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How can you be so obsessed with a dead person?Su Wanning has never experienced it, so she never understood it.I just feel that if a person is so obsessed with something, it is no longer an obsession, but an obsession. "Since it's the past, why do you bother with a..." Dead people?

Dead people, this word is not unreasonable, but it can stab people's hearts.Su Wanning couldn't say it, but Shen Juexin picked it up, and said with a wry smile: "Since it's been so long, why should you be so attached to a dead person, right?"

"I...I didn't mean that." She didn't intend to let the word 'dead' appear in their topic.

It doesn't mean that, but what does it mean?Shen Juexin smiled, as if the shy woman beside her was not the cold Miss Su family whom she knew on weekdays.She didn't intend to be frivolous, but just put her hand on Su Wanning's knee casually when she was feeling emotional, and said: "It's such a cold night, and you and I are so embarrassed, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep for a long time. It's not bad, just listen to me tell you a story. good?"

Su Wanning remained silent, but nodded in the dark, and let her tell the past as a story.Shen Juexin's voice was weak and tired, but his eyes were full of spirits because of the reappearance of the past.She naturally concealed the matter of gender, and told Su Wanning the complete story of her acquaintance, acquaintance, love and parting with Ruoxue.

"That was the last time I saw her. I sneaked into her wedding room with the jade pendant that you stepped on. I thought that based on our love, she would drop everything and run away with me. But she didn't want to, In the end, it was all my wishful thinking. That's it, I made up my mind to never see her again, even if I wanted to see her, she moved to the capital with her husband on the second day after marriage, and after that, heaven and man will be separated forever." Like, I can't cry anymore.Shen Juexin sucked her pantothenic acid nose, and subconsciously held Su Wanning's hand that was on the back of her hand at some point, "The story is over. I thought I wouldn't tell anyone about it, but unexpectedly, the end is the end." My son, I actually told you about it. Speaking of which, I should thank you for stepping on it unintentionally, and I stopped thinking about her, and I missed her less often." My heart also relaxed a little.

Stepping into Shen Juexin's closed old memories as a bystander, Su Wanning's mood is even more messy than before.She walked in this memory of love, resentment and helplessness, even if she had never participated in it, she felt quite empathetic.Pity her and be angry with her.Pity her for her ignorance, pity her for her pain, and be angry at her for committing crimes on her own. Why would a good-looking woman have feelings for a woman?However, she couldn't express this kind of anger, because she herself had also been moved by this woman who pretended to be a man beside her. .pet.

"Shen..." Su Wanning vaguely felt Shen Juexin's restrained panting, and she might be holding back her tears again.Su Wanning's heart is soft after all, she sticks to Shen Juexin's side, hugging her slightly around her body. "Since it's an old thing, you should keep it in your heart. If you really care about her, you should let her choose her own path. I think, even if she is still alive, I don't want to see you feel sorry for her like this Why bother? The old people are not here, but the people around you are still loving you. You only feel sorry for her in your heart. Isn’t it a kind of cruelty? You only have affection for her, so what about those who are alive? how?"

Thinking of the woman she saw in the bamboo hut that day, Su Wanning's face turned cold, "Since the woman who sells tofu wants her, she should love her very much..." When she said this, Su Wanning's heart was always sore , she couldn't tell whether Shen Juexin's words were true or false.Don't you miss the past?Why do you still hang around brothels, and why do you have anything to do with a tofu seller, a woman who already has a husband and children? !Could it be that she is a flirtatious person at all? I'm afraid this kind of story has been told to countless women, right? !Thinking like this, Su Wanning's heart...seriously, felt sad.

"Wanniang!" Xu Shi's mood has not yet settled, Shen Juexin did not shy away from Su Wanning's question, but said openly: "Wanniang is a good woman, her life experience is miserable, and she is really lovable. But I am afraid that I will not be able to stick to the responsibility of female training like she does!" She smiled weakly, without embellishing her nonsense, "Her husband died inexplicably, and he was a poor woman during his lifetime. A poor gambler and drinker, his family property has been squandered by him. Helpless, Wan Niang took her daughter to sell herself to bury her husband, but she didn't know that there was a bearded man who didn't know what to do, and he was wronged by her body. I was afraid that Wanniang would be bullied by him, so I placed her in a bamboo courtyard on the outskirts of the city. However, her daughter who just turned one year old is really cute and cute, and I like it very much."

Is that so?Su Wanning didn't notice that Shen Juexin was getting weaker, she just suddenly realized her answer.She didn't know Wanniang's life experience, she only knew that the tofu flower she sold was famous far and wide.Now listening to Shen Juexin's simple words, Su Wanning also felt pity, and her attitude towards Shen Juexin was also mixed with some inexplicable and strange emotions.

Seeing her silent for a long time, Shen Juexin didn't say much anymore.She groped and lay down on her side, then tugged at Su Wanning's sleeves, jokingly said, "Ma'am, it's getting late, how about I let my husband hug you to sleep peacefully? It's cold at night, so two of you can sleep in your arms so you won't be contaminated. It's cold!"

Hearing this, Su Wanning was rather dumbfounded.She muttered "poor mouth" in a low voice, and really arched into her arms, leaning on her arm to meet her face.Today is different from the past, after learning of Shen Juexin's 'secret', Su Wanning no longer has the constraints of 'male and female intimacy' in her heart, and instead gets along with her generously, like a close friend in a boudoir, or...for many years couple.

She acted naturally, but Shen Juexin was surprised, and even her breathing became irregular.After being dazed for a while, she finally figured it out, probably because they were suffering together, and because of their exhaustion and hunger, they no longer had the old arrogance and indifference.In addition, they have just opened up their hearts, and their relationship with each other is no longer rigid. Even though there are three chapters in the agreement, it has gradually improved.It seems that the words of how to know that it is not a blessing are true and not false!

The night wind was bleak, and it was pitch black inside and outside the cave.Even though there was fear, the two embraced and slept together, which not only drove away the occasional chill, but also dissipated the gathered fear.Although Shen Juexin still had burning pain in his shoulder and back, it was rare to have a moment of peace and rest, so why bother to remember the pain on his body so hard?

Su Wanning, on the other hand, had a strange dream that seemed like a dream but was not a dream when it was almost dawn.Strictly speaking, it wasn't a dream, it was just an experienced scene, torturing her nerves repeatedly.In the dream, she became a transparent bystander, watching herself in the scarf imprisoned by Shen Juexin under her body, licking her bright red lips frantically. "No! Shen Juexin, you are a woman! I am also a woman, we can't!" As a bystander, Su Wanning wanted to step forward and pull. She was so ashamed of the scene just now, but when she was pulling, she fell into another scene. within the vortex.dizzy!She rubbed her dizzy head, and then raised her head. Shen Juexin was strenuously wrapping her arms around her body, and her whole body was bearing the bumpy downhill for her, until her shoulders hit hard on the hard back. On the tip of the stone.Su Wanning heard Shen Juexin's voice echoing in her mind: "I won't let you have trouble! I said, I won't let you have trouble!"

"No!" Don't be tortured by such fragments of the past, Su Wanning really doesn't want to let herself be another bystander beside her.She forced herself to wake up from the dream, and broke free from Shen Juexin's arms covered in cold sweat.It was already bright outside, and through the light penetrating into the cave, Su Wanning realized that the people around her were still deeply asleep, and their breathing was particularly heavy.She seemed very tired, if she wasn't still breathing, with that pale face and slightly icy temperature, Su Wanning would have regarded her as a dead body.Fortunately, she is still alive and fast asleep.But, she seems to be sleeping too soundly...

"Wake up, wake up!" Su Wanning was afraid that something would happen, and regardless of whether such actions would make Shen Juexin angry, she kept shaking her body, and her voice became louder and louder: "Wake up! Wake up quickly Wake up! Shen Juexin! Wake up!"

Finally, when Su Wanning was about to cry out of fear, Shen Juexin opened her eyes as if nothing had happened, her voice was hoarse...and weaker than yesterday: "What are you arguing about? I'm not dead yet Huh, it seems to be dawn? Well...I still feel tired, Miss Su, let me sleep for a while, sleep for a while...Let's go find the way...Maybe, people in the house will Come..." Her voice became weaker and weaker, and finally, it disappeared completely. This time...something really happened...