Absolutely Exclusive II

Memory is a very strange thing. Sometimes it makes people sink in the memory and feel elated, and sometimes it makes people feel sad.

When Hao Yangwei woke up from the dream, he realized that he had another long dream. In the dream, Mr. Shang Gong was expressing his concern for him.

For a relationship, he took the initiative to pursue it for three years, and for three full years, his love, from rejection, to acquiescence, to approval, only needed three tree rings.

Hao Yangwei couldn't tell what was going on in his heart. He was sure that even if he was not a soldier, he would still care about this young man after the reunion. Maybe it was because he had kept this young man in his heart since he was a child. Maybe it was God's will. Arrangement, God's will.

He doesn't believe in fate, nor does he believe in the so-called reincarnation of fate. The only thing he firmly believes in is that person. Under his protection, nothing will happen to him, and nothing will happen to him.

However, it was because of his deliberate insistence that he finally witnessed with his own eyes that the person he loved wholeheartedly fell in front of him, and he was wearing that white suit, just one step away from him, and fell straight down.

Hao Yangwei dreamed of countless tragedies. He dreamed that Shao Gong died in the mission. He hugged the gradually freezing corpse, and he cried out heartbreakingly for his lover who closed his eyes...

The tragedies in the dreams are always so thrilling that even when he wakes up, he still has lingering fears, but these nightmares have happened countless times, but it never happened.

Hao Yangwei thinks that most of the dreams are opposite to the reality. He holds hope, he firmly believes that the tragedies that happened in those dreams will never happen in reality. Can't come out, can't shout any sound, and even can't feel the sadness and pain.

As if, the heart is dead, follow the fallen person, dead heart, take a breath, leave a skin, linger on, stay where you are, say it is for the task to be completed, put it bluntly, you dare not face the old city The joys and sorrows of the two people in the movie, the painstaking efforts in the memory.

He suddenly wanted to go back to Yucheng, he wanted to go back, to confirm a fact.

Maybe Shang Gongshao is still alive, this is a news that too many people would not believe it, only he, Hao Yang, believed it, and Kong Qinglan also believed it.

Kong Qinglan asked, "Officer Hao, do you believe it?"

Perhaps Shang Gongshao is still alive.

Hao Yangwei was overwhelmed with surprises and tossed and turned sleeplessly because of the news.

"I believe he's still alive," he said.

He believed that that person was still alive. From the day Shang Gongshao had an accident, Hao Yangwei kept saying that he was still alive. At that time, he defined Shang Gongshao's life as being alive in his heart, but today, he regarded the other party's life as alive. , as if that person is still alive in the world, he has not left, nor has he left, because he said, "If you are still alive, I must still be here, because you can't live without me."

Hao Yangwei burst into tears. He hasn't done this for a long time. It was a time long ago when his father committed suicide by swallowing a gun. At that time, he went to the hospital to visit the man for the last time. On the spot, he didn't shed a single tear. When he returned home, he Staying alone in the empty house, leaning against the wall by himself, his height shrinking from the window, he was crying hoarsely in pain, at that time, he thought that he was the only one left in this world , no one to accompany, walk the rest of the way.

Perhaps no one can understand why he, Hao Yangwei, has such a thick skin. In the army, he blatantly said that I just like Shang Gongshao.

At that time, he actually had only one person left who he could be obsessed with, dedicate to, and fight for. He had only Shang Gongshao. The other party became his hope of living, and he was the spiritual pillar of his strong growth and high ambition.

Many people don't understand, "Hao Yangwei, why do you make such a mistake, to offend Shangting's son, to fall in love with the only child of the Shang family."

At that time, so many people obstructed him, but none of them could stop him from chasing after the arrogant and arrogant person, but what was the reason in the end?He cruelly left his lover who had been chasing him for three years and spent two years quietly walking together?Almost no one can understand this problem, and the only person who can tell the reason seems to be the person concerned.

Hao Yangwei didn't want to tell the reason, but Kong Qinglan just asked out of curiosity, she didn't have to know.

She said, "Then what are you going to do?" Do you go back to confirm, or stay in Xiangcheng, waiting for another two or three years, holding an unlikely hope, waiting for the other party to find you again, Then, promise him this time, respond to him, protect him, and love him well?

Kong Qinglan was still blaming her. She couldn't explain why she cared about these two people. It might be because of the handsome and handsome prosecutor back then. His gentlemanly demeanor made her affirm his character. His mind was to complain for him, to say that his efforts were not worth it.

All her grievances and aggrieved feelings are inevitably mixed with some personal emotions. It turns out that she also longs for him to be in this world in a graceful and unrestrained way, to accompany her in the same world, in the same country, In different cities, we walked through life together.

Hao Yangwei turned his head and looked at the woman who was drifting away. She had just been married, and after the newly married woman, she had a little more charm, which was a strong but gentle Zhuang Zhi.

He walked back into the police car, sat in the car and thought about it for a long time, thinking about giving up his job in Xiangcheng, the result of wanting to leave Xiangcheng, the city where he had stayed for three years.

He is here to build his own glory, which is the sky tower built by his personal efforts. He has lived for 30 years and has not gotten anything, whether it is the person he loves in his heart or his childhood wish.

He just wants to live a peaceful and happy life, as long as his father is there, as long as that majestic man is there, he believes that even

Even though he had no mother and lack of maternal love since he was a child, he didn't feel any regrets, but in the end, the man left nothing for his son who only wanted to live a simple life. Not only did he have no reservations, but he also let the child live in the shadows, It took him five full years, after exhausting his arrogance and rebellion to fight against the care and care of outsiders, until he met the young man who could save him, he completely cheered himself up and started a new life.

No one would ask him about these trivial past events; about those previous causes and effects, it seemed that he was the only one singing and acting on his own.In his teens, he sang the arrogant and unruly youth, but at the age of 20, he played a rogue, just to pursue the person he couldn't let go of.

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