The author's force majeure to the protagonist

He got up at 6:[-] the next day, tidied up in a hurry, and rushed to the company to start his busy day, so busy day after day, Li Bai always felt that there was something missing in his life.Undoubtedly, he is a successful person. As the general manager, he naturally has no shortage of money. He also has a wide social circle. He never lacks friends or lovers, but sometimes he prefers to be alone, and his parents treat him very well. It’s also quite good. It seems that there is nothing missing in such a day, but it seems that something is missing in life, which makes him feel that no matter what he does, he always feels that he has lost the fun. He becomes cold, and he always feels that he is There is less expectation and less passion in my life.

Until a group of friends invited him to a nightclub, he agreed.He called and told his family that he would not go back tonight, and the family didn't make a fuss, so Li Bai went to nightclubs with such a group of friends.

The lights are feasting, everyone is intoxicated by the hustle and bustle of the floating world, Li Bai looks at the noisy nightclub, and feels a little uncomfortable psychologically, but his body still sways unconsciously following the loud music, as if he has already I'm used to this kind of occasion.The fox friends also swayed wantonly on the dance floor, feeling a little tired, so they brought Li Bai to a box, and one of the men said, "Li Bai, I'll introduce you to a group of guys."

Before they figured out who the group of guys were, they opened the door.

A group of men and women in the box on the second floor just sat on the sofa like this. When they saw a group of people coming in, they glanced at them and didn't pay any more attention. A man is lazily leaning on the sofa, while the woman on the side is desperately feeding the man to drink, and the clothes on these men look expensive under the dim light, compared with the ones he is wearing It's simply a big deal, it seems that these people are either rich or expensive.

And Li Bai's friend went up flatteringly and said: "Young Master Zhang, you see, I brought a friend here. His name is Li Bai." .

But this Young Master Zhang only raised his head, glanced at Li Bai, and then said coldly: "Sit aside." He pointed to a rather deserted place, which happened to be the very edge of the base.Under the dim light, it seems like a forgotten corner.

Li Bai then said in a low voice: "Thank you, Young Master Zhang." He made it to a place where no one disturbed him, ignoring Young Master Zhang's expression of watching the show.

Li Bai sat a little nervously in this place that didn't belong to him. There was a man next to him. He couldn't see his face clearly under the dim light. He watched the other men get fed up with wine by the woman next to him. He looked like a man, but the man next to him seemed to be alone, and he kept drinking alone. Li Bai thought sympathetically that this might be someone with the same disease as him, but the one who was unlucky enough to be pulled over by a friend could only People who think about themselves.

Li Bai looked enviously at his friend's relaxed look in front of Young Master Zhang, coaxing Young Master Zhang to be very happy, and also made several of Young Master Zhang's friends very happy, except for the indifferent look next to him.And I don't know how to have both sides, so naturally I don't know how to adapt to this kind of occasion.

But when Li Bai suddenly heard his friend mention his name, Li Bai was a little surprised, and found that he was asked to go up and sing.

And Li Bai saw the song "The Ordinary Road" that he was very unfamiliar with. He heard that it was a very popular song recently. He was embarrassed to find that he couldn't sing, but he was embarrassed to let them down.

So Li Bai had no choice but to use his on-the-spot performance ability to sing this song along with the melody.

Wandering on the road, do you want to go viavia

Fragile pride that was once me

……

Time is speechless, like this, tomorrow is already in front of us

The road blown by the wind is still far away Where did your story go

Gradually, a tear trickled down from Li Bai's eyes. Even Li Bai didn't know why he was crying, as if this song could best express his inner feelings, but how could he, who was smooth sailing, Have this feeling?I was embarrassed to let others watch, so I had to turn my back to them until the wind dried the tears and a song was over.

There was a burst of applause behind him, Li Bai said a little thank you in embarrassment, and then sat back in his seat, and the man who had been an outsider just now looked up at Li Bai, and said: "You Sings well."

On the other side, Young Master Zhang seemed to be paying attention to this place, and when he saw the man say something to Li Bai, he said directly and loudly: "Li Bai, don't just sit there, hurry up and feed Shao Gan some wine. Don't let Shao Gan get too lonely alone."

After Zhang Shao finished speaking, all the men present laughed, and Li Bai also smiled embarrassingly, but seeing the unmoved look of the people around him, he didn't know whether Zhang Shao's words were just teasing or not. What, so he resignedly picked up the wine glass, poured a glass of wine, and handed it to Gan Shao.

But Gan Shao resisted for a while, grabbed the wine glass, drank it, didn't know if he was angry or something, just stood up and left.

This time, Li Bai was even more embarrassed, he didn't know what mistake he had made, which made the man go away, and he didn't want to chase after him, so he stayed where he was in embarrassment.

But Zhang Shao and the others were still booing at the side: "Hurry up and chase, but you must make a good apology to Gan Shao, or you can blame us for your company's bankruptcy tomorrow."

Hearing this, Li Bai quickly chased after him, why is this man so uncertain.

"Young Master Gan." Seeing the back in front of him, Li Bai quickly stopped him, as if he still didn't know his name, so he had to call him Young Master Gan according to what others called him.

"Huh?" Hearing someone calling him, Young Master Gan also turned around, and seeing that it was Li Bai, he took a step back unconsciously, widening the distance between them.

Li Bai didn't notice this, but instead said, "Young Master Gan, did my actions just now offend you? I'm here to apologize."

"Have a drink with me." Young Master Gan didn't talk about what happened just now, but asked Li Bai to accompany him for a drink.

"Okay." Without thinking too much, Li Bai agreed directly.

So Gan Shao didn't say much, so he ordered two glasses of wine at the bar, and the two began to drink in silence.

"Do you know what it's like to have a crush on someone?" Gan Shao suddenly said, looking at the dance floor, his eyes didn't know where to focus.Under the colorful lights, Gan Shao's face showed an unexpected softness, but Li Bai, who was finally able to see Gan Shao's face clearly, felt unexpectedly familiar. Has this person been seen before?

"I'm not sure, I haven't had a crush on someone yet." Li Bai said, he couldn't answer the real feeling of having a crush on someone, because Li Bai really didn't love someone madly, some only liked them lightly, This kind of liking is not enough to destroy a person's reason. For him, he doesn't understand love, only liking.

Gan Shao showed a bitter expression on his face, and he continued: "I love a man."

"Yeah." Li Bai suppressed the surprise in his heart, motioned him to continue, why a person like him fell in love with someone seriously, I don't know if it was his tragedy or that man's tragedy.

Gan Shao went on to say: "He is a writer who writes online novels. At that time, I was recommended by my sister to read his books. Ever since I read his first novel, I have been crazy about him. This book just fell in love with a person, it's really crazy. But, I can't restrain my liking for him, but with my identity, I can't fall in love with him, and I don't know if I will really like him after seeing him I was disappointed, and then I didn’t like him that much.”

"Is it that easy to love?" Li Bai asked confusedly, and he continued to express his thoughts: "Shouldn't love be more like a feeling that slowly develops after two people have been together for long enough?"

"What you said, it's just the love of each other. In my eyes, it's just touching. I'm touched that there is someone who can always be by your side, so that you don't dislike it, and he doesn't dislike it. When two people finally When they are no longer alone, two people use this method to warm their souls, but they have obtained true love self-righteously. My true love is to fall in love unconditionally. As for whether we can stay together forever, it is not a matter I can predict it." Gan Shao seemed to be drunk with a flash of soberness in his eyes.

"So, do you want to fight for it?" Li Bai asked curiously. Once he falls in love with someone who shouldn't be in love, will this person still have the idea of ​​fighting for it?Li Bai didn't know why, but wanting to know more about this person seemed to have become a habit.

Confusion flashed across Gan Shao's eyes for the first time, and he was silent for a while before he spoke: "Actually, everyone who falls in love will forget to ask the other person whether he loves him or not. I don't want to use a way that hurts both sides. In the end, he only hated me, and I don't know whether he welcomes me to participate in his world, because once I participate in his world, it means that his world may collapse."

"Can I know who that person is?" Li Bai suddenly wanted to ask this question, as if his body was out of his control, so he asked.

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