this situation is ashes

Han Ran left, and fled after hearing Lin Bai's answer.

Lin Bai's sudden action made him feel fear from the bottom of his heart.

The moment he walked out of the bar, he walked straight towards his home without any thought.

There is no open door for reminiscing about the past. After opening, there is only loneliness in the room.

The heavy curtains blocked out all the light, and the dim interior was filled with a deserted smell.

Han Ran stood at the door and didn't go in. In an instant, he began to regret, regretting his impulsiveness, regretting that he fled back to his home.

It's ridiculous, it's my own home, but I'm so scared.

Han Ran stayed at home alone for a long time, and at night, all the lights in the room would be turned on.

However, apart from here, he couldn't find a safer place now.

After closing the door, Han Ran sat on the ground with his back against the door.

With his legs curled up, his arms hugging his calves, and his forehead against his knees, Han Ran curled up as much as possible, trying not to shrink into a small speck of dust.

Han Ran was born without a father.

When he was young, his life was relatively quiet. At that time, he could not walk and could only stay at home with his mother.As he grew older and reached the age of kindergarten, he had to go to school.

The process of going to school is pleasant, Han Ran thought, finally able to play with other children.

However, when he appeared in the kindergarten with his mother, many unfriendly eyes were cast on him.Thinking of those mocking or contemptuous eyes, Han Ran felt a chill down his spine.

Later, he also gradually understood that he was different from other children.

He only has a mother, but others have a father.

Their father was so tall that he could carry them on his shoulders, toss them up and catch them firmly.Listening to their laughter, Han Ran's mood became more and more depressed, and his confused eyes were full of tears.

He asked his mother where his father was.

The mother stroked his hair with a smile and said softly: "Maybe he will come to pick us up soon, or maybe he will never show up."

Although his mother said that his father might not come to pick them up, Han Ran always believed that his father would come.

Time passed slowly and quickly, and Han Ran was in primary school in a blink of an eye.

It's no different from going to kindergarten, Han Ran is still alone most of the time.The children around him didn't like playing with him very much, because Han Ran was different from them.

Han Ran has long been used to this kind of life, so after school, when others were still waiting for their parents, he carried his schoolbag and walked home alone.

One day when he came home, Han Ran was wounded. His mother asked him if he had a fight, and Han Ran nodded.

Then he burst into tears before his mother chided him, asking, "Why don't I have a father?"

Mother was speechless for a while.

Han Ran has grown up, she doesn't know what reason to use to prevaricate Han Ran.

She comforted Han Ran before, saying that her father would come to pick them up, but she knew clearly that he would not.The man left without saying anything, apparently not paying attention to the mother and son at all.

And Han Ran's questioning also made her understand the reason for Han Ran's fight. She hugged Han Ran in her arms and comforted her softly: "Of course, you have to be good no matter what, don't let mom worry?"

Han Ran nodded with a half understanding.

No one cares about the jokes between children, but some people just hold grudges.

Among the children who fought with Han Ran last time, one of them hated Han Ran.

He was stronger than Han Ran and taller than his peers, so when Han Ran was blocked by him in the grove, Han Ran had no strength to resist at all.

The fist landed on his body forcefully, and Han Ran struggled desperately, but it was useless.

Han Ran didn't cry, he looked at his beating man unyieldingly, his angry eyes seemed to burn him.

The anger in the man's heart became stronger, and his fists became harder and harder. Just when Han Ran thought he would be beaten to death, a strong voice sounded: "What are you doing!"

The man walked over quickly and threw the child who beat Han Ran aside, then helped Han Ran to wipe off the dirt on Han Ran's body, and asked with concern: "Are you okay?"

Han Ran stared at the man fixedly, his pained expression was instantly replaced by surprise, and his nimble eyes were filled with disbelief.He threw himself into the man's arms and burst into tears.

This man has everything Han Ran imagined his father should have.

Tall and powerful, able to protect him and give him a sense of security.

Han Ran cried, and the child who was thrown aside by the man also cried, and the crying attracted the adults.

When the child's parents saw the child crying, they asked about the situation, and the child pointed at the man.

The child's parents asked the man why he beat his child. The man held Han Ran in his arms and asked, "Why don't you ask your son why he beat him?"

After finishing speaking, ignore them, hugged Han Ran and left.

Han Ran nestled in the man's arms, watched the man's indifferent yet tender face from bottom to top, and gradually fell into a deep sleep.

Before falling asleep, there was only one thought in his mind: "It would be great if there was always such a person protecting me in the future."

It was already night when Han Ran woke up, looking at the familiar environment, he felt a little puzzled, and then heard the sound of arguing downstairs.

It was the voice of a mother and a man.

Worried that his mother would be hurt, Han Ran hurried downstairs without putting on his shoes.

"mom……"

Han Ran stopped in the middle of his words. The man who was arguing with his mother was the one who saved him.

"Of course." The man called Han Ran kindly.

Han Ran stared blankly at his mother, who rushed over to hug Han Ran, leaned on Han Ran's immature shoulders and cried bitterly.

Later Han Ran found out that this man was his father.

His father finally came to pick him up and his mother, but his heart felt a little lost, as if his most cherished toy had been snatched away, but he couldn't say anything.

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