The public enemy of the whole people is king in the entertainment industry

Xiao Chuyan dried his body, put on a dry bedding, carried him to the bed, sank him into his arms, and turned on the warm wind to dry his wet hair.

After such tossing, Lin Qu opened his heavy eyelids and blinked twice, then went back to sleep.

Xiao Chuyan didn't know how many pills he took, if he took three or five pills, he would have to sleep for two or three days.

Xiao Chuyan put away the hair dryer, and stuffed his naked body into the quilt. He didn't get his permission to take a closer look, so he just hugged him face to face and looked at his sleeping face.

This face is too handsome, blue-faced and mischievous, and is missed by others.Xiao Chuyan kissed with tears, and couldn't sleep because of the misfortune suffered by this handsome good man.He took out his mobile phone to compare the pdf version of "The God of Maid" to show Lin Qu, and made sure that the situation behind him was fine, so he put down his mobile phone, lay down with his neck crossed, and slowly fell asleep.

Qiqi Aiai's voice came from the dream: "I never knew that **** could make people like that..."

Xiao Chuyan stared speechlessly, watching Tarun fold the paper towels on the table boredly.

"I woke up that morning and found that Lin Qu's eyes were open. I was shocked. He even took the initiative to say hello with a smile..."

"His throat was injured and he couldn't speak, but he greeted me with a smile. He was very happy that I came to see him... I was with him in the hospital, and he asked me if you didn't go home..."

Under the palm is a cold and hard ceramic washbasin, clenched so tightly that the nails hurt, and the faucet above is turned on, and the hard metal hurts the skin on the back of his head.

He felt a fire pinching the back of his neck.

The sound of rushing water pressed against his skin, surrounding him with a sense of suffocation.

"open……"

"Gollum..."

He struggled to get up, and was pressed down even harder, mouthful after mouthful, water was poured into his stomach, and he heard voices from outside the world.

"Get the handcuffs—"

"Lin Qu—"

Lin Qu didn't sleep for two or three days. When Xiao Chuyan woke up, he had already opened his eyes.They kept Xiao Chuyan's posture before falling asleep. There were some differences. For example, Xiao Chuyan's arms and legs were wrapped around Lin Qu's body, while his head was buried in Lin Qu's chest, and he was sleeping soundly, which made him suspect that Lin Qu had been raped He woke up.

Xiao Chuyan raised his head, let go of the people around him, twisted and stretched, and yawned to greet Lin Qu, and asked the smart butler to open the curtains by the way.

I don't know what time it is, the sun is shining outside, Lin Qu, who is free from restraint, sits up, the quilt is lifted with his movements, and the quilt is not covered, Xiao Chuyan feels a little cold, but he doesn't care.The back of the person in front of him tightly fixed his gaze, with broad shoulders and narrow waist, without any obstruction, how could he not be coveted.

Going down the straight spine, there is a black tattoo on the right side of the waist, with criss-crossed protruding strips of flesh floating on it.

It's an old trick, using a red-hot iron to burn the tattoo, which is called destruction, it's not written, but it's still clearly visible.

"Foever." Xiao Chuyan read out, Lin Qu looked back at him, very calm, without nervousness or fear, as if waiting for him to see clearly.He said, "Can I touch it?"

Lin Qu nodded.

"What do you use to burn it?"

"I don't remember, wire..."

"..."

Xiao Chuyan withdrew his hand, it was pitiful.

Lin Qu moved his knees, got up on his knees, crawled forward, got out of bed and stood on the ground, standing in the sunlight full of tiny floating fibers.Xiao Chuyan stared straight at him, Lin Qu seemed to have given up his sense of shame.He doesn't have any sense of shame, he has such a good figure, and he likes to take off his clothes the most, and there are only secrets that cannot be leaked.

Lin Qu turned around, and there was also a tattoo on the right groin, if Xiao Chuyan judged correctly, the location was exactly opposite to the lower back.

In addition, there is a smoke scar on the left and right hip bones, as well as on the buttocks just now.

The two looked at each other, and Xiao Chuyan asked, "What is that tattoo?"

Lin Qu replied: "Gothic X."

X...

Xiao Chuyan thought, this letter can only be Zhang Xuanyi's "Xuan", which is very reasonable.He asked: "Zhang Xuanyi Foever?"

Lin Qu didn't speak, looked out the window and looked at him again, with a pitiful expression, Xiao Chuyan said: "Then it doesn't matter if X stands for Xiao now, Xiao Chuyan Foever?"

Lin Qu nodded, his pupils under the sun were moist. He opened his arms and slowly turned around, asking Xiao Chuyan, "Do you like it?"

"like very much."

"Is this what you think it is?"

"It's very different..." Xiao Chuyan grabbed the quilt and stood up, wrapped the quilt around Lin Qu's body and hugged him, then stretched out his hand to close the curtain.He whispered against Lin Qu's cheek, "But I love you, you are so pretty."

Tarun wiped her nose with a tissue again, and the memory stung her. She sobbed, raised her head and opened her eyes wide to wipe away her tears, not letting the tears smear her eye makeup.

"He starved his stomach to death, and there were many problems. He broke down in just a week... He was obviously in good health before. I took him home. It was the house where he lived with Zhang Xuanyi. He had a fart, that is His home. We stood at the door for 10 minutes, and he said the house should be sold. He has no money. He has no money and I have no money, so we changed to a cheap rented house in the community, which is Tianhe Jingyuan.

Things were processed very quickly, and the process of buying and renting a house took only 3 days.After moving to a new home, he suddenly became a different person, became very sensitive, constantly hypervigilant, and many things in his life would trigger that memory, as if reliving it, so he was terrified, had nightmares, and was afraid of sleeping... …In that state, he wanted to die with all his heart, and I could only stay close to him and dare not leave.

Lin Qu is crazy, and I think I am crazy too... At that time, the only thought was to keep him alive. I invited a psychiatrist to my home, and the doctor asked him to fill out a form and prescribed medicine for him, a lot of medicine, and took it into his stomach. I can't eat them all.He seems to be getting better after taking the medicine, but I really can’t bear it. The side effects of those medicines are various. He suffers from vomiting, fatigue, loss of appetite, body tremors, dizziness and nausea every day. Stomach, what to do if he eats badly, he is already bad enough.

Life is so sad. I know that the psychological counseling industry in foreign countries is well developed. I want to take him abroad, but he is unwilling and does not cooperate with psychological intervention. The door of the room is unwilling to go out. "

Tarun seemed to have finished crying, and said with a numb calm: "I locked up all the dangerous appliances in the house, opened his door, and guarded him 24 hours a day. He will hate me for it. He begged me, He said he couldn't take it, he couldn't take it anymore, and he begged me to let him end it.

How can I?For this, he hates me too.He looked at me with that kind of hateful eyes, saying that I tortured him on purpose, and he delusional that I look at him all the time because I am happy to see him in pain.But I cry every day, he can only see my rejection, but not my crying.

After each attack, he becomes very fragile, and he needs me very much at this time. I have to hold him to comfort him. He will apologize to me for his irrational behavior and words before, but when he wakes up, he becomes like that.I once thought that such days would have no end, as if I was stuck in a swamp and struggling, unable to get up.

I hate Zhang Xuanyi, but I can't help it. I feel like I'm about to be driven crazy by Lin Qu, so I can only go to him. I think if he can help Lin Qu, I will forgive him and even be grateful.But he didn't.

About half a year later, he returned to the public eye. I went to the Pioneer gate and saw him rushing past with a group of people, completely ignoring me.I even wanted to kill him.I think he must know what happened to Lin Qu. He took down the online videos and blocked those comments.He knew it, but he would not save him, and now he dared to show up.Seriously, if I didn't have such a reputation and status now, I would definitely find someone to kill him.

Such days did not last long, Zhou Lixuan came.She was busy with everything, and she didn't know where to get the news, and suddenly parachuted in front of me.I was shopping for groceries when I received a call from a stranger, saying that she was Zhou Lixuan, who was waiting for me in the car opposite the supermarket and offered me a drink. When I went out, she lowered the window of the car, really, like a secret agent.

When she first talked about Lin Qu, she still had contempt and disdain, thinking that Lin Qu was messing around.I just told her everything, which made her face livid and she shed a few tears.I thought she had to do something, you know, what a normal parent should do... In the end, she gave me a bank card and asked me to pass it on to Lin Qu.

There is nothing to say, but I still want to thank her for inviting a consultant who made Lin Qu willing to communicate.With that money, I bought Tianhe Jingyuan's house and transformed it into a studio. I also bought a lot of musical instruments for Lin Qu to play.Music and psychotherapy, I don't know which one worked, but Zhou Lixuan indirectly saved Lin Qu.

It's just that Lin Qu has completely changed. He doesn't go out, and he doesn't want to meet outsiders. He hates physical contact, especially men.He didn't say anything, he was gloomy and had a bad temper.When I was with him, I felt that he was a heavy burden, but a burden that could never be thrown away.Wu Qing said that I was like a mother with her own child, and he was absolutely right.

I am tired and hopeless, but Lin Qu is slowly getting better.He made amazing music, talked more, was willing to go downstairs for a walk, started working out again, and ate more.I am relieved that he is getting better gradually, and to me it is like raising a child gradually. The sense of accomplishment and satisfaction he produces firmly supports me, and Linqu fills my days.

Lin Qu was still standing at the end of the bed, wrapped in a quilt, and now he was naked as Xiao Chuyan. He walked up and down the room shamelessly, and finally planned to put on his underwear. He also explained: "I didn't In other words, I fished you out of the bathtub yesterday and all your clothes were wet."

Lin Qu looked at him with a very innocent look, which made Xiao Chuyan feel ashamed. He asked Lin Qu, "Are you hungry? I'm going to buy some food."

"Are you going out?"

"Yes." Xiao Chuyan found out the T-shirt and trousers.

"No, don't go."

"What do you eat these days?" Xiao Chuyan put on his pants and threw a set of clothes to Lin Qu. Lin Qu didn't pick it up, and just dropped it on the ground.

"Takeaway, and the ones you kept in the refrigerator." Lin Qu said.He was wrapped in a quilt and arched his back, stuck in place like an old man, with a look of limited mobility.

Xiao Chuyan put on his shirt: "You eat takeaway every day, don't you? You have acne, and those things are not clean. I'll go to the supermarket and change your clothes."

"I……"

"Do you want me to go out? Then I'll turn around and ignore it." Xiao Chuyan turned around.

"No, don't go."

Xiao Chuyan covered his eyes with his hands and said, "I won't go, I'm going to the supermarket to buy vegetables."

"Don't go to the supermarket."

"Oh, let's go downstairs and have a look."

Xiao Chuyan walked to the first floor, Lin Qu put on his clothes and followed him closely, as if afraid that he would run away.Xiao Chuyan opened the refrigerator and saw that there was a box of braised pig's trotters inside.How long has this stuff been frozen, other than that, it's all quick-frozen food.

"Not even milk, are you sure it's okay?"

Lin Qu stood behind him: "I don't need milk."

Xiao Chuyan took the pig's trotters and turned around, his handsome face was close at hand, he leaned back slightly: "I eat pig's trotters, you drink porridge?"

Lin Qu has just entered a new stage, which should be considered a new stage. Xiao Chuyan takes good care of his feelings, just like maintaining a plant that has experienced a storm.

He stayed at home with Lin Qu for three days without going out, eating, drinking, watching movies, listening to music, and exercising together, consuming all the food at home.If you can still have sex, it will be family happiness, otherwise you will always feel that something is almost there.

In the morning, after a vigorous exercise, the two of them ran shirtless at home for a while, chased and ran upstairs, Lin Qu ran ahead, rushed into the room and closed the door, Xiao Chuyan was caught by a flying ball when he opened the door Covering her trouser pockets, Lin Qu ran into the bathroom with her buttocks bare and locked the door.

Xiao Chuyan was sweating profusely. He took off his sweaty basketball pants and wrinkled his nose in disgust.Although it is the object of admiration, it is not to this extent. It is still disgusting to wear this thing on the head.Thinking of this, he lowered his head and sniffed.

As a 25-year-old super virgin, my physical needs cannot be ignored, and this matter must always be on the agenda.

Xiao Chuyan was sitting on the ground holding Lin Qu's shorts in his hand, intending to cut in from a very gentle angle, so as not to hear the desire.

When Lin Qu came out, he smiled and asked, "Talen said that you mainly seek psychological counseling, and you want to get close to me or something. How is the effect?"

Lin Qu was bare-chested, wearing loose beige cotton trousers, with a rubber band in his mouth, and was brushing up his dripping long hair.

Xiao Chuyan looked up at him, unable to move his eyes away.

The untied trouser belt fell below the hip bone, the two smoke scars were clearly visible, the tattoos on the front and back were half drawn, the abdominal muscles were beautiful, and the mermaid lines were also beautiful, Lin Qu was getting more and more exposed.He took down the rubber band between his teeth and said: "One of the things I hate the most is psychological counseling. They have a set of terms. The more you avoid, the more you strengthen your identity and anxiety. Weakening symptoms are all bullshit, you have never experienced it..."

Xiao Chuyan nodded in agreement, he had never experienced it, but during the few days at home, he not only reorganized his emotions, but also understood Lin Qu's problems.

Those symptoms Talen said are typical post-traumatic stress disorder, the English abbreviation is ptsd.For the treatment of ptsd, the three most effective core methods at present, exposure therapy, eye movement desensitization, and cognitive behavioral therapy, are all designed to let the client face what he wants to avoid.

In other words, the violent experience made Lin Qu regard sex/love as a terrible thing, so he escaped. If he can face the sexual desire directly and realize that it is not so terrible, the original negative cognition will be eliminated.

So the more you avoid it, the more you strengthen it, and the challenge can weaken the symptoms, no problem.Lin Qu got better and better just because he stepped out of Tianhe Jingyuan's room.

Lin Qu tied up her hair and opened the closet to find some clothes to wear. She said rather unpleasantly: "The consultant said emdr is very safe and gentle, and the effect is very good. She asked me to follow her fingers with my eyes, and then she started asking me those questions. Going back to that scene, the intensity was so high, I felt like I was going to die, and I never did it after that one anyway."

Oh... That's why I stayed in Tianhe Jingyuan for five or six years.

Lin Qu put on a large T-shirt and came out, Xiao Chuyan let out a regretful 'tsk', there was nothing to see.Lin Qu faced him and tapped his head, as if he was in pain again, and said: "There is no real good way at all, I'm fine now."

Oh, you think it's good, but the people around you don't, my little brother is about to explode.

Thinking of this in his heart, Xiao Chuyan still made a comforting move to hug him, and Lin Qu wrapped his arms around his back and leaned on him comfortably.