My name is Dazai

Chapter 109 Extra Story - If Line Reincarnation Sandalwood

Tangun turned on the tap, washed his face, looked in the mirror and wiped his own face.

In the mirror is a man with white hair, wearing a white shirt and sweater.

He sighed in the mirror.

Attracted by his sigh, Dazai opened the door of the room: "Why Tangun? He was attracted by his own beauty." "No." Tangun shook his head and said.

"Tangun, I'm joking, don't take it too seriously." Dazai hugged Tangun and rubbed against his body.

"Dazai, do you like my appearance?" Tangun suddenly asked.

"Huh? I like it." Dazai raised his head.

"Is that so?" Tangun wiped the water off his face.He looked at the person in the mirror.

The person in the mirror has a very similar appearance and clothes to him, but looks older.

Tangun was in a daze for a moment.

The person in the mirror smiled at him slightly, with a sense of tolerance in his gentleness.

that's……

that's……

Tangun felt a sense of powerlessness and weakness of being abandoned by the world.

"Tangun..." Dazai suddenly supported Tangun who was about to fall, Tangun's expression just now was really wrong.I also know that he has not slept for three days, "Do you want sleeping pills?"

Odasaku opened the bathroom door, and he came over to take a look as soon as he heard the sound.

"Hmm..." Tangun leaned his head against the wall, and slowly opened his eyes.

Although Dazai didn't sleep much, he was aware of his physical condition, and he was a person who didn't sleep much.

But he knew that Tangun was not.

Tangun's heart rate was a little fast, and his breathing was extremely rapid.

Apparently the sanatorium was not up to standard, and Tangun was given an excessive amount of sleeping pills, which made it difficult for him to fall asleep naturally... No, it wasn't necessarily unqualified, but he was vigilant against people with Tangun's abilities that could cause casualties.For the safety of the medical staff and other patients, it is normal to sacrifice Tangun, not to mention that his family members are afraid to come in contact with him. Rationally speaking, emotionally...

Dazai hugged Tangun tightly, worried about his insomnia problem.

On the first day, Dazai didn’t take this issue to heart. After all, there may be many reasons for not sleeping. Whether it is elopement with someone or escaping from a nursing home, it is an exciting thing, and it is not impossible to understand why people cannot sleep.

But three days...

Sure enough, the drug dependence is very serious, and I have been enduring it for a long time.

Dazai felt that Tangun had become very haggard, and his already emaciated body became even weaker.

"No need." Tangun felt his neck hurt and his head was dizzy.

"Tangun, this will kill you." Dazai's hand passed through Tangun's armpit, and he hugged Tangun in his arms.

He's not exaggerating, it's the truth.

"Indeed, lack of sleep is a very bad thing." Odasaku looked at it and carried Tangun into the room of Tangun and Dazai, "Tangun, if you don't want to take medicine, let me knock you out How about it?"

"This doesn't solve the problem." Dazai walked in and shook his head. , "I'm going to buy medicine."

The problem of drug dependence cannot be stunned simply by will or violence.

"Dazai!"

Dazai suddenly felt his clothes being pulled.

Tangun looked at him with flustered eyes.

Tangun's feeling of restlessness became more and more obvious, and he gripped Dazai's clothes tightly.

Are you trying to lose me?

This idea appeared in Tangun's mind.He knew that this was impossible, after all Dazai's friends and the bunch of children were still here, even if he had to leave, he would know.

"I don't need..." Tangun murmured, "I can hold on."

He lowered his head and gasped for a while: "And... aren't you running away now?"

In a daze, Odasaku seemed to see a white cat tugging at its owner's clothes, meowing weakly.He squatted down and stretched out his hand to comfort the anxious cat.

Tangun flinched, retracted the hand that was holding onto Dazai's clothes, and pasted it against the corner of the wall.

The white cat... ran away.

Oda feels very sorry.

Dazai handed his mobile phone to Tangun from his arms: "Don't worry, Tangun, I will be back in 10 minutes."

Tangun responded dully, and covered his head with the quilt.

Ah, the white cat got into the quilt in fright.

Odasaku thought.

Tangun listened to the sound of the door closing when Dazai left, and he quietly opened the phone cover.

The mobile phone shows that there is a signal, so there is a calling card in the mobile phone.

As long as Tangun wanted to make a phone call, they might be exposed.

...do you trust him so much?

Trust him, who is probably insane.

Tangun couldn't even trust himself.

Do you trust him or someone else?

Tangun's hands tugged at his sweater and the collar of his shirt.

Is that the person?

It's not him that Dazai likes, but the man who looks very similar to him.

He is older than him and has a gentler personality than him.

Considerate, inclusive...

And he won't have the idea of ​​giving up on himself like him.

Tangun looked at the changing time on the phone.Even though it was 1 minute, he felt that it was as difficult as a week.

Separation is a painful thing for him.

But that doesn't mean he likes Osamu Dazai much.

Is he looking at him?

No.

It is through him to see the type he likes.

Think he knows nothing and feels nothing, let him act the way he likes.

Tangun thought, isn't he worthy of liking for his original appearance?

The air in the quilt gradually became less and less.

Tangun's mind became even heavier.

It's just that he can't hate it... Dazai really enjoys Dazai's concern and love for him.It was like taking the risk to buy medicine for him even while fleeing.

Dazai is far better than those who are actually looking at him, but are actually avoiding him.

Fake is better than real...

However, he can be regarded as gaining a little comfort during this boring time.

If he didn't really feel the warmth, he wouldn't be so dependent on Dazai.

Because... that is poisonous wine that quenches thirst with poison.

Very sleepy, but can't sleep at all.

But if you die here... you can rest well.

At this moment, a hand suddenly lifted the quilt.

Fresh air poured into Tangun's nostrils.

"Cough cough." Tangun coughed twice.

"Tangun, are you committing suicide?" Odasaku asked.

"No..." Tangun shook his head reflexively, but under Oda Saku's serious gaze, he sighed, "Don't tell Dazai."

The two of them are lonely travelers in the desert.

Keeping each other warm and deceiving each other.

If Dazai wants to draw some warmth from himself, he will try his best to play that person.

...But there is always a day when lies cannot be covered up, and on that day, it should be the time for them to part.

"Hmm." Oda Saku didn't delve into it, he is not a person who likes to ask more questions, which is one of the reasons why Dazai became friends with him in the first place.

Tangun didn't ask him why he didn't get to the bottom of it, maybe it was a lack of curiosity in his nature, or maybe he was too tired and didn't have the energy to ask.

Tangun did not continue to cover his head with the quilt.He gave himself a little room to breathe.

"...Thank you." Tangun stared at the time on the phone, and said slowly to Odasaku.

"You're welcome, but if you have doubts in your heart, it's better to make it clear in person." Oda Saku replied.

Although he doesn't know about the problems between Dazai and Tangun, he feels that Dazai is a good boy who would never do bad things, and he really cherishes Tangun.

And in Tangun's body, one could faintly feel the estrangement towards Dazai.

Surely there was some misunderstanding?

Father-in-law is also worried today.

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