I still love you after rebirth

night…

The stars are shining, once upon a time, we all had such a dream, find a lover, build a house for her, or she builds a house for you, it does not need to be luxurious, but it must be clean and bright, it is best to have a The skylight made of glass, on a sunny night, we lie on the bed holding hands, counting the stars, even if it rains occasionally, it doesn't matter, we can hug each other lazily, do nothing, just listen to the rain "boringly" , Look at the traces of raindrops sliding on the glass...

"Is it cold?" I asked, although it is summer, the manor at night will be cooler than the urban area because of the abundance of vegetation.

"How can I be cold with an artificial heater like you? Hehe" Ye Zixin moved into Gu Qing's arms as she said, "This is so beautiful, shall we build a house like this in the future?"

"Of course, huh, huh, um... But it must not be in country Z"

It is also the first time I have seen such a fantastic scene. It turns out that childhood dreams can really become a reality.

"What do you do? Want to treason? White-eyed wolf"

Ye Zixin stood up and kneaded Gu Qing's face wantonly with both hands.

"Hey, no, I just think the air in our motherland is really... I'm afraid I have a house but I can't see anything when I look back, so why don't you cry to death." I grabbed Xiaoxin's dishonest hand and said.

Ye Zixin pouted cutely and said, "Well, it makes sense to count you as a child, then we will build a house like this in the suburbs of Madrid when we are old."

"Yeah, but I have to work hard to make money, otherwise... I only have to beg for food. I beg you to take care of the children at home, haha" I joked.

"No, no, I'm still begging for food, you can take care of the kids at home." Ye Zixin waved her hand and looked very serious.

"Then you were born or I was born?" I asked.

"what?"

Ye Zixin was taken aback, thinking that the topic had changed too quickly.

"What? Is this difficult?" I raised the corners of my mouth and looked at her with blinking eyes.

"Well, I don't think we can have children," Ye Zixin said.

"Who said that the technology is so advanced that it's a big deal to go to a sperm bank for artificial insemination," I said.

"Then you give birth, I won't give birth," Ye Zixin said.

"Why? I still want to see Xiaoxin, she must be very cute, I want to pinch her face, I want to ravage her, wow..."

Ye Zixin raised Gu Qing's ear and said angrily, "You dare, if you ravage her, I will ravage you."

"Oh, forgive me, forgive me, I was wrong, I was wrong, hehe" I thought to myself, where did Xiao Xin steal the master of this move, woo woo woo... even worse than Mei Chaofeng wind.

"Huh..." Ye Zixin snorted coldly for the rest of his life, gently rubbing the red ears that he pinched just now, "I am in charge of making money to support the family, and you are in charge of being beautiful, understand?"

My eyes were wide open, and for a moment my brain circuits crackled, and sparks flew everywhere. Am I not Gong, the one who is in charge of supporting the family?

"What are you looking at, do you have an opinion?" Ye Zixin said as she gave Gu Qing a beautiful look.

I quickly shook my head and said, "No, but..."

"But what?" Ye Zixin asked.

"I will support the family, and I will give birth to the child. You just need to be responsible for the beauty." I swallowed as I spoke, and was always on guard against her second wave of attacks.

Ye Zixin rolled her eyes, curled her lips and said, "Is beauty like a flower counted as division of labor?"

"Of course" I said as a matter of course, I held Xiaoxin's shoulders and let her lean on my chest, "Why do I make money? Isn't it just for you to spend, if you want to earn money outside, then my Do you know what will happen if the money is not spent?"

"What result?" Ye Zixin asked.

"If you don't spend it, of course you can spend it for others. You also know that I am stingy. If we spend money, we must get something in return. When the time comes, there will be a handsome guy, a little girl, or something. The sky is falling apart, the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten. I love you." Can you be embarrassed to refuse? It’s a bastard not to take advantage of the advantages, and it’s not an advantage if I spend all my money..."

I'm still going on with my spouty, hype speech...

"You, say, what?" Ye Zixin's beautiful eyes narrowed into a slit, and before Gu Qing could react, Ye Zixin's slender jade fingers had already taken the initiative, lifting her up.

"I, I'm talking nonsense, I, I, woo woo woo..."

I'm really crying, not pretending to cry. If you don't believe me, ask her to pinch her ears.

"Humph..."

Ye Zixin got up and walked out of the tree house.

I rubbed my ears and hurriedly followed, "Hey, are you angry? Are you angry?"

Ye Zixin suddenly stood up and looked at Gu Qing with burning eyes.

I moved the corners of my mouth stiffly, and I started to stutter, "What, what..."

Ye Zixin pouted and approached Gu Qing step by step...

I retreated instinctively, but later I wondered why I wanted to retreat. This may be due to the essence of "tracheitis" in my bones and blood.

In this way, Xiaoxin took a step forward and I took a step back, and finally there was no way to retreat, just when I was about to accept my fate... "Surprise" is definitely "surprise"!

Ye Zixin pushed Gu Qing against the tree, held her face and kissed her fiercely...

"Om..."

My mind was blank, and my hands naturally wrapped around her waist.

Many years later, we recalled today’s events together, and she explained that she was unconscious at the time and had a little convulsions, haha, how I hope she will continue to have convulsions forever...

"Gu, never mention other people to me, I will be jealous." Ye Zixin's chest was still fluctuating violently, and he watched Gu Qing spit out these words with extremely serious eyes.

The corners of my mouth couldn't help but smeared a happy arc, pecked her thin lips lightly and said a few words, "I promise you!"

***

If there are only me and Xiaoxin in this manor, I would rather be isolated from the world and be her "The Legend of Condor Heroes", but life always has a lot of troubles, it seems unreasonable not to torment us , well, I admit that the reality is like this, so we must add some boring obstacles to our story.

But I advise those scumbags who are ready to join or have already joined, expecting to disturb our happy life, that they will not die if they don't die!

"Charlie, what's going on?" I saw that the workers in the manor seemed to be very busy moving around in the past two days, and my parents both disappeared from playing.

"Miss, they are preparing for a charity auction." Charilie replied.

"Charity auction? Here?" I asked.

"Yeah" Charlie nodded.

I couldn't help but frown. I always feel that my parents are a little abnormal recently, and now it's even more abnormal to hold an auction at home.

The Gu family owns a lot of real estate, but this manor is the "home" of their parents. As the name suggests, it is a place where they often stay. Normally, it is impossible for them to bring outsiders "home". As far as I know, not even Jane She has been here before, and if she has something to do, she usually goes directly to the company or calls to make appointments in other places, and has never visited the door.

"What's the matter?" Ye Zixin looked suspiciously at Gu Qing who was frowning.

"Miss, if there's nothing else, I'll go get busy," Charlie said.

"Um"

I nodded dumbly.

"Xiao Xin, pack up your things, let's get out of here quickly," I said, holding Xiao Xin's hand and walking back.

Ye Zixin had a lot of question marks in her heart, she didn't understand what happened to the auction?But still suppressing the doubts in his heart, he didn't ask until he returned to the room, "Gu, what's wrong with you? Why are you leaving in such a hurry?"

I sighed heavily, and briefly told Xiao Xin about Gu Qing and Chu Haokang.

"I think Dad's auction is a conspiracy."

"You mean he wants to bring you back together with Chu Haokang?" Ye Zixin asked.

"Um"

"Very likely," I nodded.

"Hehe." Ye Zixin smiled and pinched Gu Qing's nose, "You're not real...what are you hiding from?"

"But isn't that troublesome? I said why the two of them haven't shown up recently, and their relationship is busy behind the scenes." I said.

"Calm down first, come sit down and let's discuss it." Ye Zixin took Gu Qing's hand and said.

"Xiao Xin, I..."

"You don't need to say anything, I know, don't worry, I'll be fine," Ye Zixin said, leaning gently on Gu Qing's shoulder.

Friends who have been following the article all the way should know that Ye Zixin is different from the "hot-blooded" Gu Qing. Most of her love is calm and even difficult to detect. This is due to her personality. She doesn't like to dream, let alone have any princess dreams. , but fate favors her very much, so she has Gu Qing, who is like an old woman who revolves around her all day long, thinking about everything for her.

Just like what she said just now, "You are not the real Gu Qing, what are you afraid of?"

As soon as the words came out, Ye Zixin understood that it wasn't for her after all!Gu's father's arrangement obviously does not agree with the two being together, but Gu's method is more roundabout and tactful. Gu Qing is afraid that she will be hurt, but she also has her own plan. Falling in love is a matter between two people, although she likes it very much. Bullying Gu Qing, she likes the feeling of being taken care of by the other party, but this does not delay her desire to work hard for Gu Qing, but she has always lacked an opportunity. She wants to face it with Gu Qing.

"Then what do you do when you're sad?" I asked.

"hehe"

The corners of Ye Zixin's mouth curled up slightly, and she said with a smile, "No one can break my heart except you."

"Hehe, Ye Zixin, are you ready for the challenge?" I asked.

"Always be prepared!" Ye Zixin said in cooperation with Gu Qing.

"oK, let me kiss you first." I said.

"Uh-huh?"

Ye Zixin looked at Gu Qing suspiciously, "What does it have to do with this?"

"It's okay, I just want to be bad..."

Ye Zixin was furious, "You...uh, uh, bastard..."

Chapter 1 Cui Yi Chapter 21 Extra Story (After Cui Yi commits suicide)

"Don't go, don't go..."

Ye Zixin yelled almost at the top of her lungs, she bounced off the bed, big beads of sweat slid down her hair...

"What's the matter? Xiao Xin?" Xu Ze was awakened by Ye Zixin's sudden cry, and asked nervously while holding her shoulder.

Ye Zixin panted heavily, and leaned against Xu Ze's arms weakly, "I, I'm having a nightmare."

Xu Ze couldn't help laughing when he heard it, and comforted him, "It's okay, it's just a nightmare."

"Well, I'm going to wash my face, don't worry about me." Ye Zixin gently pushed Xu Ze away, and walked into the bathroom with a shuffling footstep.

Ye Zixin looked at herself in the mirror for a long time, and the more she looked at her, the more she felt strange. She twitched the corners of her mouth, hoping that she would look happier this way.

Ye Zixin, 28 years old this year, is not a successful career but a senior white-collar worker with an annual salary of 20, which is more than enough.

Just yesterday, she got married, her husband Xu Ze is a typical prince charming, parents, relatives, friends and classmates, all the important people in her life came to her wedding, but the whole day, in her eyes, Cui Yi, whether it was the priest reading the prayer or exchanging rings, her eyes never left Cui Yi, but Cui Yi still looked heartless, grinning at her, that smile was like a The blunt knife was tearing her flesh. At that time, she especially wished to go back to when they were young, so that she could pinch Cui Yi's ear without any scruples and say to her, "Do you still dare to make me angry?" Unfortunately, they I have grown up, and those days will never come back.

It's deceiving, Cui Yi didn't show up at all, everything was her imagination.

□The tearing pain made her almost unable to stand still, leaning on the sides of the sink with her hands, lowering her head, her thoughts returned to those past...

July 2001th, [-], the weather was sunny

It's so hot, it's so hot, it's so hot, Xiao Yi is finally willing to see me, but...

I'm a little unhappy again, she hid from me for a holiday just to lose weight!Damn weight loss, what's the reason?She was originally in poor health, but now she is skinny and skinny, so I decided not to talk to her anymore!

September 2001, [-], weather, overcast

Xiao Yi excitedly ran over to me today and told me that she was going to fall in love, oh my god, isn't this a puppy love for a child who is only a little older?It's unreasonable, I want to teach her a few words, but the words still don't come out of my mouth, why is that?

June 2004, 26, weather, sunny

The results came out, as I expected, Xiao Yi's results were not very satisfactory, but this guy is really, he came to comfort me eagerly, I tried my best to pretend to be sad, but it still failed, haha, acting skills need to be improved Improve.

Hey...

I don't know what's wrong, but when I was taking the math test, I was distracted, and I could only think of her. In fact, she has worked very hard, but things backfired. Anyway, we will still be together in college, and everything is worth it.

It's just... Mom and Dad are sorry.

October 2004, [-], weather, overcast

She... fell in love again, what's wrong with that boy?Ugly, likes to pretend to be cool, has a bad temper... all kinds of things are not pleasing to the eye!Also, Xu Ze and I don't have that kind of relationship, no, no!No matter how many times I explain it, it's useless...

December 2004th, [-], the weather was cloudy and cloudy

I may really fall in love with her, what should I do? ? ?Ye Zixin, haven't you fallen in love with Cui Yi a long time ago?Hehe, what can love do, we are all girls, there is no possibility, no possibility, stop thinking about it, you hear me?Don't think, don't think...

January 2005st, [-], weather, overcast

unhappy!All my plans were disrupted, and the itinerary for two people turned into a four-person trip inexplicably. Is it so boring to be alone with me, or is it that she can't do without that man.

If possible, I really hope to be a man in my next life, or I can be reborn in a place far away from her. We are not friends who grew up together, and the relationship between the two families should not be so close, so that I can pursue her shamelessly. she is gone.

It's hard to imagine the reaction of my parents after knowing that I fell in love with Xiaoyi, as well as Uncle Cui and Aunt Cui, they are all so kind to me, I really don't want to hurt them, I silently say a hundred words "I'm sorry", and the one I love That fool, I'm sorry, I'm in love with you.

February 2005th, [-], weather, overcast

My mother accidentally saw my diary, and I admitted it. It was useless to argue with the black and white words, so I simply expressed all the depression I had hidden in my heart for these years.

My mother cried very sad, I knew I really hurt her, we sat like this for a whole night, she said that she would not tell my father, let me think about it, she believed that I would figure it out.

Hehe, I wanted to say "Mom, I've been thinking about it for years, I love her, I love Cui Yi." But I still didn't say it out, it's not that I'm afraid, but that Xiao Yi doesn't like me at all, what can I do What about the courage to persevere?You have no confidence in liking someone so much, Ye Zixin, you really failed!

February 2005, [-], bad weather

Xu Ze is a very good boy, if I didn't have Xiao Yi in my heart, I would definitely agree to him.

We drank wine and talked a lot during dinner, and I lost my mind and told him that the person I love is Cui Yi.

Oh, he said he knew.

I thought I hid my love very well. It turns out that my love is so high-profile. Now I understand why my mother can't help but look through my diary with curiosity. In fact, they all know it!Xiao Yi, do you know?

Xu Ze encouraged me to confess. He said that maybe Cui Yi also liked me. After drinking half a bottle of red wine, I decided to give it a try. But when I saw her, I was a little timid again, so I lied and told her that I was with her. Xu Ze had a relationship, I tried to observe her, I thought, if she had even a little thought for me, she would have a different reaction, or be angry or ignore me.

It's a pity that I didn't see any of these. She seemed very happy, and she said, "Wish me happiness."

"Wish me happiness", my happiness has been taken away by you, how can there be happiness.

……

Hey... Ye Zixin sighed for a long time, took a towel and wiped the water stains on his face, and was about to go out, when Xu Ze ran in with a phone in his hand, "Xiaoxin, Cui, Cui Yi committed suicide gone."

Ye Zixin's eyes darkened when she heard Xu Ze's words, and then she lost consciousness.

"Xiao, where's Xiao Yi?" Ye Zixin asked weakly while grabbing Xu Ze's arm.

Xu Ze had a sad face, his brows were tightly wrinkled, and he didn't know whether he should tell his wife the truth.

"Quickly tell me, what happened to her?" Ye Zixin already had the answer in her heart, but she still couldn't help asking.

"She, she's dead." Xu Ze held his wife's shoulders to prevent her from fainting again, "Xiao Xin, don't be sad."

"No, no, you lied to me, how could she die? No, no, I'm going to find her" Ye Zixin struggled to get out of bed while shaking her head.

"Xiao Xin, Cui Yi is dead, can you calm down?" Xu Ze persuaded, shaking his wife's shoulder.

"Impossible..." Ye Zixin struggled desperately, but her strength was too weak, she couldn't break free at all, she desperately bit Xu Ze's arm.

"Xiao Xin, what are you doing?" Mother Ye walked into the ward and hurriedly pulled the two of them away.

Ye Zixin didn't bother to explain, she didn't even wear shoes, she almost crawled forward with difficulty.

Mother Ye and Xu Ze quickly helped Ye Zixin up from the ground.

Ye Zixin cried and begged, "Mom, Xu Ze, I beg you, let me see her, please? I beg you"

Mother Ye also cried, she didn't expect that Cui Yi would choose to commit suicide, this child was more stubborn than she thought.Mama Ye and Mama Cui reached an alliance early on, and no matter what, they did not want their daughter to embark on this path.

They did nothing wrong, they just did what a mother should try to do, and it looked like they won.Ye Zixin married Xu Ze, Cui Yi would give up after a while, and then everything returned to the normal track, getting married, having children, educating children, and living an ordinary life. This is what mothers think of as a "happy life" .

Xu Ze helped Ye Zixin to the mortuary. A moving iron bed was parked in the ten-square-meter room. Ye Zixin pushed Xu Ze away and approached the bed, trembling, and lifted the white sheet... .

Ye Zixin blinked her beautiful eyes, walked around to Cui Yi, and gently stroked her disastrous face...Suddenly she turned her head, tears flowed out, and said to Xu Ze and her mother, "Xiao Yi is not dead, she has temperature, she is not dead."

Mama Ye kept her head tilted since she came in. She is a sinner. She and Mama Cui killed Cui Yi, so she didn't dare to face the child at all. It was Xu Ze who realized that Ye Xin was in a bad mood, so he hurriedly stopped him. Ye Zixin called softly, "Xiao Xin, Xiao Xin."

"Xu Ze, come here and touch her, she's not dead, really, hurry up, hurry up" Ye Zixin sucked her nose, and took Xu Ze's hand to touch Cui Yi's face.

Xu Ze hugged Ye Zixin tightly and said loudly, "Xiao Xin, Cui Yi is dead, she is dead!"

"She's dead? She's dead?" Ye Zixin shook her head and kept repeating Xu Ze's words. Suddenly, she broke away from Xu Ze and threw herself on Cui Yi's body, holding Cui Yi's face with trembling hands. "Xiao, Xiao Yi, Xu Ze said you are dead, you get up, you tell him you are not dead, you get up."

***

A month later, Ye Zixin and Xu Ze went through the divorce procedures.

A year later, Cui's father and Cui's mother moved in with her.

Three years later, she obtained a teacher qualification certificate and returned to her and Cui Yi's alma mater to become a teacher.

Five years later, she ran to artificial insemination and gave birth to a daughter.

……

Thirty years later, 30-year-old Ye Zixin got cancer. Looking back on her whole life, she has no regrets. For the past 68 years, she has lived for Cui Yi, cared for her parents, gave birth to children... and now she can finally be with Cui Yi ...