Soft as a dream

"Wait, you're not Zihua! I only listen to Zihua! Let go, men and women can't kiss each other, if you pull me, Zihua will be angry."

Ning Jian couldn't believe it. "What did you say? Are men and women kissing each other?"

Mengsheng nodded vigorously: "Yes, you are a man, and I am a woman. Zihua said that I am the most beautiful woman, and I cannot be touched by others."

Ning Jian almost vomited blood when she heard it. "Brother Zhou, are you confused?! You! Zhou Meng! It's my elder brother, a man!" The other party pointed at him and laughed as if hearing the best joke in the world: I've never seen You are such a silly and funny person.

"Brother Zhou, have you really forgotten me?" Seeing such a dream, Ning Jian grieved and couldn't help but shed tears.Seeing the young man crying, Mengsheng couldn't bear it, so he couldn't help looking at Ning Jian carefully, as if he wanted to give him a definite answer.It's a little familiar again... A bunch of messy images came one after another, but, isn't that face so thin?

"You are... Ning Jian?" Confirmed cautiously.As a result, before Ning Jian had time to feel relieved, she was frightened by Meng Sheng who was yelling for a headache.He didn't dare to force Mengsheng to recall anymore.You take care of people like this?I actually believed him, Zhu Yi, the big liar!Ning Jian recalled Zhu Yi's sworn promise before he left.

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dark night.In the silence, the sound of patter-patta-footsteps gradually came, and the sound was particularly clear in the dark night. It seemed to be intentional or unintentional. In his room, the man's curtain hadn't been put down yet, so he walked towards Zhu Yi's couch, then stood beside him without saying a word.

Zhu Yi sighed: "Come on up." Then he moved outside.He was still silent, but after that he consciously crawled into the bed.

"Let's talk." When Zhu Yi spoke, his eyes were still closed.Even if Ning Jian didn't speak and couldn't see Ning Jian's appearance, based on the relationship and feelings between the brothers for more than ten years, he could feel his breathing and the sad breath of him running to his side. What kind of mood is it, and now everything reminds him - Ning Jian cried a lot.

Zhu Yi felt pain in his heart.After all, this is the younger brother who has been loved since he was a child.Although he is only his cousin, he has already surpassed his own brother.Hey, my brother.It's a pity that everything can't be both, Zhou Meng's affairs can't be compromised, he can see clearly: Xiao Jian is not suitable to be with Zhou Meng—no, it should be Zhou Mengsheng who is aliased as Zhou Meng, they are not suitable to be together.And he can give Zhou Mengsheng a safe and stable home and a firm love.Zhu Yi is very sure of this, because he knows himself very well.

Ning Jian spoke with a strong nasal voice: "Hehe, what else can I say. Don't you know everything? Don't you want me to say it, you snatching my things... Is it very enjoyable? Is it? Is it?!"

Zhu Yi opened his eyes, turned sideways, stretched out his big hand, put his arms around Ning Jian's shoulders, and turned Ning Jian, who was like a hedgehog, into his arms. Feeling his waist with his arms, he couldn't help frowning and pinched. , and blamed: "Why did you lose so much weight? Thinking of my wife?" Having said that, Ning Jian's heart hurts in her heart. The grievance he suffered when he was rescued by Zhou Meng must have been great.

When Ning Jian heard what he said, she couldn't help but chuckle, and then got serious again, but she wasn't so defensive about Zhu Yi anymore.

"No, I was made thin by you. The world is indeed dangerous. If you guard against it and endure it, it will pass. I didn't expect that the family is even more unsafe. The so-called defense against house robbers day and night is hard to guard against. The elder brother bullies the younger brother." How can my brother not be thin?" He secretly accused Zhu Yi of falling in love with Zhao Meng.

Zhu Yi felt confident now, but he still sighed, patted Ning Jian on the back comfortingly, and said, "You know very well that you will always be my beloved younger brother, why would my elder brother make you sad on purpose? It's just that you don't I understand, I don’t understand what Zhao Meng is to you. Think about it carefully, what is he to you?” It seems that facing this younger brother, he often sighs, no matter how fast his cousin grows up, he Will it age quickly?Aunt and Uncle, you really have to thank me.

"He is—he is..." Ning Jian couldn't think of it, and asked Zhu Yi again: "I don't understand, do you understand?"

Zhu Yi hugged his younger brother, stroking his back one after another. When Ning Jian was young, he liked others to caress him to sleep like this, but his thoughts were already flying, and his tone was filled with the joy and reminiscence of meeting the beautiful life: " A few days ago, I saw him for the first time on the street. At that time, he was drinking in a restaurant, and he was probably in a bad mood. After drinking, he smashed the glass down, haha" Zhu Yi couldn't help laughing when he thought of it, these Others would think it was arrogant and domineering, but when they thought it was Zhou Meng who did it, they felt extremely cute.

He went on to say: "He hit me in front of me and stared at me. I don't know why he was in such a bad mood, he was crying, but he didn't know how his eyes are... how touching... "···" As he spoke, Zhu Yi's voice gradually became low like a whisper, and finally stopped.He returned to the scene at that time again, and this scene appeared in his mind many times.

Ning Jian snorted, "That's because I wasn't by his side that day, and he wouldn't cry when I was by his side." Brother Zhou, what are you unhappy about?For the first time, Ning Jian regretted that she had never asked Zhou Meng before, but just let Zhou Meng take care of him blindly.

That's because you're not really in love with him.Zhu Yi smiled, and continued: "After I came back, I couldn't forget it, and even thought about killing him to avoid future troubles, but when I saw Zhao Meng again today, I knew that I fell in love with him. I didn't understand this kind of thing before. The taste is called love. Actually, I don’t really understand it now. I only know that I think about him all the time, so that I can’t eat or sleep well. alright."

Ning Jian was frightened by Zhu Yi, he was really unbelievable, is this his cousin?You can say such affectionate words.He suddenly felt that he was very small and powerless to fight against, but he was still trying to be brave: "I also often think about him, and I don't want him to be with others, I will get angry, and I am very energetic and happy when I am with him! If he is a woman, I will take him home and show my mother, and I will definitely marry her!"

"What if he is not a woman? What are you going to do to him? Are you going to abandon him?"

"I..." Ning Jian didn't know how to answer, he didn't understand.

At this time, Zhu Yi said in a sincere and unquestionable tone: "Whether he is a man or a woman, I like him all the time. I will love him for the rest of my life. I will give him a warm and safe home."

Ning Jian was stunned, and then threw herself into her brother's arms in frustration and cried bitterly.He really lost.Perhaps, he should go home and think about how to make himself mature. Maturity is not free to do whatever you want, but to take responsibility.

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In the end, he just left without saying goodbye to Big Brother Zhou!Ning Jian was filled with remorse.