My name is Dazai

A person will die three times in his life.

The first time, is brain death.

In Tamagawajoshui, Osamu Dazai felt the pain of drowning.

Is it the pain of drowning, or the pain of tuberculosis?

Yamazaki Furong beside him has unconsciously let go of his hand.

She is probably dead.

Osamu Dazai's vitality was tenacious, but he had a premonition that this time he was really going to die.

The second time, is the funeral.

The day when his body was found happened to be his birthday.

The third time is the death of thought.

But as a writer, penning countless sought-after works, Dazai Osamu's third death is destined to be long in the future.

That's why he knew when his body was found.

Osamu Dazai felt that he was alive and dead now.

alive?His body is dead, and he can't feel the passage of time, as if his emotions are also light.

dead?But his thoughts are indeed still continuing. In countless books and in the minds of countless people, he is alive with vitality.

Not long after his death, Ango Sakaguchi also died.

Osamu Dazai felt for a moment that the group photo of the three of them was simply a group photo of death.

He had an idea - he wanted to see Tangun.

This was the second time he saw Tangun after his death.

Tangun was cooking, he took a little soup with a spoon, tasted it, and then his eyes fell on MSG inadvertently.

He was stunned for a moment.

"Hiss." At some point, his hand touched the edge of the pot, and he was burned.

"Tan?" His wife seemed to hear the noise and walked in.

"There's nothing wrong here." Tangun said with a smile.

Dazai watched this scene, he thought about Tangun, and thought about himself.

Tangun actually seldom came home, he was a wandering person.

The influence of childhood will always affect people's voice, making themselves the person they hate the most.

Dazai, the people who took care of him when he was young were all women, and he yearned for this kind of love even when he grew up.

Tangun's father would always move to a new place to live, and now he can't learn to stay at home honestly.

After Tangun said that, he turned his head again, and he began to lose consciousness again, and he just came back to his senses when he heard the sound of gurgling.

Dazai knew that Tangun's cooking was always delicious, and he and Ango liked to eat at Tangun's place when they were struggling.

This time, he could tell that Tangun's cooking was still delicious, even though the man was distracted while cooking, it didn't seem to affect his performance.

"Really..." Dazai looked at Tangun and sighed, not sure if it was a coincidence, but he happened to be in Dazai's direction, "No one came to eat."

Dazai thought of Ango who had just passed away not long ago, and replied, "It would be good without the scourge who can order [-]% curry."

Because he lost his sense of time, the next time Dazai saw Tangun would be in his later years.

Tangun was not young anymore, and this appearance was both familiar and unfamiliar to Dazai.

"Dazai?" Tangun, who already had gray hair, suddenly raised his head and looked out the window.

Dazai was also taken aback, he wasn't even sure if he had a body, after all he didn't even feel a body.

For Tangun, he should be outside the window by now.

Tangun stood up from his chair, "Dazai, are you calling me?"

I didn't call you.Dazai felt that Tangun was really old and his ears were no longer useful.

At this moment, he suddenly opened the window.

"Hey, hello, Tangun?" Dazai looked at Tangun who was about to climb up the window sill, "I don't think this is martyrdom."

He made a hugging motion, as if expecting Tangun to catch him in time if he fell.

"Father, what are you doing!" A man suddenly grabbed Tangun's waist.

But Tangun was so strong that he almost threw off his son's hand, but the younger one had the upper hand.

Dazai looked at Tangun who was being pulled back, feeling empty for a long time.

He hoped Tangun could live on.

Tangun was different from him.

He, Ango and Oda Saku didn't live for too long, only him, has been alive.

But why did he feel a little disappointed?

Since he lost the sense of time, he decided to simply spend his last days with Tangun.

It was very strange, he was sure that Tangun could not see him, nor could he hear his voice, but occasionally he would turn his eyes to his direction, seeming to be looking at something, or staring at a place quietly in a daze. .

On this day, "Tangun, I'm so bored~" He was lying, he was not bored.

How can it be boring without a sense of time?

He was just talking nonsense.

"I see." Dazai said, noticing Tangun.

Not knowing why, Tangun turned sideways.

This time Dazai was pretty sure he was watching him.

"Tan, Tangun?" Dazai's tongue trembled a little.

"When a person is about to die, can he really see strange things?" Tangun didn't wear glasses, his eyesight was mediocre, and it would be even worse as he got older, but Dazai felt that this person had pinned him in place.

"Tangun is too much! You like me, don't you... you even compare me to something weird." Dazai said smoothly.

He is still the character he was when he died.

"You who died for love are actually bored..." Tangun looked up at the ceiling, he seemed to be in good condition, if he hadn't said that he was going to die, "Will I become like you after I die?"

"I don't know either." Dazai never found Ango, "Whether it's Odasaku or Ango, I haven't seen it."

He stretched out his hand and squeezed Tangun's hand: "Look, I squeezed your hand, maybe I can catch you after you die."

"Yes." Tangun would not doubt Dazai's words.

They are both writers with wonderful romantic fantasies.

Dazai sat by the river that was unfamiliar to him.

He didn't understand what was going on now.

The sense of time returned, and Tangun fell beside him, Dazai tested his breath, Tangun was still alive.

Both of them became what they were when they first met.

"What the hell is going on..." Dazai dragged his voice, he could feel that he should be regarded as Tangun's "supernatural power" existence.

Ability "Dazai Osamu"?Really, is there another Dazai Osamu?

Tangun who had been lying on the side before slowly opened his eyes.

Tangun looked at him with strange yet familiar eyes, and Dazai was taken aback by this look.He didn't dare to think about what if Tangun really forgot about him?Tangun looked at Dazai, seeing that Dazai was about to turn around and run away, at this moment he suddenly showed a trusting smile.

Dazai's restless heart suddenly settled down.

"Tangun, I'm Dazai, Dazai, Dazai, you can also call me Shuji Tsushima~" He smiled and said to Tangun, cupping his face.