My name is Dazai

"Higuchi, what is that in your hand?" Mori Ogai looked at the cigarette in Higuchi Ichiyo's hand.

"Mr. Akutagawa asked me to buy it." Except for things that would endanger Akutagawa, Higuchi's orders to Mori Ogai will absolutely be carried out.

"Akutagawa?" Mori Ogai wondered why Akutagawa, a non-smoker, asked Higuchi to buy it. "Why?" After a long time, Higuchi can see his suspicious life from Akutagawa's expressionless face.

What is it that makes Akutagawa, who has always been calm and self-sufficient, be stimulated so that Mori Ogai and Higuchi are thinking about this question at the same time.

In fact, it’s hard to say how calm this person is, but basically as long as Dazai is not involved, he is indeed a person who looks quite calm.

"Who gave it to him?" Mori Ogai asked.

Higuchi shook her head, she didn't have time to ask, but she felt that even if she asked, she might not answer: "Mr. Akutagawa seems to value that book very much."

"...Really?" Mori Ogai nodded.

Akutagawa would care so much, wouldn't Dazai give it to him?

With Dazai's vicious character, it seems reasonable for him to give Akutagawa something that would make people doubt his life.

"You show me something later."

"Tangun, look a little more aggrieved." The leader Jae pulled up one of Tangun's hands, causing most of Tangun's body to fall forward.

Tangun wore white cat ears and only wore an apron and knelt in front of the leader Jai. With his apron in his mouth, he looked up at the leader Jai.

"Put the eyebrows down, so that you can look more innocent... yes, that's it." The leader Zai's eyes skipped over every part of Tangun's body, and Tangun felt as if he had been dissected by him.

Tangun didn't like modeling for Tsushima very much, because Tsushima always made requests that made him feel ashamed.

This time, it was because of his guilty conscience that Tsushima took advantage of him and threatened him to become a model.

"Make a little more hungry and thirsty voice..." the leader Jae continued, "Tangun is not hard dressed like this..."

Tangun opened his mouth, and the apron fell down by gravity: "You are planning to draw a book, not a movie, why do you want me to make a sound? And I am not hard...why don't you reflect on yourself?" Tangun liked it very much Tsushima, but sometimes he feels that Tsushima’s request is a bit uncomfortable for him, and in order to draw the book, Tsushima seems to want to draw every detail of his body, Tangun thinks that he is hard Trends will also be seen withering.

"Is Tangun dissatisfied with being put on play?" The leader Jae didn't reflect on his behavior, but put forward a new theory Tangun: "..."

Well, he should know that such a wayward black cat can't expect him to reflect.

"Tangun stretched out his tongue and licked his own lips...buried his head down." The leader Jae didn't care if Tangun let go of his mouth that was holding his apron, he had already remembered the previous scene.

Tangun snorted angrily, but he still followed the leader Jai's order, who told him that he did something wrong first. He needed to clench his fists to act as cat paws—pressing on his thigh, sticking out a section of pink tongue from his mouth, hooking his upper lip, because the light here was just right, so Tangun's white hair was shining faintly. Light.

The leader Jaime couldn't help rubbing Tangun's head.

Tangun opened his mouth, making a gesture to bite his hand.

The leader, Jae, didn't dodge or dodge, so he let Tangun bite him.

Tangun bit his hand, but he didn't force it hard, his sky blue eyes glanced at the leader Jae, as if asking him why he didn't hide.

The leader Jae looked at Tangun with a smile.

Tangun once again felt the familiar feeling of being dissected.

"Tangun, don't move, this look is so cute." The leader Jae felt like a senior cat owner now, the first reaction to being bitten by a cat was not to be angry, but to bite so cutely that he wanted to take a picture According to.

Tangun felt that he had been biting Tsushima for so long that his saliva was about to flow out of his mouth.

Waiting for the leader Jae to withdraw his hand in satisfaction, Tangun wiped the corner of his mouth and swallowed back the saliva, probably because he was always stiff, he was stupidly choking on his own saliva.

He tilted his head and coughed.

When he turned his head, he met the leader Jae's glowing eyes: "...Hey, Tsushima..." Did you think of something strange in your mind?

"The way Tangun choked on 'milk' is so cute." The leader Jae's speech did not surprise Tangun at all.

"...Let me tell you, isn't this season's book finished? Even when we go back to the comic exhibition, it's over. Why are you in such a hurry to draw a new one?" Tangun immediately stopped the leader Zai's wild thoughts.

"Because the flow of time is not the same, I will try to adjust to the extent that I can still participate in the comic exhibition when I go back, so that the newly drawn ones can be given away as free materials~" the leader Jae said happily, "If it's not possible, it's good to post it on the p station ~" Tangun: "..." No matter what you choose, it looks like hell.

"Come on, Tangun, let's continue. Put your hand next to your mouth, and then stick out your tongue to lick it... It's like a cat washing its face!" The leader, Zai, would not forget what he was doing at the beginning just because he was interrupted.

Although Tangun was speechless about what the leader Jae asked him to do, he would not be perfunctory if he agreed.He straightened his fingers and licked his pulp: "You want to do this..."

Then Tangun changed his posture and turned to curling his fingers, like the cat's paw posture that the leader asked him to maintain at the beginning, and then stretched out his tongue to lick the intersection of his palm and wrist: "Is it still the same?"

Tangun's eyelashes drooped down, like pine branches covered in snow and ice in winter. When he licked his hand, he didn't look at the leader Jae, but looked to the other side, looking careless, but with a kind of desire The temptation to say no.

The leader Zai pondered for a moment: "Children only make choices, I want adults too!"

Tangun thought that the leader Jae was talking about posture, but he didn't expect the leader Jae to rush towards him suddenly.

Akutagawa had already left from his own room, and Higuchi locked on the things on the table before with a glance.She originally wanted to say hello to Akutagawa before taking it away, but Akutagawa is not around, so there is no other way.

She didn't look carefully before, but now she picked up the book.

The cover is a picture that makes people's body temperature soar and the words "Eighteen Forbidden" that make people think about it as soon as they see it.

Higuchi's mouth gradually opened wide.

This is a book, and it is an [-]-ban book, and it is also a [-]-ban BL book!

She had heard and seen it, but never had the courage to look through it or even buy it, let alone take it to work.

While Higuchi's three views were shattered, she couldn't help admiring Akutagawa Ryunosuke even more-he had such a firm self-awareness and a strength that defied the world's vision.

Then Higuchi suddenly remembered her thoughts not long ago, she was greatly relieved, fortunately Akutagawa was not here, otherwise the atmosphere would be awkward now.

She couldn't imagine the embarrassing scene of herself asking Akutagawa for a notebook.

Higuchi and his friends can talk dirty jokes, but it is absolutely impossible to start the car in front of Akutagawa, let alone asking for a notebook, which is even more shameful than starting the car.

Higuchi hugged the book and tightly covered the cover of the book like a ghost. He was going to deliver it to Mori Ogai later, and she didn't want her colleagues to see this book on the way.

She turned her head, but saw Akutagawa with a cigarette in his hand, looking at her at the door.

Akutagawa's eyes are not vicious at the moment, but it is difficult to describe the complex emotions in it, as if he has seen through the vicissitudes of the world, and also seems to say "Are you a woman who is not very smart?"

Higuchi's face turned red instantly: "Mr. Akutagawa, please listen to my explanation."

Akutagawa let out a long sigh and walked away.

Higuchi felt that the world was really dark.