rebirth future revival
Chapter 146 Perseverance
Ye Changkong, who stepped out of the house, suddenly caught sight of the high mountain on the other side of the lake, towering upright like a cloud.
In the blink of an eye, what Xu Jinzhao once said to him came back to his ears: Ye Changkong, let's go to that mountain to watch the sunrise together one day... Well, the sunrise is too early, let's watch the sunset Bar.
Sunset...Ye Changkong looked up at the sun, there was still some distance from the sunset.
that mountain!But there was a voice in my heart calling that it was that mountain, and Xu Jinzhao was on that mountain!
Before he could think about where this dark feeling came from, Ye Changkong had already followed his mind and ran towards the mountain.
faster!Ye Changkong jumped and ran rapidly in the mountains, wishing to use all the strength in his body.Xu Jinzhao may be suffering unprecedentedly at this time, he can't leave him alone!
When he arrived at the top of the mountain in the shortest time, Ye Changkong saw Xu Jinzhao sitting in front of the steep wall at a glance. He didn't breathe a sigh of relief, but felt his heart was tightened, making it difficult to breathe.
Xu Jinzhao sat cross-legged on the rock with his back facing Ye Changkong, his back slightly arched forward, the mountain wind was stirring his white hem, making a sound of hunting, white clouds billowed and surged before his eyes.And he, motionless.
Dead silence.This was the first impression that Xu Jinzhao's back gave Ye Changkong, like a rusty knife, it would not reflect the sharpness even in the sun.
Ye Changkong approached Xu Jinzhao cautiously, and saw his gloomy side face clearly.
Just from the profile of his face, Ye Changkong could feel Xu Jinzhao's bewilderment and despair.
"Jinzhao." Ye Changkong called him, but Xu Jinzhao didn't respond.
"Jinzhao!" Ye Changkong raised his voice, if it wasn't for Xu Jinzhao's occasional flapping of his eyelashes, he would even have thought it was a sculpture.
Ye Changkong's pupils shrank slightly, and he carefully stretched out his hand to hold Xu Jinzhao, "Xu Jinzhao, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm not Xu Jinzhao..." Xu Jinzhao turned his head to look at Ye Changkong, but he didn't know where his eyes fell. His eyes were lifeless and desolate. Suddenly his expression became ferocious. He struggled to break free from Ye Changkong and shouted loudly : "I am not Xu Jinzhao! I am not Xu Jinzhao! Without Xu Jinzhao, there is no such person as Xu Jinzhao in this world! Then who am I? I am not Xu Jinzhao, who am I?"
"You are Xu Jinzhao!" Ye Changkong held Xu Jinzhao's wrist tightly, his voice was clear and calm, with strong persuasive force, "You are Xu Jinzhao, you have always been Xu Jinzhao."
"No..." Xu Jinzhao wailed softly, looking at Ye Changkong with eyes full of helplessness and despair, like a wounded cub on a dead end, bleeding profusely but still can't find its way home , sobbed from the throat, "I'm not... I don't have parents, I don't have Xiao Ke... I have nothing, I don't have anything that Xu Jinzhao has..."
Ye Changkong bent down distressedly, and hugged Xu Jinzhao into his arms. The person in his arms was shaking, maybe because of the cold, maybe because of fear.
Patting Xu Jinzhao's back with wide and warm palms, Ye Changkong comforted: "You have very powerful parents. They have dedicated their lives to human culture. You should be proud of them. You also...me, I I will always be with you. You have many friends, Li Yan, Yao Jue, Li Shuo, Chang Xing and Chang Qing... You also have many supporters who love and respect you, and they will fight for your life and death Worry. You have a lot."
Xu Jinzhao shook his head desperately, tears poured out uncontrollably, soaking Ye Changkong's chest.
These are not his, he is Xu Jinzhao!He is an ordinary white-collar worker who runs around all day for his life. There are elderly parents at home who will prepare a meal and wait for him to go home.There is a wife who is about to get married and has tried many wedding dresses.There is a group of cronies who will often clamor for him to treat...these are his.
But why, others want to say that he is not Xu Jinzhao!Those beautiful things do not belong to him, but his past life memory.
previous life?How ridiculous!How illusory!How can those living people be attributed to the previous life?Obviously, Xu Jinzhao still remembers their voices, faces and smiles clearly.How could it be a previous life thousands of years ago?
Even if he can never go home and see those people, Xu Jinzhao can't accept that it's just his past life!The past life means that the current him has nothing to do with those he loves, and all karma will be cut off in one reincarnation.He is no longer that Xu Jinzhao.From then on, alone.
All the emotions——Xu Jinzhao lived for that world, died for that world, and broke his heart for that world... Now, they have no meaning, and his thoughts no longer have a place to land.After all, the past life is far away, which sets off the thoughts so ridiculously.
"Hahahahaha!" Xu Jinzhao suddenly burst out laughing, mixed with tears, both funny and sad.
Ye Changkong raised his hand to wipe away his tears, his movements were gentle and slow, this person is his treasure.
"You already knew that, didn't you?" Xu Jinzhao turned his face away and questioned Ye Changkong.
Ye Changkong was slightly startled, then nodded and said, "Yes." It's better to vent your anger on me than to suffer alone in your pain.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Xu Jinzhao pushed Ye Changkong away and asked loudly, "Isn't it funny to see me hurting spring and autumn alone? Look at me like a joke, right? Look at me telling the so-called secret Hiding it and thinking I'm an idiot, don't you?"
Ye Changkong, who was caught off guard, was pushed to the ground by Xu Jinzhao. He looked up at Xu Jinzhao, who had fallen into madness, with pain in his eyes.
"You bastard!" Xu Jinzhao jumped up suddenly, turned over and sat on Ye Changkong, pressed him firmly to the ground, pressed Ye Changkong's shoulder with his left hand, and raised his right hand into a fist. It might fall on Ye Changkong's face.
Ye Changkong didn't resist, he saw Xu Jinzhao's fist and Xu Jinzhao's despair.He lay quietly on the ground, his eyes didn't even blink, the small eyeballs could only hold the image of Xu Jinzhao alone.
Xu Jinzhao's fist stopped in the air, and he saw his appearance from Ye Changkong's eyes.Remind him that he hasn't changed.As he was many years ago, it seems that he has never changed.Family portraits, college graduation photos, wedding photos...he's always been like this.
However, it was with a smile at that time.
"Why..." Xu Jinzhao seemed to have been drained of all his strength, and collapsed, lying on Ye Changkong's chest, crying like a child, crying so sadly, because all the candies in the world disappeared overnight .
Ye Changkong remained silent, allowing Xu Jinzhao to vent.His heart could feel the temperature of Xu Jinzhao's tears, hot and cold.
The wind was getting stronger and stronger, and the sound of Xiao Suo's wind gradually overshadowed Xu Jinzhao's crying.
Ye Changkong struggled to get up, and hugged Xu Jinzhao in his arms again, hoping to warm him with his body.
Xu Jinzhao stopped crying, as if his tears had dried up, and leaned expressionlessly on Ye Changkong's shoulder.It's just a body, no soul.
After a long time, Xu Jinzhao's faint voice reached Ye Changkong's ears.
"The first time I woke up in this world was when I was pushed into a coma by Wan Moqi. At that time, I was very scared, and I still remember that your first sentence was to accuse me."
Ye Changkong listened quietly, his heart shrank suddenly when he heard this, and he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."
Xu Jinzhao did not respond to his apology, and said to himself: "I realized that I only felt ridiculous after traveling through time and space, but I had to accept it. I carefully inquired about the situation, not daring to offend anyone, let alone let others I found my anomaly. I wanted to go home, and I always felt that since I came to this world, I would definitely be able to go back.”
Ye Changkong didn't correct Xu Jinzhao's so-called "travel through time and space".
"I want to go home so much. I'm afraid that the people there will worry about me, because the day I traveled here was my wedding day, but I had a car accident. They must have thought I was dead. How sad they should be."
Ye Changkong's eyes darkened when he heard the word "marriage".
"After making azure glaze, my soul suddenly returned to that world. I saw the days after my death. My parents died in depression, and I saw Xiao Ke's life alone. After waking up, I suddenly understood that I would I can't go back either."
Can't go back... The lingering sound is blowing away with the wind.
"Xiao Ke..." Ye Changkong's voice was very low, barely audible in the wind, "Is it your lover from that world?"
"Yeah." Xu Jinzhao nodded, "A very kind girl. Even after I died, she never fell in love with anyone else, and spent her life looking at my photos...but I, here and you......"
Seeing Xu Jinzhao's emotions started to agitate again, Ye Changkong hugged him even harder, his voice was hoarse and pleading: "Can you think about it for me? You and I should have known each other when you were 15 years old, we missed a whole Eight years! We should have been married long ago, hand in hand, and revive the alliance together, but in fact, we have been together through hardships. I am not afraid of difficulties, as long as we are still together. But I am afraid that you will block your heart, Don't recognize the world, don't recognize me...is it fair to me?"
After speaking, Ye Changkong broke down in tears.
Xu Jinzhao was in a daze, wondering if he had heard Ye Changkong's words.
The setting sun not far away touched the top of the mountain, and it seemed to become redder instantly, red like eye sockets that had been crying.
Xu Jinzhao stretched out his hand, trying to grab the sun in his hand.
"It's so close to me, I can see it, but it's so far away."
Incoherent words, it means something.
It was late at night, and the mountain was terribly cold.
Ye Changkong slowly descended the mountain with Xu Jinzhao on his back, and the stars scattered all the way under their feet.
After that day, Xu Jinzhao started to have a continuous high fever.I asked a doctor to prescribe medicine, but it didn't work. Even if the fever stopped, the temperature rose again after a while.After the doctor came a few times, he could only shake his head, "I have no choice."
Ye Changkong lowered his eyes, holding Xu Jinzhao's hot hand.
"What can't be broken can't be built." General Ye said.
Ye Changkong understood what his grandfather meant. These days Xu Jinzhao kept talking about things in that world when he was awake, and refused to call it "past life". He always said "my", my parents, my Xiao Ke, my world.
He is only willing to admit that he is Xu Jinzhao of that world.
Ye Changkong didn't tell the truth, and accompanied him to deceive himself.
But this is not the way after all.If he could really deceive himself, how could Xu Jinzhao fall into repeated high fevers?
In the blink of an eye, what Xu Jinzhao once said to him came back to his ears: Ye Changkong, let's go to that mountain to watch the sunrise together one day... Well, the sunrise is too early, let's watch the sunset Bar.
Sunset...Ye Changkong looked up at the sun, there was still some distance from the sunset.
that mountain!But there was a voice in my heart calling that it was that mountain, and Xu Jinzhao was on that mountain!
Before he could think about where this dark feeling came from, Ye Changkong had already followed his mind and ran towards the mountain.
faster!Ye Changkong jumped and ran rapidly in the mountains, wishing to use all the strength in his body.Xu Jinzhao may be suffering unprecedentedly at this time, he can't leave him alone!
When he arrived at the top of the mountain in the shortest time, Ye Changkong saw Xu Jinzhao sitting in front of the steep wall at a glance. He didn't breathe a sigh of relief, but felt his heart was tightened, making it difficult to breathe.
Xu Jinzhao sat cross-legged on the rock with his back facing Ye Changkong, his back slightly arched forward, the mountain wind was stirring his white hem, making a sound of hunting, white clouds billowed and surged before his eyes.And he, motionless.
Dead silence.This was the first impression that Xu Jinzhao's back gave Ye Changkong, like a rusty knife, it would not reflect the sharpness even in the sun.
Ye Changkong approached Xu Jinzhao cautiously, and saw his gloomy side face clearly.
Just from the profile of his face, Ye Changkong could feel Xu Jinzhao's bewilderment and despair.
"Jinzhao." Ye Changkong called him, but Xu Jinzhao didn't respond.
"Jinzhao!" Ye Changkong raised his voice, if it wasn't for Xu Jinzhao's occasional flapping of his eyelashes, he would even have thought it was a sculpture.
Ye Changkong's pupils shrank slightly, and he carefully stretched out his hand to hold Xu Jinzhao, "Xu Jinzhao, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm not Xu Jinzhao..." Xu Jinzhao turned his head to look at Ye Changkong, but he didn't know where his eyes fell. His eyes were lifeless and desolate. Suddenly his expression became ferocious. He struggled to break free from Ye Changkong and shouted loudly : "I am not Xu Jinzhao! I am not Xu Jinzhao! Without Xu Jinzhao, there is no such person as Xu Jinzhao in this world! Then who am I? I am not Xu Jinzhao, who am I?"
"You are Xu Jinzhao!" Ye Changkong held Xu Jinzhao's wrist tightly, his voice was clear and calm, with strong persuasive force, "You are Xu Jinzhao, you have always been Xu Jinzhao."
"No..." Xu Jinzhao wailed softly, looking at Ye Changkong with eyes full of helplessness and despair, like a wounded cub on a dead end, bleeding profusely but still can't find its way home , sobbed from the throat, "I'm not... I don't have parents, I don't have Xiao Ke... I have nothing, I don't have anything that Xu Jinzhao has..."
Ye Changkong bent down distressedly, and hugged Xu Jinzhao into his arms. The person in his arms was shaking, maybe because of the cold, maybe because of fear.
Patting Xu Jinzhao's back with wide and warm palms, Ye Changkong comforted: "You have very powerful parents. They have dedicated their lives to human culture. You should be proud of them. You also...me, I I will always be with you. You have many friends, Li Yan, Yao Jue, Li Shuo, Chang Xing and Chang Qing... You also have many supporters who love and respect you, and they will fight for your life and death Worry. You have a lot."
Xu Jinzhao shook his head desperately, tears poured out uncontrollably, soaking Ye Changkong's chest.
These are not his, he is Xu Jinzhao!He is an ordinary white-collar worker who runs around all day for his life. There are elderly parents at home who will prepare a meal and wait for him to go home.There is a wife who is about to get married and has tried many wedding dresses.There is a group of cronies who will often clamor for him to treat...these are his.
But why, others want to say that he is not Xu Jinzhao!Those beautiful things do not belong to him, but his past life memory.
previous life?How ridiculous!How illusory!How can those living people be attributed to the previous life?Obviously, Xu Jinzhao still remembers their voices, faces and smiles clearly.How could it be a previous life thousands of years ago?
Even if he can never go home and see those people, Xu Jinzhao can't accept that it's just his past life!The past life means that the current him has nothing to do with those he loves, and all karma will be cut off in one reincarnation.He is no longer that Xu Jinzhao.From then on, alone.
All the emotions——Xu Jinzhao lived for that world, died for that world, and broke his heart for that world... Now, they have no meaning, and his thoughts no longer have a place to land.After all, the past life is far away, which sets off the thoughts so ridiculously.
"Hahahahaha!" Xu Jinzhao suddenly burst out laughing, mixed with tears, both funny and sad.
Ye Changkong raised his hand to wipe away his tears, his movements were gentle and slow, this person is his treasure.
"You already knew that, didn't you?" Xu Jinzhao turned his face away and questioned Ye Changkong.
Ye Changkong was slightly startled, then nodded and said, "Yes." It's better to vent your anger on me than to suffer alone in your pain.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Xu Jinzhao pushed Ye Changkong away and asked loudly, "Isn't it funny to see me hurting spring and autumn alone? Look at me like a joke, right? Look at me telling the so-called secret Hiding it and thinking I'm an idiot, don't you?"
Ye Changkong, who was caught off guard, was pushed to the ground by Xu Jinzhao. He looked up at Xu Jinzhao, who had fallen into madness, with pain in his eyes.
"You bastard!" Xu Jinzhao jumped up suddenly, turned over and sat on Ye Changkong, pressed him firmly to the ground, pressed Ye Changkong's shoulder with his left hand, and raised his right hand into a fist. It might fall on Ye Changkong's face.
Ye Changkong didn't resist, he saw Xu Jinzhao's fist and Xu Jinzhao's despair.He lay quietly on the ground, his eyes didn't even blink, the small eyeballs could only hold the image of Xu Jinzhao alone.
Xu Jinzhao's fist stopped in the air, and he saw his appearance from Ye Changkong's eyes.Remind him that he hasn't changed.As he was many years ago, it seems that he has never changed.Family portraits, college graduation photos, wedding photos...he's always been like this.
However, it was with a smile at that time.
"Why..." Xu Jinzhao seemed to have been drained of all his strength, and collapsed, lying on Ye Changkong's chest, crying like a child, crying so sadly, because all the candies in the world disappeared overnight .
Ye Changkong remained silent, allowing Xu Jinzhao to vent.His heart could feel the temperature of Xu Jinzhao's tears, hot and cold.
The wind was getting stronger and stronger, and the sound of Xiao Suo's wind gradually overshadowed Xu Jinzhao's crying.
Ye Changkong struggled to get up, and hugged Xu Jinzhao in his arms again, hoping to warm him with his body.
Xu Jinzhao stopped crying, as if his tears had dried up, and leaned expressionlessly on Ye Changkong's shoulder.It's just a body, no soul.
After a long time, Xu Jinzhao's faint voice reached Ye Changkong's ears.
"The first time I woke up in this world was when I was pushed into a coma by Wan Moqi. At that time, I was very scared, and I still remember that your first sentence was to accuse me."
Ye Changkong listened quietly, his heart shrank suddenly when he heard this, and he said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."
Xu Jinzhao did not respond to his apology, and said to himself: "I realized that I only felt ridiculous after traveling through time and space, but I had to accept it. I carefully inquired about the situation, not daring to offend anyone, let alone let others I found my anomaly. I wanted to go home, and I always felt that since I came to this world, I would definitely be able to go back.”
Ye Changkong didn't correct Xu Jinzhao's so-called "travel through time and space".
"I want to go home so much. I'm afraid that the people there will worry about me, because the day I traveled here was my wedding day, but I had a car accident. They must have thought I was dead. How sad they should be."
Ye Changkong's eyes darkened when he heard the word "marriage".
"After making azure glaze, my soul suddenly returned to that world. I saw the days after my death. My parents died in depression, and I saw Xiao Ke's life alone. After waking up, I suddenly understood that I would I can't go back either."
Can't go back... The lingering sound is blowing away with the wind.
"Xiao Ke..." Ye Changkong's voice was very low, barely audible in the wind, "Is it your lover from that world?"
"Yeah." Xu Jinzhao nodded, "A very kind girl. Even after I died, she never fell in love with anyone else, and spent her life looking at my photos...but I, here and you......"
Seeing Xu Jinzhao's emotions started to agitate again, Ye Changkong hugged him even harder, his voice was hoarse and pleading: "Can you think about it for me? You and I should have known each other when you were 15 years old, we missed a whole Eight years! We should have been married long ago, hand in hand, and revive the alliance together, but in fact, we have been together through hardships. I am not afraid of difficulties, as long as we are still together. But I am afraid that you will block your heart, Don't recognize the world, don't recognize me...is it fair to me?"
After speaking, Ye Changkong broke down in tears.
Xu Jinzhao was in a daze, wondering if he had heard Ye Changkong's words.
The setting sun not far away touched the top of the mountain, and it seemed to become redder instantly, red like eye sockets that had been crying.
Xu Jinzhao stretched out his hand, trying to grab the sun in his hand.
"It's so close to me, I can see it, but it's so far away."
Incoherent words, it means something.
It was late at night, and the mountain was terribly cold.
Ye Changkong slowly descended the mountain with Xu Jinzhao on his back, and the stars scattered all the way under their feet.
After that day, Xu Jinzhao started to have a continuous high fever.I asked a doctor to prescribe medicine, but it didn't work. Even if the fever stopped, the temperature rose again after a while.After the doctor came a few times, he could only shake his head, "I have no choice."
Ye Changkong lowered his eyes, holding Xu Jinzhao's hot hand.
"What can't be broken can't be built." General Ye said.
Ye Changkong understood what his grandfather meant. These days Xu Jinzhao kept talking about things in that world when he was awake, and refused to call it "past life". He always said "my", my parents, my Xiao Ke, my world.
He is only willing to admit that he is Xu Jinzhao of that world.
Ye Changkong didn't tell the truth, and accompanied him to deceive himself.
But this is not the way after all.If he could really deceive himself, how could Xu Jinzhao fall into repeated high fevers?
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