The gentle and loving voice of the soft call pulls the person who is suffering from nightmares out of his grief.She opened her eyes, her neck was already half wet. "Mother." The beautiful woman beside the bed made her look rather unnatural. She covered her open underwear, and was about to reach out to throw away the flagon that she brought back to the room last night, but found that it had long been beautiful. The old woman next to the wife is holding it in her hand.

It must be that she couldn't see the person on the bed like this, the beautiful woman shook her head helplessly and sighed, signaling the old mother to go out for now.Waiting for only two of them in the room, the beautiful woman half knelt by the bed to straighten the messy hair of the person on the bed, pampering and preaching, "Xin'er, didn't you tell me not to drink anymore? Don't forget, you are my daughter's family." , what's wrong with your daughter's house drinking and getting drunk?! Besides, your body is already weak, and the doctor just gave you a prescription for cold syndrome a few days ago, so it's just right for you to drink, Xin'er!"

Hearing this, the man's eyes were blurred again, and his emaciated face had long lost the spirit of the past.The corners of her lips were smiling, and her peach blossom eyes looked at the beautiful woman sadly, and said, "Mother actually remembers that I am a daughter's family, but Xin'er has forgotten it. For so many years, everyone in the house has called me the young master." , who knows this secret, only the mother and the nanny, even the father is kept in the dark, so what if the daughter's family is not the daughter's family?"

"Xin'er is still blaming my mother, right?" The beautiful woman glanced pointedly at the white jade beside the pillow. The jade had already been broken into four petals, but now it has been integrated, and it is actually wrapped with gold thread. .There was dried light red in the crevices of the white jade, the beautiful woman rolled up the man's sleeves carefully, and there was a scratch on the back of the wrist, which was completely opposite to the surrounding whiteness.

As if being focused on something, the smile on the person on the bed faded away.She flicked off her sleeves frantically, found the cotton shirt from the corner of the bed and draped it over her body, the expression on her face was one of longing, sorrow and even remorse.However, when she turned around again, the moistness in her eyes receded in time, leaving an inexplicable haze. "How can I blame mother? You took my name, everything I have is given by you, and even this poor life was given by mother. How can I blame it? What right do I have to blame?"

He said it was not strange, but his heart had already had a grudge.After a year has passed, the pain in my heart is increasing day by day and cannot be eliminated.I still remember that the jade beside the pillow was dropped and shattered by the loosened hand when I heard that the person was dying, and I didn't forget that the scratch on the back of the wrist was left by a piece of jade.

She hated her resentment, but now it's more of regret: why didn't she try her best to take her away by force?They were supposed to be as old as they had promised, but now Yin and Yang are separated, and she can only use a few of her clothes to secretly build a tomb for her.The source of this pain was given by her mother, and the source of this hatred was that unworthy No. [-] scholar who had been a Beijing official for a few days, corrupted the law by corrupting his wife, and punished his wife for the same crime.

The person who hated her has passed away, and the one who is left with resentment is the mother who gave birth to her.As time passed, resentment and hatred turned into nightmares and attached to her body, causing her pain and suffering. For a long time, it continued unabated.

"Xin'er, you are a daughter after all, so my mother wants you to pretend to be a man, just to save you from the suffering and injustice that my mother has experienced. My mother knows that you have always cared for Ruoxue. But after all, women and men are It's different. Mother can't watch you do things that are condemned by God. Her death is destined to be accidental, and she can't blame others. Her parents chose her. But he took a shortcut, thus harming himself and the whole family." The beautiful woman stood behind the man called 'Xin'er', and the wooden comb slid down her long hair slowly and lightly.

She continued, "You are not a young boy. The master has already started to hand over some of the business to you. In this way, you should devote your attention to the business of our Shen family. Xin'er, don't forget, if you are not in the master She is a man in her eyes, she is a young master, and now she has become someone else's wife, three obediences and four virtues, husband and wife follow."

The white brocade headband held up her hair neatly, leaving the long hair at the sideburns wrapped around her chest.Shen Juexin stared at the blurred image in the bronze mirror and was silent, and naturally heard his mother's loving voice, the content was not necessarily very gentle.Carrying the beautiful woman on her back, she changed the underwear that was soaked in cold sweat, and because of the cold weather, she added an extra layer of clothes under the cotton shirt.In this way, with the folding fan in hand, although he can't be regarded as a handsome young man, he is still a clean and pure son of a rich family.

"My mother is right. Didn't Xin'er say it? All I got is a gift from my mother." Shen Juexin washed where the copper basin was, and returned to the bedside to wash the piece of white jade. stored in the bosom.She looked at the beautiful woman, with an unreadable smile in her eyes and the corners of her lips, "However, mother, don't forget that since I am the young master of the Shen family, I am a man in the eyes of the master, so I can marry. My body is a secret created by my mother. If my mother wants to make this secret public, I don’t mind being someone’s wife and concubine. My mother wants me to take over the Shen family’s business, but also wants me to follow my daughter’s thoughts and restrain myself. You can't have both fish and bear's paws, my mother will always let me go one step and give me freedom. Also, "

She lightly held the door latch with both hands, and her eyes seemed to reach the place where the person in her heart was beyond the endless occlusion, "I don't want to hide it from my mother, Sister Yu Ruoxue, I am not a sister. I love her, it is a personal love , even if the laws of heaven forbid, I just want to have no regrets."

"Xin'er, why are you like this? Since Ruoxue died, you have changed too much, you shouldn't..."

Shen Jue knew what she wanted to say, so he simply interrupted her words. "Mother." She sighed, "Since the day she got married, my heart has also died. Now that she is separated from me, what is the use of Shen Juexin even if she is the old Shen Juexin? Father and Mother What I want is nothing more than to develop the Shen family's business, as for how outsiders tell me about me, I live a comfortable life, and I don't need to change anything because of what others say."

The door of the room was opened by 'Zhi Ya', even though her eyes were smiling and her face was leisurely, her hands with white knuckles because of clutching the door latch had already slightly exposed her emotions.Stepping out of the threshold, Shen Juexin paused at the stone steps, and then called "Shen Ci" to the side room.As soon as the voice faded away, a young man in Tsing Yi rushed straight over.

The young man was lovable, and there was an unopened immaturity between his facial features.His hair was all tied up with an ink ribbon, and the rest of the cloth ribbon was swaying wildly as he trotted. "Master." The young man called 'Shen Ci' held a pot of green plants that hadn't produced flower buds in his arms. He put it lightly on the side corner of the stone steps, his cheeks were already slightly red when he lifted himself up. "The gardener said that this flower has no fruit and no flowers, no matter how you cultivate it, it will not bloom colorful flowers." He said truthfully.

"Is it a fruitless flower?" Shen Juexin sighed, this flower was seen with Ruoxue in the outskirts of the city when they were young, and the two met to appreciate its fruit.At that time, Ruoxue was still around, just thinking about going to visit together every once in a while.Unexpectedly, there will always be misfortunes and blessings, and if Ruoxue is no longer there, she will order people to find this flower in the outskirts of the city, and take good care of it, hoping that it will bloom.Helpless, flowers are like people, they always have to resign themselves to fate. "A flower without a flower, how can there be a flower?" She waved her hand, "Forget it, you can put it in the backyard, water it every day and take care of it. Since it can't bloom, let it grow as you like."

"Xin'er." The beautiful woman naturally heard the conversation between the two in the room. She came out slowly from the inside, nodded lightly with a "ma'am" in Yu Chenci, and said, "It's been a while since you shared breakfast with your family. , I think you have nothing else to do today, so how about having breakfast with me?"

"It's not necessary, Xin'er's breakfast is prepared by her." As she spoke, she waved her folding fan lightly, it didn't matter whether the door of the room was open or not, and her brows were more teasing when she raised her head, "Chen Ci, let's do it now." let's go."

"Hey! Master, is it still the same as before?" Shen Ci followed closely, turning his head to look at the lady who was still standing on the stone steps, and whispered beside the young master, "Master, the lady is still standing outside your house Come on, let's go out like this, okay? You really haven't eaten breakfast at the mansion for a month, and although the tofu flower is good, it's not enough to satisfy your hunger?! Master, you..."

"Could it be that Shen Ci has been forgotten, the beauty is delicious." Shen Juexin ignored whether his wife was still standing outside the house watching her, her eyes narrowed slightly, and after a moment of wandering, she indeed changed into a different appearance, without any waves, and the ruffian smile gradually Sheng, "Let's go, it's a bit late today, I don't know if Wan Niang's tofu flowers are sold out."

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