Hokage Doujin - Spring Water Ding Dong

Overhead is a gloomy sky, dark clouds, and a rain is brewing.

On the battlefield, people sounded the last horn.

Under the same sky, standing in front of the memorial monument, Kakashi suddenly felt that this was simply a strange nightmare, and he was the one whose thinking was controlled by the nightmare, otherwise, why did he make this series of regrets? Endless thing.

Kakashi was thinking back, it probably started from the day after his father died and he guarded Izumitake who fell asleep.

On that day, he was sitting quietly beside Quanzhu's bed, with the idea of ​​"my father left, so I have the responsibility to protect the person my father loves most", closely observing Quanzhu's movements, so that when Quanzhu wakes up can be detected in time.At this time, Lin suddenly ran in.

"Kakashi-kun! Is Xiaozhu still awake?!" Lin who was still panting had no time to adjust her chaotic breath, Lin asked hurriedly.

"Not yet." Kakashi shook his head, "What happened?"

"The Konoha elders have decided not to classify Hatake Jami as a martyr!" From Lin's expression when she spoke, it can be seen how anxious she was, "And the corpse will be handed over for autopsy!"

"What?!" Kakashi stood up from his seat in surprise, glanced at Izumitake on the hospital bed and said, "Lin, take care of Xiaozhu for me, I'm going to see Hokage-sama!" Kakashi said Xi Chong left the ward and ran outside.

Kakashi ran all the way, he even felt that his speed was increasing, because he arrived at the Hokage office soon... But, there was no order, and Kakashi, who was just a chunin, did not have the right to directly enter the Hokage office, so he was called The ninja at the door stopped him.

Kakashi remembered that at that time, he had a big fight with the Anbu personnel who stopped him because of his anxiety, and then he felt a pain in the back of his neck. When he woke up, he found that he was already in a very dark room that looked like an interrogation room.Because it was always dark, Kakashi didn't know how long it had been, but he heard a "squeak" sound somewhere, and when Kakashi looked over, he saw a place like a doorway with a bright light. The sunlight shone in, and standing in the sunlight and smiling gently at him was the same Minato Namikaze who existed like the sunlight.

Not long after, Kakashi returned home, sat blankly in the corner of his room, buried his face between his knees, his mind was messed up, and seemed to be blank.

I don't know how long it lasted like this, as if he suddenly remembered something, Kakashi suddenly rushed out of the room, only to find that it was already raining in the sky.

Probably because the rain had wet the wooden pavement in the corridor, Kakashi slipped and fell on the corridor. Suddenly he felt that he had stepped into a space-time hole, as if he had slipped and fell a long time ago. The experience of falling to the ground flashed through Kakashi's mind.He thought of himself at that time, and rarely saw his father.

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On that day, my father sent me, who was only one or two years old, to a neighbor's house because he had to go out to do some tasks.But it happened to be raining that day, and Kakashi suddenly wanted to go home, so he turned around and ran back to the door while the adults were not paying attention.It was when I was running on the corridor at home, because it was raining on the corridor, it became a little slippery.Kakashi accidentally fell to the ground and slipped a long way.

Kakashi remembered the pain at that time, but it was strange that he didn't feel like crying - it seems that since that time, Kakashi seldom cried anymore.

After the pain subsided, I slowly crawled to the inner side of the corridor, and then subconsciously wrapped my hands around myself, huddled in the corner, as if waiting for the rain to stop.At this time, a figure gradually appeared in the rain, and when he approached, he realized that it was a woman with long black hair.The woman smiled softly and beautifully, as if it could cover all his anxiety.The woman walked in front of Kakashi, knelt down and hugged him carefully, her movements were very gentle...

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Kakashi woke up suddenly, but when he wanted to think about it again, it was difficult to recall the appearance of the woman, as well as the appearance and color of the clothes the woman was wearing.

Then he used spiritism and summoned Gang Ya again.He asked Ganga to help him find the trace of his father, but Ganga just gave him a strange and unbearable look—Kakashi suddenly remembered that he also ran back home because he wanted to find his father— But Gang Ya seemed to understand the confusion in Kakashi's heart, so he turned around and took Kakashi to a certain direction.

Kakashi also followed Ganga, not knowing what he was thinking, or thinking about nothing.

It seems that after arriving at the destination, Gang Ya disappeared, and he stayed where he was at a loss.Suddenly hearing voices coming from not far away, Kakashi looked over and happened to see Minato and Izumitake burying something, and subconsciously told Kakashi that he was burying his father, so Kakashi sat down and said nothing. for any reason.But the brain still maintains a situation that is out of touch with consciousness.

After sitting for quite a while, Kakashi stood up, but accidentally caught the chain around his neck on a branch next to him and got entangled.Kakashi then had to take the chain off his neck and started to untangle the knot on the branch when there was a 'click' and the branch broke.At the same time, Minato's voice came from not far away: "Who?!"

Kakashi didn't know why he ran, but he did.Then he went home again, and sat down in the corner of his room.Burying his face between his arms, Kakashi suddenly recited the rules and ninja experience that he had to abide by as a ninja that he had learned in the ninja school theory class.Because I didn't pay much attention to these in the theory class, so Kakashi got stuck carrying it.

'The responsibility of a ninja is to complete the task, and those feelings are superfluous and must be discarded-this is the rule!And ninjas who can't abide by the rules are trash, scum! ——If a ninja cannot abandon his own feelings, then he is doomed to be rejected by others. '

Kakashi was taken aback by his own thoughts, but at the same time, he felt as if a snow had just fallen in his heart, calmed down, regained his sanity, and his brain seemed to be on line with consciousness.So Kakashi stood up.

Seeing someone around him, Kakashi looked back and saw a familiar person, but it was strange that his heart became strange.

"That's right." Izumi Take said with a smile to Kakashi at this time: "You just lost something important!" Saying this, Izumi Take out the chain that Kakashi dropped from his arms, and handed it to Kakashi In front of Xi, "This!"

"I don't need it." Raising his hand, Kakashi patted Izumitake's hand away, and left the 'home' without looking back.

Kakashi felt strange for a moment, wondering why he did this, but at the same time felt that there was nothing wrong with it.

He moved into the house of his teammate Lin, and boarded there. When he had nothing to do, he took out all the theoretical knowledge textbooks and wrote them down word by word with his excellent memory.

Afterwards, I never saw Izumitake again for a long time, until that Jonin selection exam.

As Kakashi's examiner, Izumi Take can be said to have strictly examined his ability.The exam ended with the neighing of Chidori, which had not yet been developed, and the cracking of Izumitake's unreleased Zanpakuto.Then Izumitake fell to the ground, with a gentle smile on his face when he passed out, which made Kakashi stunned for a moment, and for some reason, he remembered the scene many years ago, but he just swayed away, very quickly , couldn't shake the iceberg in Kakashi's eyes at all.

Later, Kakashi, who recovered from his injury, went to see Izumitake who was still in the hospital, and said something.What it was, Kakashi can't remember clearly, only remember that when he was talking, his mind was in a mess, and something seemed to be loose. Fortunately, he left in time and returned to his original calmness in time.

And now, in his first mission after being promoted to Jonin, he seemed to understand what was going on with his previous confusion.

He remembered what he said to himself when Obito was going to rescue Lin during the mission.

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"As a small person, I can't learn many things like those people in the upper Konoha...so I have been prejudiced against you before..."

"I used to think that although you are annoying, at least you have flesh and blood and know how to cherish the people close to you..."

"I don't know why you became like this, and I have no way of knowing."

"I'm not ignorant of the rules for ninjas."

"Indeed, in the ninja world, those who can't abide by the rules are called scum..."

"However, those who don't know how to cherish their partners... are the scum of scum!"

……

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"People who can't abide by the rules are scum..." Kakashi repeated softly, "But people who don't know how to cherish their partners...are they scum among scum..."

A hand rested on Kakashi's right shoulder, very lightly and gently.

"It turns out that this is my father's will..." After Kakashi said this, he felt the hands on his shoulders tremble, "I understand...Thank you, Obito...Although the price is very high. big……"

"Kakashi, everything is over." Another hand rested on Kakashi's other shoulder, this hand was obviously much stronger and wider than the one just now.

"I'm sorry...Xiaozhu." Kakashi said, turning his head to look at Izumitake who was standing there on the right, "I seem to have done some unforgivable things a few days ago..."

"It's okay." Quanzhu shook his head, turned around and put his arms around Kakashi's not-so-strong body, "Forget it."

Leaning slightly, Izumitake kissed and kissed Kakashi's left eye with a long scar.Suddenly a drop of rain fell, and then another drop, two drops, three drops...

Kakashi reached out and felt the rain.Looking up, Kakashi's right eye can see that Izumitake's eye circles are already red, and his face is also wet. Who knows if it's rain or tears?

Kakashi lowered his head again. He who had been insecure for so long suddenly felt at ease, and felt that even if the embrace of the person who hugged him was not wide enough to be called a shelter from the wind and rain, at least it was An umbrella, an umbrella that can do its best, even if the face is torn by the wind and rain, and the bones are broken.

Stretching out his arms and embracing the body in front of him that was almost as thin as his own, and maybe even thinner than his own, Kakashi buried his face in Izumitake's arms, and wet the clothes on Izumitake's chest with tears.

The rain became heavier, the crying became louder, and there were shouts on the battlefield...

Let it be big, it is precisely because of the heavy rain that the sky will clear up completely when the rain stops.

Until then, all the souls moistened by the rain will be able to see the sky when they look up, a rainbow as beautiful as hope.