My name is Dazai

Tangun often thought that Dazai would not be resentful if he lost him now.

After all, he is just Dazai's boyfriend, and the two of them are of the same sex and cannot get married. Dazai has no obligation to take care of him all the time.Even if they are married, are there still few people who leave their husbands or wives?Even kids can throw it together.

Just like Tangun's mother, just because she couldn't bear the loneliness, she chose to abandon her husband and children and elope with others.

Tangun wasn't connoting her, he couldn't say that his father was right, after all he was one of the people who endured loneliness back then.

Dazai's current situation is even worse than before. He is living a life of semi-imprisonment here alone, and he has to take care of Tangun, who can't communicate with him and has no hope of recovery.Tangun felt that his current physical condition made him feel terrible, and Dazai took care of Tangun tirelessly.

It's just so lonely.

What's more, Dazai is very innocent in this matter, people around him are in different situations, Tangun feels broken just thinking about it, not to mention Dazai's sensitive and thoughtful character.

Tangun was lying on the hospital bed, and sometimes he didn't hear the sound of Dazai for a long time. He would worry whether Dazai drowned himself in the washbasin, toilet or bathtub, or hung himself on the doorknob with his belt. Hang yourself.

But he didn't, Dazai always took care of him.

"Tangun, don't worry, I will take care of you until you wake up." Dazai saw Tangun's eyes open, and said to Tangun with a smile.

Although Tangun was lying motionless on the bed, he still needed to change Tangun's clothes.

Tangun was not moved, only full of heartache. When he raised a black cat before, this bad cat always instructed him to do this. If Tangun could do it for him, he would never do it himself.

Is this the family cat grown up?

No, Tangun only felt that this was forced by life.

If possible, he just wants to see the black cat indulged in the house by being slick and spoiled by him.

Dazai threw all Tangun's clothes on another bed that belonged to him, but he never slept on once.

"Tangun, you probably always think that I am much smarter than you, but I feel that I am far from being able to compare with you in the matter of how to make myself happy." Dazai's nose stuck to the tip of Tangun's nose, and then his face Off the side, he rubbed Tangun's face, "I sometimes think, if I had listened to you and left the port mafia, what would we be like now?" "Tangun, you probably have gone to Tokyo Now that I'm in college, whether I want to find another job or wait for Tangun to come back and take care of me, it's a good choice."

"Did I interfere with Tangun's plan for happiness?"

Tangun thought in his heart that there was no such thing.Is Dazai such a well-behaved creature?He has a plan, but it needs to be done together with Dazai. According to Dazai's character, he really might not be able to cooperate.It's like cutting a cat's nails for the cat's good, but the cat doesn't like it.

"Maybe both of us have already slept..." Dazai said, showing a strange smile.

Tangun probably slept a little too much on weekdays, and Dazai's words made him unable to understand for a while.

Don't the two of them sleep together every night?

Then Tangun was forced to understand.

Because Dazai put his legs on his shoulders.

Tangun: "..." He understands this action too well!

"Tangun has never refused me, and Tangun will not refuse this kind of thing, right?" Dazai pressed on Tangun, and then put another pillow behind his head, so that he could be with Tangun just right. They locked eyes, "But I don't believe Tangun didn't think about having sex with me."

Everyone is young, who doesn't know who yet?

If it weren't for the two people's schedules being inappropriate all the time, and he was in a situation where he wanted to be sticky and want to run away at any time, the two of them might have rolled the sheets several times already.

"After all, when Tangun and I go shopping in the supermarket, we always focus on strange things." Dazai grinned.

It's just that Dazai acted like a turtle, pretending he didn't see it.

It's just that he starts to cherish some things when he is about to lose them, and wants them only when they are lost.However, it is not ruled out that his life is really too lonely, with Tangun by his side, it is not surprising that he would have other thoughts.

Tangun can't control his body at all now, but it doesn't mean he has lost his instinct.

When he is woken up, he will open his eyes and look in that direction, when he is hurt, he will curl up, and every morning and night, he will react when Dazai wipes his body with a towel.

No wonder Dazai has bold ideas.

Tangun: "..." I beg you stop talking!This kind of thing is too shameful.

He thought that Dazai didn't notice his gaze before, and he was lucky several times.

But can he be blamed?

Going to the supermarket with your live-in boyfriend and it's hard not to notice that stuff.

"So I will be Tangun and I will definitely agree." Dazai supported Tangun's chest with one hand.

Tangun Xin said that of course he had nothing to disagree with.

However, Dazai maintained this ambiguous posture for a long time, and still put Tangun's legs down.

It was difficult for Tangun to describe his mood.

Is he despised?The days of not being able to move at all must have made him ugly, right?

The black cat rubbed the little white cat vigorously, and the little white cat raised its head in a daze.

Black cats have always been complacent and want to show their authority everywhere, but among cats, licking is undoubtedly the privilege of high-status cats to low-status cats.

The little white cat was probably being licked for the first time, and it didn't take long for it to spit up milk.

The black cat obviously liked the little white cat very much. He poked the little white cat with his hand. The little white cat rested for a while and quickly raised its head again. Obviously, it also liked the big black cat very much.

However, the cruel and ruthless big black cat suppressed the little white cat at once.

Tangun's arm was pulled up by Dazai to cover his back.

Tangun felt that if his soul could make expressions, it would be like a broken rag doll right now.

The body without volitional control is dominated by instinct, plus it is the first time, it is almost certain, and Dazai still has more desires, so he has done it several times.

Tangun just wanted to ask, is this the feeling of being hollowed out?

Now the vicious black cat was lying in his arms as if asleep.

"Hic." After a moment of silence, a voice rang out.

Tangun: "..."

He was really speechless this time, and he didn't even want to complain.

"... the first time I ate a little fast, it was a bit uncomfortable." Dazai patted his chest, "Tangun needs to exercise a little bit."

I beg you tell me how should I work out? !

There was only a blank in Tangun's mind.

He never expected that his first time would be lost here.