He took off his apron, brought the prepared meals to the living room one by one, and arranged them on the dining table. Although he was already very hungry, he was not in a hurry to eat.Xiao Chuyan opened the door next to the bedroom, and what he saw was Lin Qu, who was lying sideways on the sofa, facing him.

The sofa was too small, Lin Qu could only curl up, his eyes were closed, and a white blanket was covering his body.

The water and electricity of the house were not cut off, and there was not much dust in it after being vacant for two years. When Xiao Chuyan brought Lin Qu in, there was not even a bedding on the furniture. Lin Qu said that Ta Lun had taken them all away last time, and did not cover them back.

"Hey, Sleeping Beauty, it's time to eat." Xiao Chuyan squatted in front of the sofa, admiring Lin Qu's sleeping face up close. This face seemed to be not much different from that of the extreme sun, except that when he smiled, there were more lines at the corners of his eyes.It may be too home, not seeing the sun to avoid skin aging caused by ultraviolet radiation.

Xiao Chuyan gently kissed him on the cheek: "Didn't you write a song, why did you lie down again?"

Lin Qu opened his eyes, but the black eyes were not yet focused, Xiao Chuyan kissed his eyelids, cheekbones, down to his lips, and the tip of his tongue tried to pry open his teeth, Lin Qu suddenly covered his head with a blanket to block him .

Xiao Chuyan was a little helpless, and pulled the blanket: "Honey, my birthday is next month, and I'm already 31, don't be so childish."

"Hurry up, today's beef bone soup, you don't want me to bring it in for you, don't you say that eating is not allowed in the recording studio?"

Lin Qu turned over, straightened his hands and feet, stretched his waist, and moaned/groaned a long time, calling: "Xiao—Xiao—"

After burying his head in the rice with beef soup, Lin Qu put down his chopsticks and raised his hand to wipe his mouth, showing that he was full.Xiao Chuyan poked his head and saw that the rice grains in his bowl were sparse, and the rice was not clean, so he knocked on his bowl: "Eat more, you only eat this much for your age?"

"I have an upset stomach."

Xiao Chuyan couldn't say anything more. Lin Qu's stomach trouble was a problem left over from history, and it was complicated to deal with.But it can be used as a shield at various times to avoid or refuse all kinds of things you don't want to do, and it's hard for others to criticize.

Lin Qu propped his face on his hands and stared at Xiao Chuyan. It was more delicious to watch than to eat.He really likes to watch Xiao Chuyan eat, elegant and decent, pleasing to the eye.

Xiao Chuyan didn't eat fast at first, but being watched by him, he couldn't help straightening his back, chewing delicately and gracefully, and the movements of picking up vegetables also had a unique rhythm, and he ate even slower.

He put a piece of green leafy vegetable into his mouth, and asked Lin Qu, "Do you want to stay until tomorrow? It's been a week, and everyone is looking for us. Wu Qing called us to go to the recording studio and make a song. There is nothing here. No. Sister Xia called me every day, she was really angry, and said that she would cut off my dick. Did you plan to stay so long with Tarun last time and not tell me, ah, really It's chilling, Ququ."

Lin Qu stretched his arms from his ass and touched his cheek with his fingertips.Xiao Chuyan blinked: "What are you doing?"

"I'll choke when I talk while eating, I'm so handsome, I wish I was dumb."

The deep magnetic voice seemed to be cursing him, Xiao Chuyan choked.

After finally eating, he put the bowls and chopsticks into the kitchen, Xiao Chuyan took a rag to wipe the table, Lin Qu still stared at him with a straight face, and blinked after a few seconds, so focused and affectionate.

But if you stretch out your clothes to eat, you open your mouth, you just sit there when you're full, you don't help at all, and you stay at home and don't go out, you're just a waste...

Xiao Chuyan sighed secretly, worked hard to clean the table, took the rag to the kitchen to wash, came out to sit down, and asked: "Have you thought about it, do you want to talk to me? If you are willing to speak out and let me share the burden for you, I will be very happy." happy."

"..."

"You had a nightmare last night, what did you dream of, would you like to tell me?"

Lin Qu said stiffly, "I don't remember."

"Then what about last time? I licked you well, I think you are also very happy."

Lin Qu's face was ugly: "I don't remember what I said."

"Oh..." After failing to communicate, Xiao Chuyan looked at his fingers sullenly.

Seeing that he was unhappy, Lin Qu's heart was crackling like fried beans and restless.He covered his face with his hands, feeling that he had to explain clearly.

"I really don't remember, it's all... fragments..." Lin Qu frowned, recalling with difficulty, "I can't tell... I don't know."

Xiao Chuyan encouraged him: "Look, aren't you just telling me, I'm very happy, Ququ."

Lin Qu covered his face and remained silent for a long time. Xiao Chuyan was so bored that he picked his fingers. Then Lin Qu said, "I drank in Yongfu Mansion and lived in a private room. I remember I ordered a lot of expensive wine. One day I saw the waiter The wine list handed over, I drank a suite in two days, and then I didn’t read it.”

Xiao Chuyan slowly withdrew his hand, frowned, and heard him calmly say: "I met two acquaintances in the corridor, and followed them to their private room. There were many people inside. I stayed in the corner, and the two people who brought me here Pour me wine, and one of them pours medicine into the wine, in front of me, and I watch him pour some powder into it, and stir it up with a straw."

Lin Qu's breathing became unsteady: "Believe it or not, I did it voluntarily..."

There was a strange impact sound and chair rubbing sound, a warm force grabbed his wrist, Lin Qu was forced to take it off, and stared at Xiao Chuyan in a daze.Xiao Chuyan knelt on the table, bent over and looked at him: "I don't believe it! It's Wang Hongyi, we met at the Audi party, you will get sick immediately when you see him!"

"You were down, you were drinking, you weren't sober!"

Lin Qu's eyes were a bit empty, and there was no sign of anyone in it. He shook his head: "No, I'm sober. I remember he put that small bag of things in front of me and asked me 'Are you sure?', and I agreed."

"Huh, huh?" Xiao Chuyan was not crying but laughing, feeling that this posture made her cervical spine uncomfortable and affected her thinking.He straightened up, shook his head, and had to tap a few more times.Climbed down from the table, sat down on the chair, bowed his head in thought for a while, and said in a blunt tone: "What do you want to do with those two people, drink together?"

"A date." He replied without hesitation.

There was something blocked in his throat, Xiao Chuyan hoarsely continued to ask: "You are dating, why did you allow him to drink drugs."

Lin Qu said weakly: "...I don't remember, at that time...it didn't matter, I didn't care..."

Tears kept overflowing, Lin Qu's expression became very fragile, he choked up: "I can't move, I have no strength at all, many people surround me..."

Memories flooded in, Lin Qu covered his eyes and made a broken sound, he was captured by his illness again, his hands and feet were numb, and it was difficult to breathe.

Xiao Chuyan watched straight, Lin Qu's breathing became more and more rapid, and soon his body became limp and slid down, while he was stiff and stood by.

There was the sound of dying struggles in his ears, and it was not until the broken call for help broke through the eardrums that Xiao Chuyan woke up like a dream, moved the chair away, and embraced the body curled up on the ground into his arms.

"……help me……"

He lowered his head to block Lin Qu's breathing, and pinched his nose with one free hand. When Lin Qu recovered, his strength returned to his body, and he began to kick in pain. Xiao Chuyan quickly moved away, hugging his back to comfort him: " It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, Lin Qu..."

Lin Qu hugged back weakly: "...They don't allow me to resist, and I will be punished...I agree, you feel sick, you think I'm sick..."

Xiao Chuyan was speechless, he didn't have time to think about whether it was disgusting or not.It's just surprise, and I haven't fully reacted to it yet, and haven't fully accepted it—the fact that Lin Qu is an imperfect victim.

"It's not your fault. Did you agree with what he said?"

"I don't know, I don't remember...but I drank it, I just agreed, otherwise why would I drink..."

Lin Qu became short of breath because of his own memories and speculations, but he couldn't stop, and kept saying, "Why do we have to drink when dating...I agree to drink, right..."

Of course, this logic is very self-consistent. What Tarun said flashed through Xiao Chuyan's mind. Does Lin Qu want to let him die if he wants to die?Someone asked him to kill himself, could he kill?

The answer is self-evident, and there is no need to struggle too much, but Lin Qu fell into such a trap and could not escape.

Xiao Chuyan covered his mouth and nose, and said softly: "Relax, relax, breathe slowly, Lin Qu, listen...it was an accident, it was not your fault, no mistake is allowed to suffer from that. You are not disgusting , you just suffered a lot, but with me, those pains have passed, and I will protect you and never let you get hurt again."

Lin Qu hugged him even tighter, relied on him completely, and kept calling his name.Xiao Chuyan felt an unspeakable sense of satisfaction, relaxed his body and fell limp on the ground, hugging him tightly, tears streaming down his face.

Lin Qu pushed him away, and grabbed his hair to get closer. Xiao Chuyan was nervous and looking forward to it, and found that no matter what happened before, he really didn't have any psychological obstacles at all.

Lin Qu stopped when he was about to kiss: "You really don't think I'm disgusting?"

Xiao Chuyan urged: "Yeah, I don't think so, kiss me quickly!"

"but……"

what but what?

After waiting for a long time, Lin Qu said, "...They said, I seduced them..."

Lin Qu's hands were shaking, but there was no emotion on his face. He just shed tears: "...Because my performance caused abuse...it's my fault."

"You think so too?"

Lin Qu didn't speak, his eyes were sad and helpless.Xiao Chuyan had a sore nose, and stretched out his arms to hug him: "Listen, those people are perverts, and their behavior is a crime. There is absolutely no excuse for it. It's not your fault."

Lin Qu said in a low voice: "I don't want to do it, I don't want to be in that state again...that's not good..."

"What are you talking about..." Xiao Chuyan felt that he was splitting apart, and cried loudly while hugging Lin Qu.He only touched the scab that had been shaken off with a little effort, and his internal organs seemed to be eaten by thousands of insects.There was nothing left in his mind except sadness and sadness.

Lin Qu couldn't stand a big man holding him and crying like this, and wanted to push him away, but Xiao Chuyan held him tightly, making him unable to exert himself.

"Don't cry, you make my ears hurt..."

Xiao Chuyan shouted: "I want to do/love, I'm so sad...I'm going to suffocate to death..."

"...Understood, don't cry."

Xiao Chuyan immediately shut up, stood up and looked at him: "You agreed?"

Lin Qu shook his head, apologetically.

Xiao Chuyan didn't express his opinion on this, but wiped his tears and said to himself: "Am I crying ugly?"

He got up and found a tissue to wipe his face and wiped his nose, went to the bathroom, turned on the faucet and filled the sink with water, took a deep breath and buried his head in it, the cold stimulation woke him up, raised his face, water droplets flew, and wet his front.

Lin Qu looked at him worriedly: "What are you doing?"

"Wake up."

Lin Qu's idea was obviously wrong, Lin Qu agreed with the unreasonable logic of those bastards, he agreed to have sex with that person, so he thought he agreed to be raped.

Simply ridiculous!

Xiao Chuyan waved to Lin Qu: "Come here."

Lin Qu shook his head, then he will go over.

Walking up to Lin Qu, holding his hand by his ear, Xiao Chuyan said firmly, "Listen, listen clearly—you have done nothing wrong. No matter what you agree to, sexual assault is a crime, a crime! You understand Well, they violated the bottom line of the law, this is a crime!"

"It's not because you agreed, it's because they want to do it, and they'll excuse themselves and blame it on you. You see, there's no defense to that, normal people don't do that, you know?"

Lin Qu looked at him with tears in his eyes, and Xiao Chuyan kept saying, "They hurt you not because of how you are, but because they are perverted and violent. Tell me, would you treat others like that?"

Lin Qu shook his head, and Xiao Chuyan said firmly, "Neither do I, nor do we. We have a sense of law and a moral bottom line, and we won't hurt others at will."

Lin Qu whispered: "I would never treat others like that..."

After a while, he calmly confirmed to Xiao Chuyan again: "Am I not responsible?"

"You, it's wrong for you to drink that wine, but a normal person wouldn't say that we have a date, and I want to drug you in the wine. Do you agree? Even if you really agree, you will not commit a crime to hurt or abuse others " Xiao Chuyan grabbed his hand, "Look! Should you be treated like this if you agree?"

Lin Qu shook his head, convinced by him, Xiao Chuyan emphasized again and again: "It's not your fault, the root cause is that those people committed crimes, do you understand?"

"Lin Qu answered me, do you understand?"

Looking at him with wet eyes, Lin Qu nodded, Xiao Chuyan looked very serious: "Speak up, tell me you understand."

"I understand."

"Listen, you're not disgusting, it's the people who hurt you that are disgusting. Now that the injury has healed, I will protect you, and that kind of thing will never happen again."

"Lin Qu told me that you are not disgusting."

Tears overflowed his eyes, Lin Qu couldn't control himself because of the feeling of rebirth and relief, he choked up and said, "I'm not sick..."

"you're not wrong."

"I'm not wrong... I just shouldn't drink, I shouldn't give up on myself, it's not my fault..."

Lin Qu looked at Xiao Chuyan with eyes seeking approval, and Xiao Chuyan cried against his forehead, his voice trembling.

"Yes, well said, that's it, stop blaming yourself, you're fine, you can have your own life, stop punishing yourself."

"But don't you think..."

Xiao Chuyan held his face, affectionate and firm, "I repeat, I love you, I want you, I long for you..."

Before he finished speaking, Lin Qu had already put the stickers on his mouth, the hairs on his back stood on end, and great joy and emotion exploded in his mind.

Xiao Chuyan responded fiercely, and the sky thunder stirred the fire on the ground.

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