in love with my psychiatrist

In order to help Qianyun search for information and find someone to inquire about, I temporarily put down the work at hand. Of course Feng Sheng agreed, and he was also using his channels to carry out at the same time.

Estelle and Eyes insisted on helping me with that part of the work and continuing.

I insisted on letting them enjoy the rare holiday even more persistently.They are so cute and awkward that they had to give up.

On this day, I was collecting relevant materials and cases on the Internet, and I received a call from Lu Li, "Hey, woman, I have a birthday next month, have you not forgotten?"

"forget."

"Come on, I need you."

"Goodbye. I'm busy, you have fun with friends and friends."

"Don't, you have to come to the birthday party. What would you do without you? It's meaningless, boring, nothing..."

"Say, what are you going to do again?" I knew there were conspiracies and tricks in it.

"Oh, it's just that my parents have to hold a birthday party for me. The purpose is to pick out real girlfriends." He babbled.

"Oh, it looks like you're not satisfied with me." I curled my lips, and failed like a fake girlfriend.

"How can you be satisfied? Every time you ask me to take you back, I push it for you. No, they said, it must be just for fun. Help me find it again."

"So, you have to come and help me smooth things over. If any girl really falls in love with me, it won't hurt her. Just hurt you. You must come and help me."

"Bah, bah, who the girl wants to fall in love with you, it's too smug, Lu Li."

We hung up the phone cursing, and he sent me the time and address in no time.

While continuing to huddle on the computer, the phone rang again.

I didn't even look at it, so I picked it up and said, "Okay, okay, I understand, don't talk nonsense, I'm doing business."

There was a long silence over there, and a steady voice sounded: "Excuse me, is this Miss Lu Qiqi?"

I froze for a moment: "Excuse me, may I ask who you are?"

"I'm Qingsong." He also specially added and emphasized: "Qingshan's father."

I was a little dazed, and before I could reply, he said, "Miss Lu, would you like to come out and have a chat?"

My heart was pounding, I don't know why Qing Song called me suddenly.After hesitating for a moment, he agreed.

Let's arrange a simple water bar in Qingsong.When I saw him, although my heart was a little flustered, I asked calmly: "Mr. Qing, could it be that the communication was not in place before, or you have new ideas for the design concept of the Luhai project? "

He smiled: "Miss Lu, today's appointment with you is not about business."

I also laughed: "Is there a private matter between me and Mr. Qing?"

Qingsong looked at me carefully, and chuckled: "Miss Lu, I am Qingshan's father and Qianyun's adoptive father. I think whether there is any private matter between us depends on you."

I suddenly felt the hostility of this aristocratic and gentle man.So, he should know about the relationship between Qianyun and me.

But what is he going to do?

"Mr. Qing, please explain more clearly." I don't like to speculate and guess, especially with a person who didn't know each other.

He paused for a while: "Miss Lu is a straightforward person, so I won't beat around the bush anymore."

"Yeah." I looked at him.

"I know everything about you and Qianyun. Presumably you also know about her and Qingshan."

I looked at him and nodded: "So?"

"But you probably don't know the current situation."

A vague smile appeared on Qing Song's face.

"Please tell me." That smile gave me an unexplainable fear.

"Qingshan is already in the drug rehabilitation center. If there is no accident, she will recover soon..."

He looked at me deeply: "Qingshan is a miracle for me and my wife. We are unwilling to accept many things, but as long as she is happy, we can do anything."

I secretly took a deep breath.

"Qianyun, she loves us too."

"I know." I could only put on a smile.

"Qingshan doesn't really want to hurt Qianyun. She has a deep affection for Qianyun. Although my wife and I couldn't accept that kind of feeling for a while, but the matter has come to this point. We don't want to see any of them get hurt, so , I am here this time to ask you not to cause unnecessary trouble in their relationship. "

Qing Song took a sip of the water in front of him, his face became expressionless.

unnecessary trouble?

Am I causing these unnecessary troubles?

I replied to him funny: "Mr. Qing, I think you misunderstood something?"

He shook his head: "I didn't misunderstand. Of course, you have to say that Qianyun likes you, but you have to understand that the relationship between her and Qingshan since childhood is not so simple and can be severed. Qingshan can live in peace."

"At least, Qingshan regrets it now. She is actively rehabilitating drugs, and she has also withdrawn the lawsuit against Qianyun. Everything is going in a good direction, as long as you..."

He paused and said, "As long as you can stay away from Qianyun."

I think it's ridiculous.

"President Qing, does Qianyun know what you're telling me?"

"Hehe, Qianyun is a good boy, so naturally she won't tell you this, I'll just do it for her." Qing Song looked directly at me.

"How is that possible?" I twitched the corners of my mouth.

Qingsong didn't care about my disbelief at all, and said with a smile: "Miss Lu, you are so smart, in fact, this matter is very easy to think about, whether it is for Qingshan, or for me and my wife, Qianyun can't be negative, what about you? , I don't know how deep your relationship is, but how long have you known each other, how long have you been together, and how much do you know? If it were you, you could only choose one of the two, which would you choose?"

I feel cramped for a while.

But still said: "But, why do you force her to choose one?"

"Because of Qingshan." He said.

I sneered: "Feng Sheng said, you love her more than Qingshan, after all, she is just a puppet of your family."

Qingsong smiled at the corner of her mouth, and shook her head: "If you want to think that I can't do anything, but Qianyun, she made her own choice."

"Why doesn't she come and tell me herself."

Thinking of every little detail of me and her, I don't want to believe it.

"As I said, she is a good child and doesn't want to hurt anyone." Qing Song crossed her hands and smiled.

Could it be that Qianyun really knew that he was looking for me?

Seeing my silence, Qingsong smiled again: "I can firmly believe that Qianyun will choose us, but aren't you doubting her now? Your relationship, after all, is just a momentary passion."

"Besides, you should think about whether you will have a future. At least, the relationship between Qianyun and Qingshan is our default. Even as relatives, they can support each other for the rest of their lives. But what about you, if you If you are really with Qianyun, do your parents know, what will your family think? Will you risk everything for her? How long can you stay with her?"

A series of questions made my head swell.

I let myself calm down, calm down, calm down again.

I thought about it, and said to Qing Song: "President Qing must mean to let me leave Qianyun today, right?"

He nodded: "don't appear in her life again."

I laughed: "If this is the case, I think our conversation today can stop here. You have no right to decide other people's lives."

I stood up and got up to leave: "Mr. Qing, if you came to me today to talk about these things, it would really be Qianyun's attitude. I don't have anything to say, and I will simply leave. However, I hope she can face it face to face." I said."

Unexpectedly, when I turned to leave, Qing Song answered me firmly: "If you wish, she will."

I quickened my pace, trying to put it all behind me like it never happened.

When I got home, I was a little overwhelmed.

My heart was so flustered that I couldn't get any more flustered. I asked myself not to be like this, but to be more firm and confident.

But she still didn't know what to do, and she didn't even dare to call Qi Qianyun.

And the reason for being so flustered, is it because I really don't trust Qi Qianyun, or is it because the relationship between us is really so vulnerable.

Thinking of this, I was even more restless.

I had to call Estelle, she rushed over, asked about the situation, looked at me and said, "At this time, of course you should call Qi Qianyun to find out! What are you hesitating about?"

I looked straight at her without speaking.

She instantly understood: "Are you afraid to call and hear an answer you don't want? Are you afraid that what Qing Song said is true?"

I nodded.

She sighed and said, "Seriously, if you're not sure yourself, what can I say."

You are not sure.This sentence shocked me.

Yes, I blame myself, how can I not trust myself and her so much.

"However, you still have to face it, you can't be an ostrich, okay?" Estelle said and took my mobile phone, "I'll dial it for you."

I snatched it over, paused and said, "I'll do it myself."

However, Qianyun didn't answer the phone.

A long time passed, and she did not return.

I called Feng Sheng, but he was also at a loss, saying that he was out of town and didn't know about Qianyun's situation, and finally said to me reassuringly, "I'll try to call her and see what's going on. , I will tell you when the time comes."

A long time passed, and he did not return.

Estelle was annoyed, spinning around with her arms akimbo, waving her hands in the air.

It made me dizzy.

Finally she stopped, bent down and said to me who was in a daze on the sofa: "Qiqi, let's forget it, okay, the excitement is over, let's get back on track, even if you and her are really in love, are you sure you can suffer Many difficulties after living here? What's more, their house is so complicated, so let's not go through this muddy water, we don't care about it."

I nodded, then shook my head immediately.

Hollow eyes.

After a long time, I finally recovered and said slowly: "Estelle, you know what, Qi Qianyun asked me a question, I just thought about it yesterday and wanted to answer her."

Obviously, estelle doesn't know what I'm talking about.

She just thought I was dazed.Sitting down, he kept stroking my back.

For a long time, I looked at her and said, "Actually, it's fine to cut everything off, but I hope she can tell me personally, just like she told me she wants to be with me."

"You are stupid." Estelle shook her head, put her arms around my shoulders, and sighed: "Look at you, how long have you been with her, how many times have you been in heaven and earth like this. I really feel not going down."

I laughed: "We've never been together at all."

On this day, I called Qi Qianyun countless times, and she still didn't answer until the last call.

I sent a text message: "Qianyun, I don't know if something happened to you, but I just want to ask, today, Qingsong, do you know what your adoptive father came to tell me?"

Sitting dry, staring at the mobile phone, reluctant to blink, thinking silently in my heart, Qianyun, Qianyun, Qi Qianyun, Qi Qianyun... about us, intermittently, the time is neither long nor short, bit by bit, memories are endless More or less, is it all my hallucination?

No way, Qi Qianyun.

After waiting for a long, long time, tossing and turning all night, half dreaming and half awake, in the dream, as if on the top of clouds and smoke, falling rapidly, dripping with cold sweat.

The next morning, sure enough, I saw her text message back: "Qiqi, I know. Let's talk about it some other time."

She knows it!So she really knew!She knew, and let him say that to me.And right now, she can see my text messages, but she still hasn't returned my calls, so many calls.

She also said to find time to have a good talk.

Indeed, as Qing Song said: If you wish, she will.

All of a sudden, everything was like a bubble. The exhaustion and fear of the previous day finally turned into unstoppable tears and heartbreak in the early morning of the next day.

The things said and done can be counted, and then they disappeared lightly, just like withdrawing from Island X.

Qi Qianyun, if you are really in such a difficult situation, why did you come to provoke me.

After that day, Feng Sheng was also uncharacteristically, he was no longer as enthusiastic about me and Qi Qianyun as before, every time I was reluctant to ask about him, he would dodge and never reveal anything about her to me.

Finally, I thought, this is it.

She, Qingshan, Qingshan's parents, Feng Sheng, they are from the same country, they should have reached some kind of consensus, and I, like an ignorant fool, is still naively asking, waiting, asking for a Answer.

Embarrassing everyone in vain.There is only embarrassment left.

And the fact is destined to be that if one person has to be out, then I can only give up, and likewise, she can only give up on me.

Feng Sheng said at that time that when Qi Qianyun met me, her armor became a weakness, and she didn't care about life or death.

It turned out that we misunderstood.

Her armor is not mine, nor is her weakness.

The author has something to say: Well, thank you Zisha and Sifan’s overlord *^_^*