wild summer [rebirth]

It is said that those who cannot get are always restless, and those who are favored are confident.If Li Boyang is the former, then the latter must be Zhang Jingbei without a doubt.

The fierce and sudden outbreak of their conflicts, whether they are willing or not, is always a lot of complaints.

The end of the fight was naturally disastrous, and finally ended with Zhang Jingbei's nosebleed that suddenly poured down, while Li Boyang stood where he was, equally embarrassed.

The motorcycle fell sideways, Zhang Jingbei leaned against the wall, covered his nose with one hand and raised his head halfway, the exposed skin was bruised, and the sporadic blood stains accidentally stained on his clothes made him look particularly miserable. Zhang Jingbei was beaten without reservation, and Li Boyang's eyes were reddened by his agitation. Needless to say, both sides were hurt.

Stretching out his hand to support the wall, Zhang Jingbei's head was still dizzy from when he bumped into the wall without turning his head just now, and the gurgling nosebleed made him feel dazed. punch.

It hurts, it hurts so much, Zhang Jingbei feels that her internal organs are so uncomfortable that she is burnt by a will-o'-the-wisp, roasted and cold, a person like Beibei who is afraid of pain, even if he catches a cold and gets an injection when he was young, he will howl to death. The part that Li Boyang hit became even more tormented.

Li Boyang has always been very kind to him, so good that people can't bear to refuse his approach and can't refuse, but Zhang Jingbei hates him very much at the moment. Terrible, the voice became sharp when he listened carefully, he called him a bastard, called him a bastard, bit his lip and finally couldn't hold it back, sat down on the ground and cried.

He cried, pointing at Li Boyang's nose and scolding him, get out, I don't want you anymore, you are not good to me... The child yelled at the top of his voice, howling worse than killing a pig, his nose and tears covered his face, the bright red nosebleed His face was covered with tears, and the tears left blurred lines, but the bleeding from his nose slowly stopped before he knew it.

When Li Boyang approached, he had to check his injuries. When he was slapped away by Hengshou, he still hugged him tightly. He is not good at talking. To Beibei, he would never tell those sweet lies to fool him. Li Boyang He took out a handkerchief and gently wiped the embarrassment on his face, then stubbornly and persistently repeated, Beibei, I am good to you, and I am only good to you...

Bah, it's easy to be fooled when I'm an old man?Zhang Xiaobei is also shameless at the moment, no matter how obedient Li Boyang says to coax him, Zhang Xiaobei still insists that he doesn't want Li Boyang anymore.

Zhang Jingbei danced fiercely with her teeth and claws, because Li Boyang had a tough attitude and insisted on holding him and refused to let go. When struggling, she would bump into Li Boyang's wounds from time to time. Compared with Li Boyang's forced counterattack, Zhang Jingbei started from the beginning It is an unreserved attack.But even so, Li Boyang just frowned, carefully wiped off the tear stains on the face of this faceless and skinless child with a handkerchief, and then answered him softly, no, no, I only want Beibei, I only want yours...

Li Boyang was in a very calm mood. He looked down at Zhang Xiaobei's cat-like face. His white skin was covered with bruise marks, which were left unintentionally when he fought back just now. Zhang Xiaobei was so angry that he jumped. , Crying out of shape, but when he approached, he would still habitually reach out and grab the clothes on his chest, with his index finger and middle finger tangled up, relying on him cautiously, awkwardly and intimately.

This alone is enough for him to forgive Zhang Jingbei for all the unreasonable troubles these days, because he knows that Beibei has him in his heart, and the facts are far more convincing than words.So no matter how much trouble Zhang Jingbei made, Li Boyang insisted on taking him home with him.

After getting out of the car, Zhang Jingbei yelled for grandma as soon as she entered the door. Grandma, being held back by Li Boyang, turned around and kicked him in anger. She was still forced to tidy up her clothes before she grabbed the schoolbag. He ran into the house in a hurry to find someone.

Ouch!

Damn!

Zhang Jingbei ran in a hurry, and almost bumped into Grandma Zhang, who was coming to hear the sound, but she stopped her footsteps and hit her forehead. Zhang Jingbei hurriedly helped Grandma Zhang who was almost knocked aside, His little heart was so frightened that his bones were fragile, and a slight bump would cause a big problem. Zhang Jingbei was shocked on the spot.

Sigh, you kid is really, you are so frizzy at such a grown-up... Eh?Ah, Beibei, what's going on with your face, who did you fight with?Come on, let grandma see...

The old man's hand touched Bei Bei's cheek as soon as he stretched it out. The fragile and sensitive facial nerves made him dodge reflexively with a hiss, and when he accidentally pulled his face, he grinned fiercely again.

Zhang Jingbei smiled and wanted to avoid this topic, and waved her hands just as she was about to make a random topic to confuse this, but the next second she saw Li Boyang approaching from the door, Grandma Zhang narrowed her eyes slightly, the two of them couldn't hide the same embarrassment What.

Say, what's the matter? ! ! !

Aunt Zhang and her two daughters were there, and Zhang Dashan and Zhang’s mother had also paid their jobs early and came to have a reunion dinner together. Seeing the appearance of the two children, they all smiled and showed serious faces in unison, forcing them Be honest.

Feeling ashamed, Zhang Jingbei pursed her lips and didn't want to say anything, but Zhang Dashan gave him a glare, and pointed to Li Boyang to tell him.

Zhang Jingbei let go of half of her heart, then turned her head to stare at Li Boyang again, Zhang Dashan made her brain jump, and then she closed her mouth lazily.

The corners of Li Boyang's mouth were bleeding when Zhang Jingbei gnawed on them during the fight. There were several shoe prints on the underside of his clothes that were invisible on the surface. You must know that Zhang Jingbei didn't hesitate to pull There is also a shoehorn to draw people.

People like Zhang Dashan and Zhang Hongyan are as fine as Zhang Jingbei and Li Boyang, and they can know the general situation with the eyelids of Zhang Jingbei and Li Boyang. Now they will make such a gesture, and they probably feel that their son/nephew is really too much. I want to give Li Boyang a chance to rehabilitate and make amends.

Li Boyang's reaction was indifferent, he only said that the two had a quarrel, and as for what happened after the quarrel, it was on the surface.

Then, then...Zhang Jingbei was still scolded by Zhang Dashan by pulling his ears. Li Boyang stood silently at the side, his eyelids drooping, and he didn't say a word. It was Zhang Jingbei who was reprimanded, but the more he listened, the more he said. It was Li Boyang who was somewhat silent.

Zhang Jingbei stubbornly refused to bow her head, but when the corners of her eyes glanced at Li Boyang, who was too silent, with a slight frown between his brows but who looked sad and about to cry, his heart felt like a needle prick, and he couldn't say a word immediately.

Grandma Zhang looked very uncomfortable, but she couldn't bear to criticize her precious grandson, so she kept putting Li Boyang's favorite greens into his bowl, and told him to eat more, even Zhang Hongyan next to him felt a little bit of pity for him .

Zhang Jingbei lowered his head sullenly, eating only the fried celery in front of him with his chopsticks, looking at Li Boyang, who was cared for by everyone, felt sad and depressed at the same time, his complex and unspeakable emotions made him feel depressed.

The extra piece of fried fish in the bowl stunned Zhang Jingbei for a moment, and she saw Zhang's mother smiling at him with crooked eyebrows, her tone was always bright and generous, children think too much and don't grow tall, eat more, you Grandma spent a lot of time cooking a large table of dishes, so don't waste it.

oh oh.Zhang Jingbei nodded, and there were two more vegetables in the bowl. When she looked up, it was the two sisters Zheng Xin and Zheng Le. She couldn't help feeling warm in her heart, and turned her head to give them a smile back.

After the meal, Zhang Jingbei's mood was still not very high, so Zhang Hongyan simply dragged him out for a walk.

The night in Xingyang Town was very quiet, with a few stars scattered in the sky, walking in the quiet alley, Zhang Jingbei could only see two long shadows of himself and Aunt Zhang under the street lamp.

Speechless all the way, Zhang Jingbei originally thought that Aunt Zhang must have something to say when she came out to him, but from the beginning to the end, she didn't see a single question, her heart was silent, in fact, it was more of a guilty conscience.

The alley is not long, and after walking back and forth twice, we still have to reach the end point. In the end, Zhang Jingbei couldn't help but speak out first, Auntie, don't you want to ask me something?

Zhang Hongyan is more willing to be a passerby with no curiosity at this time. This is her nephew, the only seedling of the old Zhang family. Zhang Hongyan watched him grow up since childhood. To love from the bottom of my heart.

Aunt Zhang's forgiving gaze made Zhang Jingbei's cheeks flush with embarrassment. After hesitating for a long time, she still muttered in a low voice, nah, I don't want to either.

What do you want?Aunt Zhang didn't ask, and in the end she just touched Zhang Jingbei's head, sighed softly and said, after all, Boyang is as old as you...

Zhang Jingbei was startled, and froze in place.

Yes, he and Li Boyang are actually children of the same age.

Too often, Zhang Jingbei always subconsciously forgets that she is only in her teens now, and Li Boyang is just an underage child.They are all unique children in the family. Even if there is no Shen Tingyong, Li Boyang's life is not necessarily duller than his own. They are both at the same age as the sun, but relying on his favor to do evil, speaking of it, Li Boyang is really not owe him something.

Zhang Jingbei was a little dazed for a while, as if the Shangfang sword he had been holding suddenly turned into a pheasant feather one day. The gap was so big that he couldn't regain consciousness for a long time.

At night until eight o'clock, Li Boyang said that he would go back, that he would have classes tomorrow, and that he would prepare for the monthly exam review. He said a lot, and in summary, he was going back, but he never mentioned Zhang Jingbei from the beginning to the end. Half a sentence.

Grandma Zhang nodded with a smile, turned her head and pushed her dazed grandson out, stuffed a jar of green apricots that had just been pickled a few days ago into his hand, and waved her hand to tell them to be careful on the road, and didn't feel at all. How about the fight between the two before, the smile was so warm that people couldn't say a word of rejection.

Li Boyang walked out with a faint smile, and didn't seem to turn his head back, so Zhang Jingbei had no choice but to hold the can of green apricots, stumbled and climbed into the car, not knowing what to do?

Zhang Dashan and Zhang's mother were still at Grandma Zhang's place, and Zhang Jingbei watched Li Boyang park the car in a helpless manner while holding the jar, and then opened the door with the key. After thinking about it, he still followed.

Li Tong has become busy again recently, counting the days and hasn't come back for many days, only making a few phone calls to contact Li Boyang every day, the house is deserted and not at all popular.

Li Boyang threw away his schoolbag and went upstairs, Zhang Jingbei hesitated for two seconds, then let go of the jar in his hand and went upstairs.

Li Boyang entered the room, Li Boyang entered the bathroom, Zhang Jingbei followed into the room, followed into the bathroom, but when entering the toilet door, Li Boyang blocked him with one hand, his eyes were heavy and he didn't say a word, and he pushed him not to let him in.

Up until now, Zhang Jingbei didn't know what he was insisting on, but he felt that if he continued to be self-willed, the relationship between him and Li Boyang might really crack.

Zhang Jingbei put half of his body against the door, and Li Boyang looked at him indifferently, as if he was determined, let him do his best, that kind of indifference made Zhang Jingbei flustered, he wanted to escape, but he couldn't bear it. Feeling that she wanted to do something to make up for it, Zhang Jingbei raised her head and called him weakly, Li Boyang...

If Zhang Hongyan's words were a blow to the head, then Li Boyang's current calmness and composure were enough to make Zhang Jingbei mess up. Zhang Jingbei always felt that he seemed to have missed something, and where did he lose control?

Looking up at Li Boyang, Zhang Jingbei didn't know how to describe his mood at that time.Guilty, flustered, and some inexplicable fear of being close to the truth.

Misestimating the weight of feelings, Zhang Jingbei suddenly worried that she would not be able to bear it, this sense of psychological imbalance.In particular, Zhang's family's actions and behaviors that were faintly biased towards Li Boyang made him feel that he was surrounded by enemies and was struggling.

Human beings are like this. If one person says you are wrong, it is not necessarily wrong. If everyone says you are wrong, probably, you are really wrong.

Zhang Jingbei is not brave enough, nor is he courageous enough to live his life with the will to go against everyone else. He only knows that his family will not harm him or lie to him.

You let me in!Zhang Jingbei broke into the bathroom angrily, hugged Li Boyang, and complained to him fearfully, it was you who didn't want me first, I didn't want you because you didn't want me, you can't blame me, you can't blame me... In the end , Zhang Jingbei was almost screaming and crying.

The situation was faintly out of control, but Li Boyang's mood was clear at this moment.

Li Boyang has always been troubled by the fact that Zhang Jingbei didn't want to live with him for the rest of his life that day. He is not a saint, so he would naturally resent him, complaining that Zhang Jingbei only wanted his good, hating Zhang Jingbei for being so Unconscionable to let himself down, but more of a kind of constant fear.

He can't live without Beibei.This cognition is almost deep-rooted. Li Boyang has no doubts about this point, so he entangled too much around this issue, and instead let himself walk into a dead end and trapped himself in the same place.

So what if Zhang Jingbei doesn't go on with the same purpose as himself?

With such a pious feeling in his heart, since that person is unwilling to share and bear it together, he should protect and possess it by himself, and no one will cherish this feeling more than himself.

The two took a bath together, and Zhang Jingbei's mood finally eased.

Both of them were lying on the bed wearing only a pair of underwear. Zhang Jingbei carefully rubbed the medicine on Li Boyang with medicated oil in his hand. Compared with Zhang Jingbei's skin, Li Boyang's skin was not white, but those bruises on his body still made people feel uncomfortable. Looking at the shock, Zhang Jingbei's hands trembled while holding the medicated oil.

The young man had a thin white porcelain face, black eyebrows drawn with strokes, a straight nose bridge, and long eyelashes trembling. Under the light, he looked a little more pitiful.

Li Boyang looked at it quietly for a while, reached out to take the medicated oil and rubbed it for him, Zhang Jingbei's thighs and parts were a little sensitive, and the cool medicated oil on the skin relieved part of the pain very well, it was only the movements of Li Boyang's fingers Seemingly a little careless, she circled lightly and heavily. After a while, Zhang Jingbei's thighs trembled unbearably, and her lips trembled.

The lips are moist and bright red, and when the teeth are clenched, they are even more attractive. Li Boyang stared intently for a few seconds, and then slowly moved over...

The night dew is deeper, the atmosphere is just right, and the two people are in a strong relationship. The two people who were naked and wearing only a pair of underwear, under Li Boyang's intentional or unintentional inducement, the sky thunder and earth fire or something... Everyone imagines for themselves.

In fact, after touching Li Boyang's hot spot, Zhang Jingbei's mind went blank for a moment, but even though his fingers were trembling and his eyes were closed in fright while holding the object, he was even more sympathetic to Li Boyang's presumptuousness in action. indulge.

In the end, Li Boyang still chose to replace that place with his leg. Zhang Jingbei was secretly relieved, but began to worry again, always feeling that Li Boyang would not be satisfied with this point.

As everyone knows, although Li Boyang is young, he is also very assertive and has a strong willpower.He believed that Beibei belonged to him, so he would protect him even more attentively.

Of course, he didn't possess him at this time because he felt that he didn't need to use such means to tell this person that he belonged to him.

Of course, Li Boyang would not force what Bei Bei was unwilling to do, but not forcing and not doing it were two different things.As the saying goes, in the face of difficulties, you have to meet the conditions, and if you don't have the conditions, you have to create the conditions.

It was also at this time that Li Boyang really understood what he wanted, so he came to a conclusion about Zhang Jingbei's matter.

Feelings are not things. It’s not that if you don’t give it, you won’t have it. It’s not that you say it’s over and there will be no tomorrow. What does he want, what does he want to get, and what price does he have to pay to get it?That's all.

I like you, but it has nothing to do with you.