Lin Qu sat on the steps and slept for several hours. When he woke up, his body was sore. He propped up his stiff body and continued walking up the mountain, and found the cabin.

The exterior looks very warm, the door is not locked, and it opens with a twist. He pushed the door and went in to turn on the light. The interior of the wooden house is also made of wood, and the sound of the solid wood floor is very solid. , There are fireplaces, bookshelves, guitars hanging on the walls, and the decoration is very warm.

Turning his head, a large dark red swan red curtain was blocked on the right side. He walked over and opened it, and behind it was a small 10 cm high platform with a set of pearl drums on it. Next to it was a Yamaha Triangle piano.

Lin Qu laughed through his tears - he didn't cry, but he was so sleepy that he kept yawning and crying.

The Xiao family is really rich. Before he came in, he thought it was just a shabby little house with a superficial appearance. No one wanted to come. Who would have thought that there would be such a complete set of internal organs inside.

I'm so happy, if only Xiao Chuyan was here.

Lin Qu walked up the steps, hissing and inhaling when his knees were bent, where the rough stone steps were broken.Go to the second floor and find the toilet to wash your hands.Lifting the scratched palm, it was red, and the blood had dried up long ago.He gritted his teeth to wash off the plaster and blood stains, bent over and lifted up his trouser legs, and treated the more serious injuries on his knees. Exhausted, he left the bathroom, rummaged through boxes and cabinets to find a blanket, went back to the first floor, and turned on the lamp. Guan hugged the blanket and collapsed on the sofa and fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up again, the sun outside the window had already set. I slept for more than fifteen hours, but I didn’t feel any hunger at all. I guess I’ve been hungry for several times.

Lin Qu fumbled all over his body, there were only two pockets in total, all of them were empty, and his mobile phone and car keys were missing. He remembered that the car lights were still on when he left, and finally realized that he had done something stupid, so he hurriedly left the wooden house and walked down the mountain.

When he saw two beams of headlights protruding from the gaps in the forest leaves in Maoming, Lin Qu couldn't help but quicken his pace. It was his car, and it was still on. It is estimated that no one would pass by on Panshan Road this day.

When he got in the car, his mobile phone was still full of battery. He ordered a takeaway and then turned around and drove back. When he passed the recording studio, he had already left by Xiao Chuyan. From now on, he was the only one who drove here by himself like this. Drive home, order a takeaway and pick it up yourself.

Maybe Tarun would come to take care of him and accompany him without hesitation, and continue to be his free babysitter and cheap mother, but he can no longer accept it.Tarun has Wu Qing, has her own life, and has a boundless career peak waiting for her.

Thinking of this, Lin Qu laughed.He was neither sad nor afraid, just empty and indifferent.That medicine ate up his emotions, Xiao Chuyan's departure was nothing more than that, one medicine could solve it.

It's just that he knows that he must not be able to write songs now.

But he plans to go back and eat another one, otherwise he won't be able to sleep at night.

【at home? 】

It was already 5 days after receiving Xiao Chuyan's text message.During this period, Lin Qu hadn't contacted Xiao Chuyan. Until yesterday, Lu called him five times one after another, and Zan Qi missed eight. He didn't plan to call him again.

After taking the medicine for two days and sleeping indiscriminately in black and white for two days, his throat became very dry, and the injuries on his body seemed to disappear. The fatigue and numbness caused by excessive sleep made him feel suddenly, and the pain was not clear.

When he was awake, he drank water, ordered takeaway, and counted the days by the number of takeaway boxes. Three days passed shorter than one day.

It was much more decadent than expected, and I felt that it would be better to die than to live like this, so I stopped eating.

Talun didn't come to him during this time, and he didn't even make a phone call. If he wasn't too confused, he would definitely be confused and worried.But I didn't think of it until I saw the report of Tarun's participation in the film event on the Internet.

In the report, Tarun was radiant, glamorous, and charming. After the event, he was picked up by an unknown amateur handsome guy, which aroused heated discussions among the media and netizens.

Lin Qu stared at the candid photo of the handsome guy sitting in the luxury car, feeling a bit confused, this face was very strange, never seen before.

At the same time, Wu Qing, who was on a business trip, was also staring at the blurred photo, with a sensational headline written on the entertainment page.He closed his eyes, his face gradually distorted.

A few days ago, Talun was slapped in the face in front of the Wu family and his own family. He didn't cry when he was ashamed. He dated the son of so-and-so introduced by the mother for two days. I watched a movie at an independent movie theater named cinker with a hidden address, but when I got home, I was crying.

So-and-so's son, young and promising, handsome gentleman, with a great sense of humour, and a little cute.Tarun got along very happily with him and had a lot of common topics.The date schedule arranged by the other party is even more romantic, poking her heart everywhere.But she couldn't be tempted, she had gotten along with too many excellent boys, and this so-and-so son was not outstanding.

That's not the point either.

Now, she realizes sadly that she is not moved, he is not Wu Qing, so she does not love him.She asked herself if she was going to give her marriage to those good boys?The answer is no.

She would rather be Lin Qu's mother for the rest of her life than live with those boys, which made her feel extremely sad.

In the evening, the torrential rain was pouring, and the supposedly bright sunset glow was like a girl whose brilliance was taken away by the devil, leaving only dry and dull skin, which became a curtain that covered people's eyes.The sun is opaque, chilling and treacherous.

Every detail of that heavy and lengthy conversation reverberated in my mind from time to time, like scars carved into the cerebral cortex, a kind of unstoppable thought, forced playback.

"... Zhang Xuanyi mortgaged his equity to him. Pan Wei said that Yunchi had returned to that man. The liquidated damages were 800 million, and the man said 3 million. I asked Pan Wei how much the liquidated damages Wu Qing paid. 0, zero. He transferred the equity in his hand to the contract and left immediately after signing the contract."

"They were good, so they asked us for a price. He gave me two choices, either to lose money or surrender, or he would blackmail me to death. I dare not file a lawsuit. The public opinion is scary enough. Anyway, the family conditions are good. , the full compensation will be paid. The same is true for Yunchi and others, so no one terminates the contract."

"Where's Lin Qu?"

"Lin Qu?"

"Yes, I'm not interested in whether you pay or not, how much money you pay, can you just talk about the main points, how about Lin Qu, he..."

"How do I know!" Tarun waved his hands excitedly, and slapped the table hard, "Didn't you hear me when I said I blocked him? How did I know what happened to Lin Qu? How did I know..."

The strong wind blew the raindrops slanted, hitting the windows of the car, and hitting people like sharp knives.

Xiao Chuyan dragged his luggage and got out of the car. When the umbrella was opened, it was blown up and down. He had to sigh again that he had chosen the wrong day.

The doors and windows in the house were closed, and the outside wind and rain were filtered, leaving only the humming white noise. Lin Qu closed his eyes and sat on the sofa for an hour, listening to his body and mind relaxed and drowsy.In the room, embedded speakers are installed in the corners where the three sides meet, and wonderful music is playing.

On the first floor of the entire villa, the windows are almost all outward-opening and top-hung, but on the left hand side from the kitchen, there are two large windows that are casement windows. Because there is a lush green bamboo forest outside the windows, they not only carry It is a window and a door to the outside world.

One of the two windows had a broken lock and a loose anklet, which could be pushed up with a light push of a finger. Therefore, when Xiao Chuyan opened the door, the instantaneous air convection impacted all around, making the broken window The window opened suddenly, smashed against the outer wall, and with a bang, the glass shattered on the ground, announcing the end of its life.

For a while, the wind whimpered, passing through the hall, as if there were ghosts howling.And Lin Qu still closed his eyes, as if completely immersed in his own world.

Xiao Chuyan closed the door and entered quietly.

When he felt a heat source approaching and the seat beside him was sunken, Lin Qu was startled, opened his eyes and got up in a panic.

Xiao Chuyan's clothes were soaked, and his hair was not spared. He brushed all the wet hair back, put his index finger on the bridge of his nose, and looked up at the man beside him with alienation and indifference.His right foot tapped lightly with the music, and he said, "Why are you nervous, sit down."

Lin Qu tightly framed the young man in front of his eyes for a few seconds, and then slowly sat down. He didn't know what to say for a while, rubbing his hands awkwardly on his lap, and could only close his eyes and listen to the song.

In the three days after stopping the drug, Lin Qu suffered from severe insomnia. He was still very energetic on the first day, but he started to feel weak the next day, but his heart seemed to be equipped with a heavy motor, and it was beating in his chest, making him tremble and tense. stretch.Today is the third day, dizziness in the head and pain in the eyes troubled him.

At this time, his heartbeat became more violent due to the noise, causing a dull pain in his chest, which greatly reduced his endurance. He found that Xiao Chuyan didn't seem to have any plans to speak, so he spoke first, and said in a hoarse voice, "Rumors come out, After Zhang Xuanyi disappeared, I didn't contact him until my grandmother passed away. I called him eight times, but he didn't answer. Then he came over the next day, just like you. "

Xiao Chuyan's hands trembled, and he lowered his head to look at his wet trousers. He was not wearing slippers, and his white socks were very dry, but his feet felt cold. Maybe the floor was too cold.

"I told him I didn't have anything, I didn't want to do it, I wanted to have a good chat, and he fucked me, endlessly, woke up and never came back."

Xiao Chuyan moved his eyes to Lin Qu's slippers, and his feet moved. Lin Qu stood up and looked at him: "Are you leaving, there are still two months."

He nodded wordlessly.

"Aren't you already gone, why are you still here?"

He turned his head and pointed at the luggage at the door: "I'm on an evening plane, I'm here to take a last look at you."

Lin Qu bit her lip, her Adam's apple rolled, and her voice changed when she spoke again: "Then you've finished reading, let's go now."

He sat without moving, Lin Qu kicked his calf: "I tell you to get up, get out."

Xiao Chuyan stood up and rushed forward, grabbed Lin Qu by the collar and said fiercely: "I warn you, be polite to me! I have tolerated you for a long time, and you and Tarun kept saying 'get out' again and again. No one has ever spoken to me like this before! And you figure it out, this is my house, when will it be your turn to tell me to go!"

Lin Qu blinked her swollen eyes, her lips trembling: "Ah, it's..."

Xiao Chuyan pushed hard, Lin Qu bumped his knees against the coffee table, sat back unsteadily and then stood up as if being poked in the butt by a needle.His head seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he couldn't lift it at all. He stretched out his hand to wipe his eyes, and stood still awkwardly.

Xiao Chuyan sat down again, raised his legs, and took the time to brush off the kicked trousers, then raised his eyes to look at the man in front of him who seemed ashamed.From a thinner figure than a week ago, to a dull complexion, to dry and chapped lips, and then red eyes.

Sensing his gaze, Lin Qu turned around and wanted to leave. Xiao Chuyan stretched her arms around his thin waist and brought him into her arms, forcefully forcing him to sit on her lap.Lin Qu struggled to get up with his hands on the sofa, but Xiao Chuyan rolled over and pushed him down.

"What are you doing!"

Xiao Chuyan grabbed the arm of rejection: "I wasted three years, paid so much but didn't fuck you, I feel too bad..."

Lin Qu punched him in the face.

Just at the right time, the stereo cut the song, and thezombies' "she's not there" sounded, Xiao Chuyan laughed, pulled up the other party's clothes reluctantly, and shouted: "Come on, come on!"

Accompanied by cheerful guitar and drum beats, they tore together, Lin Qu roared and hit his arm.Xiao Chuyan laughed madly: "What is this, it's not heavy at all! You have a heavy hand, you man who doesn't have a seed hahahaha..."

Well no one told me about other

How many people cried...

"Why is this, you deliberately forced me!"

"Who is forcing you? I make my choice. I dare to give up everything to come to you, and I dare to give up everything to leave you. What about you, you only dare to avoid staying where you are forever! Just live in the past, I I'm too lazy to accompany you!"

The rhythm is faster and the drum beats are heavier. In just thirty seconds, the climax has come. He grabbed his clothes and rolled over, crashing. It doesn't matter who caught who. They all rolled on the floor in embarrassment. , the suture was torn.

Her voice was soft and cool, her eyes were clear and bright...

Xiao Chuyan mercilessly grabbed Lin Qu's messy hair to restrain his movements.

Come again, come again, pop, boom, the sound of flesh/body rubbing, the sound of bones colliding.

Lin Qu roared angrily, like a lion with its fangs open, Xiao Chuyan entangled with him, kicking and hitting him, Xiao Chuyan was pressed down by Lin Qu, raised his hand to block the fist, and then returned, he laughed wildly: "You That's how it should be, anger! You should have been angry a long time ago! How can you bear it to this point, you are like a fucking idiot hahahahaha!"

Lin Qu rode on him, squeezed his collar and threw him on the floor, with a bang, Xiao Chuyan yelled: "I have a hole in my brain and I can't hit it!"

Lin Qu picked him up, and the collar of his T-shirt was completely deformed by him, hanging on his chest like a smelly pickle that was about to dry.Anger made Lin Qu blush from face to neck, Xiao Chuyan stretched out his hand to touch, Lin Qu shook him fiercely: "Stop laughing, what are you laughing at! You want to break up, don't laugh!"

Xiao Chuyan laughed and patted him on the chest: "Hahahaha yes, I didn't expect it, I've had enough of you, how can there be such a rotten person like you! You are a cold, violent, pua and crazy scumbag, only Tarun can stand you! No one in your band is normal!"

"Tell you! It's not just a breakup, I'm leaving you and I won't see you again! Treat me like you're taking advantage of me. I didn't expect this day to come so soon. Goodbye Lin Qu. I'll stay abroad after school. I won't be back, goodbye!"

Lin Qu panted heavily, his red-hot black pupils soon soaked and turned off, he whimpered a few times, let go of Xiao Chuyan, and let him hit the ground with a slap.He sniffed, raised his arms to cover his eyes, and sobbed helplessly.

Xiao Chuyan withdrew his smile, looked at him silently, stretched out his hand to hook his little finger, revealing the large scratches on his palm.Lin Qu opened his hand, Xiao Chuyan put his hand on his lap again, Lin Qu slapped it away angrily: "Get out! Who the hell... treats you like a fool..."

Xiao Chuyan: "Then get off me."

Lin Qu didn't move, raised his arms and cried for a while, choked up and slid down from him, knelt aside and cried for a while, stood up and stretched his waist.

Xiao Chuyan was still lying on the ground, turned his head to look at him, and couldn't help but soften his tone: "It's good that you were like this earlier, cry when you are sad, yell when you are angry, you can beat me and scold me, why are you holding back the violence."

Lin Qu ignored her and went upstairs unsteadily.

Xiao Chuyan kicked his legs and didn't get up. He pressed his palms hard on his eyes and felt some dull pain. He let out his breath slowly, and then kicked his legs up to keep up.

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