 prize money will completely miss them, and they can only watch other teams compete.

Ye often thinks about this situation and feels that his heart is about to explode, throbbing with pain.

Ye Chang felt that the pressure was extremely high, but when he looked at the team members, his whole body was filled with powerless collapse.

It's not that everyone can't do it, but who can play in the best condition now?No matter how professional or big-hearted you are, you are still a human being, and it is impossible for a human being to be unaffected by emotions like a machine.

Uncontrollable.

Before the evening training started, Cheng Juan went to the yard to smoke.

After a while Xixi Susu appeared beside him, and Cheng Juan turned his head. He thought it was Ye Chang who came out to persuade him, but he didn't expect it to be Lao E.

Old E took out his cigarette, lit it, and took a deep breath before turning his head: "You still smoke? I watched your live broadcast with Qin Lan for a year and never heard that you can smoke. When did you learn? Yesterday?"

The old E tone seems to be hoarse by nature, and there is a kind of magnetic echo when you listen carefully, which is quite exciting.

Cheng Juan took a deep breath and slowly exhaled the smoke, "It's just quitting." His voice was cold and low, with a strong sense of alienation.

Old E glanced at him, with Cheng Juan's brows, eyes, nose, nose, and jawline. Looking at it from the side, the lines were really good. He was cool and indifferent, with an indescribable sense of luxury, and a proper star face.

Cheng Juan hasn't slept well in the past few days, there is a layer of black and blue under his eyes, and his depression is leaching from his skin.

Gee.

Old E coughed, "What do you think when you called me to come as a substitute?" He couldn't figure it out, why Cheng Juan was the first to call and ask him to come to Berlin to play.

Cheng Juan puffed out his cigarette, and said confidently and lazily: "You are the substitute, and I am the ultimate move."

Old E stared, almost unable to hold the cigarette steadily, "You paid so much money to call me, just to give you this ultimate move of 'Tibetan Clumsy'? You are quite confident in yourself." He hummed twice.

"You see, Ye Chang and Qin Lan did the same thing. I will go to the weekend finals, and you will go to the midweek competition. What do you say you are?"

Noncommittal.

Old E mumbled silently: "Fuck." It makes sense!

Cheng Juan suddenly turned to look at him. In the smog, Old E was frightened by Cheng Juan's faint silhouette, and his eyes became straight.

"You were sold around by your family, why don't you leave him?" After Cheng Juan knew about Old E from Qin Lan, he felt a little puzzled about him.

Old E was startled, and after a long time he said, "No, I don't know why. He would sell me to other teams as long as he was short of money, and after I fulfilled the contract, he would sell me again after I went back to keep warm for a while. This time you What is the price for him? I have only been back for a few months."

There is resentment in the language, but it is not obvious, more of helplessness.

After Cheng Juan heard this, he realized that if he had been kicked to death, he would still be tender.

He looked at Old E with a cross-eyed look, no matter how he looked at it, he was not an honest person who was bullied, why was he so willing to be sold around?

Like a brick, where it needs to be sold.

"So why?" Cheng Juan asked.

Old E's heart was cold, he hummed and laughed, and became lazy and indifferent, "Because of what, isn't it just because I like it."

It's not that I like it, I'm crazy, I want to be sold around.

The tip of the cigarette was glowing with fine red light, as if it was burning on Old E's heart, it didn't hurt but a little prickly.

Cheng Juan scoffed.

Old E followed his voice with a strange voice, "You atheist, did you kneel down and beg God in church yesterday?" After two seconds of asking, Old E affirmed, "Same reason."

After finishing a cigarette, he patted Cheng Juan and turned to walk into the house.

In Cheng Juan's panic, he lost his balance in his fingertips and bent the cigarette holder. The ash burned his fingertips, and he threw it away in a hurry.

Evening training began, and Cheng Juan's state began to stabilize.

He completely threw away the sniper, and picked up the 98K that Qin Lan usually used. The coach asked Feng Jitong to help him memorize the sniper, and he didn't need it anymore.

The marksmanship slowly returned to the previous mode of double-sniping with Qin Lan. For one night, Cheng Juan basically made no mistakes.

Ye Chang was so amazed that he praised Cheng Juanniu B.

With the cooperation in the last round, Ye Chang finally got to sleep for 5 more minutes with peace of mind.

After the training, everyone couldn't keep their eyes open, yawned and rubbed their eyes and walked up. Cheng Juan lifted Qin Lan's team uniform on the back of the chair and walked out.

Ye Chang, who was drinking tea to refresh himself and was about to start a data plan, stopped him, "What are you doing?" He looked at him from the kitchen.

Cheng Juan said indifferently, "I'll change hands. Xiao Ruan should be tired after staying all day. Auntie's jet lag should not be reversed yet. I'll go to the hospital first."

Ye Chang wanted to say something, but in the end he kept his mouth shut, and said angrily, "You should also pay attention to rest."

There are still many things he can't say, and his position is "outsider" after all.

He couldn't empathize with Cheng Juan's psychology, and comforting him would only add to his troubles.

Cheng Juan nodded, "I will, thank you coach."

Ye Chang looked at Cheng Juan's back and pushed the door out. He put down his teacup, shook his head and sighed, "I didn't sleep last night. I played a game today and went to the hospital for replay and training. Is this evolution into a robot?"

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