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Guan Che just stared at him, and asked again, his eyes seemed to be suppressing the emotions of a storm, he firmly pressed Ling Ran's shoulder, seeing that Ling Ran didn't speak at all, so he asked again: "You just now what are you doing?"

Ling Ran's heart was throbbing, his eyes gradually turned pale, and he said, "Guan Che, I'm sorry..."

Guan Che's back was so stiff that it was about to break, and the only sound in his ears was the beating of his heart. He stared at Ling Ran, and he didn't know how long it took before he finally heard his own voice asking, "I'm sorry? What do you have? I'm so sorry?"

"If I hadn't come over just now...wouldn't you have, you would have jumped off without hesitation?"

"Chu Han, I'm a fool in your eyes, right? Do you think so?"

Hearing this, Ling Ran could only shake his head desperately. He reached out his hand to hold Guan Che's hand hanging by his side, but Guan Che's eyes were red, and he stood in front of the sofa and looked at him silently and coldly, unmoved at all. .

Ling Ran pulled him twice without success, and suddenly a feeling of panic arose from the bottom of his heart. He looked up at Guan Che, and said with a choked voice, "No... Guan Che, I didn't."

When he said this, he wiped the red corners of his eyes with his palms, sniffed his nose to hold back the tears, but his voice couldn't stop trembling, and the severe pain erupted from his heart, implicating all his internal organs. stand up.

He looked at Guan Che's indifferent and painful eyes, and argued, "I didn't think so..."

Guan Che listened to his intermittent and powerless justifications, his pale eyes just looked at himself, tears filled his eyes but he resisted not falling, his eyes were full of fragility and despair.

"Then tell me what you were doing just now?"

Ling Ran still just followed him blankly with his eyes open, bit his lips tightly and shook his head: "Guan Che, I never thought about it that way."

Guan Che clenched his five fingers tightly, fixed his eyes on Ling Ran, and asked in a hoarse voice: "Chu Han, are you still lying to me? Haven't you told me the truth?"

The disappointment and frustration in his words were so obvious that Ling Ran couldn't control his tears at all. He looked at Guan Che and said as he choked with sobs: "Guan Che, I know I'm wrong...but I can't help it, obviously there is no hope, but it makes you suffer so much, and I don't want to be like this, so don't be angry with me..."

In fact, Ling Ran's speech was intermittent and his language was very chaotic, but the pleading and sadness in his voice made it sound like something was blocked in Guan Che's throat, and he couldn't speak anything.

Guan Che didn't wait for him to finish, and finally walked over, lowered his head and stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, but the tears on Ling Ran's face were too turbulent to wipe away, Guan Che's heart was like a lemon soaked Juicy, full of sourness and difficulty, he asked: "So you want to use this method? Chu Han, what do you think of me?"

"Even if it's not me... don't you have anyone else you care about..."

Ling Ran just kept shaking his head after listening, but the tears kept falling: "I can't bear you...Guan Che, I just sat there and thought a lot, but at the last moment, there was only one thought left. , if I really... I will never see you again... I dare not..."

Guan Che was stunned. In his eyes, Ling Ran always seemed to be an overly rational person. It was like this before and it is still like this now.So he always thought that between them, his needs and feelings for Ling Ran were actually far greater than Ling Ran's feelings for him... But Ling Ran's behavior has always been like this, it seems that he treats everything like this Plain look.

So he didn't expect Ling Ran to say that.

This sentence almost instantly made his heart scorching hot, until it slowly rushed to his throat and nasal cavity, he slowly squatted down in front of Ling Ran, and said in a bitter voice: "Chu Han, are you really yes……"

Ling Ran looked at him, and the suppressed sobs in his throat made people uncomfortable: "Guan Che, I didn't do this on purpose, I won't do this in the future, don't be angry."

Guan Che's eyes were slightly red, and finally he stretched out his hand and hugged him silently. Ling Ran was stunned for a moment, but obediently buried his face in his chest, and wrapped his arms around his neck.

Guan Che felt his scorching breath gushing to his chest, the temperature seemed to be transmitted to his heart through the thin material and skin, he couldn't help but stop and lowered his eyes to look at Ling Ran in his arms, I found that he also raised his head, his hands were tightly clutching the corner of his clothes, and a pair of black tearful eyes were looking at him nervously.

His dependence and care are so obvious, Guan Che felt shivering, put him on the bed, pulled his hand away and put it in his own, noticing the cold sweat on his palm, picked up the narrator's towel and wiped it for him, Say, "I'm not angry."

"I won't be angry with you." He is the source of all his pains for Ling Ran, if it wasn't for him, Ling Ran wouldn't have to go through these things at all: "And I won't leave you, no matter what you say or do, I won't Leave you, because I can't do it at all... If you don't like the life you have now, then let's go abroad, shall we?"

His voice was extremely low and steady in the night, but Ling Ran just stared at him blankly without speaking.

Seeing that he lowered his eyes and seemed to have calmed down, Guan Che bent down and covered him with the quilt, touched his forehead and found that the temperature was still normal, so he asked, "Is there any discomfort?"

Ling Ran shook his head, looked at Guan Che who was still sitting by the bed, and his obviously tired face, hesitantly said: "What about you, don't you sleep, I think you haven't had a good rest for a long time .”

Guan Che naturally understood what he meant. These days, he waited for Ling Ran to sleep before going to work in the lounge next door, but today he was worried that Ling Ran might have a fever due to the wind blowing for so long and his mood fluctuated too much at night. , so there was no rush to leave.

And more importantly, even though Ling Ran had agreed to him, he still hadn't gotten over the fear just now. He didn't even dare to think about what would happen if he came later.

"I'll wait a while, there's still some work to do, you go to sleep first."

After Ling Ran finished listening, he moved his body to the side of the bed, then looked at Guan Che and asked, "Why don't you just sleep here with me, this bed is big anyway."

Guan Che wondered why he was sleeping in bed with a patient, but looking into Ling Ran's eyes, he couldn't utter a word of rejection for an instant.

Facts proved that his worry was right. In the middle of the night, Ling Ran really had a fever. Guan Che lay beside Ling Ran and dared not sleep too deeply, so he woke up whenever Ling Ran moved, but Ling Ran But I don't know, there is no sign of waking up at all, only the burned skin on the arms and face is hot, but the forehead is cold, the brows are tightly knit together, the breathing has become a lot rougher, the mouth and nose The breath in the room is hot, the mouth is slightly open, and it seems that it is difficult to breathe.

Guan Che didn't want to call the doctor in the middle of the night. Ling Ran was sure he wouldn't be able to sleep in the middle of the night, so he could only apply a fever-reducing patch on him to see the situation.

As soon as Ling Ran opened his eyes, he looked at Guan Che's bloodshot eyes in class, full of worries.

His lips were slightly peeled due to dryness and dehydration, and he asked hoarsely, "Guan Che."

Seeing that he woke up, Guan Che immediately took the thermometer and put it in his mouth, and said, "Let me see how the temperature is, is it uncomfortable?"

With the thermometer in his mouth, Ling Ran shook his head slightly, his eyes were slightly brightened by the heat from his face, as if they were reflecting the light, like a wounded and docile deer.

Seeing that he was in good spirits, and his temperature dropped after using the anti-fever patch, Guan Che was slightly relieved, but just as he turned around to pour him a glass of water, Ling Ran began to cough violently.

His cough was too sudden and severe, as if he was about to cough up his entire lung.Guan Che was frightened by him, and seeing Guan Che's expression, Ling Ran seemed to understand that he had frightened him. Just as he was about to say something, he saw the expression on Guan Che's face suddenly froze, and his eyes fell on on his own face.

Ling Ran didn't seem to react, he slowly lowered his head following Guan Che's line of sight, only to see a dazzling bright red on his hands and the bed sheet.

……

Fortunately, the nurses and doctors have been making preparations these days, so the doctors and nurses came over without much delay.

After hastily doing several examinations, the doctor's expression suddenly became serious, and he said to Guan Che, "It's because of the blood stasis infection in the lungs. This is a very troublesome complication, and we need to minimize contact with the outside world for the past few days."

Guan Che clenched his palms tightly, nodded his head slowly, and looked at Ling Ran in the sterile room who was breathing hard on the ventilator through the glass, and Ling Ran inside seemed to notice his gaze, and turned his gaze, although After a long distance, Guan Che still saw him slightly raised the corners of his lips and smiled at himself. Although it was short and pale, Guan Che was able to understand his meaning almost instantly.

Dr. Huang also felt very uncomfortable watching from the sidelines, and said, "He is much better these days than before, not like before."

During the treatment during this period, he saw with his own eyes the emotional grievances between Guan Che and Ling Ran. Although he was not very clear about many of the inside stories as a doctor, he could feel the significance of Guan Che to Ling Ran. what a difference.

"Mr. Guan, in fact, you should know that in the treatment, the patient's psychological state is also a very important part, so I think you actually have to learn to express a lot of words. Didn't you realize that your words are very important to his feelings?" The influence is often much greater than ours, and it is also much more effective."

The author has something to say: Assists from all walks of life are crazy to brainwash Guan.

My lovely cubs, I'm sorry I'm a little late today, I try to finish this article within two days, hahaha I love Ni Meng.

感谢在2020-06-2020:39:17~2020-06-2123:19:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: I will meow, I will kill you one by one;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Throne, %0%1;

Thank you to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 50 bottles of Wanjie;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!