wild summer [rebirth]

In the morning, Zhang Jingbei went to the school alone. He waited at the gate for almost half an hour but did not wait for Li Boyang to appear. Xingyang Town was still very quiet at six o'clock in the morning. Zhang Jingbei stared at the opposite yard for a long time , After thinking about it, he didn't wait any longer.

Zhang Jingbei feels that she has been very unlucky recently, and somehow she and Li Boyang got into an argument. In fact, they didn't even count it as arguing and they just got into a deadlock. The traffic jam, before entering the school gate, the bell for class has already rang for the second time.

The child stood at the door, obediently went to the guard to register his name, squinted his eyes to see the red flag flying high in the distance, squeezed the steamed stuffed bun soy milk in his hand, and walked slowly along the route farthest from the classroom , I'm already late anyway, and it's no big deal if I'm late.

After finishing the breakfast in hand, the teacher had already attended half of the class. Zhang Jingbei took out a tissue and wiped her mouth slowly. She even straightened her collar with her hands before standing at the door and calling for registration. The teacher asked , Duosheng is a series of embarrassment and embarrassment. In fact, his face is light, and he really doesn't even have any emotions to pretend.

Back at his seat, Li Boyang, who was at the same table, was reading with his head down, holding a ballpoint pen to write and draw, his side face focused and serious, as if he hadn't noticed Zhang Jingbei's arrival at all.

Li Boyang ignored him, and Zhang Jingbei didn't take the initiative to talk to others. The anger of being put on the pigeons early in the morning had been consumed little by little with the long traffic jam before. He felt that he was no longer a child. But he still couldn't find a better way to deal with Li Boyang.

However, Li Boyang seems to have his attitude...

Zhang Jingbei leaned back on the chair, yawned lightly, propped one elbow and was drowsy, he didn't sleep well last night, got up early again in the morning, just stuffed a belly full of steamed stuffed buns, now he is again A little sleepy.

Eyelids became heavier and heavier, and with the teacher's endless lectures on the podium, Zhang Jingbei shrank her head and hid her whole body under the book standing up, half-closed her lips, and snored slightly.

In a trance, someone called him softly in his dream, Beibei, Beibei...

This sleep lasted from the first class to the fourth class after school at noon. When Zhang Jingbei was shaken awake, his eyes were bleary, and his mind was as dull as mud. He thought it was Li Boyang. He pouted first when he opened his mouth, but as soon as he opened his eyes, the shadow of the man reflected in his sight made his laziness subside in an instant.

...Yu Zimao.

Her mind instantly cleared up, Zhang Jingbei stretched out her hands to rub her sleepy face, stretched her waist, glanced at an empty space on one side, and turned her head to ask Yu Zimao, where is Li Boyang?

Yu Zimao scratched his head and asked him, what else do I want to ask you?It was fine yesterday, so I won’t talk today. I said that your house and Li Boyang’s house live opposite each other. Why don’t you come to school together this time?I didn't go back for lunch together...

Yu Zimao could not stop reading, and Zhang Jingbei was the most impatient with his mouth, so he endured and endured it tensely, and finally the beeping sound from the mobile phone in his pocket saved him.

It was Zhang's mother calling.

Beibei, aren't you coming back for lunch?It's already twelve o'clock, and Boyang's mobile phone can't get through...

No, mom, we can just eat something nearby, you and dad can eat first, and I will make you cucumber salad in the evening.

Over there, Zhang’s mother smiled lightly, repeating a series of good, good, mother’s sweetheart eggs can also cook for mother to eat.

After saying a few more words, Zhang Jingbei hung up the phone.

Yu Zimao was still staring at him, rubbing his hands and laughing meanly, it's rare that Li Boyang is not here, let's go to the back alley of the school to rub together?Well, the donkey meat fire that just opened on Qiannan Road is also quite delicious, or...

no need.

Zhang Jingbei dropped these words, grabbed her schoolbag and left.

He didn't go back to school in the afternoon, and since Li Boyang didn't want to see him, Zhang Jingbei didn't bother to go up to him to provoke suspicion.

As for Li Boyang, Li Boyang... who knows.

When Zhang Jingbei is in a bad mood, she likes to go to a place unknown to others and stay alone, lying quietly on the sandy beach of a certain bay, surrounded by the endless blue sea, the sky with white clouds, and a large bag of various things at hand. There is no need to think about a variety of sweets, the sweet taste buds in his mouth will make him feel happy slowly.

Zhang Jingbei especially likes to eat sweet food. He eats it when he is in a bad mood, and he also eats it when he is in a good mood. , his mood will improve a bit.

He was never one to make things difficult for himself.

Grandpa Lin always told him, if you can't figure it out, if you can't figure it out, if you can't figure it out, don't think about it, time will choose the best answer for you.

At that time, Zhang Jingbei only thought it was funny, but now he finds it rare to be at ease.

It was dark when I returned home, holding the cell phone that was accidentally soaked in water, Zhang Jingbei shook the water stains on it in embarrassment, curled her lips, and bought a new cell phone at the cell phone shop on the side of the road , Replaced with the previous card, just turned on the phone, the influx of messages and calls almost exploded the phone.

Zhang Jingbei took the phone away, glanced casually, picked up the people close to him and called back first.

As soon as Zhang Dashan opened his mouth, he scolded him again. There was a little bastard on the left, and a little bastard on the right. I really don't know, as the father of a little bastard and a little bastard, does his name sound nice?

Okay, okay, Dad, there are a lot of people outside, don’t scold me, how embarrassing... Zhang Jingbei was a little helpless, pushing the little toffee in his mouth with his tongue, the sweet taste made him speak with Milky.

The other side snorted softly, scolded you and you know how embarrassing it is, and hung up the phone after a few hasty reminders.

Walking back to the intersection leading to home, seeing Li Boyang standing there in a daze, Zhang Jingbei immediately touched his forehead, oh, he was going to die.

There was a distance of two meters between the two, Li Boyang fixedly looked at him, his dark eyes were amazingly bright under the dim yellow night light, Zhang Jingbei looked down at the cucumbers he was carrying in his hand, He also looked at the specks of sand stained on the opponent's white sneakers, even the clothes on his body were wrinkled, and his chin was tightly pulled, which looked a bit unhealthy.

something?Zhang Jingbei tried not to open his eyes to look at the emotions in Li Boyang's eyes that were so thick that they were about to overflow, and asked lightly, seeing people staring at them without making a sound, Nunuzui said a little embarrassedly, "Well, I told my mother that I will give it to you." She cooks cucumbers, and I...

I bought candied chestnuts that you like.Li Boyang's tightly pursed lips were a little dry, and he probably felt his tone was dry. He tried his best to lick his lips, raised the paper bag in his hand, and tried to make his words more gentle.

He said, I bought you chestnuts fried in sugar.

After he finished speaking, he didn't move, just stared at Zhang Jingbei without speaking.

Zhang Jingbei tilted his head to look at him, and after a long time, he said oh, took the paper bag and walked on.

Zhang Jingbei didn't know what to say?Should he angrily rely on his liking and favor to scold and aggrieve Li Boyang for ignoring and abandoning him in the morning like before, or pretend that nothing happened and just expose it and not mention what happened last night.

Only Zhang Jing Beizi knew that what Li Boyang cared about, he also cared about it in his heart.

Even the accusation made by Li Boyang last night made him speechless and unable to refute for a while, but he knew that he had always been confident of Li Boyang, even if his petty thoughts were exposed in person, but in his private heart, he took it for granted that Li Boyang would not leave him.

It is conceivable that being forgotten and abandoned on such an ordinary morning had a great impact on Zhang Jingbei at that time, and he even felt a little aggrieved at a loss. This is the person who was pampered and spoiled by Li Boyang since childhood.

It was like being poured a basin of cold water on the spot in the middle of winter, his whole body shivered from the freezing cold, and his whole head became sober.

Zhang Jingbei walked forward with his things, and Li Boyang walked beside him. The two of them didn't look sideways and didn't make any eye contact. Of course, if you ignore Li Boyang's behavior of holding his hand without any violation.

Li Boyang sent the person to the door, his face returned to the dead fish face before, and he said, I will go to school with you tomorrow, then turned around and left.

Zhang Jingbei stood at the door and watched quietly for a while, but in the end she didn't say anything, turned around and entered the door, but her slightly pursed mouth looked aggrieved, Li Boyang's reaction was far from what he had imagined.

Of course he felt aggrieved. Now that he has been pampered by Li Boyang for so many years and pampered lawlessly, he will feel that everything about Li Boyang should be around him, there is no doubt about it.

Li Boyang has always been calm, domineering and tough, as if in front of his Beibei, he is such a barrier and barrier that others will never be able to break down, at least in Zhang Jingbei's existing subconscious, he is the absolutely strong side.As everyone knows, to a certain extent, Zhang Jingbei didn't even notice that Li Boyang actually had low self-esteem.

After all, what Zhang Jingbei has is far too much compared to what Li Boyang can give.

A happy family, loved ones who dote on him, and those who grow up to grow up, his world never lacks those colorful sunshine and warm embraces, Zhang Jingbei is so happy that it can only make people feel happy. envious child.

Such a happy child soaked in honey water seems to be able to smell the sweet fragrance of happiness just by getting closer. After discovering his thoughts on Zhang Xiaobei, how determined was Li Boyang to muster up the courage to follow up with Zhang Xiaobei? The Zhang family is going to fight for such a treasure that has been soaked in sugar water.

Zhang Jingbei naturally didn't know, maybe Li Boyang had always been too precocious, and his precociousness made him subconsciously connect the powerful man in his previous life who planned everything in his hands. I think people like Li Boyang have never been unable to get something.

The difference between the two lifetimes and the difference between the two Li Boyangs gave Zhang Jingbei a sense of ambiguity that was difficult to define. Perhaps this is where Li Boyang is most innocent. You must know that Li Boyang is only a teenager now. A teenager who is confused by emotions, a child who hasn't really grown up yet.

Such a child whose age has been neglected and overgrown, will panic and be at a loss when faced with young and ignorant feelings. After not feeling in the mood for tomorrow, no matter how deeply Li Boyang concealed it, he was still deeply hit.

This kind of abnormality has been reflected in Zhang Jingbei's calm appearance when he arrived at the school. Li Boyang was anxious and manic at that time, but this is not the most important thing. What's more terrible is that Zhang Jingbei only appeared for one morning. But in the afternoon, he was completely missing...

After he searched all afternoon but couldn't find any trace of Beibei, his previous view of the world seemed to be collapsing. Li Boyang felt that something was quietly sprouting and growing in his body.

After sending people home, it was rare for Li Boyang to calm down after a day of irritability. He felt that he should go back and think about the matter between him and Beibei.

15 years old, not too young, he should grow up.

So, history is in a place that Zhang Jingbei can't see, slowly striding towards another twisted road, going farther and farther, never to return...

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