The big star has to be my child's father

When Xue Yushen went to work in the morning, Qu Yang was returning from morning exercise. His body was between a teenager and a young man. His figure was very good. He had just finished exercising, and his hormones were bursting. He was wearing sportswear, and his hair was wet with sweat.

Qu Yang wore earphones and hummed all the way, but he didn't hear other people's footsteps. The two met at the stairs, one went up and the other went down, and almost bumped into each other.

The distance between the two was very close, and Xue Yushen's heart tightened unconsciously. The feeling of wanting to get close and wanting to stay away made him feel very annoyed.

"Isn't that right..." Qu Yang looked up and saw Xue Yushen's handsome face, his expression changed, his apology stopped abruptly, and he ran upstairs as if he didn't know him.

Xue Yushen stood there in a daze for a moment, feeling that he was disliked for no reason. When he went out for the past two days, the guy saw him as if he had seen a ghost.

On the day I first came here, I was still smiling and joking with him, looking familiar.

What's going on now?

Could it be that you know that I like men and are afraid that I will fall in love with him?

Xue Yushen was amused by this guess. Although it was just a guess, only this reason could explain it clearly. Otherwise, why would Wuyuan and Wuyu hide from him?

Is it really that unacceptable?If you hate it, hate it, anyway, it's not bad for him.

Xue Yushen didn't know how turbulent Qu Yang's heart was when he saw him, and how tortuous the journey in his heart was.

Qu Yang was almost bored to death. On the first night of moving, he had a very unspeakable dream!

It's the first time I have sex and dream about a man, I'm almost scared to death, okay?

That man is still Xue Yushen!He had this kind of dream just after moving here, so how could he face others?

Qu Yang deliberately went to a question-and-answer website and posted a post: [Help!I'm a boy, sexually oriented, why do I dream about having sex with a man? 】

Netizen 1: [Then what is it?Wouldn't it be the one I thought?Dog head jpg.]

Netizen 2: [If you have homosexual tendencies, don't suppress yourself, bro. 】

Netizen 3: [Maybe you really like men in your heart, don't run away, face it bravely! 】

……

Qu Yang was so angry that he wanted to drop his phone, I'm so depressed!I was originally straight!

Because of this dream, Qu Yang was so frightened that he didn't dare to look Xue Yushen in the face these two days. When he saw him, he ran very fast, which was weird, and it was fine to say a few words of teasing. If he really bent, That's outrageous.

He doesn't think he is gay, and he has never had any fantasies about boys before.

As for that absurd dream, I blame that bastard Yan Ming for talking nonsense, bending him, flags and the like, which gave him psychological pressure and caused him to suffer from a nervous breakdown.

Qu Yang scolded Yan Ming in his heart.

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Cloud City University, Laboratory A, Building.

Teacher Xue seems to be in a bad mood today.

Usually he doesn't talk much, but today, he talked too little, as if he was not close to strangers.

Xu Zanqing looked at his watch, hesitated for a while, and said, "Mr. Xue, the two of them have been waiting outside for an hour."

Xue Yushen looked at the data in his hand seriously, and said without raising his head, "I didn't ask them to wait for me."

Xu Zanqing sighed, it's really good to let two girls stand outside in the corridor blowing hot air in this hot weather?

Xu Zanqing thought that Xue Yushen's dictionary might not have the word Lianxiangxiyu.

Because the two girls outside went to see Li Yang's graduation defense, they sneaked away from Teacher Xue's class and were arrested. In addition, the papers they had given before were not handed in on time. Then, the stern and selfless Teacher Xue gave them two One failed the normal score, the normal score failed, and it might be retaken. The two girls were about to cry, and they came to Xue Yushen every day, wanting Xue Yushen to forgive him.

When Xu Zanqing walked outside the laboratory, two girls greeted him immediately, and asked pitifully, "Senior, Teacher Xue, what did he say? Have you read our paper?"

Xu Zanqing said: "He's not free now, you guys go back first."

Bai Meng was about to cry, and said: "No, I must tell the teacher clearly, I was wrong, I shouldn't chase stars and skip Teacher Xue's class, we have already completed the thesis, can you help me talk about it. "

Xu Zanqing had spoken for them half an hour ago, and Xue Yushen's reply at that time was: When you skipped class, you should have thought of the consequences.

As an adult, it is time to take responsibility for your actions.

Xue Yushen saw that Xu Zanqing came back after going out for a while, and said, "Go back?" referring to the two students.

"No."

Not only did he not leave, but he even ordered milk tea.

Xu Zanqing held two cups of milk tea bought by his junior, and asked, "Teacher, do you want milk tea?"

"Don't drink."

"Teacher, you haven't eaten lunch yet? Are you really hungry?"

From entering the laboratory in the morning to two o'clock in the afternoon, Xue Yushen has not left the building. As his assistant, Xu Zanqing really can't stand it anymore.

Xue Yushen said: "Let's do this today. I have something to do later. I have to go out. You sort out the test data and send it to my email. The papers of the two of them are well written. You can read them when you have time." .”

"Understood." Xu Zanqing nodded, and said again: "Teacher, do you really not drink milk tea?"

"I don't like sweet and greasy things."

When Xue Yushen walked out of the laboratory, the two girls immediately put away their mobile phones, stopped in front of Xue Yushen, and shouted timidly, "Teacher Xue, wait."

"Teacher, have you read the papers we two made up?"

Xue Yushen said "Let's not be an example" and left.

Not an example?

What do you mean?

The two girls froze in place. Xu Zanqing stood at the door and said with a smile, "Mr. Gang just praised you for writing a good paper."

After hearing this, the two were pleasantly surprised: "Then we don't need to rebuild?"

Xu Zanqing said: "Probably."

The two girls were so happy that they almost jumped up on the spot: "Wow! I love Teacher Xue so much!"

"Me too, I like him more, he is really nice, woo woo woo..."

Xu Zanqing said expectantly: "What about me? What about me?" I spoke for you.

The two girls said in unison: "Thank you senior."

Xu Zanqing was dumbfounded, that's it?

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After Xue Yushen came out of the laboratory, he went directly to the hospital. Today is his regular treatment day.

He suffers from mild skin hunger and thirst. He didn't tell anyone about this disease. Everyone only thought that he was a bit indifferent. No one knew that he had a mental disorder, not even his best friend.

After Xue Yushen returned to China, it seemed to be a little more serious. This is one of the reasons why he fears marriage so much. It is not only the influence of his original family, but also his own psychological barrier.

Wanting other people's contact, but also afraid of other people's contact, very insecure.

The acquaintances are fine, there is no problem with contact with people he trusts, but the rejection is very strong when touched by strangers, and sometimes he even vomits.

Qin Qing, his psychiatrist, smiled and shook hands with him when he saw him.

After Xue Yushen shook hands, he rubbed his fingers slightly. Now he could hold back and didn't take out a tissue to wipe his hands face to face. His touch with familiar people is much better now.

The two chatted for a few words, and Qin Qing casually picked up a few daily topics to chat with him. The two had known each other for a few months, and they were considered acquaintances, without the initial embarrassment.

Qin Qing: "The last time I asked you to keep a pet, did you buy it?" During the treatment before, Qin Qing suggested Xue Yushen to try to keep a pet.

Xue Yushen shook his head: "No."

Qin Qing said: "If you try to keep a pet to accompany you, you will feel better."

Xue Yushen said, "I'm also in a good mood now."

Qin Qing said: "I didn't see it. You are a bit depressed chatting today. You have to try to make a breakthrough. Have you encountered any happy things recently? Share with me."

There's nothing to be unhappy about when you're happy, isn't it just going to and from get off work? The work is fine, and no students are angry with him.

breakthrough?

Xue Yushen remembered the last time he kissed someone in a bar. This was considered a breakthrough. He himself felt incredible, why there was no obvious rejection at that time, it was the first time he kissed someone.

In the past, he just felt that he was a bit of a cleanliness addict, and his skin hunger and thirst seldom flared up. He thought that he was almost cured, but he didn't expect that a kiss with Qu Yang not long ago would ignite the symptoms that he had suppressed for a long time, and he felt a pang in his heart. eager.

After Xue Yushen chatted with Qin Qing about this incident, Qin Qing felt incredible.

She has known Xue Yushen for so long, so she knows his situation better.Although Xue Yushen is a bit cold-tempered, it is no problem to make friends. Many people like him and take the initiative to approach him. It is very easy for him to make friends. He even often plays with students. There is no problem with physical collisions, but intimacy has always been a problem, such as shaking hands and kissing, these intimate touches will make him disgusted, it is really rare to have such a big breakthrough this time.

Qin Qing seemed to have discovered a new continent, faintly excited, and asked, "What kind of person is the other party?"

"I don't know." Xue Yushen shook his head, thinking of Qu Yang's face, he always greeted him with a smile in his eyes, but these two days he seemed to hate him, and ran away when he saw him.

Qin Qing was puzzled: "I don't know?" Based on her understanding of Xue Yushen, she was very repulsed by the touch of strangers. It must be the familiar people who would kiss so intimately. No one knows?

Xue Yushen really didn't know that person well, he only knew the other person's name and age.

Qin Qing asked some things about that person, Xue Yushen answered them one by one, told everything he knew, and even told about Qu Yang renting his house.

After Qin Qing finished listening, she was pleasantly surprised: "Great, he lives so close to you. According to your description, he is a very outgoing person. You don't have a strong sense of rejection towards him. This is very important. You can Try it."

Xue Yushen looked blank: "What do you want to try?"

Qin Qing: "Try to get in touch with him. If you don't reject him, it will be of great help to your situation. It can relieve your anxiety, which is better than taking medicine to control it."

Xue Yu pursed his lips deeply, and began to resist again. He didn't want to take the initiative to talk to unimportant people, not to mention that kid seemed unreliable, and he didn't want to have too much contact with him.

Qin Qing said with a smile: "I think the person you mentioned is a very interesting person. If you get in touch with him more, he will gradually get better. If you can, you can suggest to let him hug you."

Whether it's interesting or not, Xue Yushen doesn't know, but he finds it quite annoying.

Let him hug me?

Hiss~ Just thinking about it makes my scalp tingle, absolutely impossible!

The author has something to say: taking medicine to control things, I made it up