My name is Dazai

Tangun was obviously the one who took advantage, but he lay on the bed as if he had been played to pieces.He seemed to think a lot, but he didn't seem to think about anything.

The leader Jae came out of the bathroom after washing his hands with drops of water on them. He looked at Tangun, his eyes lit up, and then threw himself on the bed in a rare and lively manner.

Seeing him like this, Tangun remembered in a daze that the leader Jae was just a young man in his 20s.

The calmness before is really not in line with his age.

The leader Jae wrapped his arms around Tangun's waist and lay beside him, looking like a cat hugging a ball of yarn.

"Tangun, I am so happy~" the leader Zaira said in a long voice.

He reached out and grabbed Tangun's clothes corner: "Tangun doesn't hate me, does he?"

Tangun could feel the leader Jae's fingers brushing against his skin, his fingers were slender and slender...

Tangun couldn't help thinking about what happened just now.

The more you want to suppress some things, the more they will come to mind.

Tangun was almost suffocating.

What happened just now? He felt that he was crazy just now.

He didn't dare to look at the leader Zai, and even wanted to slip away to calm down.

The leader, Zai, seemed to have sensed Tangun's thoughts. He tightened Tangun's clothes and said, "Tangun...do you want to leave? Did I feel wrong just now?"

This uneasiness seemed to infect Tangun, and his body froze: "Dazai deserves the best. I have never hated Dazai-kun, but I have always loved Dazai-kun."

"The one you like is Mr. Writer, right?" The leader Jae put his chin on Tangun's body, this posture is sticky, but neither of the two people present seemed conscious of this, "Tangun, in your opinion, I Who is yours?"

The leader Jae had already subtly made Tangun like his closeness.

Although this allowed other Dazai to take advantage, but at this moment, the biggest beneficiary was himself.

This is a good question.

Tangun choked.

If it was before today, he would have said that he was a good friend.

Even without the empathy from the writer Jae.

The leader Zai is the second "Dazai Ji" he knows, and he is also the person who helped him solve his identity and financial problems when he first came to this world and was at a loss and inevitably fearful.

Not just a friend, it's not too much to say a benefactor.

But today...

Tangun had the idea of ​​smothering himself with a pillow.

If you still say we are friends now, isn't it too much, no matter how you look at it, this is not something a friend would do.

He himself felt that if he said that, he would become a scumbag.

It would be fine if both sides didn't take the matter to heart, Tangun would not take it to heart even if this kind of relationship happened.

But what the leader Jae wants is not this, what he wants is love.

Tangun suddenly felt that he was under a lot of pressure, to the point of losing his hair.

Favor?

This is definitely there.

It's hard for him to say what his feelings for Osamu Dazai are, but it's probably very complicated.There is family affection, friendship, admiration... probably love is also there, but it is not obvious compared to other kinds of emotions.

He didn't want to lie, and he didn't think lying could fool him.

"Is this a difficult question to answer?" Chief Jae looked at Tangun, he grabbed Tangun's right hand and placed it on his own left cheek.

There was tenderness and sadness in his eyes.

Such explicit emotions have always been difficult to see from the leader Zai.

Even though Tangun knew that the leader Jae's character was not what he showed, he was used to the calm appearance of the leader Jae.

The look in the leader Zai's eyes made his heart tighten, he opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.

The leader Zai sighed, leaned forward and kissed him. This kiss was without a trace of lust. Under the cool breeze at night and the bright moonlight, there was a cool and hazy feeling.

Tangun didn't know whether his heartbeat was faster or slower, he felt that he was a little more stable, but he had an impulse...

"I..." Tangun had just opened his mouth when the leader Jae kissed the corner of his mouth again.

"I thought about it, this kind of thing is really too sudden." He rubbed his head against Tangun's cheek, "Tangun has always regarded me as a friend, right? Suddenly saying I love you must have brought Tangun a lot of trouble." Not a little trouble."

Tangun suddenly felt very uncomfortable.

"Tangun..." the leader Jae shouted again.

Tangun put his hand on his waist: "Dazai, I..."

"I'd like to give Tangun a little time to think." The leader Jae completely relaxed on Tangun, "Did Tangun want to run before? That's right, Tangun is a person who can't learn to go home."

"I really want to teach Tangun what it means to go home. If Tangun still can't learn, then I will wander with Tangun."

Chief Jae simply paints the future he imagines.

"But now... Tangun doesn't need to run away, I will give Tangun time to think."

Accompanied by these words, the leader Jae disappeared, and Tangun's hand suddenly dropped.

He looked down, and what appeared on his lap was the coiled and listless Zaimiao.

He disappeared.

Tangun picked up Zaimiao and placed him on the pillow next to him.

He is a little uncomfortable.

The leader, Jae-won, is not as unsure as he appears.

A coward wouldn't dare to take this step if he didn't have near certainty. Tangun really gave him too much confidence.

The fear he displayed was not fake, it was just greatly exaggerated.

It's not that he didn't see that Tangun was about to agree, he said that on purpose.

Hard to catch.

Rather than waiting for Tangun to calm down and regret it, it is better to take a step back from the beginning and let Tangun turn that feeling into love and catch up with him personally.

Compared with other Dazai, the leader Zai is indeed calm, he is willing to sacrifice a little immediate joy, just in exchange for a greater reward in the future.

Because he was shocked, and he didn't want to expose in front of Tangun that Dazai, who had watched the whole process, had been inactive all the time, so he gave the leader Zai a chance to talk about love.

"Why...why...why..." The writer Zai kept repeating these three words as if exposing the essence of human beings.

When the leader Jae was talking to Tangun, the writer Jae's voice was always lingering in his ears, like a ghost asking for his life.

"...you are going too far for doing this in front of a lady!" Miss Zhizi, who was a little relieved after discovering that Zai Miao had gone out, also condemned.

"It's too much." Hei Shizai said.If it wasn't for him being underage... hum.

Zai Miao didn't say a word, even Miao Miao's strength was gone.

The leader Zai remained silent.

It was because he knew they were one now that he didn't make it to the end.