in love with my psychiatrist

After all, since I was a child, my sprint project was not vegetarian.

Qi Qianyun was thrown back a few steps decisively under the impact of the car that I ran up and couldn't stop without thinking.

I also staggered a few times in a row. In order not to eat shit, I instinctively grabbed Qi Qianyun's shirt collar a few times, finally found support, climbed up, opened my arms to grab Qi Qianyun's neck, and the bag fell to the ground with a clatter.

After a lot of tossing, when I came back to my senses, I realized that the posture of the two of us is really...

I hung her neck, she put my arms around my waist.

Through the silky white pajamas, I could easily feel the scalding hot hands around my waist.

Of course, my arms around people's necks are not much better, they feel like they're on fire.

Shocked by the temperature, I hurriedly stood up straight, wanting to let go of my hands in a panic, wanting to leave the deadly scent exuding a faint plum fragrance.

But the moment I was about to let go of the hand around my waist, I increased my strength and tightened it.

As a result, I fell even deeper into that deadly embrace.

If it was just a hanging-style sense of sight just now, it has completely become a hugging posture now.

I instinctively swallowed on her shoulder.

"Do you feel it?"

There was a palpable smile in her voice, and I was almost ashamed.

Immediately struggled to leave again.

She moved up with one hand and patted my back lightly.

Whispered in my ear: "Qiqi, don't move, listen to me."

He was possessed again, and he really calmed down.

"I know what you're angry about. After the meeting, I didn't call you to make an appointment for the evening, because I was looking for this dress. It's a limited edition. I finally found it. I have to wait for the goods to arrive in the store. My phone is forgotten. I'm in the hotel, so I haven't been able to contact you."

When she said this, her voice was uncharacteristically gentle, and all my awkwardness disappeared in an instant, making me almost drowned.

I feel very sorry for her.I searched all afternoon, how many places did I have to travel.

At the same time, I felt that I was seen through by her, that I was actually looking forward to her news, waiting for her to ask me out, and I was a little ashamed.

He hardened his mouth to cover up: "No."

"No expectation, or no anger?" He exhaled in my ear, softly speaking, very tempting.

My tone was also involuntarily soft like water, I have never been so gentle with anyone in my memory.

"How do you know that I'm light?" I didn't answer her question, but asked gently.

She slowly pushed me away, put her hands on my shoulders, and looked at me deeply.

Then he smiled and joked: "Oh? So confident, how do you know that I must be looking for you? Could it be that I just met you by chance?"

Being taken advantage of by her again, I was embarrassed to look into her eyes, lowered my head, and remained silent.

She hugged me again: "So there is another reason why you were angry before. You thought I just met you by chance, and then I asked you out by the way. If I don't meet you, forget it. Right?"

He really deserves to be an international idol-level psychologist, but he is actually the same as the roundworm in my stomach.

"I checked your room at the hotel, and then checked your car call records, and I know that you are in that light bar."

Not only is he very good at playing psychology, but his spy skills are also so powerful.

After being moved, I was frightened by her thoughtfulness again, what a terrifying woman.

But since you know why I'm awkward, why didn't you explain it earlier and still say those things to me!

I pouted.

She actually seems to know the os in my heart at this moment.

Continue to say: "At that time, I was also very angry. Jealous."

Her voice became cold again: "I'm still jealous now. Although I don't even have the qualifications."

Hey Hey hey!Just holding it, what do you mean you don't even have the qualifications!Then let you hold it!

If you don't bring such a thing that you eat and wipe out, you will be a good boy if you get it cheap! (Amount, amount, although it is not clear who is taking advantage of whom^_^)

Really annoyed, I pushed her away.

She was contemptuous in her heart, but she couldn't help quickly clearing up her misunderstandings about Estelle and me: "Estelle is my colleague for five years, and I have a deep revolutionary friendship. I just found out today that she is in serious trouble."

Qi Qianyun tilted her head: "Really?"

I nodded.

"She grabs your hand, and you touch her face."

It's really unrelenting.

Oh my god, I didn't even ask about her Feng Sheng, her Qing Shan, her so-and-so.

However, why do you have to ask each other like this, what's the relationship?

Thinking of this, I blushed again.

She gently touched her: "You really like to blush, how can a married woman be so shy."

In a word, bring my confusion back to reality.

Having been divorced, and now still being entangled with a woman who lives in a completely different world, life is too absurd when I think about it.

She is really different from me.

She has lived at the top of her life since she was a child, she is the proud girl of heaven, she can do whatever she wants, she can fly more freely, she can ignore other people's eyes, and she doesn't need to work hard to gain the approval of others and society.

Her success and beauty can completely make people overlook her specialness in other aspects.

So even if she makes it public that she loves women, few people will criticize her, disapprove of her, and even get praise for being unique and maverick.

But what if you were just an ordinary person.

Everything will be different, you will bear all the strange eyes and even cold words, and you will bear unimaginable family and social pressure.

This society is actually like this.

The softness and warmth in my heart just now faded instantly.

I sighed, bent down to pick up the bag on the ground, and said softly to her, "Thank you, it's so expensive, it really doesn't suit me."

She didn't answer, looked at me critically, and smiled: "You must be going around in circles again."

I was a little annoyed: "Don't think you know everything."

She still didn't reach out to take it: "I don't like to take back the things I sent, so I will thank you for saving me at the venue. It's not just that you don't like to owe favors."

"No need. It's easy." I insisted on pushing the bag to her.

"You're really stubborn." She shook her head and took the bag: "I'll keep it for you first."

"Huh?" I didn't understand what she meant.

She said: "Lu Qiqi, you are such a willful little girl who competes with herself. This skirt can only be worn by you. You will definitely wear it one day. It is so beautiful that it is earth-shattering."

After speaking, she took the bag and added: "Take a good rest."

Shi Shi ran away.Leave behind the lingering familiar fragrance.

In my memory, since graduating from university and entering the workplace, I dressed up thrushes, always exquisite and decent, with an appearance of being strong on the outside but capable on the inside.

Some people praised her beauty, some said she had temperament, others praised her intelligence and ability, or her generosity and understanding, but no one ever said to me: Lu Qiqi, you are such a wayward little girl.

I froze at the door for a long, long time.

Then, I managed to lose sleep all night.

During the period, she also sent a text message costing a thousand dollars: "Qiqi, the pajamas look good and feel good."

I was hooded and kicked mad.

That night, like never before, I spent the whole night seriously thinking about life.

For example, why do I panic when I get close to Qi Qianyun, why my heart beats faster when I come into contact with her, and my face turns red and hot, why I always don’t want to have anything to do with her but look forward to her inexplicably, and get angry with her easily.. ....

I'm already 27. If I can't judge these feelings, I can really buy a piece of tofu.

But the point is, I'm already 27, should I let this kind of irrational and eye-popping emotion wantonly expand?

Moreover, what kind of emotion does Qi Qianyun have towards me?

She is surrounded by people like Feng Sheng and Qing Shan. To me, is she just trying to be a temporary novelty in ordinary life?

What happened when Qingshan was so angry that she made a big fuss at the venue?

Moreover, what happened to the childhood sweetheart she mentioned five years ago who married someone else...

In the past relationship, I am not a person who cares about gains and losses. If you love, you love, if you don't love, you don't love.

However, I have to admit that when I realized that I was in love with a woman, everything became very cautious and entangled.

Just that feeling, the autumn leaves floating in the air.

Don't think I'm sour, and I'm not playing art, but that's the feeling.

In the cool wind, one moment you still feel comfortable and sweet, but the next moment you may feel uneasy.