good man wife

The Spring Festival is getting closer, but He Jisheng can't feel the festive atmosphere. His sister called him many times to ask him to come and celebrate the New Year together, but he refused.

Sometimes He Jisheng would think that he is so hypocritical a man, he would not eat the lively New Year's Eve dinner, he would have to suffer alone in this mountain as if punishing himself.

But after thinking about it, whether it's hypocritical or indecisive, he may be like this all his life. He doesn't have the courage to like anyone anymore. He still walks into the room where Shen Tan lived from time to time, looking at the leftovers. Thinking about people.

This morning, He Jisheng had just had breakfast, and before he had time to clear the snow, he received a call from the express station in the town.

"He Jisheng, there are too many express deliveries for the Chinese New Year, when will you pick up your deliveries?"

He Jisheng was very puzzled, neither received the text message nor bought anything, "My express delivery? I haven't bought anything yet?"

The courier station was so busy that it didn't touch the ground, and it forgot to send or not send a text message, "It's your courier, with your name written on it, why don't you come and see it, or send it back to you."

"Then let me take a look..."

The staff also kindly reminded He Jisheng, "There are a lot of things, big and small, so you have to figure out how to get rid of them."

He Jisheng was taken aback when he arrived at the courier station. The staff said a lot, and it really wasn't an exaggeration at all.

But there were too many express boxes in the store, and there was no time and space for He Jisheng to check what was inside slowly, so he had to sign for all of them first, and it took a lot of effort to get them all home.

The first box he opened was dog food, and he immediately understood that it was bought by Shen Tan, and he quickly opened the other boxes, besides dog food, there were also many small appliances.

He Jisheng was distracted looking at the boxes in the room, they were all bought by Shen Tan before he left.

When Shen Tan bought these home appliances, did he take it for granted, so he didn't discuss it with himself.

Could it be that in Shen Tan's heart, there was a moment when he regarded this place as his home.

He Jisheng's heart was heavy, he wanted to pick up his mobile phone to call Shen Tan countless times, but he still couldn't muster up the courage after all the ready-made reasons were brought to his mouth.

Shen Tan doesn't want anything in that room, and Shen Tan doesn't want these couriers either.

He Jisheng couldn't bear Shen Tan saying unfeeling words to him again.

He put everything back in the box and arranged it like the luggage in the room.

Even if he can never hear Shen Tan's thoughts, it can be regarded as a thought left by Shen Tan for himself.

On this silent mountain, live broadcasts and short videos have become the medium for He Jisheng to communicate with the outside world. This is also the only way for him to express his thoughts. He can give Shen Tan to him and persevere, which can be regarded as an explanation for the relationship between the two of them. .

He Jisheng’s mobile phone for editing videos is not as sharp as Shen Tan’s, and the live broadcast is also full of problems. In addition, it has been put on hold for a period of time. Now the network is changing with each passing day, and it will be eliminated every minute, so the video traffic has deteriorated a lot. The number of viewers in the live broadcast room Not as good as before.

Shen Tan was concerned about the problem of data before. He Jisheng didn't know how to buy hot spots, so he just continued to make his bamboo weaving.

He looked at the records of buying hot spots in the backstage. Why did Shen Tan spend the money without mentioning it?

Shen Tan felt ashamed of his behavior of holding Shaun and crying bitterly after drinking, but fortunately no one knew about it except Shaun and himself.

But Shen Tan couldn't be happy at all, it was the first time he lost control of his emotions because of emotions, which was beyond his control, He Jisheng's position in his heart, and the degree to which he cared after the quarrel with the two of them were reminded at every level Shen Tan, he didn't just regard He Jisheng as a friend with sex.

Whether Shen Tan wants to admit it or not, he can't help but miss He Jisheng.

He would still open He Jisheng's WeChat and stay on the dialog interface for a long time. His self-esteem did not allow him to send messages to He Jisheng, but He Jisheng's circle of friends never updated anything.

Just when Shen Tan was a little discouraged, he remembered He Jisheng's short video account, and he quickly clicked on the app to take a look.

Since he left, He Jisheng's video update frequency has slowed down, and the video has been cut into fragments. Sometimes the screen and the background music don't match, and it looks like a different person is editing the video.

Shen Tan felt sour in his heart, although He Ji was separated from him, and there were many difficulties in his work, but he was still moving forward slowly. For him, he was the icing on the cake, and he seemed to be able to adapt without it.

The stronger Shen Tan couldn't bear such a result, he still couldn't forget He Jisheng, how could He Jisheng return to normal life immediately?

The small circle of light on the avatar was on, which meant that the account was live broadcasting. Shen Tan didn't even think about it, so he clicked on it directly. Fortunately, the comment reminded him to enter the live broadcast room.

"Recently, the video has been stuck."

"There's a problem with music too, old He."

"Are you editing it yourself?"

He Jisheng stopped what he was doing and answered every question earnestly. He scratched his head in embarrassment, "Well...I can't do it myself well."

Fortunately, He Jisheng's fans are more easy-going, not only did not dislike him, but also encouraged him in various ways.

Seeing He Jisheng's silly face again, Shen Tan had mixed feelings. He desperately searched for other people's figures in the picture, trying to find other people's shadows from the white wall, but he couldn't find them no matter how hard he searched.

At this time, another commenter left a message, "Why didn't you see the lamb, hasn't it come out as a model recently?"

"Yes! And Mr. Shen, why did Lao He cut the video himself, Mr. Shen?"

He Jisheng raised his hands, his eyes were a little dull, and it took him a long time to answer everyone's questions, "They... went back..."

"Ah? Won't you come later?"

Fans who didn't know the truth were very curious and kept asking He Jisheng. The honest He Jisheng was stabbed in a sad matter, and he didn't know how to fool others, so he just kept busy with his own affairs in silence.

Some people are curious and ask casually, but some people just love to expose other people's scars.

"Surely the money is not evenly distributed, right?"

Shen Tan couldn't hold back, changed his trumpet and entered the live broadcast to swear at people, he clicked on the speaker's profile and glanced, "A man in his forties, his mouth is quite broken, are you here to buy things, or to listen to gossip , still 'definitely', why did you sleep under someone's bed? You know so clearly? You like to gossip so much, why don't you move a stool to your village entrance?"

It happened that other fans came out to smooth things over, "Forget it, let's stop talking."

He Jisheng looked at the trumpet with the initial username in a daze, his tone of voice was too similar to Shen Tan, and soon, the trumpet withdrew from the live broadcast room.

So what, it's not him, I really hope, Shen Tan still misses me, do I still expect Shen Tan to jump out and speak for him in this situation?

In the following live broadcast, He Jisheng became very silent, and did not interact with fans until the next broadcast.

Withdrew from the live broadcast platform, He Jisheng sat in front of the mobile phone stand in a daze, he accidentally opened WeChat, a small red dot appeared in the circle of friends in the lower right corner, it was Shen Tan's profile picture, and Shen Tan updated the status again.

He clicked on Moments, and just now, Shen Tan posted a video of Xiao Yang.

The lamb was sitting in front of the French window, Shen Tan called it, "Shaun." It looked back at the camera.

This scene and the short "Shaun" sound are enough to make He Jisheng watch this video countless times.

He hadn't heard Shen Tan's voice for a long time, and sometimes, he was even afraid, and would forget how Shen Tan made him feel.

When Shen Tan posted this circle of friends, knowing that He Jisheng would not reply, he still chose "only visible to He Jisheng".

He may be sick, he has a disease that "he doesn't want to be forgotten by He Jisheng", he has a crazy idea in his mind, even if he and He Jisheng are separated, he wants He Jisheng to remember him.

Recently, Shen Tan has posted more and more frequently on Moments, but they are all "only visible to He Jisheng", and the content of the copywriting is all about Shaun.

He Jisheng didn't reply even once, but He Jisheng secretly watched and listened to Shen Tan calling Xiaoyang's name over and over again.

This year, the last area in the city where fireworks and firecrackers can be set off is also banned. The taste of the New Year is already weak, and Shen Tan can't feel the atmosphere of reunion. Without fireworks, the New Year's Eve seems to be missing something.

After seeing the notice, he posted a complaint on Moments, "I will never see fireworks in the city again."

He Jisheng paid close attention to Shen Tan's circle of friends all the time, so he naturally would not miss this news. He fulfilled Shen Tan's wish secretly, as if he had heard Shen Tan's complaints, as if Shen Tan hadn't left yet.

The fireworks in the town are not comparable to those in the city. They are all children's toys. He Jisheng bought some, and while lighting the fireworks, he frantically recorded the video.

A small [-]-cent firecracker was recorded in the video, and there was only a flash of fire, and some fancy-packaged fireworks only emitted a few beams of colored light.

In short, it looked shabby and ridiculous, and He Jisheng didn't know how to write a copy, and he forgot to merge the video and post it together. He posted several Moments in a row, like swiping the screen.

When he finished setting off all the fireworks in sweat, the yard was full of gunpowder smoke, looking at the black marks on the snow, and looking at Shen Tan's head, it was pitiful to make these useless compensations.

Shen Tan hugged Shaun and sat in front of the window, watching He Jisheng's video over and over again. The mountain was quiet, and He Jisheng's breathing could occasionally be heard in the video.

Was this specially sent by He Jisheng for him to read?

No matter how arrogant Shen Tan was, he didn't want to be affectionate. Since He Jisheng wanted to send it to him, why didn't he contact him?What's the point of posting these videos?

Shen Tan lowered his head and looked down from the window. The green plants in the community were all hung with ribbons. The Chinese New Year was coming up in two days. Looking at the lights of thousands of houses in the window, Shen Tan felt very sad. He Jisheng asked whether he was married or not. ?Does he have a conscience?

If he was still thinking about himself, why didn't he want to call now?