wild summer [rebirth]

As a sequela caused by the accidental car accident, Zheng Xun found that the situation in front of him was gradually out of his control.

Ma Ruanruan's sudden utterance and Zhang's family's sudden vigilance made Zheng Xun's back chill, and he was as frightened as a bird, for fear that Ma Ruanruan would think of something again, leaving him no room for maneuver. After all, Zheng Xun Xun's thinking at this time was different from before. He was really happy with Zhang Hongyan. If there were no accidents, he didn't want to tear up the family that had benefited him a lot.

This person, once he has worries in his heart, it is like giving the most precious handle in his life to the enemy. No matter how hard he fights, he will only lose in the end.

Zheng Xun took two quick steps, but when Ma Ruanruan was finally about to catch him, he flashed behind Zhang Hongyan, his eyes were sharp, with vague threats and annoyance.

Ma Ruanruan paused for a moment, feeling uncertain in her heart. When she came back to her senses, she looked at the many Zhang family members around her, but she also felt like she was possessed by a demon, her eyes were slightly dazed, and under the shaking, she pinched her thigh and cried again. He made a sound, and before anyone else got close, he choked and fell down with his eyes closed.

Mom, Mom, what's wrong with you? ...Zheng Yunxian rushed over with a horrified expression. Isn't this different from the agreed script?

Aunt Zhang was originally the person closest to them. Seeing someone fall down now, she let out a long voice, 'Alas', her eyebrows trembling like a show, "This elder sister is really capable of crying when she says she wants to cry, and faints when she says she's dizzy." Powerful," she also poked the tall little uncle next to her, and smiled at him playfully, "Next time you dare to bully me, I will follow her example, Damalu faints for you to see, no matter what others see It’s embarrassing, anyway, it’s good if you are obedient.”

The man smiled helplessly, waved his hand at everyone, and said with a smile, "It's gone, let the big brother-in-law take her to the hospital, what are you doing here? I'm not afraid that this silly big sister will faint again." Can't wake up? It's really..."

The passers-by heard it funny, but they coaxed Ma Ruanruan, who was lying on the ground, to be even more embarrassed.

Although Zheng Yunxian is young, he is not good at judging the behavior of his mother who gave birth to him, but Zheng Xun is so idly by, he doesn't even dare to say a few words of support, but the appearance of hiding behind that woman from the beginning to the end makes him extremely dissatisfied. Shame, the sweet talk in the past was just to coax them to play, what to say, their mother and son are his only one, his favorite, and his relatives. As a result... the scene in front of him made him recognize it earlier. After Zheng Xun turned his face and refused to recognize the true face of others, the original tall image of his father in his heart also collapsed.

Zheng Yunxian's eyes are very dark. In his previous life, Zhang Xiaobei especially loved his pair of black eyeballs. They were so deep and charming that they seemed to be able to suck people in. They fascinated him, and even took the entire Zhang family into it.

Zheng Yunxian is extremely gentle and kind to Zhang Jingbei. At least, in Zhang Jingbei's impression, he has never been so undisguised, and even hateful as a whirlpool, which is shocking.

Zhang Jingbei is the only one who can see the most clearly among so many people. There is no one who understands the past between the Zhang family and Zheng Xun and Zheng Yunxian better than him.

Perhaps more often, his hatred for Zheng Xun and Zheng Yunxian is no more than Zheng Yunxian's expression at this moment, but some taboos, some disgusts have been implanted in the root bones, and there is no way to get rid of them... A new life is so precious, Xing Everything about Yang Zhen was something he couldn't let go of, and he didn't dare to bet on his own happiness for even the slightest risk.

For Zheng Xun, for Zheng Yunxian, it's not worth it.

To this day, seeing the scene in front of him, Zhang Jingbei feels that he can take a little breather.Zheng Yunxian's pain should not be given by him, no matter in his previous life or in this life, he never needed Zheng Yunxian to intervene in his life, and Zheng Yunxian's regret should not be borne by him, it was too heavy for him to bear.

So since his rebirth, he has tried his best to avoid any contact with Zheng Yunxian, even if it is a very casual conversation, he is unwilling, because he is too eager for happiness.

Fortunately, it is still possible to do evil by the sky, but one cannot live by doing evil by oneself.Zheng Xun will eventually pay the price for his greed, ambition, and hypocrisy. As for Zheng Yunxian's life, what will happen?That's not what Zhang Jingbei can care about. A woman like Ma Ruanruan, who protects his weaknesses, can create conditions to shield him from the wind and rain no matter what state he is in, even without Zheng Xun.

It feels so good to let Zheng Yunxian stay away from his own life, away from his own world, so that he can no longer stop himself from getting happiness.

It was like unloading a burden, after Zhang Jingbei finally confirmed that the person who made Zheng Yunxian hate him was not herself, she lazily rubbed her eyes, and her whole body seemed to lose strength.Seeing Zheng Xun's slightly flustered eyes and Zhang Hongyan's slightly condensed face, I almost didn't let myself laugh. You must know that when Zheng Xun was away, the sisters of the Zhang family had a good discussion. It's like, I just feel like I'm watching a big show, but I'm not sure.

Dad, Dad, let's go back... The little boy hugged Dashan's neck tightly, his head drooped on his shoulders, his body was limp, and he looked listless and lifeless, but seeing that his smile was still there and his face was ruddy, it should be nothing.

Because of the incident in the middle, everyone’s interest in going out to play has also diminished a lot, and the adults couldn’t bear to see a few children who were ignorant. They were afraid that the scene just now would hurt the eyes of the children, and they all made the decision to turn around and go back. .

As a result, Zhang Jingbei developed a high fever the night he returned, and the fever persisted for several days. Even Zhang Dashan and Zhang Hongyan, who were the calmest at the scene, were a little startled.

Mrs. Zhang is a steady person, but now that her only grandson is involved, she feels a pain in her heart. Holding a wet towel, she dares not close her eyes all day and all night in fear, fearing that the high fever will not go away. Brain burnt out.

But when it comes to children, neither parent can be calm, let alone such a life-and-death matter?

Zhang Jingbei's high fever was more ferocious than any raging fire. It lasted for a while, and then flared up again. The raging flames made his whole body as red as shrimp, and the whole bed was soaked with boiling hot sweat.

On the third day of the fever, even the doctors in the hospital were at a loss what to do. They could only carefully suggest that the adults pay attention and use ice cubes to cool down from time to time. No matter how cold the winter wind is, make sure that he does not burn. Bad brains are fine.

On the fourth day, the old lady couldn't bear it anymore, so she went home and rested for a long time. In the afternoon, she took the sandalwood stove and climbed up to the only mountain temple on the mountain behind Xingyang Town to worship. My wife has never bowed her head to the ups and downs of her life, but for the only incense seedling of the old Zhang family, she shed tears and gave up all her beggings. Just wait for the difficulties.

On the fifth day of the fire, Zhang Jingbei was so burned that he lost consciousness and fell into a coma. Li Boyang, who had been keeping the news from him, couldn't contact anyone for a few days, so he urged Li Tong to book a plane ticket and come back that night. up.

North north, north north, north north...

That call was hoarse and lingering, and Zhang Xiaobei felt a little familiar in a trance. The surroundings were warm like amniotic fluid, making him want to fall asleep warmly, but the voice echoing in his head made him troubled and reluctant. There's always a sense of déjà vu.

It was like a dream, especially at this moment, Zhang Jingbei suddenly remembered the reason why he would die in his previous life.

For Zheng Yunxian, Zhang Jingbei has given up too much. When he insists on being stubborn, it is often not him, but his family who backs down. This is something he can't refute in two lifetimes, even if he has done so much in the end. Things that make his family dissatisfied and resentful, but it is always his relatives who give him warmth in the end.

Zhang Jingbei's life is like a dream. Zhang Dashan and Zhang's mother have given him too much, and given him the courage to love someone with all his strength.Of course, to this day, Zhang Jingbei can't tell whether he loves Zheng Yunxian more or has more sympathy and compassion. He doesn't know that his kindness to Zheng Yunxian ultimately hurts himself and the entire Zhang family.

In Zheng Yunxian's dream that almost ran through his entire life, Li Boyang appeared very few times. It was so rare that Zhang Jingbei had to think for a while to recall him every time he met him.

At that time, he was busy 'loving' Zheng Yunxian, caring for him, making up for all his shortcomings... yes, making up.

In Zhang Jingbei's few lives, the sentence that Zheng Yunxian repeated to him the most was, what you owe me, what the Zhang family owes me, and what Zhang Hongyan owes our mother and son.

In the final analysis, when Aunt Zhang struggled to maintain the family that was no longer worthy of the name, his heart was firmly held by Zheng Yunxian, and even when he was still ignorant, he was planted a seed that owed Zheng Yunxian's mother and son.

A lie told a thousand times becomes the truth.Zhang Jingbei's whole life was like atonement for Zhang Hongyan. He tried his best to make up for it and satisfy all the ambitions of Zheng Yunxian's mother and son.

But how is that enough?Heh... Zhang Jingbei died in the only relationship he had devoted himself to, and died in the shadow of his debt to Zheng Yunxian.

It was like a curse, and Zhang Jingbei never crawled out of this grave in his whole life.

Later, when he came to Li Boyang's side, he was afraid.There are many things to be afraid of, one of which is called emotion.This is something that Zhang Jingbei has always avoided and dared not touch. The better Li Boyang treats him, the more he fears it, and this fear eventually kills himself.

I'm afraid no one would have guessed how cowardly and cowardly Zhang Jingbei's real reason was... That's right, he committed suicide and was forced to die by himself.

Those heart-piercing shouts and calls are so familiar, so... nostalgic.It came from the same person, Li Boyang's voice.

In the dream, Zhang Jingbei sighed and was very sad. He had slept for so many days, and people outside would probably hate him to death, but if he didn't wake up, he would be the one who regretted it the most.

Hey, don't cry, it's so ugly...you woke me up.

When Zhang Jingbei opened his eyes, he saw a few haggard adults around him. After lying down for so many days, his voice was as thin as a mosquito, but it sounded like thunder in Li Boyang's ears, and he stared at him with big eyes. Surprised, "Beibei, you're awake."

The little brat has had a high fever for so many days, his chin is sharp enough to stab someone to death, and his round black eyes are getting bigger and bigger. Looking at it with mist makes people feel weak, Zhang Xiaobei stretched out his hand to pull it hard. Pulled Li Boyang's hand, scratched it lightly, pursed his lips and smiled, it's okay, I'm okay, everything's fine, I can't bear you...

The little child still spoke softly and softly, but they couldn't help crying when they heard the adults' eyes. After watching for so many days, they were really afraid that this lovely child would be burned away.

Several women were sobbing softly in the room, and the depression of the past few days turned into tears on the face, Zhang Jingbei's heart ached all the time, wishing to beat his heart and scold, do evil, do evil.

However, it wasn't him who was beating his heart and yelling at this moment. The old lady Zhang who ran in with chicken soup at the door was the one who had a surprise meal. Alas, grandma's Beibei, grandma's baby grandson, you wake up up...

The adults surrounded Zhang Xiaobei and asked for warmth, but Li Boyang's eyes were red, and he held the child's fingers tightly and refused to let go.

Zhang Jingbei talked with her for a while, and then closed her eyes tiredly after a while.

At this moment, the ward has quieted down. As soon as Zhang Jingbei's fever subsides, the adults naturally have their minds to think about other things. Except for Zhang's mother who insisted on staying in the ward to fetch hot water, there is only Next is Li Boyang.

Zhang Jingbei is a typical type who doesn’t get fat. After raising her for so long, she gained a little more meat. After tossing and tossing for a few days, she is now so thin that only a handful of bones remain. When she is lying sideways on the hospital bed, her little The little one shrunk into a ball, almost drowning in the quilt.

The child recovered from a serious illness, closed his eyes and rested for a few seconds, and then fell asleep gently. Li Boyang stood by the side, watching him with good eyes, and stretched out his fingers to carefully sniff his breath from time to time.

For so many days, he has come here like this, afraid that if he doesn't pay attention, the child who has been on his heart and hurts will run away without a sound.

Hey... Zhang Xiaobei, who had been sleeping with his eyes closed, sighed secretly, feeling that his debt to Li Boyang would last for two lifetimes, what should I do?

How else?Except for a sigh, what should be paid back must be paid back, making Li Boyang unhappy, he is also reluctant.

Yes, I can't bear it.

The author has something to say:

After writing, I suddenly found out that the Zhang family members have all turned into monsters, what the hell--this must be an illusion, how could I be so against the sky==.

But I really like it, hahaha~

Sometimes writing an essay really depends on that enthusiasm to continue and give it a happy ending.I like Beibei's self-willedness and Li Boyang's tolerance, even though they still have flaws in each other's personality traits, but liking is just liking.

Then, originally I just wanted to write a simple cute article, but it seems that I started to slowly turn around when I wrote it here. I always feel inexplicably guilty and don’t want to deliberately act cute, so let’s let nature take its course.

Although Ye Xia’s grades are really terrible, and due to various personal reasons, this article has gradually become silent intermittently, but fortunately, there are still you, and you are silently supporting me, and occasionally leave messages of encouragement I, my heart is still grateful.

Well, it seems that I have talked a lot of nonsense. A lot of things have happened recently, and I feel quite emotional. I wish you all good health and happiness.

A new day, let's work hard together, come on! ! !