My name is Dazai

Dazai took out some ink from the ink bottle, and flicked it with his finger, the ink splashed from the pen tip and dripped on the table.He wiped it with his fingers, and found that there was ink on his fingertips. He raised his head and acted like a baby to Tangun who was lying on the bed: "Tangun, look..."

Dazai asked someone to move a desk and put it next to Tangun's bed, planning to close the curtain and write next to Tangun when no one was around?thing.

"So why do you wipe it with your fingers?" Tangun sat up, pulled out a tissue to wipe Dazai's hands, then helped him twist the pen, wiped the ink on the pen grip, and handed it to Dazai.

"I don't really care about these things. I had a secretary's and a spare pen before." Dazai picked up the pen and said to Tangun.

Dazai is not a person who pays much attention to sanitary conditions. Living in a garbage dump, moving corpses, and jumping into polluted rivers are all things he can do.

"...so what did you do before... don't tell me about the mafia." Tangun looked at Dazai, who was so small.

Dazai took out a stack of manuscript paper, he had just bought the manuscript paper, and the pen was borrowed by Tangun: "I'm telling the truth, does Tangun not believe me?"

Tangun looked at Dazai, although he didn't get along for a long time, he had already begun to grasp Dazai's character.Probably because you thought he was serious, but in fact he was joking; when others thought he was joking, he was serious.

Just a mystic who doesn't like people to figure out his mind.

"I think Dazai is a good person." Tangun felt that he had no reason to say that.

Dazai looked at Tangun with a smile: "A good man who picks the lock and drills the bottom of the bed."

Tangun thought in his heart that these points really didn't seem like a good person, but when it comes to Dazai, it doesn't seem too contradictory.

Tangun obediently put on the filter for himself.

"Don't say self-deprecating words anymore." He obviously wanted to get close to him, but why did he always emphasize that he was a mafia and not a good person.Tangun sighed, "Are you a cat?"

"Meow?" Dazai tilted his head cutely, and Tangun seemed to see a cat's tail wagging behind him.

"I don't have much time, and I have no way to find another love partner. No matter how bad Dazai is, I will accept you." Tangun felt that it was useless to say anything else, so he simply said it from a different angle.

Compared with solving the problems in Dazai's character, it is this kind of thorny words that can make Dazai accept faster.

What an awkward character.

"Hey... If Tangun has enough time, will he abandon me?" Dazai couldn't bear it anymore, he threw himself to Tangun's side, and carefully hugged his big white cat into his arms.

"Then Dazai, don't rub me and run away quickly, I won't hit you." Tangun squeezed Dazai's palm as if he were pinching the pink pad of a big black cat, "You bought manuscript paper to write What?" Dazai stuck out his tongue, licked Tangun's cheek lightly, and let out a cooperating "meow", satisfying Tangun's fantasy of stroking the cat.

"Write? A novel, a story about a snow girl." Dazai knew what Tangun liked.

To make Tangun like him, one of the shortcuts is to write?Sell ​​Tangun's favorite text?Character.

"Writing? A novel." Just as Dazai thought, Tangun's eyes lit up, "I'm also writing, maybe I can give you some advice."

"Really? Can Tangun show me?" Dazai was actually curious about how Tangun could write this?What came out.

Tangun's face flushed slightly.

It always feels a little strange to show your own things to familiar people.

But Tangun also felt a little reconciled not to show it to Dazai.

So he shied away a bit: "Wait? Let Dazai write it? After it comes out, let's exchange it."

Tangun was actually very happy that he could share interests with Dazai, and he regretted it slightly after saying this, Dazai wants to write?How long will he not know, if he wants to write?It's been a long time, wouldn't it be a long time before I can show Dazai his writing?s things.

Dazai rubbed Tangun's fluffy head, feeling it was very good: "Are you actually shy?"

Tangun looked at Dazai's smile.He thinks it is not unreasonable for Dazai to be Mr. Fairy. He is really beautiful and has a tender feeling of weakness, but he has a sense of tolerance when he smiles.

Dazai put his head close to Tangun's cheek, and kissed his face: "Okay, I'll hurry up and write? It's over."

After speaking, Dazai turned over and got out of bed, and sat down at the table.

Tangun touched his kissed cheek, not knowing why the kiss was a little hot.

He lay down slowly and covered his face with the quilt, but felt that he wanted to cover up, so he folded the quilt and put it down again, as if he was not shy to cover his face with the quilt, but wanted to do it in the first place.

He recalled Dazai's cute movements and expressions, and would be completely unable to calm down for a while.

He is so cute.

Dazai didn't write it at all?The experience of novels, almost all of his memories of this aspect are that Mr. Writer.Although two?Individuals are peers in parallel worlds, but their personalities and experiences are too far apart, two?Personally write?What comes out can't be painted, etc.?Number.

And Dazai knew it well, his mind was completely overwhelmed by various reports and tasks, writing?What came out?It is certain that I am not as outstanding as my other self.

However, he is not as casual as other selves, he will put off work again and again, and has a high degree of concentration.

After Tangun woke up from sleep, Dazai had already written the first draft?It's over.

Tangun looked at the clock and suspected that he had not slept for an hour, but for several days.

"Is it so fast?" Tangun looked at Dazai and wrote?A pile of manuscripts.

"Because I can't wait to see what Tangun wrote? What~" Dazai handed Tangun his manuscript.

Tangun muttered, took out his notebook, and gave it to Dazai.

At the beginning, he was looking at Dazai and Dazai's first draft at the same time. The focus was entirely on worrying whether Dazai would think he wrote it?It's not good, but after that, he was completely addicted to Dazai's manuscript.

After reading the last page, Tangun let out a sound that he didn't know whether to call it a mournful sound or a sound of relief.

He turned his head to look at Dazai, and reached out to grab his notebook: "Don't read it, it's too embarrassing, it's so embarrassing..."

Dazai one writes for the first time?People who write things better than him?better.

Tangun remembered that he had written before?Talking to Dazai, I felt so ashamed that I was about to explode.

It can indeed be seen that Dazai is basically writing for the first time, but this is better than his level.

Dazai didn't dare to compete with Tangun for things, but he hugged Tangun's notebook in his arms, lay down on the table, looked up at Tangun and changed the subject: "Does Tangun actually like what I wrote? I thought Tangun would think that my writing was bad."

"How can it be so bad? Dazai is a genius!" Dazai received Tangun's sparkling eyes as expected, "There must be many people who will like what Dazai wrote? Is Dazai planning to publish it?"

Dazai puffed up his cheeks, thinking of Yukiyue Tangun, is it because of "Kuroki Shunpei" writing?good and like each other.

Just write?Will it attract Tangun if he is good?

Dazai looked at Tangun who became dazed because his expression became depressed, but felt that Tangun was looking at him now, and the only Dazai Tangun knew was him, and that was enough: "Don't worry if Tangun likes me. gone."

After all, the reason why this novel appeared is for Tangun, if Tangun doesn't like it, then this novel is meaningless.

Only when Tangun accepted it would he think further about how to make this novel popular with everyone and turn it into a rumor that would sustain his life. Tangun was changed by Dazai, completely forgetting that he wanted his own notebook before. He turns to ask about the ending of the open-ended story: "Can Yuki... be reunited with his lover?"

Dazai looked up at Tangun: "I remember I described it? Yes, it was his lover who killed him. Why do you still use the word 'reunion'? Shouldn't you use 'revenge'?"

"...But, Yukio doesn't seem to hate him, and still loves him." Tangun recalled the text on the manuscript paper?Character.This is unfolded from the perspective of Xuenv. What Xuenv is looking for in the vast snow is never her enemy, but her lover.His sky blue eyes made the pupils in his eyes darker, but his tone was light and gentle, "So, why did his lover kill him, Dazai? A lover who has so many happy memories with Yukino , there must be some difficulties, right?"

"...Maybe it's just because that person is born with a bad seed, and there is no special reason." Dazai began to express his despondent black mud remarks again, as if writing?It wasn’t him who made this kind of thing, “Isn’t it some kind of sick love? Tangun still knows too little.”

"How is it possible?" Tangun became anxious, flipped through the manuscript, and took out the first manuscript paper, "You wrote it yourself? Do you remember? It said that Yuki became Yuki because she was unwilling...but Whose unwillingness is this unwillingness?"

Is it Xuenv's unwillingness, or his lover's unwillingness?

Dazai sighed softly.

He knew that Tangun had given up on the operation, and he himself didn't have much desire to survive, but what Dazai wanted to do was to satisfy his unwillingness.

He was afraid that Tangun would hate him, so in the end, at the end of the novel, he didn't dare to write?The snow girl meets her lover.

Just like before opening the box of Schrödinger's cat, there are infinite reveries in the box.

Dazai can't write?The ending of the reunion is because whenever he thinks about Xue Nu's mood, he is afraid to find any hatred in it.Otherwise, incorporating his and Tangun's reunion into the rumors would make their reunion more likely—even if it was already doomed.

Tangun's voice was choked for a moment, and even though he didn't cry, tears began to come alive: "And... if Yukino's lover doesn't love him, wouldn't it appear that Yukio is too desperate?"

Tangun, who claims to be good at nourishing qi, probably the only thing he can't do is this kind of writing?Have you studied the works, especially Dazai's works?Words, I don't know why it touched his heartstrings too much.

Tangun was hugged tightly by Dazai, and he felt peace of mind. Dazai lowered his head and rubbed Tangun's head: "Yes, they love each other...Tangun, don't be sad, love each other. I don't want to see you sad either."

"So, will it be a happy ending in the end?" Tangun tugged on Dazai's clothes, pestering Dazai to give him the true ending of this open ending.Taking advantage of Dazai comforting him now, Tangun made such an aggressive request.

Dazai tilted his head and sighed, with an expression of "I can't help you": "If Tangun thinks it's a perfect ending, it's that Yukino's lover still loves him, and will always love him."

The author has something to say: Small Theater——Tangun: He wants HE.

Dazai: ...Oh.

Tangun: Refuse to send the sword, otherwise I will show you.

Dazai: Tangun, you are too rascal.

Tangun: Slightly.

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