Absolutely Exclusive II

Shang Gongyao put on the white trigram and took the blood sample. She said, "It will take two days for the report to come out, you should know."

Behind her, Shang Gongshao was leaning against the door, he was looking at the ceiling.

"Ling Qi's birthday is coming soon."

His reminder made the person who was busy with the matter at hand stunned for a moment, and she turned to look at her brother who was unusually calm.

"Are you alright?"

"You want something to happen to me?"

"a little."

"I'm going out to handle the case." He opened the door and went out.

Shang Gongyao put down the glass tube in his hand.

Eight months ago, Shang Gongshao came back from Xiangcheng. He devoted himself to his work. He worked day and night for a whole month. If he hadn't developed a low-grade fever, he would have continued to go crazy.

Shang Gongyao took him to see the house, and she said, "You are so old, since you don't want to live at home, then find a good place to live by yourself, so that you will have space to be alone."

She handled the check-in procedures for him, moved, and decorated the new home. She was alone in front of the saddle. Shang Gong seldom opened his mouth several times. He, she said, "says what he wants to say."

Shang Gongshao gritted his teeth and said, "I'm sorry." He promised her that he would bring her brother-in-law back and reunite her with him, but he would never come back.

Shang Gongyao lowered her head, she looked at the bowls and chopsticks in front of her, she was silent for a while, she picked up the rice again and started to eat, bit by bit, clearing everything in the bowl.

Young Master Shang Gong didn't know if her sister wanted to cry or not. After she woke up, after two or three months of hard work, she returned to her original job. She said, "I will live a good life, don't worry."

Shang Gongshao believed her because she was his sister, because they were all children of the Shang family, even if there was no one around them, they would be fine.

Shang Gongshao recalled what Xu Haozhe said when he put on the bulletproof vest. He said, "If Hao Yangwei lost you, he would still go on, but if you lost him, I don't quite believe that you can go on."

Xu Haozhe said, "I know Yang Wei very well, he can lose you."

Shang Gongshao smiled but said, "I can do it too."

He was wearing a bulletproof vest, so Guo Hongtang's attack did not kill him.

Xu Haozhe cooperated in the acting, he acted so superbly that even Mr. Shang Gong thought he had died once.

Before Xu Haozhe sent people to the train, he said, "Young Master Shang Gong, to be honest, I never took you seriously. The only opponent I recognize is Hao Yangwei."

Shang Gongshao smiled at the time, and he asked, "The reason."

Before Xu Haozhe turned around, he said, "Because he dares to love you."

Because he dares to love a man, dares to pursue a gentleman who looks like a dignified gentleman who can't be approached casually, and he dares to give up many ideals and aspirations he wants to pursue for the one he loves in his heart.

Young Master Shang Gong couldn't understand, he watched the man walk out of the train station, Young Master Shang Gong asked, "Did you feel lonely living alone for so many years?"

Xu Haozhe took down the cigarette to be lit, "How is it possible, even if I am not a human being, I am still a man."

Shang Gong seldom replied, he was noncommittal.

"Tell me, why did Hao Yangwei insist on coming to Xiangcheng?"

"To bind Qinrou."

"No."

"Hmph, believe it or not is up to you."

Xu Haozhe never lies. Although he is cruel and vicious, he has one advantage, he will never lie.

Shang Gongshao reached out to grab the pulley lever, he lowered his head and glanced at the place where his heart was, it was only a little bit close, if he hadn't put on the bulletproof vest, he would really be gone, really dead.

Of course, in other words, he really died, died in front of Hao Yangwei, he was reborn, he was resurrected, he should return to the original Shang Gongshao, no longer respond to Hao Yangwei's feelings, no longer Pay attention to his pursuit, and no longer think of his confession again and again.

People can be very stupid and naive, but after being naive and stupid, you should become smarter, don't be overwhelmed by the enthusiasm on the surface, and be convinced by those feelings that move the world, they are just individuals, not gods.

Shang Gongshao got on the train, took the train home, and stayed away from right and wrong, far away from places he shouldn’t have set foot in. He never belonged here, never belonged to anyone, and he never belonged to Hao Yangwei. The pursuit, the response at that time, the waiting for these years, the joys and sorrows experienced at this step are enough to offset all the grievances, no one owes anyone, and there is no debt between them.

He didn't have a knot in his heart that couldn't be solved, and he didn't owe anyone anything, so he shouldn't be sad, and he shouldn't express any emotions.

Qi Shaoheng couldn't believe that the calm and quiet leader in front of him was the Shang Chu he knew.

Maybe, he's long gone, he's dead long ago.

Qi Shaoheng felt flustered and refused to admit that they had lost their former director, and he was gone.

Shang Gongshao returned to the work unit and stayed there for half a quarter of an hour. When it was time to get off work, he picked up his coat and left.

Qi Shaoheng poked his head to send the person away, he wanted to say, "There are still many problems to be clarified in the case, can we leave after finishing the work." But thinking that the other party's face remained calm today, he suddenly rose Aroused the feeling of fear.

When Shang Gongshao returned home, he opened the door and went in, only to find that the door was closed, and there was an extra pair of women's shoes.

He took off his coat, the smell of rice, and the pungent smell of fried pork with green pepper filled the room.

Shang Gongshao sneezed, the smell was terrible, he rushed into the kitchen, "You want to burn the whole building down?" The smoker was not turned on, the kitchen door was not closed, and even the kitchen window was half covered. Is it to engage in underground activities, or secretly have a shady dinner?

He was full of blame, and the person in charge of the spoon smiled embarrassedly, with white teeth, Tian Qi smiled.

He closed the kitchen door, walked to the living room and sat down. The newspaper he picked up casually had a striking headline on the front page, but it was an unfavorable report about the Criminal Police Brigade.As the deputy captain of the criminal police team, he died in an accidental explosion, and the case was complicated and confusing...

Shang Gongshao threw down the newspaper, the inspection report hadn't come out yet, the news was using this to attract attention, who gave the news and rights, if not the main person in charge of the criminal police team, who else could it be.

"time to eat."

The housewife came out of the kitchen, and she brought out a plate of fragrant green peppers, and she said, "I cooked my favorite dish."

Shang Gongshao gritted his teeth, he doesn't eat spicy food, his face turns red when he eats spicy food.

He went to help lift out the rice cooker, and looked at the added green vegetables, which looked fresh and tender after being cooked. Director Shang responded suspiciously, "Are you sure, this dish is really cooked?"

The woman who was serving the rice almost couldn't hold the spoon in her hand. If it flew over, Director Shang's chopsticks might not be able to stop it.

Shang Gong's smirk didn't make any sense, "Sister, how long has it been since you cooked?"

Shang Gongyao took a bowl of rice in each hand, brought it over, put it on, and placed it loudly in front of her younger brother, "It's good to eat some, but you still find fault."

Shang Gongshao hurried to eat to avoid not being able to eat later.

Shang Gongyao glanced at the newspaper that was thrown on the sofa. She brought it back. She never reads a newspaper. She just bought a copy when she passed the newsstand today. Putting it on the dining table in the living room is clearly intentional.

Shang Gong ate half of it, and raised his face to look at the woman who was chewing rice, "Didn't your teeth grow all the way when you were seven years old?" It's not like you have teeth, it's difficult to eat a big mouthful?

Shang Gongshao glanced at the plate of green peppers, and quickly turned his eyes away.

Shang Gongyao looked at her younger brother's expression while eating, she remembered that Hao Yangwei loved green peppers the most.

In the past, it was rare to go home. For the first time, Shang Gongshao took Hao Yangwei to his sister's house. She fried a pot of green peppers and vegetables. At that time, Hao Yangwei wiped out a pot of green peppers with two people, leaving nothing behind.

Shang Gong skipped a small bowl of rice, he lost his appetite, he knew that this meal was not easy, Shang Gongyao doesn't like being a housewife, she likes working as a forensic doctor.

"Sister, what do you want me to say?"

It’s okay to make people feel uneasy about a meal, and he still throws such a newspaper on the table to attract people’s attention. What is he trying to do? Let him express his opinion on this case, or express his opinion on the plate of green peppers. Some opinions and memories related to its past?

"Small, tell me, do you really not care?"

Shang Gongyao ate slowly, it was the first time she ate so politely, and in a blink of an eye, she became a lady, quiet and virtuous.

Shang Gongshao lowered his eyes to the green peppers that were slowly disappearing, and then looked at the plate of green vegetables he had taken on. There were still a few leaves left, which he could no longer eat. In the air, turned into dust and soil.

Just like his feelings, through joys and sorrows, separation and reunion, chasing after each other, and chasing each other, in the end, they are all tired, so they let go. Too deep feelings can't be sustained, and they can't be satisfied.

Young Master Shang Gong turned his head, took a deep breath, and said, "The former Young Master Shang Gong died a long time ago, and now the newborn Young Master Shang Gong is alive, he has no previous feelings, and he wants to look forward. "

Shang Gongyao was chewing slightly spicy green peppers. She couldn't figure out why her younger brother would turn red when he ate green peppers. He can't eat spicy food, and he doesn't like sour food. He prefers to eat sweet things. One year during the Spring Festival, then It was on New Year's Eve, when he drank rice wine with Mr. Shang for the first time at home. They drank a lot, and finally Mr. Shang was drunk at the dining table, but the amount of alcohol was not very good, but he still said soberly that this wine , very sweet.

It was glutinous rice wine, fermented. He said he liked it very much. For this reason, he and Hao Yangwei rented a house together after leaving the army. The most important thing in their home and refrigerator was sweet wine. At that time, Hao Yangwei Say, "He likes to drink, so I'm always ready."

Shang Gongyao once asked, are you not afraid of expiration?

Hao Yangwei smiled, "Seldom will it expire."

He knows the person he likes, he knows the cycle of drinking rum, he knows the person he likes, he knows everything about him.

Shang Gongyao couldn't imagine that a man would take such meticulous care of another man, how much thought and energy it would take, if he didn't regard him as his own heaven and earth, how could he love him and protect him everywhere?

Shang Gongyao chewed the slightly sweet rice, she said, "If you really can't bear it, just say it, we can all understand?"

"what are you saying?"

"Little, don't forget, I am your sister."

"Shang Gongyao, you forgot to take your medicine today."

Shang Gongyao put down the bowl and chopsticks again, and she solemnly said, "I don't need to take medicine, I just want to see you respond normally."

"Are you saying that I'm not normal now?"

"What do you think?"

"Sister, I'm not a kid anymore, I'll be 30 next year."

Shao Shang got up, he got up and walked away, he didn't know why he got up, he went to the kitchen and forgot to put the bowl in the sink, he went out of the kitchen and went to the bathroom, as if to wash his hands, but You can wash your hands in the kitchen, and there is no hand sanitizer in the bathroom.

He walked back and forth several times, and finally walked to the balcony. He stood on the balcony and looked down at the downstairs.

He lives on the first floor of No.20, a total of 25 floors. He lives on the first floor of No.20.

Shang Gongyao finished eating, washed the dishes, and cleared the table. She made a pot of tea, moved the small table to the balcony, and took out two folding chairs. She said, "Dessert after dinner."

Young Master Shang Gong looked back, he came over and sat down, Shang Gongyao raised her hand to look at the timetable, she said, "Do you know how long you have been standing on the balcony?"

Mr. Shang Gong leaned back in the chair, he looked at the sunset and the sunset glow, the glow was beautiful, the gorgeous fiery red reflected the sky and the earth, and the whole sky was a comatose red.

Shang Gongyao said, "For a total of 45 minutes, you stood there for a full 45 minutes. Here, you seemed to be standing in a military posture. After standing there for so long, you just waited for me, the instructor, to come out and say that the punishment is over, so you can relax. Body, let go of the tight nerves."

Shang Gongyao chattered nonsense while eating snacks, while Shang Gongshao frowned while listening to his sister's talk.

Shang Gongyao stretched out his hand into the plate again, Shang Gong took a quick look, and said, "It's all eaten."

Shang Gongyao looked down at her stomach, she was full enough, but still wanted to eat.

Shang Gongshao smiled, and asked, "Are you worried that I will do something stupid?"

"Of course, my brother is a smart man, and he is not a fool."

"I thank you for the compliment, the first time."

"No, I used to praise you a lot too?"

Shang Gongshao scratched his forehead with the back of his index finger, he corrected, "That's sarcasm."

Shang Gongyao recalled, and couldn't remember too many things from the past, she said, "I will notify you as soon as the report comes out two days later, these two days, you..."

"I still have a few cases waiting to be dealt with. You can notify me in two years."

He got up and decided to take a shower and sleep. If he couldn't fall asleep, he would get up and work until he was done with the backlog of cases at hand. Then he planned to take a vacation for himself and continue working.

Life is nothing special, if you want to die or live, you have to live like this; if you are ordinary and mediocre, you still have to live like this; even if you want to be vigorous, you still have to sleep, eat, wake up, and work, every day is so simple, every day, the cycle repeats So bland, if flavoring is added to improve the taste and stimulate the taste buds, be prepared to accept that some bodily functions are compromised.

Shang Gongyao took her bag and changed into the coat hanging by the door. She didn't forget to remind before going out, "I don't have enough for dinner, and there are still vegetables in the refrigerator. Put it in the microwave and heat it up to eat."

Shang Gongshao waved his hand, that was goodbye.

Shang Gongyao dropped a sentence, "Have no conscience."

She opens the door and goes out.

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